whoaa...
so late le..
cant blog much cz tmr is BAND CAMP!
ahaha.
so wont be bloggin for 3 days sia...
oh, mr blog, pls remind me to blog abt the kids i saw tday.
haha.
:p
alrites..
I'LL BE BACKK...
hahah.

mata ne...

just came back from buying prez for snrs with leon..
his jnr came to join us.
whats her name?
zheng hui isit?
haha.
yeps. think so.
this year sec3..
haix.
i sorta miss my sec 3 days..
haha.
hms..
we bought this photo frame thingy..
can put alphabets as the base de..
so we put their names lar.
then on the frame we plan to write a msg and then the other side will put the section photo that we took the other time..
yeps.
hope they like it ba..
the prev week was hectic.
yes indeed.
last sun i slpt at 1 am, mon 1am, tues 12am, wed 1 am, thurs 3am, fri 12am.
then frm mon to fri i had to wake up at 6am.
whoa. so totally shagged.
had PW, that POH refused to accept ours until we changed our topic.
then she not abit tell us on wed aftnn that she confirmed want us to change topic then hand in on thurs aftnn.
wahlao!
wed is cca day leh! thurs had phys lecture test leh!
what were you thinkin?!
we nothing to do isit!
asshole.
then end up we all sacrificed the phys test for the stupid GPP.
but now we doing on 3G phones and she seems to quite like it.
haix. ohwels.
oh, had lunchtime concert on thurs..
yizhen heard us and said that we were very good!
haha.
maybe is cz she compare with the standard of the band the prev time.
cz we thot that the perf was okay only.
anws, SHE IS FINALLY COMING TO OUR CONCERT!
yea mans!
haha.
whoa was so stressed this week that i think my mood wasnt too good.
keep snappin at ppl.
my tolerance level was lower, patience level also decreased.
one thing that increased was my irritating-ness.
haha.
i hope mie frens not pist at me or anything..
SO PAISEHS EH..
:D
haha.
the script is done lar.
quite happy with it.
and weiming seems fine with it.
thats good.
im glad.
haha.
ohwels.
the band concert tix is on discount now..
buy 4 tix and get 1 tix free..
haix.
what can i do?
do we have to resort to this method?
sians lar.
but heard that now the amt of tix sold is 33%.
jiayou ba, everyone..
hope we can get at least like 80% sold..
hms.
who wants to come?
come okay!
pls arh..
haha. ok. resortin to pleadin now.
haha.
think i shld end here.
and go have all the relaxation that i deserve.
haha.
okok.
band camp on mon!!
:D:D

mata ne..

abt 5 days nv blog le..
cz too busy lar..
really very very very busy.
i feel very very shagged and exhausted.
cant type much tday.
cz im very tired and am gna fall aslp soon.
i shall blog abt this week another day lar..
maybe tmr..
see what time i return home frm buyin prezs w leon.
hms.
the sch hols are finally here..
haix.
hope i can really catch up durin this period of time and have a good rest at the same time too~
really need to go le.
i will die soon with my mum naggin NON STOP next to my ear.
tmr band prac again..
i hope AE tix sells well...
-prays hard to God-

mata ne..

no more MCs for lunchtime concert..
yap weiming thinks that he introduce can le..
dont need to ask two ppl to go and intro..
abit redundant..
ohwels.
whatever he says ba..
im fine with it.
thank God he told kokwey and me before we started writing.
if not il just die on the spot.
hrmphs.
then yap weiming told me to write out the script for the AE MCs.
eh.
i was abit pist off lar.
cz he was throwin everything to me.
its such a huge task lar.
alot of things to do..
and i hafta get it done by this fri..
phys test this thurs somemore..

