yay my japanese blog is updated with its first post at http://blog.nus.edu.sg/glors/
please go take a look!
and i am damn screwed up for the past week, and will be even more screwed in this week.
i am loaded with so much stuff, and the culprit is JAPANESE 5.
well done.
i am a chem major, not a japanese major!!
gtg sleep.
DEAR LORD, PLEASE HELP ME.

mata ne..

since i have a little time after preparing for tmr's lab session and aft completing jap hw (not exactly :/), i decided to blog abit.

first up, i am liking tegomasu and news more day by day! :D
tegomasu's voices are BEEEUUUtiful (as their songs cont to play in the background). :D
and of cz, massu is STILL my favouritest. haha.
man, i am very tempted to get "tegomasu no uta" album tho i know its not possible. :/
i cant believe i just told lirong, "im quite happy w my life now mugging and watching videos of the japanese idol that i like alot..."
hahha. oh dear. i hope it does not turn into an obsession.
but i cant deny that they are giving me the motivation to cont with japanese.
esp now when i actually bravely skipped a level in sch and i think i might be dying soon. :/
SIGH.

i wrote the blog post for my jap blog already.
will post it up once my teacher corrects it and hands it back to us. haha.

zoeraine just saw this entry that i wrote in 2006 after googling her name (tempted by her brother who typed her name in the search engine).
and we were quite amused cz both of us absolutely dont recall that such an event happened. haha.
and suhui had to tell us that that event totally din happen.
then why did i blog that entry? oh gosh. :/
haha.

i have very bad feelings about this sem.
i sigh so much that i dont realise that i sigh anymore.
joanna (nus horn snr) even told me that i sighed 3 times in a row without me realising it.
oh dears.
sigh.

i am procrastinating many things.
i need to get them done.
i shall take it easy, one at a time.
BREATHE.

and i am in the mental state where these two words solve all my probs.
"OHWELS"
they equate to bochap-ness, and lets wait for something to happen, in my dictionary. hahha.

okay! too many random scattered thoughts.
i gtg sleep early for long session of lab tmr and jap tutorial!
GANBARIMASU!

mata ne..

this is my new blog for my japanese project.
http://blog.nus.edu.sg/glors/
do go visit but im not too sure if you guys can comment. but il ask my japanese teacher about it.
its not done up yet cz we are not allowed to post stuff.
every two weeks sensei will give us a topic to blog about, we write on paper and hand in to her to check, then when its returned to us, we will type in and post.
zzzz.
apparently its to protect the name of NUS or sth.
or maybe just dun want us to blog about those random stuff.
ohwels.
anw, the blog is going to be GRADED as part of my jap 5 grades. ZZZZ.
since when has blogging become so difficult.
ohwels.

mata ne..

何か、悲しい。。
私の友達の関係が心配してる。(「関係」を使うかなあ。)
私の心に話したい言葉がいっぱいある。
でも、どうやって話すのはちょっと難しい。

私も日本語５のことは心配してる。
本当にできるかなと思っている。
やっぱり、日本語4を取りないのは本当によくないね。。
でも、私は神様に信じたい。
それに、私はまだやったら、もう自分でできないの話はしたくない。
だから、日本語2と3の先生のために、全部私に日本語を教えてくれた先生達のために、自分のために、私はがんばろう。
絶対に負けない。絶対にあきらめない。

昨日、私は手越のビデオを見た。
ああ～なんか心に暖かくなった。

嬉しくなったね。。
手越の英語はもうちょっと上手だったら、よかったね。。
心はもうすぐmeltをした。＝P
ハハ。

次の日記はたぶん増田のビデオを見せて。
やっぱり、まっすがもっと好きだね!　＝）

”どう？眠くなった?
まだ、眠くならないの?
しょがないな。
じゃ、もう一回。
目を閉じて、絶対、途中で開けじゃだめだからね。
...
あれ？
いつままに寝ちゃったのかな。
かわいい寝顔だね。
お休み”

またね。。

i never got the chance to blog this.
but heres the full good news.

I GOT INTO JAPANESE 5!
OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU!

oh my goodness i am sooooooooooooooooo happy!!
like really really very happy.
cz i really thought i wont make it =(
first time my placement test was so smooth!
thank God for everything. He gave me the strength and the chance! =)
since i think i was really cmi during the oral, i think nagami sensei gave me the benefit of the doubt!
信じているから、私は絶対に負けなくて、あきらめない!
それに、もっと一生懸命勉強する！

aaaaaaaa~~ ureshikatta.. yokatta na...

and and and, i still wna proclaim that NEWS rocks.
MASSU rocks more lar.
everytime i watch his videos il feel damn happy.
cz hes always embarrassing himself and being all stupid at the same time.
i hope he never tries to be kakkoii.
=)

oh and lunch with shawn din turn out to be as awkward as i thought it would be.
i thot too long never see him then nothing to talk about.
i always liked his views from a different perspective. it can be very funny! haha.

NEWS NEWS NEWS!
MASSU MASSU MASSU MASSU! =)))

and darn. school is starting soon.

mata ne..

happy new year to all~!

first good news of the year.
or should i say, its half a good news.
i passed the japanese level 5 paper!! =))
THANK GOD FOR THAT. i was really very worried.
and that is probably the first placement test that i passed on the first try.
i studied very very hard for it! 一生懸命!
and memorised all the keigo within 2 days.
crazy mans. and the paper got me to write two short compos, one in plain + causative form and the other in KEIGO. omg i felt like dying.
and i passed with 65/100! YOKATTA.
but oral interview was like shit.
i din use the forms that i was supposed to use. damnits.
so there is a chance i might not pass due to my lousy oral skills.
KAMISAMA, ONEGAI!
sore ni, NAGAMI SENSEI! ONEGAI!
talking about senseis, i saw all of my japanese 2 and 3 full time tutors at the placement test today.
yamaguchi sensei was like, 　“えっ、どうして！”
nagami sensei saw me and called me.　“グロリアさん、インタビューに行きましょう” or sth along that line. and yes, he oral-interviewed me AGAIN. hahah.
fujii sensei saw me and said, “えっ、受けましたか?”
walker sensei was very enthusiastic when she saw me. she held my shoulders and said, “取りましたか。合格しましたか。”
i like learning under them. japanese lessons were always fun. =)

2nd good news of the year is, i met up with mj after damn long again.
あのTCCへ連れて行くのをありがとうさあ!
本当に静かだったから、心にも静かになった。
=)

as closing remark, i wna say that
MASSU rocks la. :D

meeting shawn tmr for lunch, i think! all the way to bukit timah is so far la. haha.
plus comm meeting and band prac. zzz. wc and yd is coming!
shichie! no more emo post le! =)

mata ne..