Saturday, September 30, 2006 9:03 PM
tday's weather is pretty cooling eh.
when i went to sch at like, close to 11 o'clock,
it was hot like crap lar.
sat below the fan for a while.
haha.
then at abt 1 o'clock lidat, it began to rain.
the weather is quite cooling after that.
hahah.
that was super random.
dont know lar.
just sit at my comp with the open window beside me.
then it feels so cooling lar.
so i decided to blog abt the weather.
haha.
okok.
hms.
tday shue suddenly msg me.
tell me she misses marching all of a sudden.
hahaha!
soooo random.
and she so long nv msg me le lar.
haha.
then suddenly msg me.
and tell me she misses marchin.
haha.
sooo farnie.
yea i miss marching too!
and i miss you, shue!
haha.
dont know if you will see this tho.
miss the band days with shue and lirong and all..
haha.
then we crapped so much eh.
still rmb sitting in the band room and just lie lidat on the cushions.
haha.
now cannot just lie anywhere le.
mans.
so different eh.
ahah.
haix.
mug mug mug.
sian lar.
study so hard, end up still screw up.
haix.
ohwels.
my phys is so gna die.
damns.
hms.
tday during lunch, regi, tracy, weechong began on the second episode of kok's story.
i joined them this time.
haha!
so farnie lar.
tday the story theme was pink.
and got alot about eyeballs and pink and bandung and monkeys.
eh.
more like baboon and king kongs.
haha.
mans.
the story is all inside joke lar.
like the monkey thing came up cz of our playing-with-monkey-bars habit.
induced by regi!
haha.
then the bandung is cz kok they all keep drinkin bandung and eth.
wahlao.
so farnie.
haha.
all of us laugh until wna die.
but aft that we all went back and to mug le.
ohwels.
studyin tday wasnt too good.
cz everyone was drained.
eh.
not sure abt the rest, but i was.
i was super super drained.
like i sit there, listen to huishan talk.
then slowly her voice becomes one of the sounds in the background.
and it gently fades off...
i read the notes.
and the sentences became just words.
words without meaning.
then these words became a mass of alphabets..
nothin meant anything to me anymore.
i was just pure reading..
haha.
i put visual effects on the words.
haha.
super descriptive arh me.
fun arh.
haha.
ohwels.
ignore me!
hms.
sometimes i really dont know how to feel.
i dont know how to react.
i dont know how to respond.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know what is wanted.
i dont know what is being thot.
i dont know what to say.
mans.
i wished i had psychic skills mans.
kok! give me some lehh!
hahah.
hms.
maybe sometimes ignorance is really a bliss.
you dont know anything, then maybe nothin will happen at all.
i dont know what will happen if i do this, or do that.
in a dilemma.
pls show me.
show it to me can?
ehh.
life is torturing me.
the problems sap my life away.
the worries drain my energy.
im soo shagged now.
btw, to tout means to try to persuade ppl to buy goods or services you are offering.
yeps.
not to talk loudly nor to 'kope' seats.
haha.
so, regi, kok, weechong, yuxi, yongde, shaoming!
that is the meaning of tout!
haha.
we all learn sth new tday!
isnt that great?
if that cld just help me pass my promos!
damns.
ehhh.
gtg check up on words to prepare for my jap.
haix.
ganbatte ne!
watashi wa dekiru!
anata mo dekiru!
minasan isshouni shiken wo houkou suru!
ehhh.
i hope my sentence structure is still correct.
:/
i wish i cld just say it.
i really wish i can.
jya minasan.
when i went to sch at like, close to 11 o'clock,
it was hot like crap lar.
sat below the fan for a while.
haha.
then at abt 1 o'clock lidat, it began to rain.
the weather is quite cooling after that.
hahah.
that was super random.
dont know lar.
just sit at my comp with the open window beside me.
then it feels so cooling lar.
so i decided to blog abt the weather.
haha.
okok.
hms.
tday shue suddenly msg me.
tell me she misses marching all of a sudden.
hahaha!
soooo random.
and she so long nv msg me le lar.
haha.
then suddenly msg me.
and tell me she misses marchin.
haha.
sooo farnie.
yea i miss marching too!
and i miss you, shue!
haha.
dont know if you will see this tho.
miss the band days with shue and lirong and all..
haha.
then we crapped so much eh.
still rmb sitting in the band room and just lie lidat on the cushions.
haha.
now cannot just lie anywhere le.
mans.
so different eh.
ahah.
haix.
mug mug mug.
sian lar.
study so hard, end up still screw up.
haix.
ohwels.
my phys is so gna die.
damns.
hms.
tday during lunch, regi, tracy, weechong began on the second episode of kok's story.
i joined them this time.
haha!
so farnie lar.
tday the story theme was pink.
and got alot about eyeballs and pink and bandung and monkeys.
eh.
more like baboon and king kongs.
haha.
mans.
the story is all inside joke lar.
like the monkey thing came up cz of our playing-with-monkey-bars habit.
induced by regi!
haha.
then the bandung is cz kok they all keep drinkin bandung and eth.
wahlao.
so farnie.
haha.
all of us laugh until wna die.
but aft that we all went back and to mug le.
ohwels.
studyin tday wasnt too good.
cz everyone was drained.
eh.
not sure abt the rest, but i was.
i was super super drained.
like i sit there, listen to huishan talk.
then slowly her voice becomes one of the sounds in the background.
and it gently fades off...
i read the notes.
and the sentences became just words.
words without meaning.
then these words became a mass of alphabets..
nothin meant anything to me anymore.
i was just pure reading..
haha.
i put visual effects on the words.
haha.
super descriptive arh me.
fun arh.
haha.
ohwels.
ignore me!
hms.
sometimes i really dont know how to feel.
i dont know how to react.
i dont know how to respond.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know what is wanted.
i dont know what is being thot.
i dont know what to say.
mans.
i wished i had psychic skills mans.
kok! give me some lehh!
hahah.
hms.
maybe sometimes ignorance is really a bliss.
you dont know anything, then maybe nothin will happen at all.
i dont know what will happen if i do this, or do that.
in a dilemma.
pls show me.
show it to me can?
ehh.
life is torturing me.
the problems sap my life away.
the worries drain my energy.
im soo shagged now.
btw, to tout means to try to persuade ppl to buy goods or services you are offering.
yeps.
not to talk loudly nor to 'kope' seats.
haha.
so, regi, kok, weechong, yuxi, yongde, shaoming!
that is the meaning of tout!
haha.
we all learn sth new tday!
isnt that great?
if that cld just help me pass my promos!
damns.
ehhh.
gtg check up on words to prepare for my jap.
haix.
ganbatte ne!
watashi wa dekiru!
anata mo dekiru!
minasan isshouni shiken wo houkou suru!
ehhh.
i hope my sentence structure is still correct.
:/
i wish i cld just say it.
i really wish i can.
jya minasan.
Friday, September 29, 2006 11:42 PM
my maths and my chem is screwed.
i really dont know how to say this.
cz i know if i say all these, you will think that its either my expectations are too high or you will just empathise with me.
but really.
im screwed.
i dont dare to go look at the papers again.
what i know now is alr bad enough.
i dont know what i will see if i look into the papers again.
im afraid that il spot more mistakes.
im afraid that il see the careless mistakes and feel gek all over again.
im afraid that il realise if i were to be given more time, il be able to do that qn.
im afraid to see the qns that i dont know how to do.
im afraid that i sudd know how to do the papers aft i revise it.
both papers are now hidden in my file.
i dont wna touch it.
not even see it.
and i really dont know how to feel abt the papers now.
haix.
i really really want to promote.
eh.
i mean, who doesnt.
but i really cannot take it if i were to retain lar.
haix.
i shall stop it.
tday aft the papers, we all went to serangoon gardens the chomp chomp there to eat.
met wanteng there.
haha.
when we reached sch, regi played her monkeybars as usual.
then we joined her and play also.
haha.
then wee chong was tryin to pretend that he can skip four, five bars at a time.
he did it by "swingin" on the shorter monkey bars.
cz he tall enough then can walk while "swinging" lar.
hahah.
then i video cam-ed him.
so he was swingin.
once, twice.
then he bumped into kok.
haha.
then kok made the "arf" sound and regi's "haha" came next.
haha.
okok.
it sounds dumb describing like this.
wna know what happened then tell me.
i show you the video.
then wanted to go back and mug de.
in the end, we ended up playin bridge.
as in, kok, yongde, chester and me.
and the rest?
they wrote a crap story for kok lar.
haha.
got the eyeballs and anna and erps.
alot of crap.
ahha.
damn farnie.
tracy got a lot of rubbish one lar.
ahha.
so we went home not doing much.
ohwels.
im screwed anyways.
haix.
i know.
empathise again, right?
when can someone actually help me and get me out of this situation?
probably no one.
im left here to help myself.
argh.
i shant rant abt exams anymore.
it wont make the situation better.
moreover, rantin makes me feel worst now.
so i shall stop.
haix.
the papers are so demoralising and discouraging.
DEMORALISED.
haix.
anws,
i really dont know whats happening.
whats wrong with me!
ive been tryin to avoid and stop it.
tried to convince myself.
bring my mind away.
but i just cant.
it gets back to me, all the time.
shit.
i dont like it.
later i fall into another hole, another trap again.
then il injure myself.
i dont want history to repeat itself again!
and moreover, its me.
and my prob.
its just abt ME alone, no one else is related to this.
its my paranoia.
i shld stop it.
i want to.
but i cant.
whats wrong.
it seems different this time.
but.
haix.
i dont know.
i really dont.
as time passes, i feel that i dont know myself more and more.
or rather,
ive lost control over myself.
and i cant tell anyone.
cz im afraid if i were to say, the same chain of events will happen again.
and i wonder what will ppl think abt me if i were to say.
haix.
why is this happening to me?
again and again and again.
im sick of it.
haix.
alrites lar.
tmr studyin with them in sch again.
haix..
emotional. big time.
drag me into the sea and drown me.
jya ne..
i really dont know how to say this.
cz i know if i say all these, you will think that its either my expectations are too high or you will just empathise with me.
but really.
im screwed.
i dont dare to go look at the papers again.
what i know now is alr bad enough.
i dont know what i will see if i look into the papers again.
im afraid that il spot more mistakes.
im afraid that il see the careless mistakes and feel gek all over again.
im afraid that il realise if i were to be given more time, il be able to do that qn.
im afraid to see the qns that i dont know how to do.
im afraid that i sudd know how to do the papers aft i revise it.
both papers are now hidden in my file.
i dont wna touch it.
not even see it.
and i really dont know how to feel abt the papers now.
haix.
i really really want to promote.
eh.
i mean, who doesnt.
but i really cannot take it if i were to retain lar.
haix.
i shall stop it.
tday aft the papers, we all went to serangoon gardens the chomp chomp there to eat.
met wanteng there.
haha.
when we reached sch, regi played her monkeybars as usual.
then we joined her and play also.
haha.
then wee chong was tryin to pretend that he can skip four, five bars at a time.
he did it by "swingin" on the shorter monkey bars.
cz he tall enough then can walk while "swinging" lar.
hahah.
then i video cam-ed him.
so he was swingin.
once, twice.
then he bumped into kok.
haha.
then kok made the "arf" sound and regi's "haha" came next.
haha.
okok.
it sounds dumb describing like this.
wna know what happened then tell me.
i show you the video.
then wanted to go back and mug de.
in the end, we ended up playin bridge.
as in, kok, yongde, chester and me.
and the rest?
they wrote a crap story for kok lar.
haha.
got the eyeballs and anna and erps.
alot of crap.
ahha.
damn farnie.
tracy got a lot of rubbish one lar.
ahha.
so we went home not doing much.
ohwels.
im screwed anyways.
haix.
i know.
empathise again, right?
when can someone actually help me and get me out of this situation?
probably no one.
im left here to help myself.
argh.
i shant rant abt exams anymore.
it wont make the situation better.
moreover, rantin makes me feel worst now.
so i shall stop.
haix.
the papers are so demoralising and discouraging.
DEMORALISED.
haix.
anws,
i really dont know whats happening.
whats wrong with me!
ive been tryin to avoid and stop it.
tried to convince myself.
bring my mind away.
but i just cant.
it gets back to me, all the time.
shit.
i dont like it.
later i fall into another hole, another trap again.
then il injure myself.
i dont want history to repeat itself again!
and moreover, its me.
and my prob.
its just abt ME alone, no one else is related to this.
its my paranoia.
i shld stop it.
i want to.
but i cant.
whats wrong.
it seems different this time.
but.
haix.
i dont know.
i really dont.
as time passes, i feel that i dont know myself more and more.
or rather,
ive lost control over myself.
and i cant tell anyone.
cz im afraid if i were to say, the same chain of events will happen again.
and i wonder what will ppl think abt me if i were to say.
haix.
why is this happening to me?
again and again and again.
im sick of it.
haix.
alrites lar.
tmr studyin with them in sch again.
haix..
emotional. big time.
drag me into the sea and drown me.
jya ne..
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 11:32 PM
draining.
everyday's so draining for all of us lar..
mug until wna die le.
and nv, we nv slack.
okayy lar.
not really.
haha.
we all muggers' society le lar..
sians..
orh i tday overslpt leh.
:/
i woke up at 7.30 lar.
then thot my alarm clock havent ring yet.
so i went back to slp.
then hor.
the next time i woke up, it was 11 o'clock le lar.
!!!!
whoaaa so paisehs!!!
hahah.
then tday huishan join us.
she say we all keep askin her qns.
ask until she cannot do her studyin.
:P
sorry huishan!
:D
haha.
paisehs paisehs!
tday alot of ppl muggin lehh.
in sch i mean.
hms.
orh regi tmr lit paper.
lucks regi!
:D
and lucks to all the elit ppl also.
lalala.
oh played the cancel-the-strokes thing with kok just now.
ahaha.
so lame.
cz brain dead le mar.
then must find something to divert attention for a while.
:P
hms.
laa dee dums.
haha.
obviously im super random now lar.
ohwels.
haix.
i think i really calculated the marks that im supposed to get wrongly lar.
:/
shit.
then how?
i think i must get higher lehh.
dies.
if i cannot make it how arh..
:/
shit.
what can i do?
haix.
think all i can do now is to just prac and memorise and study all i can.
the rest have to put into God's hands le.
my performance during the exam really have to depend on God le.
that is sth that is not within my control isit?
nopes, its not.
so what else can i do except pray and depend on Him.
'trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all ways acknowledge Him and He will keep your path straight.'
really mans.
haix.
overflowing faith.
:)
need to go off soon..
tmr at 8 with the guys in the lib.
hms.
lalala.
ganbatte ne minasan!
:D
mata ne..
everyday's so draining for all of us lar..
mug until wna die le.
and nv, we nv slack.
okayy lar.
not really.
haha.
we all muggers' society le lar..
sians..
orh i tday overslpt leh.
:/
i woke up at 7.30 lar.
then thot my alarm clock havent ring yet.
so i went back to slp.
then hor.
the next time i woke up, it was 11 o'clock le lar.
!!!!
whoaaa so paisehs!!!
hahah.
then tday huishan join us.
she say we all keep askin her qns.
ask until she cannot do her studyin.
:P
sorry huishan!
:D
haha.
paisehs paisehs!
tday alot of ppl muggin lehh.
in sch i mean.
hms.
orh regi tmr lit paper.
lucks regi!
:D
and lucks to all the elit ppl also.
lalala.
oh played the cancel-the-strokes thing with kok just now.
ahaha.
so lame.
cz brain dead le mar.
then must find something to divert attention for a while.
:P
hms.
laa dee dums.
haha.
obviously im super random now lar.
ohwels.
haix.
i think i really calculated the marks that im supposed to get wrongly lar.
:/
shit.
then how?
i think i must get higher lehh.
dies.
if i cannot make it how arh..
:/
shit.
what can i do?
haix.
think all i can do now is to just prac and memorise and study all i can.
the rest have to put into God's hands le.
my performance during the exam really have to depend on God le.
that is sth that is not within my control isit?
nopes, its not.
so what else can i do except pray and depend on Him.
'trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all ways acknowledge Him and He will keep your path straight.'
really mans.
haix.
overflowing faith.
:)
need to go off soon..
tmr at 8 with the guys in the lib.
hms.
lalala.
ganbatte ne minasan!
:D
mata ne..
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 11:19 PM
i sneeze until i wna die tday.
my nose gna drop off le.
then tday mug until very tired and draining.
esp aft joann gave that vector qn.
whoa.
kok and me do until gna die le.
dont know if the rest got do anot.
but we do until :/
every time we change method, the ans is diff.
but every method that we use seems to make sense leh.
then joann did that qn before and she got the ans.
but tday she also cldnt get it.
oh mans.
we three do until brain dead le.
joann go do other ppl's qns le then we two still doing.
until we finally gave up at abt 5.30 lidat.
not too sure what time we started.
but it was pretty long.
aft that hor, i cldnt do anything else le lar.
even simple function qn i also cannot do.
damns.
my brain is tellin me that its tired alr.
:/
so i went home while the others stayed in sch to cont studying.
but really need to thank joann for comin dwn to hlp us.
THANKS JOANN!
so nice of her lar!
like sacrifice one day to teach us maths.
helping us to promote mans.
so nice:D
then she taught us vectors tday.
mans.
one more pressure to do well for the vectors qn(s).
must do well!
:D
joann i wont let you down de!
engseng also! kok also!
haha.
all my maths tutors.
:D
THANKS JOANN!
alot alot alot.
SOO SWEET OF YOU!
:D
then abit hlp all of us there lar!
soooo NICE!
SUPER NICE!
and thanks to the other two guys again!
haha.
hms.
orh yea.
early in the morn at 10 lidat, i came to sch.
then i came thru the side gate lar.
so i was walkin then i saw mr neo and ms chung coming frm the carpark.
pretended not to see them and walked to the gate.
then mr neo abit frm the carpark there,
"GLOOOORIAAAAA~~"
-faints on the spot-
so malu lar.
luckily no one nearby.
if not the whole world will know my name le.
haha.
mr neo very farnie lar.
ohwels.
oh then the band teachers plus conductors were havin some meetin in the band room tday lar.
whoa.
all of them were there leh.
so scaree.
dont know whats up.
maybe is abt the trip.
haha.
oh yea.. i forgot to blog abt my gp paper ytd.
it was .. okayy i guess..
i did the qn that says, "'Man is the sole contributor to environmental problems.' Do you agree?"
mans.
i took out almost all my geog knowledge and placed them on the paper.
i hope i linked them back to the qn and din regurgitate.
:/
and the compre was.. :/
i almost fell aslp during the paper lar.
zzzz.
quite tired.
the qns were all like, the in-your-own-words qns.
tskkk.
irritatin lar.
i hate those qns.
then i have to find all the substitutin words and put them into the context.
wahlao.
so difficult lar.
and the qns all ask the, wels, abit weird weird kind of stuff de.
then dont really know if my ans is correct anot.
then summary arh.
whoa..
my ending part got alot of repeated points lar.
haix.
also dont know if its right or wrong.
but this time i had abt extra 10 mins for each paper.
so at least can check thru once ba..
better than the prev times when i just finish the paper on the dot.
hms.
guess thats abt it ba..
haix.
i still feel damn damn sad for jonathan.
alot of ppl came to tell me tday lar.
sad.
haix.
i want him to win mans.
ohwels.
im not gna waste more time to watch the next season of spore idol le.
the ppl i support always nv win de.
haha.
oh yea.
our studyin grp of ppl wna go sch to mug at 8.
mans.
so early!
i think il be a little late guys.
let me slp a little bit more.
:P
haha.
ehh.
im falling sick liao..
head feels very tight, then keep sneezing.
got running nose.
keep blowin nose until my nose is so sore that its gna drop off soon.
then the windpipe part (ayye my bio is still there kay! haha.) frm my nose to my throat is feeling prickly.
then sometimes feel like coughin cz throat abit itchy.
keep drinkin water then keep gg toilet.
haha.
haix.
the effects of exams.
ohwels..
gtg slp le.
tmr at 8?!
mans.
this is madd.
(eh not talkin abt yongde. haha! inside joke!)
saw this on the mrt,
"the doors that you open and close each day determines the life that you will lead."
i told myself, dont do it.
are you gna let history repeat?
you KNOW the consequences.
mata atode..
my nose gna drop off le.
then tday mug until very tired and draining.
esp aft joann gave that vector qn.
whoa.
kok and me do until gna die le.
dont know if the rest got do anot.
but we do until :/
every time we change method, the ans is diff.
but every method that we use seems to make sense leh.
then joann did that qn before and she got the ans.
but tday she also cldnt get it.
oh mans.
we three do until brain dead le.
joann go do other ppl's qns le then we two still doing.
until we finally gave up at abt 5.30 lidat.
not too sure what time we started.
but it was pretty long.
aft that hor, i cldnt do anything else le lar.
even simple function qn i also cannot do.
damns.
my brain is tellin me that its tired alr.
:/
so i went home while the others stayed in sch to cont studying.
but really need to thank joann for comin dwn to hlp us.
THANKS JOANN!
so nice of her lar!
like sacrifice one day to teach us maths.
helping us to promote mans.
so nice:D
then she taught us vectors tday.
mans.
one more pressure to do well for the vectors qn(s).
must do well!
:D
joann i wont let you down de!
engseng also! kok also!
haha.
all my maths tutors.
:D
THANKS JOANN!
alot alot alot.
SOO SWEET OF YOU!
:D
then abit hlp all of us there lar!
soooo NICE!