woke up in the mornin to go for band again.
haha.
i like, aft less than 12 hrs i see my band mates agn..
haha.
hms..
tday's prac was very screwed at first.
started off with 1st suite in Eb movement 3.
mr francis tan was very, very, very pist.
he said, " do you know how you all sound anot?
you ppl sound horrible.
worst than sec sch kids.
if you are gna play at this standard,
i am not gna do this piece lor."
then we were all like, whoops.
but aft that,
mr francis tan went thru bit by bit, almost every single detail.
whoa..
sudd everyone cld play rather well.
haha.
the trombones were soooo loud lor.
esp siew cheng.
she was sittin behind, but in between me and hendra.
then she almost blasted off hendra's left and my right ear.
haha.
we sounded pretty nice.
but of cz, more work needs to be done.
proceeded on to beauty and the beast.
whoa!
it had nv sounded so good before!
i mean, we can play better if we prac more lar.
but our beauty and the beast was never that nice before!
haha.
then ming min and me were so touched by the music,
esp the famous tune of beauty and the beast that part.
ming min played her solo damn well lar!
my heart almst melted when she was playing it lor!
thats what a good band shld be!
the music must be able to touch ppl!
haha.
feel so happy for ourselves.
altho it is not the best, but at least we improved!
i hope we can maintain this or better, improve, till the concert!
-prays to God really really hard-
then mingmin and me were zi-highin.
whoops.
think i made hendra feel left out.
or maybe our zi-highin made him irritated.
:/
SORRY HENDRA!
anws, we had AE meetin aft that.
got lunchtime concert rehersal on tues.
so this week i got band EVERYDAY.
tsk!
anws,
then guess what?
regina, kokwey and me were sittin at the back.
huishan told the three of us to be MCs for lunchtime concert and the mornin announcer.
whoa.
then kokwey and me refused to be the mornin announcers agn.
haha.
anws, the snrs said that regina was good that time.
so we told her to be again.
she keep making alot of noise wor!
then huishan was like, "ok set.
regina do morning announcer.
kokwey and gloria be MCs."
haha.
whoa! regina keep saying she dont want.
then kokwey was like, "lets ignore her."
haha.
two of us really didnt care abt her.
so evil!
haha.
so meetin kokwey on mon to do the script and reherse.
before that, i have to teach joann the pot thing too.
eh weiming not abit throw everything to me lar.
and now we got even number of pot-players.
ALOT ALOT of things have to change.
haix.
what to do?
see how ba...
then before teachin her,
ive got to mend the ticket booth w eng seng right aft my lesson ends.
-slaps forehead-
so busy on mon.
anws, aft AE meetin, we went to eat lunch tgt agn.
at j8, AGAIN.
whoa. think shi chie, chester, yuxi and i will be damn damn sick of j8 lar.
this time huaiyu, shirley, yongde, wee chong and kuntong joined us.
but regina and kokwey nv join.
regina got MI carnival then kokwey gg NP concert.
but we met kokwey at j8 anws.
haha. he was w two girls then we keep callin him a flirt.
hahaha.
went to LJS to eat.
aft that, played those trick games then we all went home.
wahlao. the trick games made us think so hard lar.
tday quite fun ba.
:D
ppl come support me for lunchtime concert and AE!
lunchtime concert: thurs, common lunchbreak, at the atrium. me the MC with kokwey! playing danse diabolique and beauty and the beast!
Aureus Experentia: 2 june, 7.30 @ VCH. $10 & $12 bucks. JUNK JAMZ PERFORMIN!
haha.
band, band, and more band.
shit mans.
brainwashed by band le.
ahah.
ohwels.
but at least i still enjoy it now..
:D
long entry for a long day..

mata ne..

ehhh...
late le late le.
mr khoo cheated our feelings tday AGN!
wahlaos...
TSK!!!
tday, guess what?
no test.
he didnt even mention abt it lar!
WTH.
idiot.
had band...
taught yuxi the junk jamz pot part...
he quite a fast learner ba..
not bad not bad..
my tu2 di4! haha.
during band i had this crisis.
THANK GOD regina came to my rescue.
haha.
THANKS REGINA!
:D
aft band me went to eat at j8 with the same band ppl agn...
regina, kokwey, chester, shi chie, yuxi.
yupps!
like what chester said,
when we want to go out, it is always the same ppl de..
haha.
ohwels.
had a hard time with my parents before i went to eat with them..
guess we wont be gettin prez frm santa this year..
esp me.
eh? no link?
haha. nvms.
anws,
were talkin loads of crap...
funn wad.
ahah.
but regina had to go first cz she watchin movie with her parents!
:'(
think she watchin the ship sinkin show.
hoisedon isit?
only know how to pronounce, dont know how to spell.
haha.
anws,
so cool ryte!
i mean, to watch movie w parents..
haix.
if mine were like hers..
ohwels..
then waited at the mrt station for our trains w chester, shi chie and kokwey.
kokwey take different direction tho.
when we were walkin down the staircase,
our train left and kokwey's train just came.
then the three of us refused to let kokwey take that train.
haha.
so we waited for the nxt train.
ours came earlier this time.
kokwey refused to let us go first.
haha.
shichie refuse to budge.
and chester was too busy lookin at my neoprints that he din even realise that it was our train.
HAHA.
so we waited once again.
kokwey's train came this time.
we refused to let him go first agn.
-_____-"
his nxt train was 7 mins away.
then we realised that ours also.
so we all decided to take the trains this time.
ahah.
kokwey's one came first lar..
so he left.
abt one min later, ours also..
was on the train w the two guys..
then we were talkin abt jio-in girls.
ahha.
yar, like, why in the world am i talkin abt it?
its not like im gna do it wad.
DOTS.
haha.
okok.
it was pretty dumb lar.
anws, at j8, i saw ying yi and jiang.
ehh.
j8 is a place where i meet a few million stnicks ppl.
haha.
ohwels.
THE JNRS NOT COMING FOR CONCERT!
huh!
some juniors.
im a little pist at their attitude.
eh, dont know lar.
maybe it is not their fault.
but last time when we were jnrs,
we die die also will go for at least one of our snrs' concert lor.
dont know lar.
shant put them in a difficult position.
ohwels.
need to go le..
tmr got band..
ehhhhh...
-groans-

