i slpt for so long just now lar..
3 hours arhh..
damn tired.
okies! i shall blog abt SYNERGY!
ahha.
i shall start on fri ba..
friday...
went down early cz weiming told us to..
then the choir had to use the band room so we cant stay there.
so we went over to the container classrooms.
some ppl brought instrus wor..
like the clarinets and the flutes.
wanted to bring mine but they say my instru too loud sia..
all of us took up 3 classrooms lar.
then i was in this room with regina, shao ming, zhi xiong, kok wey and yuxi.
aftwards, jeremy, huishan and chester came to join us.
wahlaos.
regina and kok wey were crapping like hell lar.
and i mean TOTAL CRAP.
talk rubbish lar.
so lame.
then aftwards got the prac..
not much changes lar.
but the changes made the whole thing look livelier.
:D
aft the rehersal, some of us decided to go over to j8 to buy earrings and bandanas.
got regina, chuan xin, huan yi, jeremy, shi chie, chester.
lucius, daryl and huai yu act wanted to come along de.
but 853 came first so they went home.
:/
oh yar.
at the bus stop we saw CAROL and her BF worr!
was trying to avoid us but we saw her still!
haha.
anws, we ppl went to buy earrings..
us girls took a long time lar.
i mean, you wanna choose nice stuff you will have to tk time and slowly choose wad.
haha.
the guys cldnt take it and went to walk around.
haha.
chuan xin and huan yi went home first aft buying..
the guys wanted to eat so me and regina went with them.
regina ate also lar.
me nv eat cz no $$.. ppl nv return me $$ sia..
anws, talked with the ppl..
shi chie very cute leh.
as in, the little boy kind of cute.
then he very nice also wor..
haha.
chester suan me then he told me not to bother abt him.
asked me if i was okay..
say i shldnt mind what he just said.
then i was like, im okay lar. im not so xiao qi de.
he was like, yar. can tell that you are the cheerful kind.
haha.
so cute.
hms. shi chie, chester and me also talked for very long abt INUYASHA!!!!
-screams-
haha.
they both like inuyasha too..
took mrt with the two of them cz we go same direction..
talked more abt inu!!
haha.
i really very long nv watch inuyasha le...
:(
okok..
saturday, the great perf day!!
had to report at 7.45pm..
:/
we had to write ten names to elect them into the nxt band comm..
anws, had a dry run before we went to eat lunch.
imagine, lunch at 10 and dinner at 5.
haha.
ohwels.
we changed aft lunch and reported to the holding area..
regina helped me to clip my hair up!
haha.
thanks dude:D
waited damn long for our item..
yang hao was slpin lar.
wahlao.
he damn gd slper lar.
anws, mj msged me!
:D
thanks for msgin me wht is happenin in the LT!
when we finally went up, it was great mans.
we like over enthu lidat..
the no look catch part horr..
only lucius dropped!
haha.
and huai yu stepped on my shoelace durin the thing lar!
the lightings were screwed up during the large pail solo part.
hehs.
anws, overall it was pretty gd.
dennis sim cldnt make it in the aftnn tho.
then it was interval..
went to find mj, grace and ys.
orh on my way out, adeline gave regina and me a flower each!!
:D
THANKS ADELINE!
mj gave me a tube of sweets too!
THANKS MJ!
talked to them for a while..
so long nv see ys le..
haha.
then got finale also.
sang "at the beginning"!!
whoosh!
the street style boys were standing in front of me lar.
I WAS OVERSHADOWED.
totally cant see me le.
:/
crap.
haha.
the matinee show was over.. stayed back for a short debrief..
then we had 1hr and 15mins before dinner.
all of us slacked in the band room..
some of us talked.