SUPER NICE!
and thanks to the other two guys again!
haha.
hms.
orh yea.
early in the morn at 10 lidat, i came to sch.
then i came thru the side gate lar.
so i was walkin then i saw mr neo and ms chung coming frm the carpark.
pretended not to see them and walked to the gate.
then mr neo abit frm the carpark there,
"GLOOOORIAAAAA~~"
-faints on the spot-
so malu lar.
luckily no one nearby.
if not the whole world will know my name le.
haha.
mr neo very farnie lar.
ohwels.
oh then the band teachers plus conductors were havin some meetin in the band room tday lar.
whoa.
all of them were there leh.
so scaree.
dont know whats up.
maybe is abt the trip.
haha.
oh yea.. i forgot to blog abt my gp paper ytd.
it was .. okayy i guess..
i did the qn that says, "'Man is the sole contributor to environmental problems.' Do you agree?"
mans.
i took out almost all my geog knowledge and placed them on the paper.
i hope i linked them back to the qn and din regurgitate.
:/
and the compre was.. :/
i almost fell aslp during the paper lar.
zzzz.
quite tired.
the qns were all like, the in-your-own-words qns.
tskkk.
irritatin lar.
i hate those qns.
then i have to find all the substitutin words and put them into the context.
wahlao.
so difficult lar.
and the qns all ask the, wels, abit weird weird kind of stuff de.
then dont really know if my ans is correct anot.
then summary arh.
whoa..
my ending part got alot of repeated points lar.
haix.
also dont know if its right or wrong.
but this time i had abt extra 10 mins for each paper.
so at least can check thru once ba..
better than the prev times when i just finish the paper on the dot.
hms.
guess thats abt it ba..
haix.
i still feel damn damn sad for jonathan.
alot of ppl came to tell me tday lar.
sad.
haix.
i want him to win mans.
ohwels.
im not gna waste more time to watch the next season of spore idol le.
the ppl i support always nv win de.
haha.
oh yea.
our studyin grp of ppl wna go sch to mug at 8.
mans.
so early!
i think il be a little late guys.
let me slp a little bit more.
:P
haha.
ehh.
im falling sick liao..
head feels very tight, then keep sneezing.
got running nose.
keep blowin nose until my nose is so sore that its gna drop off soon.
then the windpipe part (ayye my bio is still there kay! haha.) frm my nose to my throat is feeling prickly.
then sometimes feel like coughin cz throat abit itchy.
keep drinkin water then keep gg toilet.
haha.
haix.
the effects of exams.
ohwels..
gtg slp le.
tmr at 8?!
mans.
this is madd.
(eh not talkin abt yongde. haha! inside joke!)
saw this on the mrt,
"the doors that you open and close each day determines the life that you will lead."
i told myself, dont do it.
are you gna let history repeat?
you KNOW the consequences.
mata atode..
Monday, September 25, 2006 10:24 PM
HADY WON SPORE IDOL.
damns.
haixxxxxxxxxx.
JONATHAN STILL SINGS THE BEST.
:D
go jonathan go!
:D
oh..
taufik forgot the lyrics to 'i dream'.
mans.
embarrassing.
haix.
what do i do when i make the gravest mistake in my life?
what do i do when i feel that i had done wrong?
what do i do when things are irreversible?
i want to end everything.
mata ne..
damns.
haixxxxxxxxxx.
JONATHAN STILL SINGS THE BEST.
:D
go jonathan go!
:D
oh..
taufik forgot the lyrics to 'i dream'.
mans.
embarrassing.
haix.
what do i do when i make the gravest mistake in my life?
what do i do when i feel that i had done wrong?
what do i do when things are irreversible?
i want to end everything.
mata ne..
Sunday, September 24, 2006 10:46 PM
ONE day to promos.
GP papers tmr.
i hope i dont screw up!
nopes.
i am not gg to.
:D
a step of faith in God.
:D:D
tday in church got this verse.
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."
whoa.
what a way to start my exams.
:D
tday God keeps talkin to me in small little ways.
the songs sang, the statements made by rev peter tay, the verses.
wows.
God is here for me!
:D
haha.
watched spore idol.
JONATHAN IS GNA WIN!
ahha.
but alvin tell me hady sing the "you give me wings" better than jonathan!
NOOOO~
dick lee commented that hady went off pitch in the 2nd song lehh.
i want jonathan to win!
jonathan rocks mans!
haha.
kok says im in love with him.
NO LORRR.
hhaha.
i like his singin and i want him to win!
:D:D:D
alrites alrites. i shld go and slp.
must slp early for tmr's paper!
jiayou everyone!
God bless and loves loads!
:D
i am gna trust in the Lord!
*sings* You are my strength when i am weak, You are the treasure that i seek!
jonathan is gna win spore idol!
:D
mata ne..
GP papers tmr.
i hope i dont screw up!
nopes.
i am not gg to.
:D
a step of faith in God.
:D:D
tday in church got this verse.
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."
whoa.
what a way to start my exams.
:D
tday God keeps talkin to me in small little ways.
the songs sang, the statements made by rev peter tay, the verses.
wows.
God is here for me!
:D
haha.
watched spore idol.
JONATHAN IS GNA WIN!
ahha.
but alvin tell me hady sing the "you give me wings" better than jonathan!
NOOOO~
dick lee commented that hady went off pitch in the 2nd song lehh.
i want jonathan to win!
jonathan rocks mans!
haha.
kok says im in love with him.
NO LORRR.
hhaha.
i like his singin and i want him to win!
:D:D:D
alrites alrites. i shld go and slp.
must slp early for tmr's paper!
jiayou everyone!
God bless and loves loads!
:D
i am gna trust in the Lord!
*sings* You are my strength when i am weak, You are the treasure that i seek!
jonathan is gna win spore idol!
:D
mata ne..
Saturday, September 23, 2006 11:13 PM
haha.
im so glad that mj enjoyed her bdae.
haha.
hms.
JONATHAN IS GNA WIN SPORE IDOL.
haha.
he rocks the house mans!
ahha.
support him all the way!
jonathan jonathan jonathan -chants-
hahah.
soo cooolll lar!
i want him to win!
that time olinda din win i super sad.
:(
haha.
hms.
what happened to her recently arh?
like nv appear liao leh.
even daphne khoo still got appear lehh.
tskkk.
wheres oli?!
anws, hahah.
GO JONATHAN!
ahhaa.
i want him to WIN~!
haha.
he is superb mans!
he rocks the world!
haha.
saw him during piano show and i thot that he will be able to make it.
:D
YAY!
JONATHAN!
haha.
okok.
better stop.
if not mj say i hua chi again.
ahah.
hms.
tday studied w they all again.
was supposed to meet at 10 de.
so i reached sch at 10.
all of them havent reach yet lar!
then i msged regi, kok and yongde.
regi last min decided to come cz we last min then decide to study tgt.
haha.
kok came over at abt 11 lidat.
then regi came at 11.30 lidat.
soon, weechong came.
then yongde right.
he msged me at 10 plus 11 lidat.
say he just woke up.
then i say. "nvms. you come over when you are ready."
so we waited.
until like 1 plus le he still nv reply.
so i msged him again.
then he called me and told me that he just woke up again cz he went back to slp.
-_-"
wahhhlllaaaoo.
hahah.
ohwels.
later yuxi and shi and zhixiong came to join us also.
so all of us studied in the canteen.
i left when regi decided to leave.
cz i also had to come back home for dinner mar.
yea.
then i slpt for like 15mins before eatin dinner.
just now watched the spore idol thingy.
-beams with joy-
hhahaha.
okok.
then completed my EOM.
-beams with greater joy-
haha.
so caught a glimpse of what my family is watchin now on the tv.
i think the show is "in america" or sth lidat.
so i watched this part when there was this family at the carnival fair.
the kids, esp the youngest child, like the ET toy at the booth soo much.
then her dad wanted to win it for her.
the game is just to throw the ball into the hole in the wall.
and every ball that you buy gets more and more ex.
this family right, is a very poor family.
like, got probs gettin $$ to buy basic neccessities.
but the dad din want to disappoint his youngest daughter so he played the game.
total i think need 7 balls to go in to get that ET toy.
so he kept throwin until the money they have at hand was all gone.
and they still cldnt get the last ball in.
the whole family was soo disappointed!
esp the youngest daughter.
her lip was quivering.
gna cry le.
then there was a huge crowd watchin cz he put a very big bet on just that toy.
the dad told the mum, "take out the money for our rental."
"but..."
"take it out! i cant embarrass myself in front of the kids anymore!"
so the mum took out a brown tattered envelope.
he kept playin until he bought the last ball with all the money for their rental.
so the older daughter made a wish to frankie (whoever that is).
and the ball went in.
whoa! the daughters were soo happy lar!
esp the little kid.
yea the dad was happy alrite.
but you can tell that the happiness that he was showin was actually the venting of the frustration and turmoil tht is inside him.
whoa, tragic irony.
soo soo heart wrenching, so xin xuan.
the tragic irony is soo soo great.
like the KOTC that kind..
soo sad so sad.
haix.
sometimes life is lidat.
ohwels.
tell you guys a secret.
*whispers*
jonathan is gna win spore idol!
:P!
hahah.
alrite.
gtg study gp le.
TWO DAYS TO PROMOS.
and im dead.
dont get it
mata ne..
im so glad that mj enjoyed her bdae.
haha.
hms.
JONATHAN IS GNA WIN SPORE IDOL.
haha.
he rocks the house mans!
ahha.
support him all the way!
jonathan jonathan jonathan -chants-
hahah.
soo cooolll lar!
i want him to win!
that time olinda din win i super sad.
:(
haha.
hms.
what happened to her recently arh?
like nv appear liao leh.
even daphne khoo still got appear lehh.
tskkk.
wheres oli?!
anws, hahah.
GO JONATHAN!
ahhaa.
i want him to WIN~!
haha.
he is superb mans!
he rocks the world!
haha.
saw him during piano show and i thot that he will be able to make it.
:D
YAY!
JONATHAN!
haha.
okok.
better stop.
if not mj say i hua chi again.
ahah.
hms.
tday studied w they all again.
was supposed to meet at 10 de.
so i reached sch at 10.
all of them havent reach yet lar!
then i msged regi, kok and yongde.
regi last min decided to come cz we last min then decide to study tgt.
haha.
kok came over at abt 11 lidat.
then regi came at 11.30 lidat.
soon, weechong came.
then yongde right.
he msged me at 10 plus 11 lidat.
say he just woke up.
then i say. "nvms. you come over when you are ready."
so we waited.
until like 1 plus le he still nv reply.
so i msged him again.
then he called me and told me that he just woke up again cz he went back to slp.
-_-"
wahhhlllaaaoo.
hahah.
ohwels.
later yuxi and shi and zhixiong came to join us also.
so all of us studied in the canteen.
i left when regi decided to leave.
cz i also had to come back home for dinner mar.
yea.
then i slpt for like 15mins before eatin dinner.
just now watched the spore idol thingy.
-beams with joy-
hhahaha.
okok.
then completed my EOM.
-beams with greater joy-
haha.
so caught a glimpse of what my family is watchin now on the tv.
i think the show is "in america" or sth lidat.
so i watched this part when there was this family at the carnival fair.
the kids, esp the youngest child, like the ET toy at the booth soo much.
then her dad wanted to win it for her.
the game is just to throw the ball into the hole in the wall.
and every ball that you buy gets more and more ex.
this family right, is a very poor family.
like, got probs gettin $$ to buy basic neccessities.
but the dad din want to disappoint his youngest daughter so he played the game.
total i think need 7 balls to go in to get that ET toy.
so he kept throwin until the money they have at hand was all gone.
and they still cldnt get the last ball in.
the whole family was soo disappointed!
esp the youngest daughter.
her lip was quivering.
gna cry le.
then there was a huge crowd watchin cz he put a very big bet on just that toy.
the dad told the mum, "take out the money for our rental."
"but..."
"take it out! i cant embarrass myself in front of the kids anymore!"
so the mum took out a brown tattered envelope.
he kept playin until he bought the last ball with all the money for their rental.
so the older daughter made a wish to frankie (whoever that is).
and the ball went in.
whoa! the daughters were soo happy lar!
esp the little kid.
yea the dad was happy alrite.
but you can tell that the happiness that he was showin was actually the venting of the frustration and turmoil tht is inside him.
whoa, tragic irony.
soo soo heart wrenching, so xin xuan.
the tragic irony is soo soo great.
like the KOTC that kind..
soo sad so sad.
haix.
sometimes life is lidat.
ohwels.
tell you guys a secret.
*whispers*
jonathan is gna win spore idol!
:P!
hahah.
alrite.
gtg study gp le.
TWO DAYS TO PROMOS.
and im dead.
dont get it
mata ne..
ARHHH!
late le!
its 12.11 le!
damns.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE MJ!
my tee 1!
haha.
hope you enjoyed the dinner thing..
:D
hms.
tday aft sch, went with xinrong and jinyu to watch edward scissorhands.
tho like watch a few million times le, but it still manages to stir up that sadness and empathy when i watch it everytime.
that is how successful this story writer is.
haha.
hms.
had to leave early cz gg off to meet grace and yeesam.
so went to find grace and we walked to the bus stop at the side gate there to take bus to j8.
but, when we are almst reaching the bus stop, grace's classmate sudd called her and told her that her bottle is in the lib.
wahlao.
grace!
you quite blur hor!
haha.
and somemore that bottle is her classmate lend her de.
then she dont wna leave it behind.
so we went back to the lib to take it.
by the time we got to j8, yeesam was alr there le.
SORRY YEESAM!
had to make you wait.
psps!
:/
then i went to buy this choc to fill up mj's box prez.
ahh, it wasnt very filled up.
:/
anws, mj!
hope you like the prez!
then we three realised that we din hv much money with us.
or rather, not enough to proceed with our plan.
then we called up rice and got him to come over to hlp us pay for the cake first.
yea..
thanks rice..
then we went to thai express and waited for mj, grace and yeesam.
cz grace and yeesam was occupying mj.
haha.
and i got the person at thai express to bring out the cake later.
they came over le, rice went back to sch to study.
so we din have enough money mar..
then the four of us shared two sets of meals and a side dish.
ahah.
power sia.
then while we were eatin, we did lotsa catchin up.
haha.
or maybe some ppl wld like to describe it as, lotsa girls talk.
ahhaa.
okay.
i sound so poser.
haha.
ANWS,
while we were eatin, mj sudd spotted MS CHIEW!
she was with three other teachers.
then we were wavin at them lar.
but mj and me were sittin inside, so ms chiew nv see us.
then when they walk in le, two of us were like,
"ms chiew! you forget us alr arh!"
haha.
so she said sth like, "no lar! i saw the two of them (yeesam and grace) and i was like thinkin, ayye? i nv teach them before leh. i din know it was the two of you lar!"
haha.
then they sat at the table just behind us lar.
mans.
cldnt gossip abt teachers le.
haha.
orh then i heard ms chiew say the word SUMMARY.
and i almst wanted to die on the spot.
haha.
then when we finish the food, i got the waitress to hlp us take out the cake.
at first i think mj dont really know whats gg on.
then theres this trainee waitress,
came over to our table and repeated,
"so you want your birthday cake now arh?"
then we were like, "yar."
"now arh?"
"yar."
"now?"
"YAR!"
whoa diaos!
SOOO ANTI CLIMAX!
haha.
and mj knew immediately le.
tskkkk.
so irritatin.
haha.
but when the cake was brought out, three of us sang the bdae song so loudly lar.
haha.
then the whole restaurant was starin at us.
damns.
ahah.
ohwels.
have fun can le.
then mj was damn malu-ed.
ahah.
so we cut up the cake and gave some to the teachers.
cz the cake also abit big mar.
ahha.
then aft eatin, we went outside to settle some money stuff and shared latest news and updates!
in other words, gossips.
ahha.
glad to hear that yeesam is happy in tp..
IM HAPPY FOR YOU YEESAM!
:D
haha.
then we sit at this ulu ulu place outside ljs there.
there can like smell the ljs food lar.
haha.
and when the movie finishes, we see ppl walkin out of the door.
then mj posted a qn, "how come this movie got so many adults one arh? what movie is that?"
then i glared at her and said,"DO I LOOK LIKE I KNOW?"
haha.
lame lar you, mj!
haha.
aft a while, we cldnt take it le.
so we went back inside and walked around.
tho no money le, but we still went to take neoprints.
haha.
:D
nice leh the neoprints!
haha.
so cute lar we all.
=X
haha.
mj went to buy minimelts and she fed all of us.
hahah.
mans.
her feedin skills really sucks lar.
ahah.
stood there and watched the tv at best denki (isit best denki?) before we all finally decided to go home.
i had to go home alone lar.
so sad.
cz they all took the opp side.
mans.
haha.
ohwels.
MJ! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR DAY!
yupps.
and the prez too!
tho not very nice leh.
ahha.
i know.
i was gettin ppl to tell me its nice so that i can delude myself.
-_-"
okok.
ignore me.
haha.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE!!
(considerin the time)
haha.
oh now sunyu, xinrong and me call ourselves san1 ge4 xiao3 nu3 ren2.
i know i know.
super diaos.
and it sounds super wretched.
=X
haha.
we even got the same earrings when both of them accompanied me to buy mj's prez ytd.
haha.
so lame lar.
then tday the two of them go around askin all our classmates whether they can spot any similarities btwn the three of us.
the guys hor, they were like -_-" until wna die le.
haha.
so cute lar the two of them.
haha.
hms.
late le.
think im gna study with the usual ppl tmr morn.
yupps.
better slp well during the weekend.
cz my weekdays are so w/o slp.
haha.
oh oh.
tday is the last day of lessons!
so nostalgic!
im gna miss this time table!
whoa diaos.
haha.
okok.
im losing it
mata ne..
late le!
its 12.11 le!
damns.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE MJ!
my tee 1!
haha.
hope you enjoyed the dinner thing..
:D
hms.
tday aft sch, went with xinrong and jinyu to watch edward scissorhands.
tho like watch a few million times le, but it still manages to stir up that sadness and empathy when i watch it everytime.
that is how successful this story writer is.
haha.
hms.
had to leave early cz gg off to meet grace and yeesam.
so went to find grace and we walked to the bus stop at the side gate there to take bus to j8.
but, when we are almst reaching the bus stop, grace's classmate sudd called her and told her that her bottle is in the lib.
wahlao.
grace!
you quite blur hor!
haha.
and somemore that bottle is her classmate lend her de.
then she dont wna leave it behind.
so we went back to the lib to take it.
by the time we got to j8, yeesam was alr there le.
SORRY YEESAM!
had to make you wait.
psps!
:/
then i went to buy this choc to fill up mj's box prez.
ahh, it wasnt very filled up.
:/
anws, mj!
hope you like the prez!
then we three realised that we din hv much money with us.
or rather, not enough to proceed with our plan.
then we called up rice and got him to come over to hlp us pay for the cake first.
yea..
thanks rice..
then we went to thai express and waited for mj, grace and yeesam.
cz grace and yeesam was occupying mj.
haha.
and i got the person at thai express to bring out the cake later.
they came over le, rice went back to sch to study.
so we din have enough money mar..
then the four of us shared two sets of meals and a side dish.
ahah.
power sia.
then while we were eatin, we did lotsa catchin up.
haha.
or maybe some ppl wld like to describe it as, lotsa girls talk.
ahhaa.
okay.
i sound so poser.
haha.
ANWS,
while we were eatin, mj sudd spotted MS CHIEW!
she was with three other teachers.
then we were wavin at them lar.
but mj and me were sittin inside, so ms chiew nv see us.
then when they walk in le, two of us were like,
"ms chiew! you forget us alr arh!"
haha.
so she said sth like, "no lar! i saw the two of them (yeesam and grace) and i was like thinkin, ayye? i nv teach them before leh. i din know it was the two of you lar!"
haha.
then they sat at the table just behind us lar.
mans.
cldnt gossip abt teachers le.
haha.
orh then i heard ms chiew say the word SUMMARY.
and i almst wanted to die on the spot.
haha.
then when we finish the food, i got the waitress to hlp us take out the cake.
at first i think mj dont really know whats gg on.
then theres this trainee waitress,
came over to our table and repeated,
"so you want your birthday cake now arh?"
then we were like, "yar."
"now arh?"
"yar."
"now?"
"YAR!"
whoa diaos!
SOOO ANTI CLIMAX!
haha.
and mj knew immediately le.
tskkkk.
so irritatin.
haha.
but when the cake was brought out, three of us sang the bdae song so loudly lar.
haha.
then the whole restaurant was starin at us.
damns.
ahah.
ohwels.
have fun can le.
then mj was damn malu-ed.
ahah.
so we cut up the cake and gave some to the teachers.
cz the cake also abit big mar.
ahha.
then aft eatin, we went outside to settle some money stuff and shared latest news and updates!
in other words, gossips.
ahha.
glad to hear that yeesam is happy in tp..
IM HAPPY FOR YOU YEESAM!
:D
haha.
then we sit at this ulu ulu place outside ljs there.
there can like smell the ljs food lar.
haha.
and when the movie finishes, we see ppl walkin out of the door.
then mj posted a qn, "how come this movie got so many adults one arh? what movie is that?"
then i glared at her and said,"DO I LOOK LIKE I KNOW?"
haha.
lame lar you, mj!
haha.
aft a while, we cldnt take it le.
so we went back inside and walked around.
tho no money le, but we still went to take neoprints.
haha.
:D
nice leh the neoprints!
haha.
so cute lar we all.