mata...

announcement for band comm tday.
haha.
okok.
i shall put down the results here.
president: kokwey.
vice-president(admin): regina.
vice-president(music): leon.
secretary: annie.
treasurer: lucius.
publicity and welfare: me!
quarter-masters: carol and yong de.
librarians: chuan xin and shaoming.
haha.
yea lor.
us, the new band exco!
haha.
eh my post has the longest and lamest name lar!
haha.
aft the thing everyone come and tell me to spread the warmth.
-slaps forehead-
haha.
when mr yeo announced my name he also told me to spread the warmth.
cz of my presidential speech.
DOTS.
haha.
ohwels.
kokwey president is like so DUHH lar.
oh and i realised something.
my whole section is in band comm!
haha.
snrs we have ming min the librarian, junhao the vice-president, hendra the treasurer, leon the new vice-president and me the new publicity and welfare head.
my section's prev batch, this snr called soh huishan, she was the secretary also!
haha.
whoa.
the comm like horn-section dominated lar.
whoosh!
haha.
oh wels.
i screwed up my SPA.
I REALLY SCREWED UP.
instead of findin the mass of the two compounds in 1 dm³,
i went to find the mass in 25 cm³!!!!!
-pukes blood all over the lab bench-
haix.
so gek.
anws, very busy now with the band camp, perc ensemble, tix collection, consent form and money collection for camp, as well as AE.
whoosh.
still got hw and others.
i die le lar..
://
band is crazy.
HAH.

mata atode..

im seriously gettin more and more stressed up le..
dont know leh..
haix.
need to do pw online later...
hms..
ms poh rejected the whole class' GPP lar..
wahlao.
shant talk abt her.
spoil my day eh.
jap was just as crapp.
basically, it was a total sian-ded day.
yea mans.
it was a rubbish day.
oh yar.
and that mr khoo hor.
postponed our thermal phys test for the third time le.
now it is on this fri.
when we were supposed to have it 3 weeks ago.
whoa serious mans.
i dont know how to feel mans.
cheat our class' feelings arh..
eh.
YAY!
adeline agreed to pei me back to st nicks on fri!
:D
thanks adeline!
loves you loads!
and dont worry!
i wont forget this wed de!
haha.
hms.
think the sch is gna go dwn to support the volleyball girls this wed.
eh, i dont want leh.
i prefer band prac mans.
i mean, concert is so near le.
i think shld put the focus on concert ba..
and it is not like we are prepared for AE lor.
act i think is the opposite lar.
i also put down my jap for the moment to prac for concert lehh.
im not gg for jap on fri until AE is over worr..
sorry to the volleyball ppl.
but i mean, their competition is so not our business.
their comp is impt lar.
but now that we have so many things on our hands,
we hafta prioritise mars.
and i think, to the band, concert more impt worr..
hope the sch will excuse us lorrs.
aiya.
this is my opinion lar.
think a few million ppl will come and shoot me down.
haha.
ohwels.
i am gettin more and more worried abt AE.
will we make it?
eh, ive got a feelin that we cant..
://
think my life is so dominated by band ryte now..
revolvin round band and band stuff and band ppl.
haha.
cant hlp it!
whoops.
i really hope and prays hard that AE will be good lorr..

mata atode..