carol and regina were crazy mans.
anws,
weiming and yanghao played music..
haha.
then end up got quite a number of ppl slpt on the floor.
regina and me went to seven elevens aft a while to buy food..
met leon, lucius , daryl they all there.
went back le then hafta eat dinner.
wahlaos.
shlnt have bought food lor.
i was damn full lar.
cant finish my food.
:/
aft dinner, time to wash up agn and get ready for the evening perf.
then i think leon they all to bored le.
went to play national anthem and the funeral song in the rock band way.
haha.
daryl was playin the tuba, weiming the crash cymbals, carol the suspended cymbals and lucius the drumset.
wahlao.
damn farnie lar.
we almst died of laughing lar..
haha.
they played YMCA also.
then everyone started dancin.
DOTS.
haha.
reported at the holding area aftwards..
mum, sisters and yiling came..
:D
this time, i slpt while waiting arh.
yes, yanghao also.
regina also.
oh i forgot to comment abt leon's hair.
-_____-"
wore an beanie with a some fringe all gelled tgt and sticking out.
-________________________-"
haha.
dennis sim came le..
prac abit..
finally its our turn..
went back stage and heard the audience all cheering for us.
!!
damn high le.
when we were upstage, had alot of fun lor!
the no look catch part, we all din drop stick except dennis sim lar!
and he was our instructor some more.
haha.
everytime we stopped and posed, the people cheered like hell for us!
:D
so fun!
then towards the end, the pail ppl hit their pails until the bottom broke!
we saw the pail fragments flying out lor!
haha.
when it was finally over, the audience cheered for us like mad.
WE ROCKED THE STAGE MANS!
muahahah.
went out during interval to find my mum etc..
they said we were good!
but i was damn obvious cz my scream was of a diff pitch and plus i move alot..
://
!!!!!
malu!!
rice msged me and told me it was a great perf!
saw him in the LT and talked to him for a while.
then saw jiaxin.
she told me that ours was the best perf so far!
yea mans!
we went back to the holding area and the junk jamz played games.
haha.
act we wanted to forfeit the ppl de who kena 3 times de.
but end up we all do the "forfeit" tgt.
that is, when we are called up on stage for finale, we take a bow.
ahha.
had this egg shaker thing, so we brought it up w us.
:D
sang "at the beginning" agn.
the street style boys were in front of me AGN.
=.=
oh yar.
we sang sch song for both performances.
dots.
the very fast and cheery way lar.
haha.
before we went home, the junk jamz took a pic:D
the rest went chomp chomp but regina, leon, lucius, me and some other ppl went home.
on my way out, met rice.
SUANED ME WOR.
SAY I CANT BE SEEN ISIT..?
-glares at maurice-
haha.
met shi chie and chester also..
shi chie said we were good but he cld hear me scream!
oh shit!
but he say i scream lidat very good then he shook my hand.
then this guy in yellow tee said that we were very gd aft i finished talkin to shichie.
then he shook my hand too.
??
dont know him wor.
but he is rice's fren lar.
saw yuxi also.
he said that we were very good!
:D
then i finally went home.
think the evenin perf is better than the matinee one.
:D
29 APRIL 06 SYNERGY IS OFFICIALLY OVER.
i sold 30 tix for synergy lehh.
now hafta sell aureus experentia XII tix.
sheesh.
ohwels.
tday church projectionist duty was a little screwed up arh.
but guess it was okay.
haha.
quite fun.
:D
okok.
shall end here!
this entry is damn long.
if anyone manages to read until here he/she must be damn gd mans.
haha.
yupps!
JUNK JAMZ ROCKS MANS.