=X
haha.
mj went to buy minimelts and she fed all of us.
hahah.
mans.
her feedin skills really sucks lar.
ahah.
stood there and watched the tv at best denki (isit best denki?) before we all finally decided to go home.
i had to go home alone lar.
so sad.
cz they all took the opp side.
mans.
haha.
ohwels.
MJ! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR DAY!
yupps.
and the prez too!
tho not very nice leh.
ahha.
i know.
i was gettin ppl to tell me its nice so that i can delude myself.
-_-"
okok.
ignore me.
haha.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE!!
(considerin the time)
haha.
oh now sunyu, xinrong and me call ourselves san1 ge4 xiao3 nu3 ren2.
i know i know.
super diaos.
and it sounds super wretched.
=X
haha.
we even got the same earrings when both of them accompanied me to buy mj's prez ytd.
haha.
so lame lar.
then tday the two of them go around askin all our classmates whether they can spot any similarities btwn the three of us.
the guys hor, they were like -_-" until wna die le.
haha.
so cute lar the two of them.
haha.
hms.
late le.
think im gna study with the usual ppl tmr morn.
yupps.
better slp well during the weekend.
cz my weekdays are so w/o slp.
haha.
oh oh.
tday is the last day of lessons!
so nostalgic!
im gna miss this time table!
whoa diaos.
haha.
okok.
im losing it
mata ne..
Thursday, September 21, 2006 9:19 PM
FOUR days to promos.
haix.
had been tryin to study in sch.
mr neo was damn nice lar.
so touched.
haha.
mans.
talkin abt him reminds me of the thailand trip.
thailand now very messy lehh.
shit lar.
i hope the trip doesnt get cancelled.
anws, its not time to think abt this.
haix.
promos.
ehhh.
hms.
ytd i had a mixture of moods.
in the morn i was nostalgic and sad.
then towards the noon time i was damn frustrated.
esp aft the two hours chem lesson.
i felt soo gek you know.
cz i cldnt do the same wrkst the prev day then she went thru ytd.
and two hours of chem tutorial was traumatising.
i felt so gek that my head was hurting, i felt damn stifled inside.
it was so stuffy.
it seems as if i was claustrophobic.
i was sittin in the front row.
and ms yap closed the door somemore.
i felt so claustrophobic, so frustrated, so agitated.
my brain wasnt workin either.
ms yap some more go thru the harder qns.
whoa.
i wanted to get out sooo sooo damn much.
so fustrated.
then we had readin programme.
had to do SUMMARY.
whoa the worst thing to do when you are frustrated.
then i keep makin alot of noise cz i was tryin to vent.
i was so noisy and frustrated.
haha.
then met up with regi and kok they all.
went to eat lunch tgt.
aft that, we all talked for a while.
then dont know why, kok started singin, "ive got peace by the river".
haha.
then he started doing the actions.
then i joined in.
somehow, we ended up askin each other abt some christian songs.
so kok let me listen to this song.
if im not wrg, he played solo for that song before.
then i was listenin to it, i sort of calmed down le.
haha.
then went on to listen to more christian songs before movin on to other songs.
and i really calmed down a great deal.
its amazing how God can use these praise songs to talk to me.
and its thru a non christian.
just when i thot that God is ignoring me,
He hints to me that He is there even thru small little things, like a hymn song.
cool..
haha.
haix.
ohwels.
need to go rush my EOM le.
hms
glad that my grp's WR content is there.
but our organisation sucks so badly mans.
haha.
ohwels.
we will worry abt that later.
oh and tmr is mj's bdae!
haha.
i shall wish mj HAPPY BDAE in advance!
haha.
tmr we all gg thai express to eat.
:D
yay!
haha.
hmms.
sian sian.
promos.
ehh.
my head feels damn tight.
haven bathe yet.
shld go now.
and then come backk and do EOM.
oh, when i just reached home, i saw uncle daniel they all lar.
then germaine is here again!
haha.
so adorable.
adorable little girl.
:D
hms.
haha.
haix.
why am i feelin guilty?
why do i feel that its my fault?
ohwels.
i shld dump these aside and concentrate on studies first.
but everywhere i go, something will really trigger it off.
there will be this "something" there that will remind me.
haix.
ohwels.
DONT CARE.
DONT CARE.
damns.
one step at a time pls.
hms.
oh, thanks mj for being there and helpin me..
holding my hand all the time.
you were there almost anytime, and anywhere.
and you sure have a way with me!
haha.
and regi! so near yet so far? haha.
thanks for givin me moral support.
tho you were not beside me, i can feel you supportin me mentally!
your note rocks mans.
haha.
shi! you had been the encouragin one mans.
somehow, your words seem so powerful that it can pull me up frm my fall.
you can really cheer me up.
continue to be farnie and let me laugh at you kay!
haha.
whoa kok!
really thanks for lending me a listenin ear.
your psychic skills is.. superb.
good hor.
lidat dont have to say much at times.
and just simple words can really speak alot.
haha.
and mr neo also.
nice teacher.
nv had such a nice teacher before lar.
for a moment i dont know how to reply.
haha.
hms.
really need to go le..
its late.
10.34pm.
still got EOM.
haix.
will my headache ever go away?
trying hard to promote..
mata ne..
haix.
had been tryin to study in sch.
mr neo was damn nice lar.
so touched.
haha.
mans.
talkin abt him reminds me of the thailand trip.
thailand now very messy lehh.
shit lar.
i hope the trip doesnt get cancelled.
anws, its not time to think abt this.
haix.
promos.
ehhh.
hms.
ytd i had a mixture of moods.
in the morn i was nostalgic and sad.
then towards the noon time i was damn frustrated.
esp aft the two hours chem lesson.
i felt soo gek you know.
cz i cldnt do the same wrkst the prev day then she went thru ytd.
and two hours of chem tutorial was traumatising.
i felt so gek that my head was hurting, i felt damn stifled inside.
it was so stuffy.
it seems as if i was claustrophobic.
i was sittin in the front row.
and ms yap closed the door somemore.
i felt so claustrophobic, so frustrated, so agitated.
my brain wasnt workin either.
ms yap some more go thru the harder qns.
whoa.
i wanted to get out sooo sooo damn much.
so fustrated.
then we had readin programme.
had to do SUMMARY.
whoa the worst thing to do when you are frustrated.
then i keep makin alot of noise cz i was tryin to vent.
i was so noisy and frustrated.
haha.
then met up with regi and kok they all.
went to eat lunch tgt.
aft that, we all talked for a while.
then dont know why, kok started singin, "ive got peace by the river".
haha.
then he started doing the actions.
then i joined in.
somehow, we ended up askin each other abt some christian songs.
so kok let me listen to this song.
if im not wrg, he played solo for that song before.
then i was listenin to it, i sort of calmed down le.
haha.
then went on to listen to more christian songs before movin on to other songs.
and i really calmed down a great deal.
its amazing how God can use these praise songs to talk to me.
and its thru a non christian.
just when i thot that God is ignoring me,
He hints to me that He is there even thru small little things, like a hymn song.
cool..
haha.
haix.
ohwels.
need to go rush my EOM le.
hms
glad that my grp's WR content is there.
but our organisation sucks so badly mans.
haha.
ohwels.
we will worry abt that later.
oh and tmr is mj's bdae!
haha.
i shall wish mj HAPPY BDAE in advance!
haha.
tmr we all gg thai express to eat.
:D
yay!
haha.
hmms.
sian sian.
promos.
ehh.
my head feels damn tight.
haven bathe yet.
shld go now.
and then come backk and do EOM.
oh, when i just reached home, i saw uncle daniel they all lar.
then germaine is here again!
haha.
so adorable.
adorable little girl.
:D
hms.
haha.
haix.
why am i feelin guilty?
why do i feel that its my fault?
ohwels.
i shld dump these aside and concentrate on studies first.
but everywhere i go, something will really trigger it off.
there will be this "something" there that will remind me.
haix.
ohwels.
DONT CARE.
DONT CARE.
damns.
one step at a time pls.
hms.
oh, thanks mj for being there and helpin me..
holding my hand all the time.
you were there almost anytime, and anywhere.
and you sure have a way with me!
haha.
and regi! so near yet so far? haha.
thanks for givin me moral support.
tho you were not beside me, i can feel you supportin me mentally!
your note rocks mans.
haha.
shi! you had been the encouragin one mans.
somehow, your words seem so powerful that it can pull me up frm my fall.
you can really cheer me up.
continue to be farnie and let me laugh at you kay!
haha.
whoa kok!
really thanks for lending me a listenin ear.
your psychic skills is.. superb.
good hor.
lidat dont have to say much at times.
and just simple words can really speak alot.
haha.
and mr neo also.
nice teacher.
nv had such a nice teacher before lar.
for a moment i dont know how to reply.
haha.
hms.
really need to go le..
its late.
10.34pm.
still got EOM.
haix.
will my headache ever go away?
trying hard to promote..
mata ne..
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 11:21 PM
SIX days to promos.
the weather now..
the rumbling skies, the dark clouds, the coming rain.
imagery of what is in me.
a piece of the sky had dropped.
on me.
and everything comes crashin down.
mr neo saw me alrite.
damns.
how am i gna explain?
im so AA.
and..
its gna rain.
its gna evoke that feelin in me again.
history is gna repeat itself.
the images of the past is gna unfold right in front of me again.
again, again, again.
screw me.
screw the promos.
i want everything to end NOW.
till my tears run dry
mata ne..
the weather now..
the rumbling skies, the dark clouds, the coming rain.
imagery of what is in me.
a piece of the sky had dropped.
on me.
and everything comes crashin down.
mr neo saw me alrite.
damns.
how am i gna explain?
im so AA.
and..
its gna rain.
its gna evoke that feelin in me again.
history is gna repeat itself.
the images of the past is gna unfold right in front of me again.
again, again, again.
screw me.
screw the promos.
i want everything to end NOW.
till my tears run dry
mata ne..
Monday, September 18, 2006 8:57 PM
as usual, on my way home frm jap, i would think abt what to blog.
haha.
guess what?
i decided that il rant abt tday cz TDAY IS A LOUSY DAY.
yea.
just now,
my jap teacher commented that my jap was lousy.
damns.
i am gna screw up and i know it.
how?!
what to do?
damns.
so shit lar.
i dont even understand somethings that she said lar.
and aft the oral prac, she said that, "no wonder your jap oral results are lidat."
damns.
no time le.
im screwed up for every subj.
argh.
i feel like killing myself to end all these crap mans.
haix.
and first thing in the morn, i saw jiaheng and he told me some stuff.
realised alot of ppl not gg for the band trip.
damnits.
some ppl feel left out also.
not like that was anything new.
but, haix.
i feel the worries and burden again.
its like, i promised on the norms that il bond the band tgt and yet, i din do so.
and i just sit there and stone at the situation.
aiya, dont know lar.
anws, i was super pist.
and yea.
I AM SO PIST AT YOU.
yes, YOU.
you are such an idiot.
i cant believe that i trusted you.
oh no.
you've hurt me way too many times.
you've underestimated my sensitivity im tellin you.
takin advantage of me and my nice-ness to you isit?
thinkin that i will just sit there and let you scold everytime isit?
now you've gone over the line, im tellin you.
you are just too much.
you scold me, insult me can le.
and now, thinkin that i wont rebutt, you go on and insult the ppl around me.
oh so I AM SUPPOSED TO SHUT UP AND LET YOU BULLSHIT ISIT?
this is not the first time im tellin you.
you are way too much.
oh the youngest in the family right?
you think that everyone will let you do what you want eh?
hello?!
we are like, in sch, not at home?
well, let me teach you something that you haven learnt for the past 17 years.
its called SPARING A THOUGHT FOR THE OTHERS.
dont think you can go around doing whatever you want.
dont think that everyone will just let you "win" and give you YOUR way.
eh, but what can i expect.
you are aftall, the youngest in the family.
not that every person who is the youngest will be like that.
but one who possesses these characteristics will most probably be THE YOUNGEST.
thats right.
just like you.
argh.
i am pist i tell you.
yea you jolly well know who you are.
i am not puttin your name here bcz i am givin you the basic respect.
i wont want to embarrass you in front of everyone else.
not like you.
no way.
i am not gna be like you.
and dont you dare go around criticizing other ppl when you dont even know them.
thats the most IMMATURE and DISGUSTING way of judgin ppl.
tellin me to grow up?
huh!
look whos talkin.
why am i throwin everything here?
cz i CANT BE BOTHERED to tell you.
i dont care what your reply is.
and theres no way i am gna waste my energy and time listenin to you explain.
or rather, you rebutting your way out and mk yourself sound as if you are right.
that is, if you are EVEN thinkin of doing so.
you selfish idiot.
you self-centered, self indulgent asshole.
not everyone will react like you im tellin you.
not everyone is like you.
cz YOU ARE SO NOT PERFECT.
so let me tell you, stop makin yourself sound as if you are right all the time.
stop the philosophical talk when you cant even live up to it yourself.
and stop criticising others.
dont go and pick the splinter in others' eyes when you have a plank in yours.
eh damns.
this is like, so not exhausive lar.
i can go on all night rantin abt these.
oh and you!
dont take it to heart.
im really sorry for not doing anything about it.
ive made it worst instead.
im so sorry.
i dont know how to make it up.
but, dont take it to heart kay.
dont.
and dont stop trying!
you are improvin, really!
ive seen the willingness in you to change and makin almst immediate efforts to do so.
and that is something that not everyone has.
no, not even me.
it is not easy, but i want you to stay firm in your stand kay!
you have my support dude.
and i know you can do it.
and stop the demoralising talk.
tho i know i am doing it myself.
but stop sayin all those stuff.
cz i knw you can do it.
and i know il see you succeed.
i hope this is not stress to you.
:/
but really,
ive seen improvements and i know il see more.
and you told me that there will be more in the future too, right?
come on dude.
i know you can do it.
haix.
all out.
and i feel alot better.
but what effects will this entry create?
ive got no idea.
this is a turning point.
this is the crossroad.
mata ne..
haha.
guess what?
i decided that il rant abt tday cz TDAY IS A LOUSY DAY.
yea.
just now,
my jap teacher commented that my jap was lousy.
damns.
i am gna screw up and i know it.
how?!
what to do?
damns.
so shit lar.
i dont even understand somethings that she said lar.
and aft the oral prac, she said that, "no wonder your jap oral results are lidat."
damns.
no time le.
im screwed up for every subj.
argh.
i feel like killing myself to end all these crap mans.
haix.
and first thing in the morn, i saw jiaheng and he told me some stuff.
realised alot of ppl not gg for the band trip.
damnits.
some ppl feel left out also.
not like that was anything new.
but, haix.
i feel the worries and burden again.
its like, i promised on the norms that il bond the band tgt and yet, i din do so.
and i just sit there and stone at the situation.
aiya, dont know lar.
anws, i was super pist.
and yea.
I AM SO PIST AT YOU.
yes, YOU.
you are such an idiot.
i cant believe that i trusted you.
oh no.
you've hurt me way too many times.
you've underestimated my sensitivity im tellin you.
takin advantage of me and my nice-ness to you isit?
thinkin that i will just sit there and let you scold everytime isit?
now you've gone over the line, im tellin you.
you are just too much.
you scold me, insult me can le.
and now, thinkin that i wont rebutt, you go on and insult the ppl around me.
oh so I AM SUPPOSED TO SHUT UP AND LET YOU BULLSHIT ISIT?
this is not the first time im tellin you.
you are way too much.
oh the youngest in the family right?
you think that everyone will let you do what you want eh?
hello?!
we are like, in sch, not at home?
well, let me teach you something that you haven learnt for the past 17 years.
its called SPARING A THOUGHT FOR THE OTHERS.
dont think you can go around doing whatever you want.
dont think that everyone will just let you "win" and give you YOUR way.
eh, but what can i expect.
you are aftall, the youngest in the family.
not that every person who is the youngest will be like that.
but one who possesses these characteristics will most probably be THE YOUNGEST.
thats right.
just like you.
argh.
i am pist i tell you.
yea you jolly well know who you are.
i am not puttin your name here bcz i am givin you the basic respect.
i wont want to embarrass you in front of everyone else.
not like you.
no way.
i am not gna be like you.
and dont you dare go around criticizing other ppl when you dont even know them.
thats the most IMMATURE and DISGUSTING way of judgin ppl.
tellin me to grow up?
huh!
look whos talkin.
why am i throwin everything here?
cz i CANT BE BOTHERED to tell you.
i dont care what your reply is.
and theres no way i am gna waste my energy and time listenin to you explain.
or rather, you rebutting your way out and mk yourself sound as if you are right.
that is, if you are EVEN thinkin of doing so.
you selfish idiot.
you self-centered, self indulgent asshole.
not everyone will react like you im tellin you.
not everyone is like you.
cz YOU ARE SO NOT PERFECT.
so let me tell you, stop makin yourself sound as if you are right all the time.
stop the philosophical talk when you cant even live up to it yourself.
and stop criticising others.
dont go and pick the splinter in others' eyes when you have a plank in yours.
eh damns.
this is like, so not exhausive lar.
i can go on all night rantin abt these.
oh and you!
dont take it to heart.
im really sorry for not doing anything about it.
ive made it worst instead.
im so sorry.
i dont know how to make it up.
but, dont take it to heart kay.
dont.
and dont stop trying!
you are improvin, really!
ive seen the willingness in you to change and makin almst immediate efforts to do so.
and that is something that not everyone has.
no, not even me.
it is not easy, but i want you to stay firm in your stand kay!
you have my support dude.
and i know you can do it.
and stop the demoralising talk.
tho i know i am doing it myself.
but stop sayin all those stuff.
cz i knw you can do it.
and i know il see you succeed.
i hope this is not stress to you.
:/
but really,
ive seen improvements and i know il see more.
and you told me that there will be more in the future too, right?
come on dude.
i know you can do it.
haix.
all out.
and i feel alot better.
but what effects will this entry create?
ive got no idea.
this is a turning point.
this is the crossroad.
mata ne..
Sunday, September 17, 2006 7:15 PM
im like a failure in every aspect of my life lar.
serious.
and i mean, EVERY aspect.
okay, shant dwell on this for this entry.
got other things to say.
just talked to mj on msn.
she made a comment.
which was so ironic.
she said, "after 10 years of education you'll have the ability to write rubbish."
hahahha!
my goodness.
sooo true yet soooo ironic.
see arh..
accordin to ms loh, gp teacher,
she gave a general term for irony.
it is ironic when you expect sth to happen but yet the opposite of what you expect happens instead.
10 years of education is supposed to make you more knowledgeable and you definitely will be able to write better.
but, 10 years of education had made us "self-teach" the skill of crappin and writing rubbish, esp in essays.
ahah.
soo cute.
damn farnie lar.
good job there mj!
haha.
hms.
guess thats all ba..
i need to go do my I&R.
i have yet to finish.
and i have to memorise my jap speech also.
which i din do so the prev time.
haix.
ohwels.
off i go..
mug hard and jiayou everyone~~
EIGHT days to promos.
mata ne..
serious.
and i mean, EVERY aspect.
okay, shant dwell on this for this entry.
got other things to say.
just talked to mj on msn.
she made a comment.
which was so ironic.
she said, "after 10 years of education you'll have the ability to write rubbish."
hahahha!
my goodness.
sooo true yet soooo ironic.
see arh..
accordin to ms loh, gp teacher,
she gave a general term for irony.
it is ironic when you expect sth to happen but yet the opposite of what you expect happens instead.
10 years of education is supposed to make you more knowledgeable and you definitely will be able to write better.
but, 10 years of education had made us "self-teach" the skill of crappin and writing rubbish, esp in essays.
ahah.
soo cute.
damn farnie lar.
good job there mj!
haha.
hms.
guess thats all ba..
i need to go do my I&R.
i have yet to finish.
and i have to memorise my jap speech also.
which i din do so the prev time.
haix.
ohwels.
off i go..
mug hard and jiayou everyone~~
EIGHT days to promos.
mata ne..
Saturday, September 16, 2006 10:12 PM
mug frm 9 to 7.30 tday.
haha.
ok lar.
not totally mug lar.
got talk crap w the ppl there.
hms.
regi, kok, yongde and weechong.
yupps.
then keep askin kok graphing qns.
wahlao.
so paisehs leh.
like, keep disturbin him lidat.
cz i hardly know anything abt graphing.
damns.
he almst had to teach me frm scratch lar.
then he will become damn gek sometimes cz i dont understand what he was sayin.
:/
sorry dude!
really sorry :/
so paisehs lar.
keep disturbing you.
tell you what, il make sure i know how to do my graphing during the exam.
then il come out of the exam hall and tell you that i know how to do the graphing qns.
:D
haha.
thanks loads kok!
eh then il have to make sure i know how to do my vectors.
then come out of the exam hall to tell engseng that i know how to do it.
ahha.
i got so many tutors.
whoaaa..
i hope i dont screw them up instead.
like, keep askin them qns then disturb them frm their studies.
:(
sorry guys.
really thanks loads.
you guys are great teachers. :)
ahah.
haix.
promos are like in, 9 days.
NINE DAYS.
dieeee.
dieeee.
dieeee.
shit lar.
i only did like, 3 1/2 graphing qns only lehh.
two days i did 7 graphin qns.
TWO days, SEVEN qns.
damns.
sure no time le.
my phys also die le.
so hard.
shit lar.
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i am soo dead.
haix.
i met chersiew at srngn macs tday.
she purposeely dao me the first time lar.
haix.
juniors.
ohwels.
this is the depressin period of the time.
where everyone is muggin and loses motivation.
haix.
history to repeat itself again?
no way mans.
but it seems like its gna happen.
haix.
ive tried.
really mans.
ive tried.
and i suck.
really.
haix.
ohwels.
i need to go do my I & R.
yea the Irritating & Rubbish-y project work.
haha.
haix.
look into the mirror, dirt you see.
wna clean it off, but you dont succeed.
you stare at it, then try to ignore.
stay away, but the more you saw.
ive got to attend to my patient now.
