so long nv update le..
no time lars..
hms.
tday's a long day for me.
feel dead ryte now.
sch ended at 4.15, did some stupid phys prac.
then rushed over to stnicks to return funfair 'fiesta' tix.
went to visit my jnrs and the band.
haha.
my section like no life now lidat.
see me le then happy like mad..
haha.
jael and me must have been their sunshine during band for the past year.
ahhha. mie so ego.
anws, saw ms sia..
said hi to her..
but that is abt all.
she didnt come and talk to me,
which is not surprisin cz she is so biased agnst me.
ahha.
who cares lar.
im out of snsb le.
haiz...
i am losing a very good friend of mine..
when i talk to her, i realised that she is no longer interested in wht im saying le..
more like, she wants me to listen to everything tt she has got to say.
so when we talk, it is like so, one-way.
she talk, i listen.
hms. i really dont knw wht to do lars..
guess i dont have much control over this..
i wont be able to make the situation better.
haix. stuff this matter up the shelf and dont care abt it.
maybe it will get better as time passes.
i seem to be doing all the wrg things all the tym.
my life is in such a confusin mess ryte now..
studies + friends + parents + own thots and felins.
a big, huge mess.
the quote frm viola in twelfth night really applies now..
"O time, thou must untangle this, not I.
It is too hard a knot for me to untie."
haha. my, do i miss elit..
anws, when i try to look for answers, more qns pop into my face.
ehes. how?
i wish i was a super-mind reader.
not only can i read my 'twin', meng jiat's mind (ahha. mj, are you thinkin wht im thinkin? :D)
i want to read other ppl's minds too.
then i can really find answers..
but sometimes, when i learn abt the truth,
i wish i didnt know it at all.
ehs. how contradicting.

hms. tmr got band..
hope it turns out well...

jya.. mata..

tday sian-ded arhs
nothing much
oh yar
one thing
damn happy cz i got INUYASHA cd frm suhui!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yes mans!
like finally!
can finish watchin my inu show!
:DDD
anws, learnt sth new at jap tday..
inakute, sabishii desu
a new phrase lars.
it means, i miss you
but the direct translation wld be,
if you are not around, i am lonely
aww mans.
haha.

hms
nv blog for one day...
anws, i shall try to recount what happened
ytd had band...
was dreadin it
cz i feel quite left out there
leon and ain both joined the section since tune in
which means im the extra person now
but anws, ytd was different
ain, leon and hendra were rather friendly lars..
more friendly than usual
at least that was what i felt
for once, i felt that i belong to that section
ahhas
then we played PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!!
the shorter, easier, w/o alot of triplets version
( i sudd miss my snsb section alot. snrs and jnrs:/)
whoa.. finally one song that i played before
finally one song that i dont have to sightread
my gosh
was quite happy lar
but ytd was mr chiang's last day
quite sad..
our auld lang syne made him cry :/
haha
but it was the first band prac i enjoyed:D
anws..
tday was quite saddenin
very tired
plus, aft the O level chat thing w mj, grace and maurice
i felt horrible mans
like, damn intimidated
but then,
played a joke on the unsuspecting maurice before i left sch
haha
damn farnie
then felt better lars
i shall narrate what happened
haha
i folded some hearts from straws recently
mie sis teach de
then i kept them in my pencil case
showed the ppl w me tdae
then maurice took them and played
hours later, he left, leavin the straw hearts on the table
when meng jiat packed her stuff
she said, "that maurice played w your hearts and nv put back"
haha.
obviously, there is a pun here (the phrase "played w your heart", get it?)
haha
then i sudd got inspiration and decided to msg maurice
and this is how the msg goes
"heyy im damn sad lor. u played w my heart





and never put it back



into my pencil case...
ahahahahahaha.. :)"
of cz, that maurice was sleepin at home
he was so blur tt he didnt scroll down aft he read the first two lines
then he got a great big shock lars
haha
then me and the girls were laughin like mad
told him to scroll dwn in my reply then he realised wht was happenin
haha.
my most successful, best and lamest joke that i ever played on anyone lar
haha
oh mans
long entry...