mata atode..

WE JUNK JAMZ ROCK MANS.
we totally rocked the whole entire LT4 just now..
:D
!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
okok.
just came home frm SYNERGY!!!
:D
damn damn fun.
:D
haha.
eh i shall blog abt it another day..
tday mie very tired but damn happy
:D
but eh heard that i stand out alot lar!!!
cz of my over-enthuness..
:/
whoops.
erps.
hmms..
tmr got church..
mie on duty..
projectionist worr..
hope i dont screw up!!
hms.
ive got adorable frens!!
:D

pls dont ignore me like that again..

mata atode...

went to catch 40 winks just now.. (haha)
finally can slp properly for once lar..
recently keep lack of slp..
eh think chuan xin and xue qi now go buy our perf stuff..
our shirt is yellow ryte?
then we are gettin yellow rubber bands and earrings.
haha.
diaos.
anws, ppl keep sayin we look like bananas lor..
"bananas, in blue jeans.." -sings in the tune of bananas in pyjamas-
haha.
lucius made up with that de..
and now everyone is singin/talking abt it.
:/
haha.
hms.. tmr got rehersal agn..
dennis sim say will have alot of changes regarding the position..
:/
hope we master in time to give a good perf.
://
oh wels.
shant write too much tday..
go surf around and see what i can do online..
:D

mata ne...

AHH!!
i lost a post that was supposed to be up on MON!!
hrumphs.
i shall try to recall what i put down.
hms..
was complainin that i kena cheated by teacher on mon..
cz supposed to have 3 tests.
but in the end the maths test postponed to today and phys test to two weeks later..
ohwels.
screwed my chem test lar.
but tday's maths test was okayy ba..
hms..
then..
got split into PW groups..
got nazrin, shuyu, pui yeok, shaojie and me!
haha.
all nice ppl..
err.. orh then aft sch, mj and me were so bored that we went to colin and kero's blog.
!!!!!
we were making alot of noise lor!
omg. ive got totally no comments except -shivers-
haha.
then went to jap class..
met rice on the bus lar.
not abit when i was tappin card he sudd pop up next to me.
almost DIED OF SHOCK.
haha.
then still tell me chem quite easy.
"shldnt have stayed up so late to study"
wth.
shut up rice!
haha.
hms.
then had this traumatising experience.
was on our way home aft jap w deb..
this guy turned around and said,
"SHUT YOUR BIG MOUTH LAR!"
whoops.
i thot is really cz we talked damn loud.
but hor.. aft we softened down he still turned back and scolded us.
say, "如果我做晚班的话，我一定把你们杀了。"
:X
whoops.
then we shut up le.
this grp of nyp ppl in front also talked until veh loud..
then he raised his voice, "他妈的。讲话讲那么大声！“
WAHLAO.
now and then he will glare at me and deb and scold us.
then keep chanting, 杀死你们，杀死你们！
keep shaking his head also!!!
then he got off at the same bus stop as me and deb!!!!