I&R is not feelin too well.
-_-"
what do you do when you hate yourself?
mata ne..
haha.
ok lar.
not totally mug lar.
got talk crap w the ppl there.
hms.
regi, kok, yongde and weechong.
yupps.
then keep askin kok graphing qns.
wahlao.
so paisehs leh.
like, keep disturbin him lidat.
cz i hardly know anything abt graphing.
damns.
he almst had to teach me frm scratch lar.
then he will become damn gek sometimes cz i dont understand what he was sayin.
:/
sorry dude!
really sorry :/
so paisehs lar.
keep disturbing you.
tell you what, il make sure i know how to do my graphing during the exam.
then il come out of the exam hall and tell you that i know how to do the graphing qns.
:D
haha.
thanks loads kok!
eh then il have to make sure i know how to do my vectors.
then come out of the exam hall to tell engseng that i know how to do it.
ahha.
i got so many tutors.
whoaaa..
i hope i dont screw them up instead.
like, keep askin them qns then disturb them frm their studies.
:(
sorry guys.
really thanks loads.
you guys are great teachers. :)
ahah.
haix.
promos are like in, 9 days.
NINE DAYS.
dieeee.
dieeee.
dieeee.
shit lar.
i only did like, 3 1/2 graphing qns only lehh.
two days i did 7 graphin qns.
TWO days, SEVEN qns.
damns.
sure no time le.
my phys also die le.
so hard.
shit lar.
://
i am soo dead.
haix.
i met chersiew at srngn macs tday.
she purposeely dao me the first time lar.
haix.
juniors.
ohwels.
this is the depressin period of the time.
where everyone is muggin and loses motivation.
haix.
history to repeat itself again?
no way mans.
but it seems like its gna happen.
haix.
ive tried.
really mans.
ive tried.
and i suck.
really.
haix.
ohwels.
i need to go do my I & R.
yea the Irritating & Rubbish-y project work.
haha.
haix.
look into the mirror, dirt you see.
wna clean it off, but you dont succeed.
you stare at it, then try to ignore.
stay away, but the more you saw.
ive got to attend to my patient now.
I&R is not feelin too well.
-_-"
what do you do when you hate yourself?
mata ne..
Thursday, September 14, 2006 11:11 PM
i am gna flunk my promos.
i am gna get retained how?
i dont think that if i work hard now, it will help in anyway.
cz i am screwed up.
really.
its too late le.
i do so much also no use.
its not gna make up for what i din do for the past dont know how many months.
all i can do now is regret, regret and
REGRET.
damnits.
haix.
what can i do?
i dont know what to do.
prayin everyday, hoping God will hlp me.
He did, He sure did.
but,
i have a feelin that God wants me to learn a lesson.
die.
haix.
studied with alot of ppl arh.
tday got mj and rice and band ppl.
haha.
mans.
nothin much to talk abt.
just study study study lor.
i think i am super slack.
die.
orh also got talk to mj..
loads.
haha.
we crapped so much.
ohwels.
i am dead.
i am so dead.
i am so so dead.
okay.
oh i wanted to apply for JLPT 2 this year de.
but guess what?
i just heard frm liwen on mon that we missed the submission dateline.
damns.
so wasted!
so this year not takin lor.
good or bad?
i mean right, if i take next year, i might just forget everything that i learnt.
but then again, i dont think my jap is up to the standard this year.
dont think il be able to pass level 2.
ohwels.
in any case,
i am not takin jlpt 2 this year cz i missed the deadline and theres nothin i can do.
so there.
and i dont think il be able to promote.
i am dead.
shit.
damns.
everything is screwed lar.
i am just studyin blindly.
argh!
how!?
i am dead.
i am dead.
i am dead.
shit lar.
shit shit shit.
argh.
promos!
PROMOS!!!!!
i am gg mad le.
haix.
i shall put the lyrics to the song that paul twohill sang last week.
I Wanna Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler
I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you
I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
It would be so nice,
Growin' old with you
I'll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you.
AWW MANS!
hahah.
alrite alrite.
haix.
PROMOS.
damns.
alrite.
i think i shld go slp le.
i promised myself that il go slp early tnite.
:D
i finished my differentiation tutorials knows.
and my chem tutorials!
yay!
i first time finish so many tutorials.
hadnt been completin tutorials for a long long time.
but will it help?
i am dead.
many ppl are sayin that promos is gna be damn hard.
die.
lidat how to pass?
i need to pass everyone of my subj knows.
i am dead.
die.
shit.
damns.
oh.
JONATHAN and hady is in idols finals.
=D=D=D=D=D
soooo happy for jonathan!
but haix.
jasmine tye is out.
damns.
she can sing well.
and finals is like, two guys AGAIN.
BORING.
ahha.
ok lar.
with jonathan there, its gna be damn cool.
haha.
finally got someone to support in the finals.
haha.
mans.
what happened to olinda?
sad.
go jonathan go!
:D
ahhaha.
okok.
slpin time.
tmr got jap and lessons and maybe church.
HAIX.
PROMOOOSSSSS~~!!!!
die.
*bangs*
-shoots myself in the head and falls down on the ground-
mata ne..
i am gna get retained how?
i dont think that if i work hard now, it will help in anyway.
cz i am screwed up.
really.
its too late le.
i do so much also no use.
its not gna make up for what i din do for the past dont know how many months.
all i can do now is regret, regret and
REGRET.
damnits.
haix.
what can i do?
i dont know what to do.
prayin everyday, hoping God will hlp me.
He did, He sure did.
but,
i have a feelin that God wants me to learn a lesson.
die.
haix.
studied with alot of ppl arh.
tday got mj and rice and band ppl.
haha.
mans.
nothin much to talk abt.
just study study study lor.
i think i am super slack.
die.
orh also got talk to mj..
loads.
haha.
we crapped so much.
ohwels.
i am dead.
i am so dead.
i am so so dead.
okay.
oh i wanted to apply for JLPT 2 this year de.
but guess what?
i just heard frm liwen on mon that we missed the submission dateline.
damns.
so wasted!
so this year not takin lor.
good or bad?
i mean right, if i take next year, i might just forget everything that i learnt.
but then again, i dont think my jap is up to the standard this year.
dont think il be able to pass level 2.
ohwels.
in any case,
i am not takin jlpt 2 this year cz i missed the deadline and theres nothin i can do.
so there.
and i dont think il be able to promote.
i am dead.
shit.
damns.
everything is screwed lar.
i am just studyin blindly.
argh!
how!?
i am dead.
i am dead.
i am dead.
shit lar.
shit shit shit.
argh.
promos!
PROMOS!!!!!
i am gg mad le.
haix.
i shall put the lyrics to the song that paul twohill sang last week.
I Wanna Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler
I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you
I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
It would be so nice,
Growin' old with you
I'll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you.
AWW MANS!
hahah.
alrite alrite.
haix.
PROMOS.
damns.
alrite.
i think i shld go slp le.
i promised myself that il go slp early tnite.
:D
i finished my differentiation tutorials knows.
and my chem tutorials!
yay!
i first time finish so many tutorials.
hadnt been completin tutorials for a long long time.
but will it help?
i am dead.
many ppl are sayin that promos is gna be damn hard.
die.
lidat how to pass?
i need to pass everyone of my subj knows.
i am dead.
die.
shit.
damns.
oh.
JONATHAN and hady is in idols finals.
=D=D=D=D=D
soooo happy for jonathan!
but haix.
jasmine tye is out.
damns.
she can sing well.
and finals is like, two guys AGAIN.
BORING.
ahha.
ok lar.
with jonathan there, its gna be damn cool.
haha.
finally got someone to support in the finals.
haha.
mans.
what happened to olinda?
sad.
go jonathan go!
:D
ahhaha.
okok.
slpin time.
tmr got jap and lessons and maybe church.
HAIX.
PROMOOOSSSSS~~!!!!
die.
*bangs*
-shoots myself in the head and falls down on the ground-
mata ne..
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 9:31 PM
tday super sian.
realise that this box is bigger?
haha.
cz i decided to add something new to my blog.
check out the "wander" part of my blog, up there.
-points up-
yupps.
feedback to me kay.
i decided to choose sth simple if not it will distract both you and me frm studyin.
ahhaa.
and it cant be too boring either.
ohwels.
hope you all like it.
feedback kay!
tell me if its sucky or what.
haha.
alrites.
supposed to go study de.
yupps.
think im gg now.
have fun guys..
tag my board!
mata ne..
realise that this box is bigger?
haha.
cz i decided to add something new to my blog.
check out the "wander" part of my blog, up there.
-points up-
yupps.
feedback to me kay.
i decided to choose sth simple if not it will distract both you and me frm studyin.
ahhaa.
and it cant be too boring either.
ohwels.
hope you all like it.
feedback kay!
tell me if its sucky or what.
haha.
alrites.
supposed to go study de.
yupps.
think im gg now.
have fun guys..
tag my board!
mata ne..
Sunday, September 10, 2006 10:33 PM
ahhh.. im not feelin too well tday.
i had duty as projectionist in church tday.
so woke up early to go church.
but when i woke up, i cld feel that my sense of balance is abit off tday.
and if i dont concentrate on walkin, i walk in a diagonal manner.
head feels super groggy.
but i still went anyways.
then towards the end of the church service, i was sittin in front of the comp.
sudd felt that my head was spinning.
and everything that i saw was literally spinning.
then i sat there for a while, trying to pull myself back.
when i really felt like vomitin, i stood up and walked to aunty tryphena there and told her,
if i dont come back frm the toilet in time, pls take over my post.
so i walked back to my parents.
but i can feel myself losing balance.
i cldnt walk straight le.
then everyone was starin at me lar.
so my sis and mum held me and brought me to the toilet.
then i sat there.
aft a while, i moved to the kitchen.
everything was spinnin lar.
mum went to buy the sour plums for me.
for the rest of the service, i just sat there until aunty cheng came in and told me that they needed the kitchen for the counting of offerings.
so i sat at the back.
then we went to eat after the service, still feelin damn groggy.
when i came home, went to slp for a while.
woke up le, i felt alot better.
watched charlie's angels the part two.
cant stand it mans.
cameron diaz is damn damn pretty.
lucy liu also very pretty.
hms.
think drew barrymore is not as pretty, compared to the other two.
cameron diaz is sooo pretty.
cant stand it.
but she seems to be a little old in this show.
hms.
dont know if is the makeup.
marykate and ashley made a short appearance in the show also.
din recognise them at first tho.
ohwels.
now, went to bathe le.
im feelin groggy again.
abit nauseous also.
shit lar.
din do a single piece of work.
mans..
hope i can make it to sch.
later i faint while im out.
ahah.
okok.
choy.
alrites.
think i shld rest early.
if not il die tmr.
haha.
tkc ppl..
dont end up like me.
:)
mata ne..
i had duty as projectionist in church tday.
so woke up early to go church.
but when i woke up, i cld feel that my sense of balance is abit off tday.
and if i dont concentrate on walkin, i walk in a diagonal manner.
head feels super groggy.
but i still went anyways.
then towards the end of the church service, i was sittin in front of the comp.
sudd felt that my head was spinning.
and everything that i saw was literally spinning.
then i sat there for a while, trying to pull myself back.
when i really felt like vomitin, i stood up and walked to aunty tryphena there and told her,
if i dont come back frm the toilet in time, pls take over my post.
so i walked back to my parents.
but i can feel myself losing balance.
i cldnt walk straight le.
then everyone was starin at me lar.
so my sis and mum held me and brought me to the toilet.
then i sat there.
aft a while, i moved to the kitchen.
everything was spinnin lar.
mum went to buy the sour plums for me.
for the rest of the service, i just sat there until aunty cheng came in and told me that they needed the kitchen for the counting of offerings.
so i sat at the back.
then we went to eat after the service, still feelin damn groggy.
when i came home, went to slp for a while.
woke up le, i felt alot better.
watched charlie's angels the part two.
cant stand it mans.
cameron diaz is damn damn pretty.
lucy liu also very pretty.
hms.
think drew barrymore is not as pretty, compared to the other two.
cameron diaz is sooo pretty.
cant stand it.
but she seems to be a little old in this show.
hms.
dont know if is the makeup.
marykate and ashley made a short appearance in the show also.
din recognise them at first tho.
ohwels.
now, went to bathe le.
im feelin groggy again.
abit nauseous also.
shit lar.
din do a single piece of work.
mans..
hope i can make it to sch.
later i faint while im out.
ahah.
okok.
choy.
alrites.
think i shld rest early.
if not il die tmr.
haha.
tkc ppl..
dont end up like me.
:)
mata ne..
Saturday, September 09, 2006 8:43 PM
i am super pist i tell you.
with?
MYSELF.
argh.
i spent ONE WHOLE DAY tryin to figure out HOW TO DO SOME STUPID CHEM QNS.
damnits.
i woke up this mornin, all hopeful.
thinkin that il be as productive as ytd.
but GUESS WHAT?
i only did 3 damn qns.
electrochem.
i took such a FREAKIN LONG TIME tryin to understand how to do the qns.
and i keep askin ppl.
when i thot that i got the hang of it,
i went to check the ans to the qns that i did.
OH WOWS.
out of 7 or 8 qns,
I ONLY GOT ONE CORRECT.
DAMNITS.
i am soo disappointed with myself.
i stopped askin ppl cz i feel so paiseh.
keep disturbing ppl.
and i asked so many ppl and yet i still dont know how to do.
whoa.
i tried figuring the ans out myself.
I CANT GET IT.
i just cant!
i dont see why my ans is wrg!
which means there is no way i will get the correct ans.
ONE WHOLE FREAKIN DAY ON JUST A COUPLE OF ELECTROCHEM QNS.
i really give up mans.
i cant do it lar.
and some more those qns ms yap go thru before le.
SHE GO THRU BEFORE AND I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DO.
is there sth wrg with my concepts?
whats wrong!?
i dont see where ive gone wrong!
damn.
i was soo pist.
the more i thot abt it, the more pist i was.
then i decided to go take a break.
but when i was restin, the fact that i cant do the qns kept botherin me.
the more i rested, the more pist i got.
then i had to go out and run with my aunt.
this time i really chiong-ed.
spd of my runnin was faster and i ran more also.
but i ended up gettin a big blister on my right foot the 2nd toe.
ouch.
it hurts.
really.
alot.
ate le then as usual, i went to switch on the tv to watch the encore telecast of spore idol.
JONATHAN REALLY ROCKS MAN.
i love his singin sooo soo much.
and he did sooo well on wed lar.
ok other ppl also lar.
hady was norm i guess.
as good as he always is.
he is really powerful mans.
jasmine was really super emo on the 2nd song.
cld really feel the song, like it really moves you mans.
she was superb.
think she is not bad too.
i loved paul's second song lar.
ahah.
he looked sooo cute and adorable singin that song.
what was that song?
hms.
something abt i can be the man who grows old with you or sth.
got say what, i will hlp you do the dishes in our kitchen sink and let you hold the remote control.
haha.
damn cute damn cute.
jonathan was soo damn cool mans.
he sang both songs sooo nicely!
he did so well lar, i cant stand it.
mans.
hope he really makes it into the finals.
that time really hoped olinda cld make it.
haix.
but end up she was only 3rd in the comp.
mans.
but ohwels!
go jonathan!
jiayou jiayou!
:D
haha.
his singin made me feel alot better.
ok lar.
not only his singin lar.
still got the others also.
but i think hes the best mans.
ok.
haha.
i sound like some crazy fan now.
no lar.
im not.
i just think that his singin rocks the world man.
watched him frm the beginnin of the comp alr.
super good.
haha.
okok.
wels.
it depends on whether i am in a good enough mood to go back and study.
sometimes when you just feel like givin up on everything,
you will really hope that someone comes along and pull you up and out of what you are facin now.
but who will actually be there for you all the time?
everyone has their own lives to lead.
theres no way some one will be there waiting for you to turn to him or her whenever you need it.
but sometimes, you really need such a person to be there anytime, standby, just in case.
sounds selfish, but there will be times your thots and feelins will really overcome the feelin of the ppl around you.
but there will definitely be times when you are forgotten, neglected.
there will be no one who is thinkin abt you at all.
cz everyone else is busy with their own lives.
not everyone cares.
not everyone will be caring for you all the time.
sometimes, ppl have their probs and they wont give a damn abt you.
ohwels.
despite all these, guess life has to go on.
nah.
i dont think the road of life can be walked with someone.
you have to do it, yourself.
its a lonely path.
goes with my blog theme eh.
i think i stink aft runnin.
gtg bathe now..
jonathan still rocks mans.
mata ne..
with?
MYSELF.
argh.
i spent ONE WHOLE DAY tryin to figure out HOW TO DO SOME STUPID CHEM QNS.
damnits.
i woke up this mornin, all hopeful.
thinkin that il be as productive as ytd.
but GUESS WHAT?
i only did 3 damn qns.
electrochem.
i took such a FREAKIN LONG TIME tryin to understand how to do the qns.
and i keep askin ppl.
when i thot that i got the hang of it,
i went to check the ans to the qns that i did.
OH WOWS.
out of 7 or 8 qns,
I ONLY GOT ONE CORRECT.
DAMNITS.
i am soo disappointed with myself.
i stopped askin ppl cz i feel so paiseh.
keep disturbing ppl.
and i asked so many ppl and yet i still dont know how to do.
whoa.
i tried figuring the ans out myself.
I CANT GET IT.
i just cant!
i dont see why my ans is wrg!
which means there is no way i will get the correct ans.
ONE WHOLE FREAKIN DAY ON JUST A COUPLE OF ELECTROCHEM QNS.
i really give up mans.
i cant do it lar.
and some more those qns ms yap go thru before le.
SHE GO THRU BEFORE AND I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DO.
is there sth wrg with my concepts?
whats wrong!?
i dont see where ive gone wrong!
damn.
i was soo pist.
the more i thot abt it, the more pist i was.
then i decided to go take a break.
but when i was restin, the fact that i cant do the qns kept botherin me.
the more i rested, the more pist i got.
then i had to go out and run with my aunt.
this time i really chiong-ed.
spd of my runnin was faster and i ran more also.
but i ended up gettin a big blister on my right foot the 2nd toe.
ouch.
it hurts.
really.
alot.
ate le then as usual, i went to switch on the tv to watch the encore telecast of spore idol.
JONATHAN REALLY ROCKS MAN.
i love his singin sooo soo much.
and he did sooo well on wed lar.
ok other ppl also lar.
hady was norm i guess.
as good as he always is.
he is really powerful mans.
jasmine was really super emo on the 2nd song.
cld really feel the song, like it really moves you mans.
she was superb.
think she is not bad too.
i loved paul's second song lar.
ahah.
he looked sooo cute and adorable singin that song.
what was that song?
hms.
something abt i can be the man who grows old with you or sth.
got say what, i will hlp you do the dishes in our kitchen sink and let you hold the remote control.
haha.
damn cute damn cute.
jonathan was soo damn cool mans.
he sang both songs sooo nicely!
he did so well lar, i cant stand it.
mans.
hope he really makes it into the finals.
that time really hoped olinda cld make it.
haix.
but end up she was only 3rd in the comp.
mans.
but ohwels!
go jonathan!
jiayou jiayou!
:D
haha.
his singin made me feel alot better.
ok lar.
not only his singin lar.
still got the others also.
but i think hes the best mans.
ok.
haha.
i sound like some crazy fan now.
no lar.
im not.
i just think that his singin rocks the world man.
watched him frm the beginnin of the comp alr.
super good.
haha.
okok.
wels.
it depends on whether i am in a good enough mood to go back and study.
sometimes when you just feel like givin up on everything,
you will really hope that someone comes along and pull you up and out of what you are facin now.
but who will actually be there for you all the time?
everyone has their own lives to lead.
theres no way some one will be there waiting for you to turn to him or her whenever you need it.
but sometimes, you really need such a person to be there anytime, standby, just in case.
sounds selfish, but there will be times your thots and feelins will really overcome the feelin of the ppl around you.
but there will definitely be times when you are forgotten, neglected.
there will be no one who is thinkin abt you at all.
cz everyone else is busy with their own lives.
not everyone cares.
not everyone will be caring for you all the time.
sometimes, ppl have their probs and they wont give a damn abt you.
ohwels.
despite all these, guess life has to go on.
nah.
i dont think the road of life can be walked with someone.
you have to do it, yourself.
its a lonely path.
goes with my blog theme eh.
i think i stink aft runnin.
gtg bathe now..
jonathan still rocks mans.
mata ne..
Friday, September 08, 2006 8:16 PM
kyou wa tsukareta ne..
haha.
studied in sch the whole entire day wor!
with.. *drumrolls* GRACE!
hahah.
last minute decide to study with her de.
cz last night i was talkin to her online.
then she asked me whether i was gg back to sch.
wanted to see who was gg back cz she din wna study alone.
so i decided to join her in sch tday.
haha.
we decided to msg each other when we wake up.
and guess what?
when i woke up, at abt 8.35 lidat, i wanted to lie on the bed abit more.
so i was lying there, almst thinkin abt nothin.
cz some random stuff will pop into my head.
aahha.
sudd, i felt vibration.
i purposely put my phone under my pillow this morn so i will know if there is a msg or a call coming in lar.
the msg was frm grace!
and guess what?
she just woke up too!
ahha.
gd gd.
so aft abt half an hour, i left house.
met zhiping on the train again!
haha.
met her on tues, met her agn tday.
ahaha.
anws,
when i was reachin sch, i met tan weiming and irene!
haha.
they were back in sch to study with mingmin, quifong, huishan and dont know still got who.
haix.
hope our batch will also start study grps and study tgt lar.
ohwels.
then i realised that grace alr reach sch le.
at abt 10.05 lidat.
whoaaaa! paisehs, grace!
ahha.
so we started studyin.
msged rice and realised that he was in sch canteen.
so grace and me went to disturb him for a while.
end up, the girl with rice and his classmate asked a maths qn and grace was there doing the qn.
so aft she do the qn, we went back to i space.