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS IN THE WORLD!
haha.
esp to MY MUM and my PANDA MUMMY!
haha.
one real mum, one fake mum.
anws,
din celebrate much tday..
just bought nice food then we all ate tgt..
then me and sis bought this stalk of pink carnations..
mum was quite shocked cz its the first time we bought flowers i think.
hms.
ohwels.
"Praise God, i need not be anxious about anything"
haha.
Pastor made us say this tday in church.
hms..
maybe i really had been anxious abt many many things recently ba..
especially my homework.
i mean, maybe i shld start trusting God to guide me.
cz if i dont have faith in God, He wont be able to work.
i will try my best ba..
and leave the rest to God.
He will do what he think is right.
His timing is perfect.
haix.
eating ice cream isnt makin me feel any happier.

mata ne..

band was kinda boring tday..
started off with sectionals..
junhao refused to conduct us.
then end up stoning.
maybe cz stoned too long le.
junhao and leon went crazy lar.
two of them hor, like little boys lidat.
run around and play.
played with the newspapers that were strewed across the floor at the grandstand.
orh theres this part where we went to the field and four of us stood at four corners of the field.
then we played a chord.
-____-"
shit mans.
i cant blif i hafta bear with them for the next two years.
haha.
during combined prac,
francis tan keep playin the parts that 3rd and 4th horn dont need to play.
on first suite and beauty and the beast.
we will have parts like 46 bars of rest, or 40 bars of rest.
and is 4-4 timing de leh!
wahlao.
that means it is 160+ beats EACH TIME we rest.
leon, hendra and me rest until like gna die le.
:/
aft prac me plus the j1 WOODWINDS went for lunch tgt.
wahlao.
so extra lar.
that regina really brought me into the woodwind's world sia.
anws,
coffee shop no space so we broke up into groups to sit down and eat.
at my table are regina, shichie, chester, kokwey and me.
wahlaos.
the guys are soo damn lame lar.
shichie and kokwey like tag team lidat.
lame until hor..
-slaps forehead-
yuxi joined us later when we all finished eatin.
haha.
so waited for him.
eh i find it abit weird arh..
like four guys and two girls.
dont know leh.
maybe regina frm mixed sch then she dont feel much.
but i feel abit :/
anws, when we were leaving, regina made the guys walk with us to the mrt station.
so evil!
haha.
ohwels.
then shichie keep callin me xiao mei mei then pat my head some more.
=.=
anws,
when reached home,
my big aunt, small aunt, kor kor and his gf were alr at my house sia..
talked abit to them then i cnt take it le.
went to slp.
when i woke up they alr left le.
whoops.
haha.
aiya.. i really very exhausted mar..
hms.
i need to do my tutorials le..
that rice finished all his chem tutorials le!!!
!!!!
-glares at him-
i better go and mug!
oh shit.
im becoming a mugger le..
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mata atode..

finally finished GPP 2nd draft just now at shao jie's house..
eh, the atmosphere was a little tensed for a while..
a little bit of irritation etc..
ohwels.
nazrin left first, then pui yeok left..
in the end was shaojie, shuyu and me doing the proj..
but at least we managed to finish it lar..
i met ain at tp mrt just now!
haha.
so long nv see her le!!!
at least 2 months arh!
my fellow section mate!
haha.
she got band tday wor..
the sch got college day mar..
so evil...
poor thing..
hms. think she coming for AE.
YAY! THANKS AIN!!!
:D
haha.
hmms...
gettin a little nostalgic here..
lookin back into the past..

OG12 first day...

OG12 last day..

haha. abit of juxtaposition here.. anws!