take a look at the time.
-points below-
1.34am. hah.
ayye take a look at the link that i included in the prev entry lehh..
anws,
went jael's cj band concert jz now with shue and lirong..
whoa so fun.
see alot of ppl.
first thing, many many st nicks ppl.
said hi to janis!
my fellow monitor for PMB.
haha.
misses her loads mans.
i told her that il miss her and she said she alr misses me!
haha.
then i saw yvonne chang with yi yang!
went over to say hi to them too!
on my way to find yvonne, someone called me.
JUNHAO?!?!
haha.
i was like, why are you here?!
then he said, why? i cant be here isit?
err.. whatever.
talked to him then he reminded me tht jael's snr is his fren.
oh yar. i forgot. hehs.
so my stnicks sectionmate's current senior is my current senior's fren.
ahha. all play fhorn some more.
DIAOS.
saw this flute guy.. damn familiar.
thot he was frm nyjc band for first 3 months de..
really arh.
that marist guy, raphael, kiaseng's fren.
(i thot i saw someone who looked like kiaseng at fareast tday. called kiaseng on the phone then i realised that it is not him :/)
saw kokwey, yuxi and this other clarinet guy too!
huh?!
haha.
they were walking past me so i waved to kokwey.
he stopped to talk to me wor..
then realised they came to support that raphael guy.
told him that junhao was there too.
he said he nv see junhao leh.
i was like, that vp, frm my section de..
then he, orrh that -pauses- not very tall guy.
haha.
wahlao.
kokwey, you damn evil sia.
haha.
anws, then aft the concert we heard someone call shueli!
turned around and saw this damn horrendous looking person.
red badge VALERIE trumpet player!
ohmygoodness.
wldnt know how horrendous she looks until you really see her mans.
really will puke.
i almost wanted to lar.
and i meant that LITERALLY.
grossed out mans.
eeyers.
then at the bus stop i saw that clarinet guy agn.
dont know his name. :/
attempted to wave to him in cj but he like stoned at me for a while.
but at the bus top he smiled to me arh..
hope he really does recognise me.
later arh.. he act dont recognise me but cz i wave to him thats why he smile back..
whoa that wld be so damn embarrassin!
anws, JAEL YOU DID A GOOD JOB!
(erps. altho i cldnt hear you exactly)
you looked fine to me frm where i was sittin.
:D
haha.
your band was pretty good wor!
too bad i missed the LORD OF THE RINGS!!
wasted sia..
came late cz that ong shue li spent too much time with that *ahems*.
haha.
hope you like the things that we bought you.
:D
misses playing the fhorn and having sectionals w jael mans.
:/
LOVES YOU LOADS JAEL!
oh had band prac bfore the concert.
we played jupiter hymn and hot latin.
songs that i played w my beloved snrs and JAEL.
haha.
got this trumpet soli part in hot latin.
when they played hor.. really reminds me of SHUELI!
whoa.. miss snsb alot.
haha.
haix.
i really didnt do anything.
at least, not in my memory..
i mean, being the 'last touch' person,
the blame comes to me.
i dont blame you.
but, i really didnt do it.
i did take care of it..
at least that was what i rmbered.
so many things to worry abt.. i seriously dont rmb these small details..
knowing that you were so worried abt it,
i really did put in special effort to keep it in good condition..
i dont know what happened!
and it is not that im tryin to shift the blame..
haix.
no point puttin these down.
its useless.
this totally spoilt my day.
HAIX.
hwa chong concert got no one to pei me..
then i cant give reply to my dearest panda mummy..
tsk.
3 tests on mon and i haven studied anything yet.
I AM SO DEAD.
2.01am.

oh shit.

mata ne..

ehhs..
just came back frm jap..
tired sia..
今日は疲れています。。。
残念でした。。
私の日本語は下手になります。。。
eh to see that..
click on tools>encoding>japanese(EUC)
yupps.
anws, got band tmr eh..
i wna play my horn!
haha.
BUT
that one and only section mate of mine,
PANGSEH ME AGAIN.
haha.
aiya but i pang seh leon every fri also.
guess its a tie lar.
haha.
we like take turns pang seh-ing each other lidat.
lame!!
:D
i changed mouth piece le!
frm the holten mouthpiece to the 5N denis wick one..
-sees many confused faces-
haha.
nvms.
i think aft i change mouthpiece my tone improved a bit.
:D
yay!
good start!
haha.
whoosh.
grace pei me to bishan AGAIN tday!!!
aww mans.
and she stayed back w me also!
double aww mans.
haha.
GRACE IS NICEE.
haha.
orh we making OG tee le!
:D
mj and me will put tee1 and tee2 respectively.
haha.
know why?
cz it means T1 and T2 which also reps twin1 and twin2!
haha.
so cute ryte!
:D
whoops.. egoistic.
haha.
oh, THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING THAT HE HAS DONE FOR ME...
really grateful..
:D
eh take a look at this.
haha.
is the article abt the band exchange we had w the new zealanders and plus some pics.
got regina's clay aiken's pic wor!
haha.
there got NICE PICS.
:D
haha.
inside joke.

oversensitivity VS being alert
あなたに何と言いますか。。

mata atode..