-_-"
haha.
anws, i found out that rice's classmates and him,
BUFF THEIR NAILS!!!!!!!
OH
MY
GOODNESS!!!!!!
ARGH!
i also dont buff my nails lar!
rice you GAY + SISSY + dont know what else to describe you!
soooooooooooo grossss lar you!!
mans.
-faints on the spot-
really, when i knew abt it, i really wanted to kill myself.
RICE I TELL YOU, DONT EVER DO IT AGAIN.
oh mans.
haha.
okok.
we went back i space and two of us started on our work.
i was doing my maths 10a.
i know i know.
that was due like, long long time ago.
ohwels.
at least i am tryin to catch up.
anws,
grace was doing her chem.
you know what mr kevin low wanted her class to do?
he told them to complete all the MCQs of the TYS all the way until chem equilibria WITH WORKING.
OH MY CRAP.
grace do until she gna die le.
:/
total ten topics leh!
poor thing!
but hor, lidat right, her class sure get A for chem de.
if you diligently do the hw lar.
good mans!
haha.
then i do maths until i wna kill myself.
i think aft doing the maths hw, i sure very good at colouring de.
why?
cz i keep using the liquid paper.
erp. no link?
haha.
ok nvms.
anws,
cz i keep using the liquid paper right, then il have to wait for it to dry mar.
so while i was waiting, il look around at the ppl around me.
i saw SO MANY STORIES AROUND.
ahha.
right, grace?
i keep tellin her alot of stories then keep disturbin her.
:/
ahha.
psps.
alrite.
give an eg of a story i saw.
cz its the most memorable, prominent and consistent one.
ahha.
okok.
halfway thru our studyin, i sudd heard alot of ppl laughin.
so i looked up and i sort of guessed is cz of this guy who has a weird water bottle.
or more like, he brought a whole glass bottle of dont know what juice to sch.
haha.
it was this rugby guy.
call him guy A.
so i took notice of him and his presence.
anws, everytime i look up to wait for the liquid paper to dry (eh. i know. this sounds crap. ahha),
i will see him de.
cz he keep walkin back and forth, a few tables in front of me.
then he make alot of noise de.
and he was wearin the ny sch shirt and rugby pants.
ohmy.
lousy combi eh.
thats why i noticed him sia.
ahah.
alrites.
then first i saw him at the right side of i space, sittin with some other guys lar.
(i was sittin directly facin the back wall of i space mar.)
then the next time i looked up, he was walkin around.
dont know when, i saw him at the table straight ahead, but at the end of the room.
you know there was this girl and some other ppl at the table lar.
their table was a rectangular table.
then the girl was at the left end of the table, with her facin me.
so he was standin at the left end of the table, his side facin me lar.
aft a while, actually there was this guy, lets call him B, sittin next to the girl de.
then he dragged a chair and sat in between guy B and the girl.
i was like, hms.
he kept talkin to her wor!
haha.
then aft a while, instead of studyin, he was playin cards!
mans.
so slacker.
anws, haha.
i caught him looking back and takin glances at the girl!
HMS.
haha.
the next time i used my liquid paper, i saw him takin the seat of guy B!
dont know where did B go to.
haha.
then aft a while, B came back and chased A away.
for a while i was rather busy with my work, then the next time i looked up,
A was one guy away frm the girl.
the person in between was B.
ahaah.
aft a while, they went out.
then when they came back, A was tryin to sit next to the girl again!
but B was behind and he sort of nudged A so that he sits in the next seat.
haha.
so thruout the whole day i was entertainin myself by watchin his moves lar!
haha.
i dont know if he likes her or sth.
but its interestin to watch!
haha.
ohmans.
im evil.
ahaha.
okok.
oh yea!
grace and me went to the nearby coffee shop (yea THAT coffee shop agn) to eat.
at 12.30 plus i think.
guess who we saw there!
haha.
no one can guess it de.
unless you were at the coffee shop at that time.
ahah.
it was MR KUEK.
hahahaha.
we walked into the coffee shop then i saw him on the phone!
haha.
aft a while, when i was waiting for the queue, we two saw him talkin to puaysong and another girl!
hahah.
really!
like what shi said, he is not doing the things that a principal shld do.
but ohwels.
thats nice of him wad.
then grace was so scared that he wld come over and talk to her lar.
ahhaha.
so cute.
but in the end, when he walked past our table, he just made a gesture to acknowledge grace's presence and left.
i was waiting for my food lar.
haha.
so we were eatin then we left and went back to the sch aft buyin bubble tea.
when we reached the canteen, we saw that rice wasnt there.
so we wanted to sabo him and take his pencil case.
but we werent fast enough and rice was walkin back.
so he was like, what are you all doing?
hahah.
wasted mans.
if not, cld have made fun of him le.
haha.
he is so nice to disturb lar.
RICE YOU ARE NICE TO DISTURB CAN?
haha.
so we went back to study at i space.
ahha.
ok.
i wont say we did our hw all the way lar.
there were breaks in between when we were talkin and gossiping.
the fun-nest (yes, making my own words agn. haha.) part was the part when grace was tellin me abt mr kevin low and ms sim lar!
hahah.
i laughed until i wanted to die le.
ahah.
soooooooooooo SCANDALOUS.
hhaha.
hms.
talkin abt scandalous-ness (my own word =D),
shi was supposed to come meet us to study or sth.
or more like, he was supposed to tell me whether he was coming anot.
well done.
nv tell me eh!
i msged him again before i left then he was like, orh sorry not joinin you all.
ohwows.
thanks arh, shi, thanks.
keep me in suspense right!
haha.
okok.
orh, before we left right,
eh, left.. right.. contradicts! but you get what i mean lar. ahah.
rephrase: before we left, right..
i was left with 3 qns in 10a.
then grace made me finish them before we go home lar!
hahaha.
wahlao.
but yes, like what she told me,
i can now proudly announce that,
I FINISHED MY 10A TUTORIAL!
(except one tys qn.)
haha.
nv do cz nv bring the tys mar!
ohwels.
THANKS GRACE FOR MAKING ME FINISH IT!
AND THANKS FOR HELPIN ME WITH MATHS!
i hope i din slow you down when you are doing your chem,
which i think i did..
:(
SO SORRY GRACE!
PSPS!
;/
but thanks alot, really!
loves you loads girl!
-huggs-
i shall treat you to mochachino + oreo one day!
haha.
must remind me kay!
so we went home at abt 6.
but actually hor, we wanted to stop at 3.30pm and find sth to entertain us de.
like walk around.
-raises eyebrows-
haha!
and later, we changed our minds and grace reset the alarm to 5pm.
but end up still 6pm then go home.
haha.
ohwels.
-shruggs-
we too hardworking le.
ahhaha.
hms.
sudd thot of this.
the girl that asked grace the math qn when we went to "visit" rice?
she asked us, "you three same class arh?"
then i was like, "nope."
three of us answered tgt (did we? ohwels.), "we were frm the same OG."
haha.
im so glad that we are still in contact you know.
like, esp mj, grace, rice.
WE WERE FRM THE SAME OG.
and its not O2 that OG leh.
its O1 the OG!
mans!
and we still talk to our OGLs.
jacq, marilyn, jason, alvin.
then when we talk to them, their classmates will ask, "who are they? same CCA arh?"
then our OGLs will say, "nah, they are my OGMs."
whooaaaaa.
cool mans.
hahaha.
ohmans.
miss OG12 loads and loads and loads.
haha.
anws, i shall THANK GRACE AGAIN for hlpin me with my maths!
this smileyface is a token of appreciation frm me!
=D
beeg smileyface!
haha.
thanks loads girl.
really appreciate it!
and so long nv talk and crap so much with you le!
HAHA.
okay.
i shall end off here.
finish my 10a last qn!
hahah.
:D
mata ne..
minasan, isshoukenmei benkyou shite kudasai!
haha.
studied in sch the whole entire day wor!
with.. *drumrolls* GRACE!
hahah.
last minute decide to study with her de.
cz last night i was talkin to her online.
then she asked me whether i was gg back to sch.
wanted to see who was gg back cz she din wna study alone.
so i decided to join her in sch tday.
haha.
we decided to msg each other when we wake up.
and guess what?
when i woke up, at abt 8.35 lidat, i wanted to lie on the bed abit more.
so i was lying there, almst thinkin abt nothin.
cz some random stuff will pop into my head.
aahha.
sudd, i felt vibration.
i purposely put my phone under my pillow this morn so i will know if there is a msg or a call coming in lar.
the msg was frm grace!
and guess what?
she just woke up too!
ahha.
gd gd.
so aft abt half an hour, i left house.
met zhiping on the train again!
haha.
met her on tues, met her agn tday.
ahaha.
anws,
when i was reachin sch, i met tan weiming and irene!
haha.
they were back in sch to study with mingmin, quifong, huishan and dont know still got who.
haix.
hope our batch will also start study grps and study tgt lar.
ohwels.
then i realised that grace alr reach sch le.
at abt 10.05 lidat.
whoaaaa! paisehs, grace!
ahha.
so we started studyin.
msged rice and realised that he was in sch canteen.
so grace and me went to disturb him for a while.
end up, the girl with rice and his classmate asked a maths qn and grace was there doing the qn.
so aft she do the qn, we went back to i space.
-_-"
haha.
anws, i found out that rice's classmates and him,
BUFF THEIR NAILS!!!!!!!
OH
MY
GOODNESS!!!!!!
ARGH!
i also dont buff my nails lar!
rice you GAY + SISSY + dont know what else to describe you!
soooooooooooo grossss lar you!!
mans.
-faints on the spot-
really, when i knew abt it, i really wanted to kill myself.
RICE I TELL YOU, DONT EVER DO IT AGAIN.
oh mans.
haha.
okok.
we went back i space and two of us started on our work.
i was doing my maths 10a.
i know i know.
that was due like, long long time ago.
ohwels.
at least i am tryin to catch up.
anws,
grace was doing her chem.
you know what mr kevin low wanted her class to do?
he told them to complete all the MCQs of the TYS all the way until chem equilibria WITH WORKING.
OH MY CRAP.
grace do until she gna die le.
:/
total ten topics leh!
poor thing!
but hor, lidat right, her class sure get A for chem de.
if you diligently do the hw lar.
good mans!
haha.
then i do maths until i wna kill myself.
i think aft doing the maths hw, i sure very good at colouring de.
why?
cz i keep using the liquid paper.
erp. no link?
haha.
ok nvms.
anws,
cz i keep using the liquid paper right, then il have to wait for it to dry mar.
so while i was waiting, il look around at the ppl around me.
i saw SO MANY STORIES AROUND.
ahha.
right, grace?
i keep tellin her alot of stories then keep disturbin her.
:/
ahha.
psps.
alrite.
give an eg of a story i saw.
cz its the most memorable, prominent and consistent one.
ahha.
okok.
halfway thru our studyin, i sudd heard alot of ppl laughin.
so i looked up and i sort of guessed is cz of this guy who has a weird water bottle.
or more like, he brought a whole glass bottle of dont know what juice to sch.
haha.
it was this rugby guy.
call him guy A.
so i took notice of him and his presence.
anws, everytime i look up to wait for the liquid paper to dry (eh. i know. this sounds crap. ahha),
i will see him de.
cz he keep walkin back and forth, a few tables in front of me.
then he make alot of noise de.
and he was wearin the ny sch shirt and rugby pants.
ohmy.
lousy combi eh.
thats why i noticed him sia.
ahah.
alrites.
then first i saw him at the right side of i space, sittin with some other guys lar.
(i was sittin directly facin the back wall of i space mar.)
then the next time i looked up, he was walkin around.
dont know when, i saw him at the table straight ahead, but at the end of the room.
you know there was this girl and some other ppl at the table lar.
their table was a rectangular table.
then the girl was at the left end of the table, with her facin me.
so he was standin at the left end of the table, his side facin me lar.
aft a while, actually there was this guy, lets call him B, sittin next to the girl de.
then he dragged a chair and sat in between guy B and the girl.
i was like, hms.
he kept talkin to her wor!
haha.
then aft a while, instead of studyin, he was playin cards!
mans.
so slacker.
anws, haha.
i caught him looking back and takin glances at the girl!
HMS.
haha.
the next time i used my liquid paper, i saw him takin the seat of guy B!
dont know where did B go to.
haha.
then aft a while, B came back and chased A away.
for a while i was rather busy with my work, then the next time i looked up,
A was one guy away frm the girl.
the person in between was B.
ahaah.
aft a while, they went out.
then when they came back, A was tryin to sit next to the girl again!
but B was behind and he sort of nudged A so that he sits in the next seat.
haha.
so thruout the whole day i was entertainin myself by watchin his moves lar!
haha.
i dont know if he likes her or sth.
but its interestin to watch!
haha.
ohmans.
im evil.
ahaha.
okok.
oh yea!
grace and me went to the nearby coffee shop (yea THAT coffee shop agn) to eat.
at 12.30 plus i think.
guess who we saw there!
haha.
no one can guess it de.
unless you were at the coffee shop at that time.
ahah.
it was MR KUEK.
hahahaha.
we walked into the coffee shop then i saw him on the phone!
haha.
aft a while, when i was waiting for the queue, we two saw him talkin to puaysong and another girl!
hahah.
really!
like what shi said, he is not doing the things that a principal shld do.
but ohwels.
thats nice of him wad.
then grace was so scared that he wld come over and talk to her lar.
ahhaha.
so cute.
but in the end, when he walked past our table, he just made a gesture to acknowledge grace's presence and left.
i was waiting for my food lar.
haha.
so we were eatin then we left and went back to the sch aft buyin bubble tea.
when we reached the canteen, we saw that rice wasnt there.
so we wanted to sabo him and take his pencil case.
but we werent fast enough and rice was walkin back.
so he was like, what are you all doing?
hahah.
wasted mans.
if not, cld have made fun of him le.
haha.
he is so nice to disturb lar.
RICE YOU ARE NICE TO DISTURB CAN?
haha.
so we went back to study at i space.
ahha.
ok.
i wont say we did our hw all the way lar.
there were breaks in between when we were talkin and gossiping.
the fun-nest (yes, making my own words agn. haha.) part was the part when grace was tellin me abt mr kevin low and ms sim lar!
hahah.
i laughed until i wanted to die le.
ahah.
soooooooooooo SCANDALOUS.
hhaha.
hms.
talkin abt scandalous-ness (my own word =D),
shi was supposed to come meet us to study or sth.
or more like, he was supposed to tell me whether he was coming anot.
well done.
nv tell me eh!
i msged him again before i left then he was like, orh sorry not joinin you all.
ohwows.
thanks arh, shi, thanks.
keep me in suspense right!
haha.
okok.
orh, before we left right,
eh, left.. right.. contradicts! but you get what i mean lar. ahah.
rephrase: before we left, right..
i was left with 3 qns in 10a.
then grace made me finish them before we go home lar!
hahaha.
wahlao.
but yes, like what she told me,
i can now proudly announce that,
I FINISHED MY 10A TUTORIAL!
(except one tys qn.)
haha.
nv do cz nv bring the tys mar!
ohwels.
THANKS GRACE FOR MAKING ME FINISH IT!
AND THANKS FOR HELPIN ME WITH MATHS!
i hope i din slow you down when you are doing your chem,
which i think i did..
:(
SO SORRY GRACE!
PSPS!
;/
but thanks alot, really!
loves you loads girl!
-huggs-
i shall treat you to mochachino + oreo one day!
haha.
must remind me kay!
so we went home at abt 6.
but actually hor, we wanted to stop at 3.30pm and find sth to entertain us de.
like walk around.
-raises eyebrows-
haha!
and later, we changed our minds and grace reset the alarm to 5pm.
but end up still 6pm then go home.
haha.
ohwels.
-shruggs-
we too hardworking le.
ahhaha.
hms.
sudd thot of this.
the girl that asked grace the math qn when we went to "visit" rice?
she asked us, "you three same class arh?"
then i was like, "nope."
three of us answered tgt (did we? ohwels.), "we were frm the same OG."
haha.
im so glad that we are still in contact you know.
like, esp mj, grace, rice.
WE WERE FRM THE SAME OG.
and its not O2 that OG leh.
its O1 the OG!
mans!
and we still talk to our OGLs.
jacq, marilyn, jason, alvin.
then when we talk to them, their classmates will ask, "who are they? same CCA arh?"
then our OGLs will say, "nah, they are my OGMs."
whooaaaaa.
cool mans.
hahaha.
ohmans.
miss OG12 loads and loads and loads.
haha.
anws, i shall THANK GRACE AGAIN for hlpin me with my maths!
this smileyface is a token of appreciation frm me!
=D
beeg smileyface!
haha.
thanks loads girl.
really appreciate it!
and so long nv talk and crap so much with you le!
HAHA.
okay.
i shall end off here.
finish my 10a last qn!
hahah.
:D
mata ne..
minasan, isshoukenmei benkyou shite kudasai!
Thursday, September 07, 2006 8:55 PM
forbidden city is startin tmr.
haha.
those who haven watch yet, go watch!
its nice.
i can guarantee you.
you wont regret it de.
ohweellllsss..
i feel so dead now.
aahha.
studied the whole entire day.
more like, i tried to lar.
first thing in the morn, i finished reading thru the chem notes that i was readin on the train ytd.
then i went to do my maths.
the differentiation tutorial.
i did like, qn 1 with 3 parts, qn 2 with 6 parts.
but hor.
qn 1 the last part my ans was wrong.
qn 2 the last two parts i dont know how to do.
then i was like.. :/
so i went to do my phys tutorial.
redid the qn that i left uncompleted ytd.
cz ytd when i did it, the ans was wrong.
but hor, tday when i did it again, i got back the same ans.
then saw that my ans can be manipulated to give the actual ans.
but i dont know why there is a need to manipulate it that way.
so i left that qn alone and did another 3 parts of the nxt qn.
damnits.
so inefficient.
i cant stand it when i dont know how to do qns.
esp when they come in a row.
then il be soo sian-ded then i dont want to do le.
haha.
ohwels
so now im here slackin away again.
cz the nxt part of the phys qn that i have to do requires more tedious work than the prev ones.
haha.
okok.
i shldnt be doin this right.
ohwels.
time is runnin out.
tmr is the official last day of sch hols.
then its the weekends.
haixxxxx.
i wna pon sch to study by myself lehh.
anyone wants to pon with me?
hahah.
ok.
sure wont have de.
ahha.
hms.
later i go back sch, then il be super not ready for sch cz during the hols ive been tryin to catch up and slackin at the same time.
then poh will come aft me again.
whoa damns.
tday i saw the "princess" word somewhere then it reminded me of her again.
idiot poh.
i shall stop thinkin abt her.
the thot of her ruins my day.
hms.
soo sian.
i still havent found a motivation for me to study leh.
nothin to push me.
good for those who found theirs.
haix.
looks like pinnin my results on the wall didnt help me much.
hmmms.
what to do?
im screwed lar.
i shld just admit the fact.
haha.
alrites alrites.
this sucks totally.
watchin lost later!
second last episode.
i think.
ohwels.
i suck mans.
my results suck also.
cant believe how stupid i am.
look at other ppl who can just take tests like its nothin lar.
whoaaaa, i must be like, the stupidest person ever.
hahaha.
okok.
i shall stop!
im feelin damn crap now.
rahh!
haha.
i wna slack!
but i cant!
even if i can, i also dont know what i can do to hlp me slack.
haha.
cz basically, i dont feel like doin anything at all!
ohwows.
haha.
alrites.
im spouting rubbish here.
just pretend that i din make an entry tday.
ahhaa.
mata atode..
haha.
those who haven watch yet, go watch!
its nice.
i can guarantee you.
you wont regret it de.
ohweellllsss..
i feel so dead now.
aahha.
studied the whole entire day.
more like, i tried to lar.
first thing in the morn, i finished reading thru the chem notes that i was readin on the train ytd.
then i went to do my maths.
the differentiation tutorial.
i did like, qn 1 with 3 parts, qn 2 with 6 parts.
but hor.
qn 1 the last part my ans was wrong.
qn 2 the last two parts i dont know how to do.
then i was like.. :/
so i went to do my phys tutorial.
redid the qn that i left uncompleted ytd.
cz ytd when i did it, the ans was wrong.
but hor, tday when i did it again, i got back the same ans.
then saw that my ans can be manipulated to give the actual ans.
but i dont know why there is a need to manipulate it that way.
so i left that qn alone and did another 3 parts of the nxt qn.
damnits.
so inefficient.
i cant stand it when i dont know how to do qns.
esp when they come in a row.
then il be soo sian-ded then i dont want to do le.
haha.
ohwels
so now im here slackin away again.
cz the nxt part of the phys qn that i have to do requires more tedious work than the prev ones.
haha.
okok.
i shldnt be doin this right.
ohwels.
time is runnin out.
tmr is the official last day of sch hols.
then its the weekends.
haixxxxx.
i wna pon sch to study by myself lehh.
anyone wants to pon with me?
hahah.
ok.
sure wont have de.
ahha.
hms.
later i go back sch, then il be super not ready for sch cz during the hols ive been tryin to catch up and slackin at the same time.
then poh will come aft me again.
whoa damns.
tday i saw the "princess" word somewhere then it reminded me of her again.
idiot poh.
i shall stop thinkin abt her.
the thot of her ruins my day.
hms.
soo sian.
i still havent found a motivation for me to study leh.
nothin to push me.
good for those who found theirs.
haix.
looks like pinnin my results on the wall didnt help me much.
hmmms.
what to do?
im screwed lar.
i shld just admit the fact.
haha.
alrites alrites.
this sucks totally.
watchin lost later!
second last episode.
i think.
ohwels.
i suck mans.
my results suck also.
cant believe how stupid i am.
look at other ppl who can just take tests like its nothin lar.
whoaaaa, i must be like, the stupidest person ever.
hahaha.
okok.
i shall stop!
im feelin damn crap now.
rahh!
haha.
i wna slack!
but i cant!
even if i can, i also dont know what i can do to hlp me slack.
haha.
cz basically, i dont feel like doin anything at all!
ohwows.
haha.
alrites.
im spouting rubbish here.
just pretend that i din make an entry tday.
ahhaa.
mata atode..
