sigh, i just came back frm msia.
and i did something drastic to my hair.
:/
yea got it rebonded cz cuzz david could do it for me.
nice one. haha.
i wonder if i made the right choice.

in any case, my week is going crazy again.
this coming week is week 6, wait till its week 7 and i am dead.
side note:
the fact that i will ultimately survive through it does not deny me of the rights to complain and the desire to hear words of encouragement and empathy.
hahah.
darn. i sure am direct.

which made me think about this...
even tho il be 21 in like one month's time,
i have yet to find the balance in life.
the balance with which i can live with for the rest of my life.
my tolerance level is low, and i cant stand it if ppl are damn anal about something.
and i wont make the effort to understand why that person is anal.
sigh.
i need to do something about my life.
gtg sleep.
lessons at 8, got to wake up at 6.
SIGHS.

mata ne..

yay my japanese blog is updated with its 2nd post at http://blog.nus.edu.sg/glors/
this time, its about "the singapore that is not found in guide books".
so basically, i wrote about singlish. which i made it sound quite funny.
and sensei told me ｢いいと思います」when she passed it back to me. haha.
i really hope i dont screw up my jap.

i had a very bad two weeks. the prev week was especially bad.
i slpt about 5, 6 hours everyday cz i couldnt finish my work, and i din have time to stop and rest anytime during the week.
as in, i din even have time to sit and stone for 5mins...
(which also indirectly implies that i hadnt been watching tegomasu's nor NEWS' vids recently)
it came to the extent that chris saw me so desperate when i was chionging my lab report and he offered to help me draw two graphs.
CHRIS IS SOOOOOOOOO NICE!!! THANKS CHRIS! :D:D:D
and also, at the same time, while i am damn busy and i really couldnt cope to the extent that i was calling for ppl to help me (cz i usually dont ask for help when i can do the stuff myself), i realise that some friends that i call "friends" really just dumped me and let me save myself.
cz they do not want to be involved in other ppl's affairs.
but does it hurt to help me?
i was really desperately in help cz i really couldnt cope anymore.
ohwels. you will only see your true friends when you are really in need.

thanks to exco for being understanding while im trying to cope..
and thanks to weiping for totally taking over the secretary job for me for band fest. haha.

wel, it was chinese new year and vday yesterday (points to clock).
i saw my FIRST NIECE for the first time!!
xinyuan is SOOOOOOOOOO tiny! :D
yayyyyyyyy i am 表姨 alr! (SOUNDS SUPREMELY OLD)

anw i signed up for crusade's gen12ii, mission trip to Japan.
i really want God's will to be done, and only God's will.
if He closes doors, im really fine with it. :D

i think i need alot of rest for the lack of rest last week.
ohwels~~
yay tmr no need go out! :D

mata ne..