whoaa...
so damn long nv blog le.
sheesh.
in the sch lib AGN.
wahlao. i really no life arh.
haha.
hms.. had synergy rehersal ytd..
until 8.05 wor...
tink we are improving ba..
just need more time to master the whole thing.
recently really busy like HELL.
tink may have no time to come online and blog often...
hms...
rmb talkin to mj on mon...
so long nv talk to her alr.
we talk halfway sudd two of us started doin push ups.
haha.
eh.. ytd was in super bad mood in the first half of the day lar..
then met regina before we went for perc ensemble.
whoa seriously arh.
talkin to her really cheered me up lor.
cant stand her arh.
she talk so much crap lar.
damn lame some more.
keep laughin AT her.
haha.
orh we went to seven eleven before the synergy rehersal.
then we left our bags with our section mates.
i dont know whats her section mate's name sia..
regina passed him her bag and told him to bring it to the band room for her.
then he was like, "huh... do i have to?"
haha.
then aftwards i passed mine to leon.
leon offered to bring my bag to the band room wor!
regina must be damn jealous.
haha.
I GOT A NICE SECTION MATE!!
leon, you should be happy that i wrote that lorr..
:D
haha.
haix.. got band prac on sat..
then nxt week got two synergy rehersal, one perc ensemble rehersal.
most probs will end at 8 plus 9 arh...
shit mans.
i now alr damn tired le..
:/
exhausted..
haix.
orh gg jael's concert this sat night...
yay.
will see shue, jael and lirong again!
:D
misses them loadsies!
-huggs them all at the same time-

mata atode..

haha.
im killing leon on the parade square on mon.
at 7.20am.
he wants me to use both penknife and chopper wor..
haha.
come see if you want :P

i think i am irritating.
frustration.
desperation.
exhaustion.

mata ne...

haha. i shall blog abt the aftnn that i had with my crazy classmates mans.
actually stayin back with grace tday de..
but she has to go with her frens to j8 to buy prez..
met geok ting (my idol + fan!!) and hui yee on the way to the canteen.
haha.
decided to stay back with them..
then got peiyu and nazrin also..
we went library aft lunch to find cong shun and huiyu there..
took damn long to find a table mans.
ARRGH.
anws, we decided to go look for reference books for chem to do tutorial...
wahlao.
this is the shortest tutorial but yet the hardest lor.
we spent two hrs plus tryin to find the answer to this ONE PART of qn 2 lar.
wth.
think we looked thru the whole entire lib's chem books le lar..
even the teachers' references and recommended books also dont have the answer mans.
then dont know how to draw the molecular structure of N₂O₄
whoa. il forever rmb it is called the dinitrogen tetroxide lor.
wth.
then aftwards, geok and me gave up lar.
went back to talk with the ppl at our table.
got huiyee and nazrin plus the two of us lor.
whoa dont know why, we ended up talkin abt cong shun, who is at the table nxt to ours.
haha.
then we keep bitching abt him lar.
whoa, first time i bitch abt a person right in front of him lar.
he OBVIOUSLY heard us cz we talked damn loudly.
and i cld see him cz he directly in front of me...
can tell that he is tryin to ignore us.
haha.
whoa we cldnt stop laughin lars..
laugh until so loud some more.
ahha.
think the whole entire lib quite irritated with us.
hahahaha.
then aftwards hor,
geok still keep laughin lehs.
act me also abit lar.
cz NAZRIN WAS DAMN LAME LAR!
haha.
we cldnt take it sia.
didnt know she was so lame lar..
told her to stop talkin but everytime she speaks arh..
she will send us into laughter.
esp geok.
she cant stop laughin lars.
in the lib, we were damn cold lors.
but aft all these laughin hors,
all of us were quite warm le.
ahah.
then geok, nazrin and me quite unproductive tday lar.
cz we keep laughin non-stop.
haha.
aiya, huiyee so hardworkin sia..
we laugh like mad, she sit there and cont to do her hw.
so cute.
ahah.
but she got laugh sometimes lar.
think we all too stressed up le.
abit also can laugh until like gna die lidat.
haha.
shld have more of this durin free time mans.
de-stress.
haix.
so many probs are stackin up on my shoulders..
so exhausted..
losin my grip soon...
and time is runnin out for me..
ARGH.
:/
hms, one reason why im so hyper all the time..
i want to cheer up the ppl around me.
cz the mood of the ppl around me affects me alot alot alot..
seeing someone sad/stressed/pist off,
it makes me frustrated too..
esp my friends,
i dont like to see them sad/stressed/pist off.
i know it is not their fault.
they cant hlp it.
thats why im here to help them get back on their feet agn.
well,
at least im trying to..