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 10:31 PM
arh steve irwin!
i still feel sad for him.
haha. okay.
im tiredddd!
went to PS tday with my mum lar.
cz she need to buy some cloth.
so i went to pei her.
haha.
everytime i go PS then il go yamaha and drool at the instrus.
haha.
walked around till 5pm arh.
then came home.
aft a while right, i went to jog.
the same route.
wahlao.
damn tired.
i got the whole family out to jog w me lar.
not my dad, he workin.
haha.
so my mum run walk run walk.
jie xi also.
she poser lar.
bring the towel and put around her neck.
ahahah.
then jie xin hor.
sooo lazy lar.
she rode the bike instead.
wahlao.
then i was scoldin her, say she fail her napfa how?
she said, dont care lar. fail then fail lor.
haix.
really dont know what to do with her some times.
haha.
i know.
i sudd put my sisters' names in chi eh.
haha.
more used to it ba.
anws, played little fighter 2 with my sis.
until super "early" lar.
2am in the morn.
power.
haha.
whoa! this is such a brainless game lar.
then you see a mass of ppl killin each other.
my character was in the middle of the crowd then everyone was fightin.
i cldnt even see my character lar.
hahaa.
so i just keep hittin the jump and the attack buttons lor.
ahaha.
and guess what?
i talked to kok online just now.
then i realised that HE PLAYED LITTLE FIGHTER ALSO!!
damnits.
first it was FF6, then it was chrono trigger.
NOW LITTLE FIGHTER ALSO?!!?!
haha.
okay.
thats not the shockin part.
then he asked me, "you used who? lemme guess"
"the ninja"
then my immediate reaction was like, !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
OH MY GOODNESS!
cz I REALLY USED THE NINJA!!!!
wahlao!!!!
i really got nothing to say.
super psychic arh you, kok!
i cant stand it!!!
OF ALL CHARACTERS, he guessed THE NINJA?!?!!?!
soooo many characters leh!
more than 8 different characters leh!!
er, isit more than 8? hms.
anws.
THE NINJA.
whoa thanks arh, kok, thanks.
wahlao!
i am still in shock.
ok. i know.
im like making a big deal out of this.
BUT HOR!!!!
the feeling is like, as if you just told a lie and some one guessed it.
without many reasons.
asked him why he guessed that one, he said, "cz he most unique?"
erms!!!
wahlao.
im super in shock and stunned lar!
okay.
ahhaa.
i think now, aft readin that, you must be like, "what happened to gloria?"
alrites alrites.
i shall stop.
ahaha.
THE NINJA DAMNITS.
haha.
okay.
my mum is watchin fear factor now!
super duper SICK!
this episode is the two ppl kind de.
like you get a partner then the two of you go join tgt de.
anws,
theres this stunt, if im not wrg, judging by the nature of the stunt, shld be the 2nd stunt.
haha. okok.
theres this glass panel in the middle, with a hole in the center of the panel.
on the right, theres this whole tank filled with water and LEECHES.
argh.
on the left, theres this bowl lar.
so one has to stand on the left of the glass panel, the other on the right.
the one on the right, will have his eyes blindfolded.
then when the time starts, he will have to run to the tank with leeches, suck up as many as he can, run to the glass panel, find the hole (when his eyes are blindfolded!), and pass the leeches from his mouth to his partner's mouth.
then his partner on the left of the panel (not blindfolded), now his mouth full of leeches frm his partner's mouth, will have to run to the bowl and spit everything out.
DAMNITS.
THIS IS SOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN SICK!
soooooooooooo gross!!!!
argh!!
pui!
yucks!
the person who designed this must be sick in the mind.
argh.
hahaha.
okok.
sounds like ive been slackin all day.
time so go mug!
yea lor.
cz cup not as nice as mug mar.
haha.
okay.
not farnie.
dont get it?
nvms.
ahah.
mata atode..
i still feel sad for him.
haha. okay.
im tiredddd!
went to PS tday with my mum lar.
cz she need to buy some cloth.
so i went to pei her.
haha.
everytime i go PS then il go yamaha and drool at the instrus.
haha.
walked around till 5pm arh.
then came home.
aft a while right, i went to jog.
the same route.
wahlao.
damn tired.
i got the whole family out to jog w me lar.
not my dad, he workin.
haha.
so my mum run walk run walk.
jie xi also.
she poser lar.
bring the towel and put around her neck.
ahahah.
then jie xin hor.
sooo lazy lar.
she rode the bike instead.
wahlao.
then i was scoldin her, say she fail her napfa how?
she said, dont care lar. fail then fail lor.
haix.
really dont know what to do with her some times.
haha.
i know.
i sudd put my sisters' names in chi eh.
haha.
more used to it ba.
anws, played little fighter 2 with my sis.
until super "early" lar.
2am in the morn.
power.
haha.
whoa! this is such a brainless game lar.
then you see a mass of ppl killin each other.
my character was in the middle of the crowd then everyone was fightin.
i cldnt even see my character lar.
hahaa.
so i just keep hittin the jump and the attack buttons lor.
ahaha.
and guess what?
i talked to kok online just now.
then i realised that HE PLAYED LITTLE FIGHTER ALSO!!
damnits.
first it was FF6, then it was chrono trigger.
NOW LITTLE FIGHTER ALSO?!!?!
haha.
okay.
thats not the shockin part.
then he asked me, "you used who? lemme guess"
"the ninja"
then my immediate reaction was like, !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
OH MY GOODNESS!
cz I REALLY USED THE NINJA!!!!
wahlao!!!!
i really got nothing to say.
super psychic arh you, kok!
i cant stand it!!!
OF ALL CHARACTERS, he guessed THE NINJA?!?!!?!
soooo many characters leh!
more than 8 different characters leh!!
er, isit more than 8? hms.
anws.
THE NINJA.
whoa thanks arh, kok, thanks.
wahlao!
i am still in shock.
ok. i know.
im like making a big deal out of this.
BUT HOR!!!!
the feeling is like, as if you just told a lie and some one guessed it.
without many reasons.
asked him why he guessed that one, he said, "cz he most unique?"
erms!!!
wahlao.
im super in shock and stunned lar!
okay.
ahhaa.
i think now, aft readin that, you must be like, "what happened to gloria?"
alrites alrites.
i shall stop.
ahaha.
THE NINJA DAMNITS.
haha.
okay.
my mum is watchin fear factor now!
super duper SICK!
this episode is the two ppl kind de.
like you get a partner then the two of you go join tgt de.
anws,
theres this stunt, if im not wrg, judging by the nature of the stunt, shld be the 2nd stunt.
haha. okok.
theres this glass panel in the middle, with a hole in the center of the panel.
on the right, theres this whole tank filled with water and LEECHES.
argh.
on the left, theres this bowl lar.
so one has to stand on the left of the glass panel, the other on the right.
the one on the right, will have his eyes blindfolded.
then when the time starts, he will have to run to the tank with leeches, suck up as many as he can, run to the glass panel, find the hole (when his eyes are blindfolded!), and pass the leeches from his mouth to his partner's mouth.
then his partner on the left of the panel (not blindfolded), now his mouth full of leeches frm his partner's mouth, will have to run to the bowl and spit everything out.
DAMNITS.
THIS IS SOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN SICK!
soooooooooooo gross!!!!
argh!!
pui!
yucks!
the person who designed this must be sick in the mind.
argh.
hahaha.
okok.
sounds like ive been slackin all day.
time so go mug!
yea lor.
cz cup not as nice as mug mar.
haha.
okay.
not farnie.
dont get it?
nvms.
ahah.
mata atode..
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 5:10 PM
HAAAIIXXX.
does it have to turn out this way?
guess its inevitable ba.
cannot be helped.
to be quick and efficient at the same time.
to get the best results.
(cheating is the way.)
=X
haha.
nah jkjk.
okayy.
hms.
tday went to sch.
to pass regi the keys.
whoa waited for her for 25mins leh!
hor, regi?
-glares at you-
haha.
cz she coming out of sch.
then i went with her to her house to pick up sth.
talked on the way.
soo long nv talk to her le lar!
mans.
regi you better stop not updating me kay!
haha.
ok that line sounds grammatically wrong.
anws,
yea went back to sch then we had the room open.
i went to throw trash then i saw kok and shaoming at the atrium.
so went to talk to them for a while before tellin them to come to the room.
orh cz shaoming had to pass regi some scores and drop off the stands lar.
so slack around there for a while then we went off.
went to macs tgt.
then regi had to leave to meet adam.
yups.
so i ate macs with kok and shaoming.
erms.
not eat the building kay.
haha.
okay.
anws, we were walkin to macs mar.
so i turned and i saw the cake shop where i bought band bdae cakes from.
then i thot of band bdaes then i sudd rmbered that i saw on my calendar that tday was someone's bdae.
then i turned to shaoming, "ayye shaoming! tday is your bdae right!"
he was like, "no no. its not."
regi, "isit? tday is your bdae?"
kok, "no lar, i thot your bdae is in nov?"
me, "isit? cannot be! i think is tday leh! ayye, shaoming! is tday right?"
kok, "ayye? i dont think is nov! is sep!"
me, "huh? is not meh? i thot it is leh! i saw on my calendar!"
blah blah blah..
and so on and so on.
then kok, "take out your ez link."
shaoming, "ah? i nv bring tday."
"dont bluff!"
shaoming, "i really nv bring. i brought another card!"
"as if!"
kok, "take out your wallet!"
shaoming, "i nv bring my card lar!"
haha.
in the end, know what?
his ez link spelled out BIG AND CLEAR.
05/09/1989
haha.
ohwels.
HAPPY BDAE SHAOMING!!!!
:D:D
oh and brando tan's bdae was on the third of sep.
whoops.
HAPPY BDAE MR TAN!
haha.
alrites..
then we ate and talked at macs until kok and shaoming had to go for lesson at 1.
i bought tau huay before i went home.
YEA MANS!
the niceeeeeee tau huay frm the nice tauhuay stall.
haha.
hms.
need to go baby sit germaine for a while.
and do my phys tutorials.
im doing frm the beginning again.
yea mans.
all the way back to first three months that time those tutorials.
haha.
okaayy.
guess life is really unpredictable.
you meet all sorts of ppl on the way..
some may leave footprints in your life, some may not.
some footprints are made on the sand, where the waves come and wash them away in time.
some footprints are made on the concrete, where even wear and tear wont be able to make them disappear so easily.
even so, some footprints on the concrete may be pretty and nice.
some may be ugly and distorted.
some you want to remember, some you wish to forget.
but since it is alr printed deep into the concrete, there is no way you can take them away that easily, no matter how hard you try.
but guess those are the little little things that spice up your life.
may be spicy, may be sweet, may be bitter.
at least you get to taste the different flavours of life.
its your memories that makes your life worth remembering, no matter how lousy they are.
hms.
which kind of footprints do you make in ppl's lives?
which kind of footprints do i leave in your lives?
think about it.
maybe the distorted footprints have its pretty areas too.
:)
jya ne minasan..
does it have to turn out this way?
guess its inevitable ba.
cannot be helped.
to be quick and efficient at the same time.
to get the best results.
(cheating is the way.)
=X
haha.
nah jkjk.
okayy.
hms.
tday went to sch.
to pass regi the keys.
whoa waited for her for 25mins leh!
hor, regi?
-glares at you-
haha.
cz she coming out of sch.
then i went with her to her house to pick up sth.
talked on the way.
soo long nv talk to her le lar!
mans.
regi you better stop not updating me kay!
haha.
ok that line sounds grammatically wrong.
anws,
yea went back to sch then we had the room open.
i went to throw trash then i saw kok and shaoming at the atrium.
so went to talk to them for a while before tellin them to come to the room.
orh cz shaoming had to pass regi some scores and drop off the stands lar.
so slack around there for a while then we went off.
went to macs tgt.
then regi had to leave to meet adam.
yups.
so i ate macs with kok and shaoming.
erms.
not eat the building kay.
haha.
okay.
anws, we were walkin to macs mar.
so i turned and i saw the cake shop where i bought band bdae cakes from.
then i thot of band bdaes then i sudd rmbered that i saw on my calendar that tday was someone's bdae.
then i turned to shaoming, "ayye shaoming! tday is your bdae right!"
he was like, "no no. its not."
regi, "isit? tday is your bdae?"
kok, "no lar, i thot your bdae is in nov?"
me, "isit? cannot be! i think is tday leh! ayye, shaoming! is tday right?"
kok, "ayye? i dont think is nov! is sep!"
me, "huh? is not meh? i thot it is leh! i saw on my calendar!"
blah blah blah..
and so on and so on.
then kok, "take out your ez link."
shaoming, "ah? i nv bring tday."
"dont bluff!"
shaoming, "i really nv bring. i brought another card!"
"as if!"
kok, "take out your wallet!"
shaoming, "i nv bring my card lar!"
haha.
in the end, know what?
his ez link spelled out BIG AND CLEAR.
05/09/1989
haha.
ohwels.
HAPPY BDAE SHAOMING!!!!
:D:D
oh and brando tan's bdae was on the third of sep.
whoops.
HAPPY BDAE MR TAN!
haha.
alrites..
then we ate and talked at macs until kok and shaoming had to go for lesson at 1.
i bought tau huay before i went home.
YEA MANS!
the niceeeeeee tau huay frm the nice tauhuay stall.
haha.
hms.
need to go baby sit germaine for a while.
and do my phys tutorials.
im doing frm the beginning again.
yea mans.
all the way back to first three months that time those tutorials.
haha.
okaayy.
guess life is really unpredictable.
you meet all sorts of ppl on the way..
some may leave footprints in your life, some may not.
some footprints are made on the sand, where the waves come and wash them away in time.
some footprints are made on the concrete, where even wear and tear wont be able to make them disappear so easily.
even so, some footprints on the concrete may be pretty and nice.
some may be ugly and distorted.
some you want to remember, some you wish to forget.
but since it is alr printed deep into the concrete, there is no way you can take them away that easily, no matter how hard you try.
but guess those are the little little things that spice up your life.
may be spicy, may be sweet, may be bitter.
at least you get to taste the different flavours of life.
its your memories that makes your life worth remembering, no matter how lousy they are.
hms.
which kind of footprints do you make in ppl's lives?
which kind of footprints do i leave in your lives?
think about it.
maybe the distorted footprints have its pretty areas too.
:)
jya ne minasan..
Monday, September 04, 2006 11:26 PM
yes i know.
im back for another entry.
cz i cant stand it.
as in, how saddenin steve irwin's case is.
this is what i got frm msn..
"If you haven't heard already, Steve Irwin (the Crocodile Hunter that you see all the on TV) died today on the 4th of September, on the Batt Reef, pierced by a stingray barb through his heart near Cairns As a sign of respect for the Australian cultural icon, please place a ( tu ) at the start of your MSN name, and forward thi s message on to others"
haix.
and i din believe.
so i went to ninemsn knowin that it is a aust website mar.
cz of hi5. haha. ok out of point.
then i saw this article.
i shall copy and paste here.
look at the highlighted parts.
SUPER HEART WRENCHING.
here goes:
Daredevil Irwin dies doing what he loved
Monday Sep 4 20:26 AEST
Wildlife warrior Steve Irwin was a daredevil who loved flirting with danger around deadly animals.
But after years of close shaves it was a normally harmless stingray which finally claimed his life on Monday, plunging a barb into the Crocodile Hunter's chest as he snorkelled in shallow water on the Great Barrier Reef.
The 44-year-old TV personality may have died instantly when struck by the stingray while filming a sequence for his eight-year-old daughter Bindi's new TV series, friends believe.
"You think about all the documentaries we've made and all the dangerous situations that we have been in, you always think `is this it, is this a day that maybe his demise?'," said his friend and manager John Stainton.
"(But) nothing would ever scare Steve or would worry him. He didn't have a fear of death at all."
Mr Irwin made his international reputation wrestling crocodiles and snakes.
But the flamboyant naturalist's final confrontation with a wild animal occurred at Batt Reef off Port Douglas on Monday morning, where he had been filming a new documentary, "Ocean's Deadliest".
Taking time off from the main project, Mr Irwin was swimming in shallow water, snorkelling as his cameraman filmed large bull rays.
"He came over the top of a stingray and the stingray's barb went up and went into his chest and put a hole into his heart," said Mr Irwin's friend and manager John Stainton.
"It's likely that he possibly died instantly when the barb hit him, and I don't think that he ... felt any pain.
"He died doing what he loved best."
Mr Irwin's death was only the third known stingray death in Australian waters, said shark and stingray expert Victoria Brims.
Wildlife experts said the normally passive creatures only sting in defence, striking with a bayonet-like barb when they feel threatened.
Marine documentary maker Ben Cropp, who spoke to one of Mr Irwin's crew, said: "Steve got probably maybe a bit too close to the ray, and with the cameraman in front, the ray must have felt sort of cornered.
"It went into a defensive mode, stopped, turned around and lashed out with its tail, which has a considerable spike on it.
"Unfortunately Steve was directly in its path and he took a fatal wound."
Unconscious, Mr Irwin was pulled aboard his research vessel, Croc One, for a 30-minute dash to Low Isle, where an emergency helicopter had been summoned at about 11am, his Australia Zoo said in a statement.
The crew of the Croc One performed constant CPR during the voyage to Low Isle, but medical staff pronounced Mr Irwin dead about noon.
Mr Irwin's body was flown to a morgue in Cairns, where stunned family and friends were gathering on Monday night.
His American-born wife Terri was told of her husband's death while on a walking tour in Tasmania, and returned to the Sunshine Coast with her two children, Bindi and three-year-old son Bob.
The death of the larger than life Mr Irwin, best known for his catchcry "Crikey!", caused shockwaves around the world, leading TV bulletins in the United States and Britain.
He was one of Australia's best known personalities internationally and an ambassador for the nation and its wildlife.
Mr Irwin was also a global phenomenon, making almost 50 documentaries which appeared on the cable TV channel Animal Planet, and which generated books, interactive games and even toy action figures.
Prime Minister John Howard said: "I am quite shocked and distressed at Steve Irwin's sudden, untimely and freakish death. It's a huge loss to Australia.
"He was a wonderful character. He was a passionate environmentalist. He brought joy and entertainment and excitement to millions of people."
Mourners laid flowers at the entrance of Mr Irwin's Australia Zoo, on Queensland's Sunshine Coast.
Mr Stainton said bad weather had stopped the filming for their documentary about some of the world's deadliest sea creatures.
Mr Irwin instead decided on a whim to shoot footage for his daughter Bindi's upcoming series.
"He said 'I might just go off and shoot some segments for Bindi's show, just stuff on the reef and little animals," Mr Stainton said.
"I just said fine, anything that would keep him moving and keep his adrenalin going.
"The next thing I heard on the radio was there was a medical emergency, the little dinghy he was in was bringing him back with the crew.
"Everyone tried absolutely tirelessly to revive him to keep him alive, we cut dinghies loose and made it post haste to Low Isle where we knew the chopper would be able to get in, but I think it's possible he probably died at 11am."
Diver Pete West was on a nearby boat and believed Mr Irwin may have been alive when pulled from the water.
"He was doing what he did best and unfortunately today he wasn't quick enough," he told the Seven Network.
University of Melbourne expert Bryan Fry said stingrays only sting in defence.
"They're not aggressive animals so the animal must have felt threatened. It didn't sting out of aggression, it stung out of fear," said Dr Fry, deputy director of the Australian Venom Research.
He said the stingray would have been up to 2.5 metres across, with a "formidable" jagged barb up to 20cm long, capable of tearing flesh.
"It's not the going in, it's the coming out," Dr Fry said of the serrated barb.
But the stingray's venom would not have been a factor.
Mr Irwin was comfortable around animals, no matter how dangerous, and some wildlife experts warned he took too many risks.
His enthusiasm and daring made him famous.
The Melbourne-born father of two's Crocodile Hunter program was first broadcast in 1992 and has been shown around the world on cable network Discovery.
He also starred in movies and helped develop the Australia Zoo wildlife park, north of Brisbane, which was started by his parents Bob and Lyn Irwin.
He grew up near crocodiles, trapping and removing them from populated areas and releasing them in his parents' park, which he took over in 1991.
Bob was involved in a controversial incident in January 2004, when his father held his infant son in one arm as he fed a dead chicken to a crocodile at Australia Zoo.
