Tuesday, September 29, 2009 9:33 PM
i am madnessly busy these days.
recess week just ended.
and midterms are up these two weeks..
i study org chem until i wna puke.
i feel so sick of it!
and tuitions are like madness cz the students are like having their exams soon.
and dacapo is coming up.
WAH MADNESS.
sigh i go back study le.
mata ne..
recess week just ended.
and midterms are up these two weeks..
i study org chem until i wna puke.
i feel so sick of it!
and tuitions are like madness cz the students are like having their exams soon.
and dacapo is coming up.
WAH MADNESS.
sigh i go back study le.
mata ne..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 12:15 AM
i didnt blog for so long, and suddenly now im like spamming.
i think its cz its recess week and i am free-r now so can blog more.
i just want to shout out that,
THERE IS THIS CERTAIN BASTARD IN MY LIFE THAT I WANT TO SCREAM AT AND KICK THE CHAIR AND THROW THINGS AT CZ OF THE WAY HE DOES HIS FREAKING JOB.
hello, ppl dont pick up responsibilities cz THEY WANT TO SHOW THE WORLD HOW GOOD THEY ARE.
and only when you think that way, ppl will be able to spot EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE that you make.
and everytime ppl spot your mistake, you will try to push the responsibility totally off yourself and put everything on others.
its cz YOU WANT TO TELL OTHERS THAT YOURE GOOD. thats why YOU CANT ACCEPT YOUR OWN FAULTS.
some more its not the grey area kind of faults.
its the OBVIOUSLY ITS WRONG kind of faults.
and STOP EXPLOITING MY FREE SMSES.
order me here and there BECAUSE i am HELPING you to do your work.
even better, i have ABSOLUTELY NO RESPONSIBILITY in whatever you are doing.
so shldnt you be grateful that i am actually NOT ignoring you amongst my business?
sigh. what is this?
what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this?!
life sucks..
Dear God, please help me..
mata ne..
i think its cz its recess week and i am free-r now so can blog more.
i just want to shout out that,
THERE IS THIS CERTAIN BASTARD IN MY LIFE THAT I WANT TO SCREAM AT AND KICK THE CHAIR AND THROW THINGS AT CZ OF THE WAY HE DOES HIS FREAKING JOB.
hello, ppl dont pick up responsibilities cz THEY WANT TO SHOW THE WORLD HOW GOOD THEY ARE.
and only when you think that way, ppl will be able to spot EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE that you make.
and everytime ppl spot your mistake, you will try to push the responsibility totally off yourself and put everything on others.
its cz YOU WANT TO TELL OTHERS THAT YOURE GOOD. thats why YOU CANT ACCEPT YOUR OWN FAULTS.
some more its not the grey area kind of faults.
its the OBVIOUSLY ITS WRONG kind of faults.
and STOP EXPLOITING MY FREE SMSES.
order me here and there BECAUSE i am HELPING you to do your work.
even better, i have ABSOLUTELY NO RESPONSIBILITY in whatever you are doing.
so shldnt you be grateful that i am actually NOT ignoring you amongst my business?
sigh. what is this?
what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this what is this?!
life sucks..
Dear God, please help me..
mata ne..
Monday, September 21, 2009 1:07 AM
i went to CNL todayy.
yea altho din plan to, but somehow decided at 9.30am so just went over lo.
hmm.. i dont think i can compete with her lar.
not that its a competition in the first place..
but i just think shes really the one il choose if i were the person.
altho both of us are only like 2 years apart,
shes like a grown adult and im still like some little kid.
zzzz.
sighs.. if you know what i mean..
in addition, i just slapped myself in the face that day some more. zzz.
anw, another matter.
yea i know its just a paper.
but i dont like the attitude that he gave me.
no apologies, and still hint me that im overreacting.
its not the paper, its the attitude that i dont like.
the paper is not that impt.
you were supposed to do the task for me and you just irresponsibly tell me that you dont have it and just pretend that nothing happened.
and youre not gna be responsible for it.
whether its impt or not its up to me to tell you wad.
where got you tell me de.
ANGRY.
aiya i see so many things nowdays until i really very very sian.
i shld pretend harder not to care and not to be bothered.
take a more laidback approach, somehow i think it will work.
anw, i leave it to God to guide me.
the Lord refreshes my soul and guides me in the things that i will face.
=)
and phantom rocks.
after watching the movie on tv just now, and also after playing it for beautiful sunday concert. =)
Think of me, think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me every so often -
promise me you'll try.
On that day that not so distant day
when you are far away and free,
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry -your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you . . .
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me with you, now and always . . .
promise me that all you say is true -
that's all I ask of you . . .
yay happiness =)
i pray for protection, healing and sustenance.
mata ne
yea altho din plan to, but somehow decided at 9.30am so just went over lo.
hmm.. i dont think i can compete with her lar.
not that its a competition in the first place..
but i just think shes really the one il choose if i were the person.
altho both of us are only like 2 years apart,
shes like a grown adult and im still like some little kid.
zzzz.
sighs.. if you know what i mean..
in addition, i just slapped myself in the face that day some more. zzz.
anw, another matter.
yea i know its just a paper.
but i dont like the attitude that he gave me.
no apologies, and still hint me that im overreacting.
its not the paper, its the attitude that i dont like.
the paper is not that impt.
you were supposed to do the task for me and you just irresponsibly tell me that you dont have it and just pretend that nothing happened.
and youre not gna be responsible for it.
whether its impt or not its up to me to tell you wad.
where got you tell me de.