yesterday,
all my troubles seem so far away..

jya ne...

long time no blog!
haha.
tday got band...
had an exchange with this group of new zealand ppl...
'james hargest' band isit?
haha.
anws, they are the okayy kind of band i guess...
half of them younger than us wor..
one of the songs they played was 'lord of the dance'.
reminds me of stnicks line dance.
haha.
was rehersing the line dance steps when they were playing..
we then played 2 songs for them..
1st suite in Eb and pirates of the carribbean..
first suite was TOTAL SHIT mans.
hehs.
but pirates was better. :D
saw alvin chen in lt4..
he thot pirates was better too. :D
think he is the only one i know that came down to see.
haha.
he horr.. pon photog arhs...
evill evill...
haha.
anws, we had to go talk to the new zealanders lor..
brought them around school..
there was this girl who talked like damn fast..
then i 'huh'-ed 3, 4 times sia..
but finally understood what she was saying.
but hor, she asked me if we learnt eng since young..
oh my crap.
turn one big round to shoot at me arh..
altho i know she didnt mean it..
but, SO MALU!!!
haix..
cant hlp it.
when they were leavin, a small grp of us went to send them off at the gate.
got me, leon, ming min, irene, regina, kok wey, yu xi, etc etc..
whoa we crazy one lar.
do 3 cheers for them there also.
then when their bus left we ran after the bus until we were outside the gate lar.
haha.
diaos.
we zi-high lar.
then keep running here and there, all over the place.
like PT lidat.
the teachers think we crazy too.
haha.
went back to band room then got meetin until quite late lor..
eh.. im gettin busier..
hehs.
the two of us keep gettin it, dont we?
:/
haix.
ohwels.
ppl come for band concert leh...
my job is going to be damn hard if no one comes for the concert..
://
dies..
so little time, so much to do..
and the load gets heavier...

smile once more for me..
il be there when the next teardrop falls..

mata..

haha. tday evening quite funn.
on my way to jap..
met weihan on the bus.
when i reached moelc, he was sittin there in the canteen alone.
haha.
so sad.
anws, we waited until abt 5 mins then the rest of the vjc ppl came in a cab.
sin ae was quite :/ and wanted to go up for jap immediately cz she dont wanna tk cab for nothing.
haha.
we gave in to her.
act wanted to sit there and waste more time adn go up for jap late.
haha.
evil eh.
aiya, endo sensei quite useless one.
i hardly learn ath frm her lor.
jap lesson was crap as usual..
we talked so much lar.
OH.
mychelle came for jap tday.
SO SURPRISIN!
haha.
glad that she came lor.
she always nv come on fri ones..
then we very noisy.
esp mychelle, weihan and me.
sometimes sin ae will join in.
haha.
then aft lesson, weihan wanted to go for dinner tgt.
then we all went lor.
oh yar.
know this new vjc guy.
sidney.
he also band de.
perc section, frm dunman high.
knows my sister's snrs mans.
aha.
anws,
we walked around j8 but cant find seats for all 8 of us.
oh deborah joined us too.
think she really misses my class mans.
haha.
then we walked back to interchange macs to eat.
whoa we ate and talked damn long lar.
frm abt 8.10 lidat all the way until 9.30.
talked alot abt band stuff cz sidney and mychelle and me all in band.
then plus weihan also very musically talented de.
knows alot of band stuff.
whoa. so fun sia.
the vjc ppl have like 5 of them takin jap lar.
then they plan to go see the jap club tgt.
wahlao.
damn fun.
we non-vj ppl all damn envious.
haix.
esp me who is all alone in ny taking JAP!!
wth.
anws,
weihan said, we shld have more of this.
haha.
whoa i think so too lor.
so fun!
we have contact list some more lar.
first time so close to my jap class sia.
the only sad thing is that we have a lousy teacher.
:/
think we going out tgt to catch a movie soon.
hope it does happen!
haha.
oh deborah wants me to type this here:
I TOOK BUS HOME WITH DEBORAH AS USUAL TDAY!
ahha.
diaos.
us, jap mateys rock mans!
haha.
ayye,
hey you..
im damn worried abt you..
whether if anything had happened to you recently anot,
i really hope you are fine..
i hope im not thinkin too much..
but i got this feelin that your prob is not any small one this time..
you really mz tkc alrite?
i really wish that i am wrong and that my gut feeling had failed me this time..
i need you to stay strong..
dont know if you will read this,
but, i just wna let you know that,
i will always be here for you~