OG12's day at sentosa!

eh.. haha. i quite bo liao..
but i was lookin thru my pics..
then seein all of us havin so much fun together,
all the smiles on our faces..
haix..
the memories will never be brought back again..
but aft orientation one,
i really made good frens ba..
w/o orientation one,
i wldnt have known mj and how she and me are on the same frequency!
i wldnt have known grace and the fact that she is not quiet as she seems!
i wldnt have known rice and he wldnt have been my first close guy fren!
i wldnt have known yeesam and that she is more than she seems to be!
i wldnt have known richard and that he can be very evil at times!
i wldnt have known the OGLs and how nice+fun ppl they are!
i wldnt have known OG12 and havin so much wonderful memories w me right now!
eh, i cant continue on and on abt this..
decided to end the list here..
haha.
yea..
OG 12 was great.
simply too great to be true..

whoosh!

will never forget the first frens that i made here in nyjc..
the memories will never fade away..
never.
:D
i still have my O1 booklet with me..
:DD

mata ne..

there is seriously sth wrong with the shoutmix tagboard.
then my tagboard got prob also.
knowin that jason got the same tagboard as me,
i went over to see and realise that his tagboard also same prob.
-shruggs-
came home early.
supposed to go stnicks with lirong and yilin.
but they both pangseh me.
dont feel like talkin abt it.
too pist at them le.
did i talk abt band camp?
haha.
no i didnt.
29 - 31 may!
put it here to remind myself.
:D
LOOKIN FORWARD TO IT!
haha.
i hope it is fun lor.
my band frens are all quite fun de.
so shld be okay.
haha.
BUT.
in the morn we have to go for lectures arh...
sianx.
aftnn then go for camp.
wahlao..
lidat sure die one lor.
most ppl sure wont slp at night de.
go lectures that time sure fall aslp one lor!
then will see band members all wearin tshirt and shorts and slippers to go for lectures.
haha.
unless they make us wear uniform, that is.
DIAOS.
hmms.. had a gd long talk with mj this aftnn..
escaped while my classmates painted the tiles..
in the end they hlp me write my name.. :/
ohwels.
so long nv talk so much to her liao...
updated each other, discussed abt ppl's character..
haha.
talked to grace also.
she was..
haha.
shant continue.
:D
then while i was lookin at the timetable board w mj,
kok wey came over and said, "miss, would you like to come for our concert?"
-_________________-"
DOTS LAR.
oh yar.
this morning the guys had their 2.4km run.
helped chester to take timing..
WTH.
he was damn fast lar!
11.20 wor!
eh rice was there also..
think he not so happy with his timin..
dont get upset kay!
it is still a C in the end wad.
haha.
ohwels.
think my entry tday is not very organised.
it is not in chronological order.
instead, it is the opposite!
haha.
whats the word that has the opposite meaning for "chronological order" arh?
hms..
-thinks hard-
haix.
tmr PW meetin at shaojie's house..
sian lar!
so many meetings!
then that fussy jasmine poh is very picky leh!
she is so SICKENIN and she is GETTIN ON MY NERVES!
arrgh!
GET HER AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!
-screams and runs around-

mata atode..

extensive band pracs make me tired.
sheesh.
haix..
guess what?
i failed my first test of the year!!
the WONDERFUL MATHS LECTURE TEST!
wahlao.
and i thot it was easier than chem lect test.
but i passed chem.
HA!
whatever lar.
TSK!
i have to do some quiz lar.
cz june and grace BOTH tagged me.
rahh!
luckily is the same one.
BUT.
it is 50 over qns AND it is in chinese.
WAHLAO...
sabo me like that.
anws, tday's lect really made me shut off leh.
i copy everything blindly.
eh? whats the diff?
i everytime also copy blindly de.
ohwels.
just admit tt im screwed ba.
RAHHHH!
ARRGH!
BAND IS SO EXHAUSTIN!
my lips are gna drop off soon.
HA.
maybe if i play so extensively all the time,
i will return to syf that period that kind of standard.
my lip muscles will be so strong that I CAN DO PUSH UPS WITH MY LIPS LE.
ok fine.
exaggeration.
SIAN ARH!!!
am i going back stnicks tmr anot?!?!
TSK!!!!

and between now and then,
until i see you again,
il be loving you.
love, me.

mata atode...

whew.
my back and arms hurt now..
cz i ran 2.4 with geok and then we were standing up all the way for abt 2 hrs of sectionals.
had to hold up the horn leh!
SO HEAVY.
think my muscles are so gna hurt like hell tmr..
aiya nothin much lar.
other than the fact that i supposedly spoilt the jap classroom's lights ytd.
:/
the room was too bright mar..
cz sensei was using the projector.
then i asked her if i can switch off more lights.
my classmates wanted to switched off all the lights.
i did that, but sensei said too dark.
i decided to swich on the middle row of lights.
switched off the left row's lights instead.
wanted to switch it on agn but when i pressed the switch,
nothing happened.
OH CRAP.
switched on and off agn, but it didnt work.
then sensei said that she would report to the office that i spoilt the lights.
:/
i didnt do anything leh!!
TSK.
ohwels.
nothin i can do.
eh, i really cant stand you leh!
you are damn irritatin you know!
i so nice to you then you dont give a damn abt how i feel.
THINK BEFORE YOU TALK!
whether the person minds your insults or not,
PLS.
consider his/her feelings!
dont think that you say all these ppl will think that you are farnie, or they wldnt mind.
if you go to far, let me tell you.
i will mind okay!
and for your information,
YOU JUST CROSSED THE LINE.