ANGRY.
aiya i see so many things nowdays until i really very very sian.
i shld pretend harder not to care and not to be bothered.
take a more laidback approach, somehow i think it will work.
anw, i leave it to God to guide me.
the Lord refreshes my soul and guides me in the things that i will face.
=)
and phantom rocks.
after watching the movie on tv just now, and also after playing it for beautiful sunday concert. =)
Think of me, think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me every so often -
promise me you'll try.
On that day that not so distant day
when you are far away and free,
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry -your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you . . .
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me with you, now and always . . .
promise me that all you say is true -
that's all I ask of you . . .
yay happiness =)
i pray for protection, healing and sustenance.
mata ne
Saturday, September 19, 2009 11:54 PM
a few random things on my mind.
1) NUSWS had full house at esplanade on 13th Sept. :)
2) we din exactly play very well, tho i still loved the "all i ask of you" and "phantom of the opera" part of phantom.
3) i finally changed blogskin, but i anyhow le. cant be bothered.
4) i miss weixiang in band! :(
5) i can go CNL tmr but he is not online for me to ask!
6) i need to study and chiong all my chem.
7) recess week is finally here.
8) want to meet up with ppl like lirong and mj but i dont have the time!
9) hopes that someone forgets about the camp.
10) sick in the stomach cz of certain matters.
11) cant stand how busy her life is.
12) wants to rest!!
13) i havent bathe yet.
14) i want to set things straight.
15) wants to run away
16) i wished that i hadnt done certain stuffs.
17) wants to be zai at her studies :P
SIGHH. i hope the same scenario doesnt occur again.
Dear God,
please please DO NOT let it happen again.
mata ne..
1) NUSWS had full house at esplanade on 13th Sept. :)
2) we din exactly play very well, tho i still loved the "all i ask of you" and "phantom of the opera" part of phantom.
3) i finally changed blogskin, but i anyhow le. cant be bothered.
4) i miss weixiang in band! :(
5) i can go CNL tmr but he is not online for me to ask!
6) i need to study and chiong all my chem.
7) recess week is finally here.
8) want to meet up with ppl like lirong and mj but i dont have the time!
9) hopes that someone forgets about the camp.
10) sick in the stomach cz of certain matters.
11) cant stand how busy her life is.
12) wants to rest!!
13) i havent bathe yet.
14) i want to set things straight.
15) wants to run away
16) i wished that i hadnt done certain stuffs.
17) wants to be zai at her studies :P
SIGHH. i hope the same scenario doesnt occur again.
Dear God,
please please DO NOT let it happen again.
mata ne..
Sunday, September 13, 2009 12:36 AM
okay i know i havent blogged in a million years, and my blogskin is screwed, but i dont have time to change it so il do it another day when im free.
but this is impt so il blog first.
IM PERFORMING WITH NUSWS AT ESPLANADE TMR!
ohmygoodness.
so cool lar!!
being able to perform at esplanade is any performer's wish.
its like how a writer publishes her first book, or how a singaporean student manages to enter into cambridge university (yea shueli. zz)
its a significant milestone can! :P hahaha.
okay i know i ulu.
anw anw, pls come if you can.
i know this is abit late.
tmr esplanade concert at 3pm-4pm, event is Beautiful Sunday, theme is "Yesterday, Once More."
repertoire is west side story, 翼をください, phantom of the opera, hey jude, yesterday, in the miller's mood, an american in paris.
=D
PHANTOMMMMMM :DDDDDDDDD
okok. anw this is on esplanade's website and i thot its quite cool.
so i shall print screen and blog the photo before it goes off tmr. =)
OKAYY.
time to do all the concert stuffs.
hahhaa.
mata ne..
but this is impt so il blog first.
IM PERFORMING WITH NUSWS AT ESPLANADE TMR!
ohmygoodness.
so cool lar!!
being able to perform at esplanade is any performer's wish.
its like how a writer publishes her first book, or how a singaporean student manages to enter into cambridge university (yea shueli. zz)
its a significant milestone can! :P hahaha.
okay i know i ulu.
anw anw, pls come if you can.
i know this is abit late.
tmr esplanade concert at 3pm-4pm, event is Beautiful Sunday, theme is "Yesterday, Once More."
repertoire is west side story, 翼をください, phantom of the opera, hey jude, yesterday, in the miller's mood, an american in paris.
=D
PHANTOMMMMMM :DDDDDDDDD
okok. anw this is on esplanade's website and i thot its quite cool.
so i shall print screen and blog the photo before it goes off tmr. =)
OKAYY.
time to do all the concert stuffs.
hahhaa.
mata ne..