where ever you go, what ever you do,
i will be right here waiting for you..

mata..

yay! we didnt screw up during mornin assembly tday!
haha.
think kok wey and me were quite okayy.
hms..
reached sch tday at 7.05am i think..
then sat w rice and jessica until abt 7.15am.
actually, more like walk and jump around nervously.
haha.
then i saw mr foo walkin towards the parade square at 7.16am.
(i keep checking the time mar. so very specific. haha.)
then i followed.
when i was walkin, i gave kok wey a call.
cz i didnt see him around.
:/
whoa. he didnt pick up sia.
then went over to mr foo to let him know that im here le.
gave kok wey another call.
shit mans.
nv pick up.
and it sounded as if my call was diverted.
(it was lor. and i think his mum or someone called me back later in the aftnn asking me why i called lar. the lady over the phone was guessin who am i summore. so embarassin:/)
anws,
i was a bit kan cheong alr cz it was 7.18am.
and the bell just rung some more.
then i got a call.
kok wey. (whew.)
i was like, where are you?
then i realised that theres this person in front of me that looks like him.
he said, where are you?
i replied, am i directly in front of you?
haha.
then i saw that person take a closer look.
over the phone, i heard him, orh..
then yea. came to meet me.
we went to put our bags with our class and then went over to the side to queue up to make announcement.
i keep saying im damn scared.
on our way there, he said, i got butterflies in my stomach.
haha.
guess im not the only one eh.
haha.
had national anthem then got annoucement.
ours was e second announcement.
but there was this synergy group in front of us.
so i thot we were after them.
then while the first announcement was going on, mrs lim (yes that HOD again) told us to queue up at the platform there.
then kok wey thot he saw her say "band".
but didnt really know what was going on so we stayed at the same spot.
when the first annoucement was over, two of us still stand there.
haha.
then mrs lim was like, band band!
then the people in front turned around and said, ayye! band!
whoops.
haha.
two of us walked up quickly and yea.
made the annoucement.
:/
haha.
it was ok lar.
got people cheer.
tink is chuan xin and carol they all.
but i think they cheering for kok wey lar.
haha.
and then we walked down the platform.
sudd hor, kok wey asked me, did we walk down the wrong side?
whoops.
dont care lar.
act think we walked down the correct side.
we paranoid sia..
haha.
then yar lor.
went back to our class and i was still kan cheong.
haha.
ohwels.
that marks the little adventure that i had this morn.
altho was only for about half an hour,
but it was quite an experience lor.
haha.
quite fun also.
:D
come for band concert and/or synergy!!

conversations with our eyes..

mata atode..