Child welfare and animal rights groups criticised his actions as irresponsible and tantamount to child abuse.
Mr Irwin said any danger to his son was only a perceived danger and that he was in complete control of the situation.
In June 2004, Mr Irwin came under fire again when it was alleged he came too close to and disturbed some whales, seals and penguins while filming a documentary in Antarctica.
Mr Irwin was also a tourism ambassador and was heavily involved in last year's "G'Day LA" tourism campaign.
Queensland Premier Peter Beattie said Mr Irwin was an "extraordinary man".
"He has made an enormous difference to his state and his country," he said.
©AAP 2006
what the hell..
is this sad or is this sad?
esp the part abt him going off to shoot some parts for his dott lar!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
:'(
sadd sadd sadd.
and i used to watch his documentaries.
and you see him so enthu and everything.
haix.
its gna rain soon at my house.
just the mood.
mata ne..
im back for another entry.
cz i cant stand it.
as in, how saddenin steve irwin's case is.
this is what i got frm msn..
"If you haven't heard already, Steve Irwin (the Crocodile Hunter that you see all the on TV) died today on the 4th of September, on the Batt Reef, pierced by a stingray barb through his heart near Cairns As a sign of respect for the Australian cultural icon, please place a ( tu ) at the start of your MSN name, and forward thi s message on to others"
haix.
and i din believe.
so i went to ninemsn knowin that it is a aust website mar.
cz of hi5. haha. ok out of point.
then i saw this article.
i shall copy and paste here.
look at the highlighted parts.
SUPER HEART WRENCHING.
here goes:
Daredevil Irwin dies doing what he loved
Monday Sep 4 20:26 AEST
Wildlife warrior Steve Irwin was a daredevil who loved flirting with danger around deadly animals.
But after years of close shaves it was a normally harmless stingray which finally claimed his life on Monday, plunging a barb into the Crocodile Hunter's chest as he snorkelled in shallow water on the Great Barrier Reef.
The 44-year-old TV personality may have died instantly when struck by the stingray while filming a sequence for his eight-year-old daughter Bindi's new TV series, friends believe.
"You think about all the documentaries we've made and all the dangerous situations that we have been in, you always think `is this it, is this a day that maybe his demise?'," said his friend and manager John Stainton.
"(But) nothing would ever scare Steve or would worry him. He didn't have a fear of death at all."
Mr Irwin made his international reputation wrestling crocodiles and snakes.
But the flamboyant naturalist's final confrontation with a wild animal occurred at Batt Reef off Port Douglas on Monday morning, where he had been filming a new documentary, "Ocean's Deadliest".
Taking time off from the main project, Mr Irwin was swimming in shallow water, snorkelling as his cameraman filmed large bull rays.
"He came over the top of a stingray and the stingray's barb went up and went into his chest and put a hole into his heart," said Mr Irwin's friend and manager John Stainton.
"It's likely that he possibly died instantly when the barb hit him, and I don't think that he ... felt any pain.
"He died doing what he loved best."
Mr Irwin's death was only the third known stingray death in Australian waters, said shark and stingray expert Victoria Brims.
Wildlife experts said the normally passive creatures only sting in defence, striking with a bayonet-like barb when they feel threatened.
Marine documentary maker Ben Cropp, who spoke to one of Mr Irwin's crew, said: "Steve got probably maybe a bit too close to the ray, and with the cameraman in front, the ray must have felt sort of cornered.
"It went into a defensive mode, stopped, turned around and lashed out with its tail, which has a considerable spike on it.
"Unfortunately Steve was directly in its path and he took a fatal wound."
Unconscious, Mr Irwin was pulled aboard his research vessel, Croc One, for a 30-minute dash to Low Isle, where an emergency helicopter had been summoned at about 11am, his Australia Zoo said in a statement.
The crew of the Croc One performed constant CPR during the voyage to Low Isle, but medical staff pronounced Mr Irwin dead about noon.
Mr Irwin's body was flown to a morgue in Cairns, where stunned family and friends were gathering on Monday night.
His American-born wife Terri was told of her husband's death while on a walking tour in Tasmania, and returned to the Sunshine Coast with her two children, Bindi and three-year-old son Bob.
The death of the larger than life Mr Irwin, best known for his catchcry "Crikey!", caused shockwaves around the world, leading TV bulletins in the United States and Britain.
He was one of Australia's best known personalities internationally and an ambassador for the nation and its wildlife.
Mr Irwin was also a global phenomenon, making almost 50 documentaries which appeared on the cable TV channel Animal Planet, and which generated books, interactive games and even toy action figures.
Prime Minister John Howard said: "I am quite shocked and distressed at Steve Irwin's sudden, untimely and freakish death. It's a huge loss to Australia.
"He was a wonderful character. He was a passionate environmentalist. He brought joy and entertainment and excitement to millions of people."
Mourners laid flowers at the entrance of Mr Irwin's Australia Zoo, on Queensland's Sunshine Coast.
Mr Stainton said bad weather had stopped the filming for their documentary about some of the world's deadliest sea creatures.
Mr Irwin instead decided on a whim to shoot footage for his daughter Bindi's upcoming series.
"He said 'I might just go off and shoot some segments for Bindi's show, just stuff on the reef and little animals," Mr Stainton said.
"I just said fine, anything that would keep him moving and keep his adrenalin going.
"The next thing I heard on the radio was there was a medical emergency, the little dinghy he was in was bringing him back with the crew.
"Everyone tried absolutely tirelessly to revive him to keep him alive, we cut dinghies loose and made it post haste to Low Isle where we knew the chopper would be able to get in, but I think it's possible he probably died at 11am."
Diver Pete West was on a nearby boat and believed Mr Irwin may have been alive when pulled from the water.
"He was doing what he did best and unfortunately today he wasn't quick enough," he told the Seven Network.
University of Melbourne expert Bryan Fry said stingrays only sting in defence.
"They're not aggressive animals so the animal must have felt threatened. It didn't sting out of aggression, it stung out of fear," said Dr Fry, deputy director of the Australian Venom Research.
He said the stingray would have been up to 2.5 metres across, with a "formidable" jagged barb up to 20cm long, capable of tearing flesh.
"It's not the going in, it's the coming out," Dr Fry said of the serrated barb.
But the stingray's venom would not have been a factor.
Mr Irwin was comfortable around animals, no matter how dangerous, and some wildlife experts warned he took too many risks.
His enthusiasm and daring made him famous.
The Melbourne-born father of two's Crocodile Hunter program was first broadcast in 1992 and has been shown around the world on cable network Discovery.
He also starred in movies and helped develop the Australia Zoo wildlife park, north of Brisbane, which was started by his parents Bob and Lyn Irwin.
He grew up near crocodiles, trapping and removing them from populated areas and releasing them in his parents' park, which he took over in 1991.
Bob was involved in a controversial incident in January 2004, when his father held his infant son in one arm as he fed a dead chicken to a crocodile at Australia Zoo.
Child welfare and animal rights groups criticised his actions as irresponsible and tantamount to child abuse.
Mr Irwin said any danger to his son was only a perceived danger and that he was in complete control of the situation.
In June 2004, Mr Irwin came under fire again when it was alleged he came too close to and disturbed some whales, seals and penguins while filming a documentary in Antarctica.
Mr Irwin was also a tourism ambassador and was heavily involved in last year's "G'Day LA" tourism campaign.
Queensland Premier Peter Beattie said Mr Irwin was an "extraordinary man".
"He has made an enormous difference to his state and his country," he said.
©AAP 2006
what the hell..
is this sad or is this sad?
esp the part abt him going off to shoot some parts for his dott lar!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
:'(
sadd sadd sadd.
and i used to watch his documentaries.
and you see him so enthu and everything.
haix.
its gna rain soon at my house.
just the mood.
life is just soo unpredictable..
mata ne..
a qn from me to you:
if everyone's special, whats so special about being special?
i went 3 places tday!
within 3 hours!
haha.
wels.
at 11 o'clock, i left house and went to st nicks.
whoosh.
reached there at about 11.55am lidat.
cz i called up engseng to pass him the money that i owed him cz on teachers' day i din have money.
he at his grandma's house mar.
the block 170 at the junction there.
very near right!
then i went to stnicks and sat at the canteen for abt 20mins arh.
went to drink ICE MILO!
haha.
stnicks ice milo rocks man.
haha.
then i sat there studyin, waiting for tan jiaying.
she havin her chi prelims mar.
mans.
still rmb that time i had mine.
sec 3.. haix.
i wna take chi again.
ahhah!
okok.
then jiaying msged me at 12.13pm to go down to the band room to get the scores from her.
haha.
mans, when i walked down, i walked the big mirror way.
you know, the one that they said was haunted and everytime we had night games we will definitely have one station there.
haha.
still rmb doreen dropped a barbie doll frm the top there.
hahaha!
okok.
then i looked at myself in the mirror as usual.
and i saw myself, but in another sch uniform.
MY GOODNESS.
lirong!
i miss the pinafore days too!!!
-screams-
sometimes i wish i hadnt left stnicks.
it was competitive alrite, but somehow it seemed less complicated.
and i miss seein my panda mummy in sch!
haha.
HAIX.
i din go inside the band room..
now i sort of wished i did.
but its cz jiaying they all gg to close the room le mar.
and she had the big fun score out on her hands alr.
so i just got frm her straight.
yanzhu was there!
yea mans.
miss her and the section.
think the best times would be the times with the green tags and the following year, when we took over.
the last two years in band was soo fun lar.
haix.
oh jingwen was there also.
yanzhu was like askin me, "whoa you come back specially just to get the scores?"
then i was like, "yea.."
jingwen, "cz someone refused to pass it to her on that day mar!"
jiaying, "aiya, i had to go home lar!"
haha.
cz teachers day that day, when i went back,
i met jiaying on the way in cz they were on their way out lar.
haha.
so cute lar the jnrs.
miss those super crappin sessions w my jnrs.
we all cried on syf didnt we?
haha.
jumpin at SCH there, then the person still announce say, "chij st nicholas girls, pls stop jumping and be careful. you might fall off."
sth lidat.
hahah!
haix.
then when i left st nicks, i gave kok a call cz i wanted to get the keys frm him.
dont want to bring the original scores, walkin all over the place.
i lose them then i die.
so walk walk walk, then i met engseng again.
haha.
wanted to leave the scores at his house, but was thinkin, since i need to get my instru some more mar.
so may as well just go get the keys frm kok.
originally kok wanted to come over to srngn mrt de.
then i was like, "nvm lar, i just go over."
so yea. over i went to potong pasir.
got the keys frm kok then i went back to sch.
cz it was 1.15pm le.
my lesson at 1.45pm mar.
took the train, walked to sch.
when i walked into the sch, i met mj!
her lesson just finish wor.
then in front of me was her ccs frens.
you know, peifen, connie, justin, weebeng they all lar.
she saw them first, but when she was abt to talk to them, she saw me.
so she diverted her attention to me and she was like, "gloooriaaa~~!"
haha.
and she walked towards me.
then her ccs frens were like, "whoa the bandito very nice to eat leh. mj you wont have it hor."
"no lar. mj will treat us later yea?"
"haha. yar yar. mj you treat us later hor?"
then mj was like, "what what? huh?"
peifen replied, "whoa mj you best arh. just now you were very nice to us hor."
hahah.
then mj was still confused.
ahha.
so cute lar you!
blur sotong.
haha.
then we walked to the atrium (cz i need to pass my differentiation and its apps to rice who was at the atrium mar), tellin each other abt our day so far.
when we saw him, we realised that he cut his hair.
haha.
he looks neater lar.
like orientation that time.
actually, he looks the same everytime he cuts his hair.
haha.
and i realised that he just cut his hair orientation that time.
saw that in the OG photos that we took.
haha.
anws, went for the 1 1/2 hour phys lesson aftwards.
it was ZzzzZzz.
i slpt abit, then talked crap, then my mind drifted away, then slpt.
mr khoo also scolded ppl tday.
ohwels.
aft lesson then i went to get my horn.
xinrong saw me and she was like, "ayye you whole day (zheng3 tian1)band one arh? arent you tired of it? (in chi)"
-_-"
then i was like, "where got! i came to take my instru only mar!"
orh when i left the LT, wanteng was also like, "gg for band arh?"
"eh? for what?! tday no band!"
wahlao!
now everyone associates band with me.
mans.
maybe i visit the band room too much le.
i shldnt frequent the band room.
ohwels.
went home aft that.
went to slp arh.
cz was dead tired.
runnin around to so many places, completing task aft task.
hope i din leave anything out.
then i din sleep too well last night also.
cz i had a nightmare in the morning.
er..
morning.. nightmare.
hms. contradicts.
but ohwels!
you get what i mean.
haha.
anws, it was so scaree that i dont wna talk abt it anymore.
but i was cryin..
:/
okay.
i sound like a baby now.
:'(
so i woke up at 7am, when i slpt at 2am the prev night, then i went to eat breakfast.
calmed down abit.
then at 7.45am, i cannot take it le.
cz super tired.
then i went to slp again.
woke up at 10am.
this time, i had a dream.
haha.
okay.
dont be crap.
i shant talk so much rubbish here.
hms.
germaine stayin over at my house tday.
cz aunty leekiau and uncle daniel got some camp thing.
ohwels.
shes damn cute lar.
she keep walkin all over the house cz she just learnt how to walk.
then she keep saying, "mum mum." cz she wna eat mar.
"ba ba" when she calls my dad. haha.
she says "ba ba" also, when she watches barney.
haha.
sooo cute.
then she will come over and hold my hand, pull me and make me walk all over the house with her.
haha.
but hor, at like 7 plus lidat, she walked to the door there then she was like, "ma ma!"
then she pointed at the door.
oh mans!
she knows that its time to go home le!
sooooooo sad!
cz normally she go home at this time one mar..
but her parents not coming tday wor!
ahh!
sooo cute lar she.
then we had to use other stuff to divert her attention.
i took out my horn and played for her.
play like, twinkle twinkle little star.
then she was dancing to it lar.
haha.
she pulled my horn towards herself and wanted to put the mouthpiece into her mouth lar!
haha.
sooo cute.
had to stop her.
but tmr will be the last day that my mum is babysittin her le..
mans.
so sad.
:(
will miss this little girl.
put her photo as my phone cover pic lar!
soo cute.
haha.
okok.
hms..
ayye kok!
cont to reply msgs kay!
haha.
tmr meetin regi early in the morn to pass her the band room keys.
so il better get gg and study so i can slp early and get up early tmr.
:D
ganbatte ne!
I AM NOT GNA SLACKEN OFF!
haha.
jya ne..
if everyone's special, whats so special about being special?
i went 3 places tday!
within 3 hours!
haha.
wels.
at 11 o'clock, i left house and went to st nicks.
whoosh.
reached there at about 11.55am lidat.
cz i called up engseng to pass him the money that i owed him cz on teachers' day i din have money.
he at his grandma's house mar.
the block 170 at the junction there.
very near right!
then i went to stnicks and sat at the canteen for abt 20mins arh.
went to drink ICE MILO!
haha.
stnicks ice milo rocks man.
haha.
then i sat there studyin, waiting for tan jiaying.
she havin her chi prelims mar.
mans.
still rmb that time i had mine.
sec 3.. haix.
i wna take chi again.
ahhah!
okok.
then jiaying msged me at 12.13pm to go down to the band room to get the scores from her.
haha.
mans, when i walked down, i walked the big mirror way.
you know, the one that they said was haunted and everytime we had night games we will definitely have one station there.
haha.
still rmb doreen dropped a barbie doll frm the top there.
hahaha!
okok.
then i looked at myself in the mirror as usual.
and i saw myself, but in another sch uniform.
MY GOODNESS.
lirong!
i miss the pinafore days too!!!
-screams-
sometimes i wish i hadnt left stnicks.
it was competitive alrite, but somehow it seemed less complicated.
and i miss seein my panda mummy in sch!
haha.
HAIX.
i din go inside the band room..
now i sort of wished i did.
but its cz jiaying they all gg to close the room le mar.
and she had the big fun score out on her hands alr.
so i just got frm her straight.
yanzhu was there!
yea mans.
miss her and the section.
think the best times would be the times with the green tags and the following year, when we took over.
the last two years in band was soo fun lar.
haix.
oh jingwen was there also.
yanzhu was like askin me, "whoa you come back specially just to get the scores?"
then i was like, "yea.."
jingwen, "cz someone refused to pass it to her on that day mar!"
jiaying, "aiya, i had to go home lar!"
haha.
cz teachers day that day, when i went back,
i met jiaying on the way in cz they were on their way out lar.
haha.
so cute lar the jnrs.
miss those super crappin sessions w my jnrs.
we all cried on syf didnt we?
haha.
jumpin at SCH there, then the person still announce say, "chij st nicholas girls, pls stop jumping and be careful. you might fall off."
sth lidat.
hahah!
haix.
then when i left st nicks, i gave kok a call cz i wanted to get the keys frm him.
dont want to bring the original scores, walkin all over the place.
i lose them then i die.
so walk walk walk, then i met engseng again.
haha.
wanted to leave the scores at his house, but was thinkin, since i need to get my instru some more mar.
so may as well just go get the keys frm kok.
originally kok wanted to come over to srngn mrt de.
then i was like, "nvm lar, i just go over."
so yea. over i went to potong pasir.
got the keys frm kok then i went back to sch.
cz it was 1.15pm le.
my lesson at 1.45pm mar.
took the train, walked to sch.
when i walked into the sch, i met mj!
her lesson just finish wor.
then in front of me was her ccs frens.
you know, peifen, connie, justin, weebeng they all lar.
she saw them first, but when she was abt to talk to them, she saw me.
so she diverted her attention to me and she was like, "gloooriaaa~~!"
haha.
and she walked towards me.
then her ccs frens were like, "whoa the bandito very nice to eat leh. mj you wont have it hor."
"no lar. mj will treat us later yea?"
"haha. yar yar. mj you treat us later hor?"
then mj was like, "what what? huh?"
peifen replied, "whoa mj you best arh. just now you were very nice to us hor."
hahah.
then mj was still confused.
ahha.
so cute lar you!
blur sotong.
haha.
then we walked to the atrium (cz i need to pass my differentiation and its apps to rice who was at the atrium mar), tellin each other abt our day so far.
when we saw him, we realised that he cut his hair.
haha.
he looks neater lar.
like orientation that time.
actually, he looks the same everytime he cuts his hair.
haha.
and i realised that he just cut his hair orientation that time.
saw that in the OG photos that we took.
haha.
anws, went for the 1 1/2 hour phys lesson aftwards.
it was ZzzzZzz.
i slpt abit, then talked crap, then my mind drifted away, then slpt.
mr khoo also scolded ppl tday.
ohwels.
aft lesson then i went to get my horn.
xinrong saw me and she was like, "ayye you whole day (zheng3 tian1)band one arh? arent you tired of it? (in chi)"
-_-"
then i was like, "where got! i came to take my instru only mar!"
orh when i left the LT, wanteng was also like, "gg for band arh?"
"eh? for what?! tday no band!"
wahlao!
now everyone associates band with me.
mans.
maybe i visit the band room too much le.
i shldnt frequent the band room.
ohwels.
went home aft that.
went to slp arh.
cz was dead tired.
runnin around to so many places, completing task aft task.
hope i din leave anything out.
then i din sleep too well last night also.
cz i had a nightmare in the morning.
er..
morning.. nightmare.
hms. contradicts.
but ohwels!
you get what i mean.
haha.
anws, it was so scaree that i dont wna talk abt it anymore.
but i was cryin..
:/
okay.
i sound like a baby now.
:'(
so i woke up at 7am, when i slpt at 2am the prev night, then i went to eat breakfast.
calmed down abit.
then at 7.45am, i cannot take it le.
cz super tired.
then i went to slp again.
woke up at 10am.
this time, i had a dream.
haha.
okay.
dont be crap.
i shant talk so much rubbish here.
hms.
germaine stayin over at my house tday.
cz aunty leekiau and uncle daniel got some camp thing.
ohwels.
shes damn cute lar.
she keep walkin all over the house cz she just learnt how to walk.
then she keep saying, "mum mum." cz she wna eat mar.
"ba ba" when she calls my dad. haha.
she says "ba ba" also, when she watches barney.
haha.
sooo cute.
then she will come over and hold my hand, pull me and make me walk all over the house with her.
haha.
but hor, at like 7 plus lidat, she walked to the door there then she was like, "ma ma!"
then she pointed at the door.
oh mans!
she knows that its time to go home le!
sooooooo sad!
cz normally she go home at this time one mar..
but her parents not coming tday wor!
ahh!
sooo cute lar she.
then we had to use other stuff to divert her attention.
i took out my horn and played for her.
play like, twinkle twinkle little star.
then she was dancing to it lar.
haha.
she pulled my horn towards herself and wanted to put the mouthpiece into her mouth lar!
haha.
sooo cute.
had to stop her.
but tmr will be the last day that my mum is babysittin her le..
mans.
so sad.
:(
will miss this little girl.
put her photo as my phone cover pic lar!
soo cute.
haha.
okok.
hms..
ayye kok!
cont to reply msgs kay!
haha.
tmr meetin regi early in the morn to pass her the band room keys.
so il better get gg and study so i can slp early and get up early tmr.
:D
ganbatte ne!
I AM NOT GNA SLACKEN OFF!
haha.
jya ne..
Sunday, September 03, 2006 8:48 PM
HAIX.
now both my comps cant upload photos frm my phone to the comp.