suddenly,
i wish i din have emotions...

jya.. mata atode

haiya,
todae so tired..
the day that my lesson end the latest
hmms.
but tdae got some interesting stuff lars
both bad and good..
bad: we were at i space playin cards this aftnn.
but sudd the vp, shes mdm tan i think, popped in
everyone got a shock lar
cz all ny ppl will know what we do at i space
then ppl at the first table got caught
cards kena confiscated
but me table ppl managed to escape cz i hid our cards just in time
then, when she left,
i told kaihua, better keep those cards
very risky sia..
abt 10mins later, mr kuek came in!
die!
luckily meng jiat and flora were doing hw
then this grp of ppl nxt to our table were still playin
one st nicks girl was there lar.. dont want to say her name
anws. mr kuek damn pist, scolded, confiscated their cards, got their names and class
then he told the ppl in i space
that he is gna make anouncement tmr
gna check bags also!
then those found w cards will be expelled!
like omg lar!
whoa, so freaky lehs!
then he commented, why this year's j1s are all so polluted:/
then abt 30mins ltr, vp mr cheng came in to check on us also lar
whew. damn damn risky
i know this is not sth to be glad or happy abt
but :/
if kena caught, sure die le.
so those ppl who are readin this, pls pass the msg ard
DONT BRING CARDS TMR!!
anws, the good thing is that
i managed to dig out yeesam's secret lars!
haha.
altho it is not much of a surprise,
and that i alr suspected since week one in ny.
BUT it is still good! -gloats-
haha. exciting mans
but i better not say here if not yeesam will kill me
not very confirmed tho..
but at least 80% sure!
haha. woohoo

alrites.. mata..

im like.. in sch now..
library lars..
waitin for my gp lecture to start,
which will happen in abt half an hr's time
so sian
anws, something made me feel damn gek
and damn disgusted
i got like, totally no comments abt it
just wna tell that person,
you are such a jerk!
dont you ever think before you do anything?!
like, can you pls think of the consequences?
freakin hell.
just hope that you will use your brain
if you even have one,
to THINK
i hope u will stop makin people misunderstand you
arrgh.
the things you do are really gettin on my nerves
hmphs
fourth entry on my blog
and im alr so pist off
:/

mata atode..

hmms, just came back from church
something that the reverend said set me thinkin
why do bad things happen to us?
then i got the answer
so that God can work a miracle in our lives
lazarus died
so that Jesus can come over and bring him back to life
the woman had an issue of blood
so that Jesus can heal her
w/o all these 'bad stuff' happening,
theres no way God can work in our lives
am i right?
so, me gettin not-so-satisfactory results
means that God has a lesson for me
or that he wants to work a miracle in my life once again
haha
i feel happier now..
knew that time will let me straighten my thots
hmms, thanks to those ppl who was counselling me durin that period of time..
my parents; my pan mummy=lilin; mengjiat; my 4 OGLs: marilyn, jacq, alvin, jason; maurice; huiwei; uncle daniel; uncle edmund; mie sis celia; yizhen; and of cz, bestest friend lirong!
haha.
this feels like hong xin da jiang
hmms.
gtg rush off to j8 to pass vanessa the invest u..
i miss wearing the invest u...

mata..

im back le!
oh mans.
i took such a long time tryin to understand the html thingy
quite satisfied w this blog le..
hmms...
tday crappy day lar.. nothin much to do..
supposed to pass vanessa the invest u but changed to tmr instead
haha.
and just realised that i hafta go back st nicks on mon morn to go for mass?!
hmms. -raises eyebrows-
oh wels.

ppl tag my board! haha.

mata atode...

haha. whoa.
finally a blog of my own!
haha
with grace's help of course!
must give her credit if not she scold me. haha
hmms.
ppl link me ok?
see whether can come and blog some more later...

mata atode..