I AM SUPPOSED TO MAKE ANNOUNCEMENT TMR.
wahlao.
wth.
SCAREE!!!!
i shall narrate what happened.
normal day.
went for band.
was discussin abt the mouthpiece thing with hendra, leon and mrs tan.
guess what?
mrs tan was in ny band and plays the fhorn too!
haha.
ANWS.
then jun hao called me and leon and told us that mr foo wants to see us.
when we went outside, there was mr foo, leon, me and this another guy.
then mr foo said, "we need one of you to make announcement for our band concert tmr during mornin assembly."
then three of us were like, erms...
immediately the two guys pointed at me.
SHIT.
kena sabo-ed.
i said, can two ppl anot?
if im really going, i dont want to go alone.
mr foo was considerin that option.
then mrs tan came out and she said NO!
she dont want us to pass the mic around.
://
then i was like.. "huh?! dont want dont want!"
cannot still.
i said, "i scared i get stage fright leh."
whoa.
magic word sia.
mrs tan then said, "ok lor. one of the guys join you."
that leon is really the super sabotager (sorry eh. creatin my own words agn. haha).
he immediately pointed to the other guy.
then guess what?
two of us are up tmr.
:/
so realised that he is kok wey frm flute section wor..
hms.
didnt know he existed until this thing happened.
haha.
ohwels.
then two of us stayed back aft band prac to prac with mr foo.
sheehs.
me talk too fast sia..
hope i can make it tmr.
:/
hope i dont SCREW UP.
shit mans.
damn scared.
damn nervous.
wish me luck!

btw, band concert, 2nd june (friday),
7.30pm, Victoria Concert Hall,
@ $10 and $12. come watch!

mata atode..

tday very very tired.
got body combat for PE..
then still hafta stand for damn long durin perc ensemble.
whoa.
my legs are gna break liao.
tired, damn tired.
now tryin to do my PI.
wahlao.
still cant find a topic to pin down..
sheesh.
hms.. think im really worryin alot recently.
maybe is cz of the stress that is buildin up within me?
think that the ppl around me is irritated with my actions...
my class, band peeps..
:/
maybe im paranoid.
MAYBE...
BUT.
maybe im not.
ah sheehs.
dont wanna think abt it.
makes me more stressed up.
oh, and am i soundin like the ppl around me?
i hope im not.
it started off with rice tellin me "dont ming jue leh" cz i said he was a stoner.
then i had mj tellin me that i sound like rice cz i was tellin her, "dont bio me leh. chem lar.. chem."
and grace agreed.
:/
then rice furthur emphasized that i sound like mj.
and said that im ming rice cz i copy their talkin styles.
-rolls eyes-
and then he told me ytd that i sound like leon when i said, "yea mans".
said i easily influenced by the ppl around me.
WAHLAO.
im irritated lor.
NOT at the ppl who said that i sound like others..
BUT irritated at THE FACT that i sound like the ppl around me.
im really irritated.
dont ask me why.
i dont know why.
just pist off at that fact.
haix.
maybe its cz im really feelin the stress le..
my mood gettin more and more foul..
forgive me ppl..
but thanks lar, mj, rice and grace...
thanks for alertin me to that fact.
like they say, only good friends tell you your mistake.
the rest dont give a damn abt you..
oh wels.
haix.
im tired of tryin to change myself.
im tired of seein all my mistakes and bein unable to correct them.
tsk.
got so much damn stuff to do.
so little time.
i just want one hour to keep my mind off eth.
to relax.
just one hour.

il be there when the world stops turning,
il be there when the storm is through,
in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you.

mata..

la dee dums.
haha.
lirong used to say that some time ago..
hms.. got to contact her soon le...
if not, we may lose contact just like that.
:(
ohwels.
haix.
muggin time le.
gtg mug le.
cz everyone's muggin.
then give me pressure.
haha.
'if you cant beat them, join them."
haha.
and some more tests all comin soon.
dont want history to repeat itself,
so yea. better start studying.
hehs.
everyone around me is falling sick.
sheesh.
scared i passed the disease to them sia..
esp my classmates.
:/
nothing much to say abt what happened recently ba..
just,
like that lor.
haix.
tday's april fool's.
no one to fool.
so boring.
haha.
sheesh.
is OG12's spirit dying off?
hope not.

although i wish it was true,
deep inside i know it cant be you..

mata atode..