mata atode..

went to hcjc concert...
just came back not long ago..
it was okayy ba..
me went with lirong!!
met up with her at abt 5 at city hall there.
then went over to eat at subway.
!!!!
i miss subway!
haha.
so nicee..
anws, went over to marina square to giant aftwards to see if got flowers..
when i was walking out, i saw someone familiar..
then i walked over and stared so hard at her purposely.
it was chuan xin wor!
so coincidental!
anws,
she was with THIS GUY worr..
so when i stared so hard at her, it made her get the very.. whoops-caught-in-act kind of reaction.
haha.
she was damn shocked lar.
her face practically blanked out.
HAHA.
i can start teasin her on mon le.
haha!
oh then giant there no flowers so we went back to subway there to buy flowers.
wahlao.
damn ex lar.
one stalk 4 bucks wor.
IDIOT. cheat my money.
then walked over to VCH.
there was this huge grp of ppl going over to the VCH theatre side.
the usherers were ushering us there also.
very weird cz how come band concert will be at theatre de?
went over to the counter anws.
asked for our tix but it wasnt there.
wth.
me and lirong were damn pist off lar.
we sat outside and she called shueli while i called lilin.
call dont know how many million times le nv pick up.
cz their concert startin le mar..
then we sat outside until abt 7.50pm lar.
i was lookin into the concert hall then i suggested to go in and see see lar.
went in and guess what?
WAHLAO.
WE WENT TO THE WRONG PLACE LAR.
kena cheated mans!
bought our tix at the counter there and went in aft the second song.
oh wels.
guess who i saw.
this guy sittin in front of me.
eng seng worr..
(wahlao. i see everyone everywhere lar.)
i thot i recognised him but he didnt at first.
then during interval, talked to him for a while.
haha.
ehs..
the concert was generally okay lar..
looked into the concert booklet and realised that lilin's sister was in hc band too.
haha.
then she was playin with the alumni band.
anws, met shueli during the interval.
act i saw lilin de..
but decided to find her aft the concert.
they played el camino real worrr!!!!!!!!!
really brings back alot of SYF memories..
then lirong and me were pretty nostalgic.
haha.
but i think last time when we were back in st nicks, snsb played el cam better than hc band lar..
eh. not so sure abt them now.
ohwels.
missed those days...
met up with shue and lilin aft the concert..
I MISS LILIN LOADS!!!!
miss her so much lor..
very long nv talk to her le..
then just now she also quite busy lar..
:/
but she will come for my concert!!
loves you loads mummy!
:D
shue li hor...
so long nv have long talks w her.. many things happened to her hor!
-raises eyebrows at shue-
haha.
went home at a pretty late time..
but talked loads w lirong!!!
so long nv talk so much to her also...
miss the times in st nicks when i can see all of them in sch almst every single day..
HAIX.
ohwels..
OH YAR.
shue li also comin for my concert!!
haha.
thats two tix sold, 18 more to go.
maybe 0624 ppl will go hor!
haha.
okok..
got to end here le..
cant fall aslp in church..
whoops.
:/
sure kena killed by mum de..
haha.
oh and I LOVE TALKING TO YOU!!
:D

mata ne..