HOW?!
whats wrong arh?
the error msg says, "the software you are installin has not passed Windows Logo testin to verify its compatibility with windows XP."
anyone any idea what is happenin?
this happens to both my comps leh.
wahlao.
sian-ded.
anws, went to the SAF open house.
damn cool lar.
the air planes and everything.
WHOOOOOOAA~~
mans..
make me wna become a pilot also.
haha.
but my height not up to it.
ehhh.
i took lotsa pics..
but haix.
dont know whats up with the program.
cant upload.
ohwels.
but it was really super cool.
hahha.
imagine i go for the SAF open house again 2 years later.
then il see some guys that i know there!
haha.
so fun lar, going for army.
=X
whoops.
haha.
better not say anymore if not the guys will come and whack me.
hms.
alrite.
think il put the pics that i uploaded last time.
linda and me
me and hanxuan
adam and me
zhenghui and me
me and li ling!
haha.
promised that il upload my ypsb jnrs' pics right!
orh, BUT.
I FORGOT TO TAKE PICS WITH AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!
amanda WHY?!
hahah.
il take with you another day!
haha.
0624's donation cans for weighin on national day!
whoa that crap day.
haha.
the cans look impressive right!
but only 2 kg plsu only.
ahhaa.
think rice's class got 6kg plus arh.
if i rmb correctly.
wahlao.
haha.
yea mans.
xinrong and sunyu on the mrt to farrer park if i rmb correctly.
haha.
haha! me and huiyee look like little kids here lar.
mans.
if my hand hadnt shook, then the pic wld be quite nice.
haha.
the cute and bigg donation stickers.
think this is quite alot for an entry.
i shall stop.
haha.
cont uploadin another time.
hopefully by then i can get the pics out of my phone.
hms.
hope it doesnt get worst..
maybe it had been dragged too long.
then it gets worst by the day.
feelins turn sour..
then it turns bitter.
soon it will turn to spicy and hot.
and things will start to burn.
explosion might just occur.
yea? dont you think so?
hms.
im not sure.
i cant tell the future.
and, think we are so inefficient.
think we had just gotten into deep trouble.
cz of our, yea, inefficiency.
wels.
its not up to me to decide what to do ba.
hms.
jiayou to you who is tryin to retrive your memory!
take your time and dont let anyone affect you or give you stress!
haha.
alrites.
time to go bathe.
gg back st nicks tmr to get big fun in the sun scores.
:D
the sch bells!
mata atode..
now both my comps cant upload photos frm my phone to the comp.
HOW?!
whats wrong arh?
the error msg says, "the software you are installin has not passed Windows Logo testin to verify its compatibility with windows XP."
anyone any idea what is happenin?
this happens to both my comps leh.
wahlao.
sian-ded.
anws, went to the SAF open house.
damn cool lar.
the air planes and everything.
WHOOOOOOAA~~
mans..
make me wna become a pilot also.
haha.
but my height not up to it.
ehhh.
i took lotsa pics..
but haix.
dont know whats up with the program.
cant upload.
ohwels.
but it was really super cool.
hahha.
imagine i go for the SAF open house again 2 years later.
then il see some guys that i know there!
haha.
so fun lar, going for army.
=X
whoops.
haha.
better not say anymore if not the guys will come and whack me.
hms.
alrite.
think il put the pics that i uploaded last time.
linda and me
me and hanxuan
adam and me
zhenghui and me
me and li ling!
haha.
promised that il upload my ypsb jnrs' pics right!
orh, BUT.
I FORGOT TO TAKE PICS WITH AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!
amanda WHY?!
hahah.
il take with you another day!
haha.
0624's donation cans for weighin on national day!
whoa that crap day.
haha.
the cans look impressive right!
but only 2 kg plsu only.
ahhaa.
think rice's class got 6kg plus arh.
if i rmb correctly.
wahlao.
haha.
yea mans.
xinrong and sunyu on the mrt to farrer park if i rmb correctly.
haha.
haha! me and huiyee look like little kids here lar.
mans.
if my hand hadnt shook, then the pic wld be quite nice.
haha.
the cute and bigg donation stickers.
think this is quite alot for an entry.
i shall stop.
haha.
cont uploadin another time.
hopefully by then i can get the pics out of my phone.
hms.
hope it doesnt get worst..
maybe it had been dragged too long.
then it gets worst by the day.
feelins turn sour..
then it turns bitter.
soon it will turn to spicy and hot.
and things will start to burn.
explosion might just occur.
yea? dont you think so?
hms.
im not sure.
i cant tell the future.
and, think we are so inefficient.
think we had just gotten into deep trouble.
cz of our, yea, inefficiency.
wels.
its not up to me to decide what to do ba.
hms.
jiayou to you who is tryin to retrive your memory!
take your time and dont let anyone affect you or give you stress!
haha.
alrites.
time to go bathe.
gg back st nicks tmr to get big fun in the sun scores.
:D
the sch bells!
mata atode..
Saturday, September 02, 2006 5:26 PM
i made progress in cleaning up my room!
haha.
i am tryin to reorganise my life mans.
i even went to calculate the percentage that i have to get for my promos and pasted it on the wall.
hms.
i cant slack off now.
i cant afford to.
giving myself stress so that i will force myself to work.
anws, i got a lot of photos that i wna upload lar.
but i keep using my laptop recently.
then my phone cant transfer photos to my laptop de.
wahlao.
tsk!
then i have to do it at my comp which is damn slow.
haix.
ohwels.
maybe il have an entry whereby il throw all my pics in.
haha.
hms.
ytd had youth meeting.
eh was rather shocked cz uncle eng yong came to share.
i wld rather call it "preach".
wahlao.
haha.
mans, i feel sad for him cz he is always doing those unneccesary stuff?
then keep suckin up to pastor?
its like, i dont know leh, erms, redundant?
thru-out the meeting, i almst laughed out loud lar.
mans.
ok i know im evil, but really arh, his actions are all super redundant.
not that what he did was wrong, so.. -shruggs-
haha.
alrites.
then daniel fetched us to meet our parents at the main church coffee shop there.
wahlao!
nv sit uncle hong choon's car before, din know how his car was like.
then now daniel can use the car cz uncle hong choon is overseas mar.
so cool lar the car.
so fun to play with!
haha.
alrites.
angeline and aunty claudia was there for the chi dept service!
so they were there with my parents and a few other ppl lar.
ahaha.
talked abit lar.
hms.
how come samuel nv come.
ahha.
very long nv see him le leh!
wna go his concerts soon.
now he upgrade frm playing solos on the trmpt to CONDUCTING!
pro arh you, samuel!
haha.
but really veh long nv talk to him le.
study hard in nafa hor!
haha.
hms.
tday woke up late wor.
at 8.30am.
then kok called me.
cz i was supposed to meet them in sch at 8 to get my horn.
!!!
i din pick up cz was in the toilet.
then when i called him back, he was like,
"just woke up right!"
=X
whoops.
sorry kok!
is it just me or did you sound pist off over the phone?
://
sorry kokwey!!!
paisehs lar.
really really.
:/
then now see if they will go back to sch aft their master class with TOKYO KOSEI and some other pro pro ppl.
haha.
maybe il go back later to get my instru.
wahlao.
feel so paiseh.
haha.
i suck at my instru lar.
i think i in the section like no use de.
hehs.
ohwels.
hms, i dont know if there is hope for me to be promoted?
cz its like, i feel that i cant pass.
really.
for promos i need to get Cs and Es leh.
haix.
what if im the lousiest person in sch arh?
what if i calculate wrongly then im supposed to get As and Bs for me to pass my promos?
:/
dies.
how how?
haix.
chest just asked me whether wna form study grp.
hope this is concrete ba.
i thot the prev one would work..
well, due to unforeseen circumstances i guess.
is inevitable, cannot be helped.
hms.
hope this one works.
okayy.
i need to go off and do my GP hols hw le.
whoosh.
gna complete cleaning my room le!
and grace just sent me this song called "the extra mile".
search for this song for very long le!
nice song.
:D
reminds me of level camp that time.
haha.
alrites..
i miss the st nicks sch bells so much!
*sings* "showers of blessing, showers of blessing we need! mercy drops round us are falling, but for the showers we plead!"
mata ne..
haha.
i am tryin to reorganise my life mans.
i even went to calculate the percentage that i have to get for my promos and pasted it on the wall.
hms.
i cant slack off now.
i cant afford to.
giving myself stress so that i will force myself to work.
anws, i got a lot of photos that i wna upload lar.
but i keep using my laptop recently.
then my phone cant transfer photos to my laptop de.
wahlao.
tsk!
then i have to do it at my comp which is damn slow.
haix.
ohwels.
maybe il have an entry whereby il throw all my pics in.
haha.
hms.
ytd had youth meeting.
eh was rather shocked cz uncle eng yong came to share.
i wld rather call it "preach".
wahlao.
haha.
mans, i feel sad for him cz he is always doing those unneccesary stuff?
then keep suckin up to pastor?
its like, i dont know leh, erms, redundant?
thru-out the meeting, i almst laughed out loud lar.
mans.
ok i know im evil, but really arh, his actions are all super redundant.
not that what he did was wrong, so.. -shruggs-
haha.
alrites.
then daniel fetched us to meet our parents at the main church coffee shop there.
wahlao!
nv sit uncle hong choon's car before, din know how his car was like.
then now daniel can use the car cz uncle hong choon is overseas mar.
so cool lar the car.
so fun to play with!
haha.
alrites.
angeline and aunty claudia was there for the chi dept service!
so they were there with my parents and a few other ppl lar.
ahaha.
talked abit lar.
hms.
how come samuel nv come.
ahha.
very long nv see him le leh!
wna go his concerts soon.
now he upgrade frm playing solos on the trmpt to CONDUCTING!
pro arh you, samuel!
haha.
but really veh long nv talk to him le.
study hard in nafa hor!
haha.
hms.
tday woke up late wor.
at 8.30am.
then kok called me.
cz i was supposed to meet them in sch at 8 to get my horn.
!!!
i din pick up cz was in the toilet.
then when i called him back, he was like,
"just woke up right!"
=X
whoops.
sorry kok!
is it just me or did you sound pist off over the phone?
://
sorry kokwey!!!
paisehs lar.
really really.
:/
then now see if they will go back to sch aft their master class with TOKYO KOSEI and some other pro pro ppl.
haha.
maybe il go back later to get my instru.
wahlao.
feel so paiseh.
haha.
i suck at my instru lar.
i think i in the section like no use de.
hehs.
ohwels.
hms, i dont know if there is hope for me to be promoted?
cz its like, i feel that i cant pass.
really.
for promos i need to get Cs and Es leh.
haix.
what if im the lousiest person in sch arh?
what if i calculate wrongly then im supposed to get As and Bs for me to pass my promos?
:/
dies.
how how?
haix.
chest just asked me whether wna form study grp.
hope this is concrete ba.
i thot the prev one would work..
well, due to unforeseen circumstances i guess.
is inevitable, cannot be helped.
hms.
hope this one works.
okayy.
i need to go off and do my GP hols hw le.
whoosh.
gna complete cleaning my room le!
and grace just sent me this song called "the extra mile".
search for this song for very long le!
nice song.
:D
reminds me of level camp that time.
haha.
alrites..
i miss the st nicks sch bells so much!
*sings* "showers of blessing, showers of blessing we need! mercy drops round us are falling, but for the showers we plead!"
mata ne..
Friday, September 01, 2006 6:29 PM
haha.
im on a project.
to tag all the boards of those whom i linked to my blog.
(when im supposed to be studying)
hahaa.
so if you havent got it yet, ps arh.
il go soon.
ahahha.
okok.
hms.
tday is teachers day.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
and THE LONGGGG AWAITED HOLS ARE FINALLY HERE.
yay!
ahaha.
ytd hor.
supposed to have picnic right.
then it was raining like mad for the whole day.
ahha.
then we were in the hall instead.
hms.
had all the celebrations lar.
performances.
got mr joel loo and lin zhong yan lao shi!
wahlao!
two of them hor!
one cute guy and one pretty girl.
haha.
singin love songs wor.
haha
but hor, heard that joel loo gettin married le, and lin zhong yan is mr lawrence's gf.
haha.
isit?
anws,
lin zhong yan is sooooooooooooooooo freaking pretty!
haha.
soooo cute lar, she.
and mr loo hor, think he shld stop wearin t-shirt and shorts aft ytd.
haha.
then had the jazz band thingy.
whoa, mrs ivay lim was like, super good.
ahha.
i really like her playin lar!
she's like, super cool lar!
haha.
okok.
then the "rhythmics" thing.
haha.
whoa, at first hor, saw kok up there.
then i was like, whoa he act cool up there lar!
haha.
but aft a while arh.
i realise that he wasnt even lookin up.
staring at his pail all the way lar.
with the cap covering more than half his face.
haha.
tryin to hide his face lar!
hahah.
then aftwards, saw him again and he admitted it.
hahaha.
lousy lar you.
okok.
then the huang lao shi damn cute lar!
and i first time see mr foo so enthu.
ahha.
and oh yar!
mr yeo and one of his students were in the dress alike competition.
ahaha.
two of them hor, so farnie!
haha.
mans.
anws, mr neo looks bored on stage leh!
haha.
and and, i heard frm mj that mr neo was tearing on stage cz he was damn touched by his students?
whoooooooaaa..
mans.
and hor, that sun yu went crazy during their performance lar.
hahah.
and that sweat band, hor sunyu?
anws, aft sch i kena pangseh-ed by cai yilin lar.
ok lar.
act it was communication break down.
but its being ps still lor!
haha.
okok.
then hor, act wanted to borrow horn and go home de.
but called up a lot of ppl then they all tell me to go back.
so yea.
i went back.
saw soooo many ppl lar!
go back like see frens not see teachers one lor.
and some more, i went back only saw mrs hoo lar!
mr gan, AS USUAL, chiong home le.
ahah.
mans.
miss him loads.
haha.
"girl arh, understand anot? yes no yes no?"
haha.
anws, saw yilin, lirong, some 4J ppl, alot alot.
saw SHUE also!
ahaha.
ONG SHUE LI ARH YOU!
hahha.
she got bf wor.
she and her ahem, ming wei right!
still rmb sec 3 that time sabo them until like crazy.
thot nothing will happen wor.
now they meet again hwa chong.
mans, really got tgt.
HAHAHAHA.
SHUE LI YOU ARE THE BEST MANS.
haha.
and hor.
whoa she like power lar.
BAND PRESIDENT AGAIN RIGHT.
shue arh.
hahah.
you super lar.
really.
haha.
CONGRATS ARH!
:D:D
miss you loads!
hms.
aftwards, went out with 4J classmates.
suhui, ruijean, jasmine teh, christina, michelle chin, michelle d, cheryl, cinli.
yea mans.
haha.
so many VJ ppl lar.
wahlao.
haha.
supposed to go j8 (yes, j8 again) to watch movie lar.
that love wreck show that jas teh said was damn nice.
in the end nv, cz there dont have.
haha.
so we went to kfc and ate cheese fries and talked.
saw sooooo many ppl at j8 lar.
regi, phyllis, shiu kit, wingyan..
cant rmb le.
soo many ppl were at j8 lar.
we ate le, then went over to macs to buy ice cream then took NEOPRINTS!
arh i lost my old neoprints.
:(
those with my section and classmates de..
sadddddd.
anws, yea.
went home aft that.
surprisingly, we all like so long nv see each other.
we still got so many things to talk abt lar.
seriously crapped.
esp suhui and me arh.
haha.
mans.
miss all the times with her crappin and tellin super cold jokes!
and the inuyasha-crappin times!
haha.
mans.
still rmb that time sec4 was super stressed eh.
then we had this lame joke craze.
haha.
everyday come sch then yilin will ask for jokes.
then xiao ting will turn over and tell us SUPER SUPER LAME JOKES.
haha.
then mich d will also keep askin for jokes.
then adeline was like, frozen by us lar!
hahah.
oh yar.
and xiaoting with her j-pop craze!
keep askin me to translate those mags for her lar.
ahaa.
oh my.
all the memories.
it seemed like only ytd when i was there lar.
go there walk around like no need think lidat one lar.
haha.
haix.
hms.
only sad thing was that i din get to see mr gan.
ahah.
ohwels.
gg back again on mon to get scores.
whoosh.
got church later.
youth meeting.
ehhhh..
hms.
dont know how to feel.
with them again?
haix.
ok.
got to be off le.
:D
eh was cleaning my room until i gave up le.
keep sleepin also.
haha.
mans.
need to study soon.
not soon, NOW!
haha.
okok.
mata ne..
im on a project.
to tag all the boards of those whom i linked to my blog.
(when im supposed to be studying)
hahaa.
so if you havent got it yet, ps arh.
il go soon.
ahahha.
okok.
hms.
tday is teachers day.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
and THE LONGGGG AWAITED HOLS ARE FINALLY HERE.
yay!
ahaha.
ytd hor.
supposed to have picnic right.
then it was raining like mad for the whole day.
ahha.
then we were in the hall instead.
hms.
had all the celebrations lar.
performances.
got mr joel loo and lin zhong yan lao shi!
wahlao!
two of them hor!
one cute guy and one pretty girl.
haha.
singin love songs wor.
haha
but hor, heard that joel loo gettin married le, and lin zhong yan is mr lawrence's gf.
haha.
isit?
anws,
lin zhong yan is sooooooooooooooooo freaking pretty!
haha.
soooo cute lar, she.
and mr loo hor, think he shld stop wearin t-shirt and shorts aft ytd.
haha.
then had the jazz band thingy.
whoa, mrs ivay lim was like, super good.
ahha.
i really like her playin lar!
she's like, super cool lar!
haha.
okok.
then the "rhythmics" thing.
haha.
whoa, at first hor, saw kok up there.
then i was like, whoa he act cool up there lar!
haha.
but aft a while arh.
i realise that he wasnt even lookin up.
staring at his pail all the way lar.
with the cap covering more than half his face.
haha.
tryin to hide his face lar!
hahah.
then aftwards, saw him again and he admitted it.
hahaha.
lousy lar you.
okok.
then the huang lao shi damn cute lar!
and i first time see mr foo so enthu.
ahha.
and oh yar!
mr yeo and one of his students were in the dress alike competition.
ahaha.
two of them hor, so farnie!
haha.
mans.
anws, mr neo looks bored on stage leh!
haha.
and and, i heard frm mj that mr neo was tearing on stage cz he was damn touched by his students?
whoooooooaaa..
mans.
and hor, that sun yu went crazy during their performance lar.
hahah.
and that sweat band, hor sunyu?
anws, aft sch i kena pangseh-ed by cai yilin lar.
ok lar.
act it was communication break down.
but its being ps still lor!
haha.
okok.
then hor, act wanted to borrow horn and go home de.
but called up a lot of ppl then they all tell me to go back.
so yea.
i went back.
saw soooo many ppl lar!
go back like see frens not see teachers one lor.
and some more, i went back only saw mrs hoo lar!
mr gan, AS USUAL, chiong home le.
ahah.
mans.
miss him loads.
haha.
"girl arh, understand anot? yes no yes no?"
haha.
anws, saw yilin, lirong, some 4J ppl, alot alot.
saw SHUE also!
ahaha.
ONG SHUE LI ARH YOU!
hahha.
she got bf wor.
she and her ahem, ming wei right!
still rmb sec 3 that time sabo them until like crazy.
thot nothing will happen wor.
now they meet again hwa chong.
mans, really got tgt.
HAHAHAHA.
SHUE LI YOU ARE THE BEST MANS.
haha.
and hor.
whoa she like power lar.
BAND PRESIDENT AGAIN RIGHT.
shue arh.
hahah.
you super lar.
really.
haha.
CONGRATS ARH!
:D:D
miss you loads!
hms.
aftwards, went out with 4J classmates.
suhui, ruijean, jasmine teh, christina, michelle chin, michelle d, cheryl, cinli.
yea mans.
haha.
so many VJ ppl lar.
wahlao.
haha.
supposed to go j8 (yes, j8 again) to watch movie lar.
that love wreck show that jas teh said was damn nice.
in the end nv, cz there dont have.
haha.
so we went to kfc and ate cheese fries and talked.
saw sooooo many ppl at j8 lar.
regi, phyllis, shiu kit, wingyan..
cant rmb le.
soo many ppl were at j8 lar.
we ate le, then went over to macs to buy ice cream then took NEOPRINTS!
arh i lost my old neoprints.
:(
those with my section and classmates de..
sadddddd.
anws, yea.
went home aft that.
surprisingly, we all like so long nv see each other.
we still got so many things to talk abt lar.
seriously crapped.
esp suhui and me arh.
haha.
mans.
miss all the times with her crappin and tellin super cold jokes!
and the inuyasha-crappin times!
haha.
mans.
still rmb that time sec4 was super stressed eh.
then we had this lame joke craze.
haha.
everyday come sch then yilin will ask for jokes.
then xiao ting will turn over and tell us SUPER SUPER LAME JOKES.
haha.
then mich d will also keep askin for jokes.
then adeline was like, frozen by us lar!
hahah.
oh yar.
and xiaoting with her j-pop craze!
keep askin me to translate those mags for her lar.
ahaa.
oh my.
all the memories.
it seemed like only ytd when i was there lar.
go there walk around like no need think lidat one lar.
haha.
haix.
hms.
only sad thing was that i din get to see mr gan.
ahah.
ohwels.
gg back again on mon to get scores.
whoosh.
got church later.
youth meeting.
ehhhh..
hms.
dont know how to feel.
with them again?
haix.
ok.
got to be off le.
:D
eh was cleaning my room until i gave up le.
keep sleepin also.
haha.
mans.
need to study soon.
not soon, NOW!
haha.
okok.
mata ne..