came back to blog..
yea i know it is a little late le..
-looks at mj-
OK FINE! it is VERY LATE le.
haha.
oh forgot to scream abt sth..
I GOT OUR OG12 TEE AND CLASS TEE LE!!!!
:D
haha.
oh wels..
had this long, nostalgic msn chat with this friend of mine..
didnt know that person too well..
officially talked to this person perhaps abt 2 weeks ago?
haha.
then we were both quite upset abt the little things that happened to us recently ba..
kind of, takin turns to rant to each other ba..
this fren normally quite cheerful de worr..
like those quite hyper kind one?
something like me, but maybe not as crazy.
but just now, both of us were sort of emo-ing lar.
was tellin me, "i think im gettin depressed le. cz i keep failing."
then sent me a piece of music..
frm this show lar.
the song sounded really sad..
and my fren was tellin me, "when i feel sad, then il listen to this song and il feel even more sad."
haha.
cute ryte?
but is really quite sad lor..
i meant the situation lar..
i, sort of, see my own reflection in this fren of mine..
frm the little decriptions, i see the things that i went thru.. and am going thru..
i almost saw my character-twin.
haha.
i mean, not exactly the same lar.
but we do have some things in common..
and seeing this fren in this situation makes me feel my past feelings all over agn...
we sort of helped each other lar.. encouragin words etc..
but we both realised that what we are tellin each other is what we need to tell ourselves..
and obviously we cant do it.
we cant convince ourselves.
hehs.
how ironic.
(yea my literature terms again..)
haha.
hms.. guess everyone is going thru the same turmoil ba..
even ppl who seem to be happy and cheerful..
or maybe even damn cool or damn macho people.
theres always this sad, nostalgic and gentle side of us..
and this little part of us will only be reached and comforted by a certain person or group of people..
sad?
yea i agree..

i see me in you, and i hope to help you.
at the same time, i hope to help myself too..

jya ne..

i saw TWO FLATTENED FROGS on my way home tday!!!
ewwwwww~!~!
GROSS!!!!
hms...
tday the three tests were.. ?
ohwels.
im so screwed for all my subjs lar.
haix.
havin PW meetin online now...
tmr my grp ppl comin over to discuss more..
so that we can hand up the first draft on mon..
!!!!!
just realised that nazrin and maybe shuyu cant make it tmr!!
alamak.
okok.
think il get back to my PW le..

mata ne...

I GOT GOLD FOR MY NAPFA.
yes!!!
FINALLY.
haha.
so happy.
thank God that i managed to jump a 173cm for my standing broad retest which was aft my 2.4 run!
haha.
my napfa results:
1. 29 situps B
2. standing broad jump 173cm C
3. 28 inclined pull up A
4. sit and reach 43cm C
5. shuttle run 11.13secs A
6. 2.4km run 13.59mins A
muahahaha.
so i got a GOLD for my napfa!!
yea mans!!
haha.
damn happy.
:DD
orh i just downloaded "an american elegy"..
this song is actually composed by Frank Techelli to commemorate the victims of Columbia High School gun shoot incident...
so nicee!!!
listen alr will melt arh.
ahha.
this song is part of our repertoire for AE.
:D
oh and i just realised frm tan weiming that "aureus experentia", the name of our coming up concert, means a "golden experience".
haha.
so cute ryte!!
and very meaningful also... :D
oh mans.
got this nostalgic feeling cz i keep repeating "an american elegy" on my comp.
haha.
hmmms..
oh during ytd's band we watched some videos lar.
the one that introduces "american elegy" and also the "danse diabolique" one..
both got live band to demo de..
oh that band playing american elegy horr.. is very good!!!
listen alr, will feel like crying de..
i think our band play le also will make ppl cry sia..
cz we too horrible then ppl feel like cryin eh.
haha.
and got this eupho guy who played "the flight of a bumble bee".
SOLO! ON HIS EUPHO!!!
his toungueing was damn fast, fingerings damn fast and good, and he play until DAMN HIGH~!
as in, the notes that he play all very high.
haha.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so freaking good!!!
:( scaree..
his family, cousins, uncles and aunties all play eupho de.
NO WONDER.
hah.
anws, aft watching videos, the exco sudd annouced the nominees for the nxt band exco.
10 places, 15 nominees.
nominated: kok wey(DUH!), leon(go section mate! :D), chuan xin, jeremy, regina, yong de, annie, lucius, carol, huai yu, chester, shi chie, shao ming, jia heng and me.
haha.
lidat also can.
anws, we were told that we had to make speech and intro ourselves 5 mins later.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shocked mans.
all of us were so stunned and scared lar!
din know what to say.
wahlaos.
i was the last one to make my speech worr.
and some more LT1 was sooo cold!!
my teeth were chatterin lar! and i meant that literally.
anws, i thot lucius' speech was very well said!
and kok wey's one was very well organised.
haha.
and i thot leon's one was okay wad.
whts wrg with his?
oh, regina kena shoot by all the snrs lar!
poor thing!
carol keep laughin also!
she said, "eh im very nervous" and starts to laugh like hell.
??
haha.
throughout her whole speech hor..
half the time she was laughin lor.
haha.
hms.
but some ppl's speech creates the "??" kind of reaction.
nv answer the qns directly de..
haha.
ohwels.
oh theres this part, huai yu was up.
then junhao asked her, "who do you think shld be the president?"
we all started pointing at kokwey.
i mean like, DUH~
haha.
he was damn malu-ed lar.
she voiced our thots mans.
"i think kok wey should be."
i mean, ayye! hello?! he was the president of student council and band leh!! who are you kiddin mans!
haha.
junhao asked, "then who do you think shld be the vice-president?"
huai yu was like, "i think the VP's character shld be opposite the president, to balance things up."
then everyone was like, whooaa.
junhao said, "who do you think shld be then?"
huai yu, "i think gloria arh."
(huh? think she needs to reconsider that! ANWS,)
thats not the point.
the point is that, she thinks that me and kok wey are of OPPOSITE CHARACTERS eh.
haha.
thats so lame!
then me and kok wey look at each other and gave the "huh?" look.
"kokwey, we are of OPPOSITE CHARACTERS eh."
he replied, "YAR. opposite arh. opposite."
we shrugged and gave the "huh?" look agn.
haha.
i mean, opposite is such a strong word to use!
opposite leh!
wahlaos.
haha.
anws, it doesnt matter whether i get a post or not lar.
i mean, if i get then get lor..
im not like sec3 that time le..
that time i really hoped to get a post.
but not so much of it now lar.
being a leader is damn busy leh.
sec3-4 that time was enuf le lor..
those sec3s (now sec4s) of mine eh.. really big headache arh.
haix.
that was then lar.
anws,
I MISS ST NICKS.
need to go back soon!
ok gna go stardie le..
got phys SPA + maths lecture test + GP test tmr..
before that, these are the ppl that i voted for (to be in band exco) actually: kokwey, chuan xin, jeremy, regina, leon, yongde, annie, lucius, yang hao, carol.

american elegy is nice:D

mata ne..

came home frm sch..
just had napfa.
HAIX.
i am damn irritated with myself lor.
my first item was standing broad jump.
think i wasnt warmed up enuf.
:/
then i failed it.
OH CRAP.
got an E for standing broad jump.
normally during PE i can de leh!
i jump 170 plus before!
this time only 161cm lar!
damn pissed.
I NV JUMP PROPERLY!!!
-screams and pulls hair off-
the rest is quite satisfactory ba..
1. 29 sit ups B
2. 43cm sit and reach C
3. 28 pull ups A
4. 11.13secs shuttle run A
5. 161cm standing broad jump E
act the teacher thot that i was 16 years old.
so standing broad jump was a D..
luckily im 17 lor.
told ms tang and she changed to an E for me.
then can redo that item.
ahhha.
hopefully i can get a gold.
I WANT TO GET A GOLD!
haha.
hadnt gotten one since p6.
p6 that time was my first and last gold so far lar!
:/
and some more p6 that time sit ups got cheat abit de.
some of my sit ups not counted but my fren still count it in for me.
haha.
surprisingly i can get a B for my sit ups lor.
my sit ups all along very shit de.
always get E or D de..
p4 that time fail some more lar.
haha.
I AM GNA REDO MY STANDING BROAD JUMP.
i dont care sia.
haha.
okok. shant crap anymore.
need to go do PI.
tmr is the deadline!!!
shit.
il better run along now..
グロリア！がんばってね！

you're beautiful
it's true.
i saw your face
in a crowded place.
and i dont know what to do.
cz il never be with you.

:D mata ne..

i have decided to stop replyin the ppl on my tag board.
haha.
later my tag board is all my name de..
so malu.
like spam my own tag board lidat.
:/
haha.
just came back frm swenson's with my family.
:D
hees.
ate the sambal fish and we ordered the regular earthquake.
:D:D
the sambal fish was damn spicy mans.
-sticks out tongue-
ohwels.
earthquake was.. DAMN NICEE!
hahahaa.
printin my econs notes now..
got to stardie soon.
and not to forget, my PI.
HAIX.
hms..
cant find anyone to go with me for hcjc band concert..
:/
ohwels.
now hafta start work on AE(aureus experentia) also.