Wednesday, August 30, 2006 11:34 PM
ahhhhh!
i clumsily fell down tday.
on the escalator.
at j8.
underestimated the height of the step.
cz was rushin for time mar.
band gna start le.
then we 2.30 still at j8.
:/
so originally was with regi, shirley and meiying to buy mr b tan's teachers' day prez de.
but hor,
need to buy weechong and jiaheng's cakes so i went down to b1 to buy the cakes lar.
so on my way up, i fell.
then i cldnt walk lar.
leg became numb immediately.
no strength to walk.
then i cld feel the pain travelled to the surroundin area of the wound lar.
cz you know, the sharp sharp part of the escalator step rammed into my shin.
guess the cut had been pretty deep.
cz it is still bleedin now.
non-stop mans.
2pm plus all the way till now close to 12am le.
tho the cut may seem small, like one dot only.
but hor, bleed alot arh.
and the rate of bleedin had increased.
ahha.
then when i was bathin hor,
i knew it was gg to be damn painful.
but when water ran across my wound, din really feel much.
cz i think the pain of the wound itself outweighed the pain of runnin the water across the wound.
hhhaha.
okok.
i shall stop describing.
hms.
know what?
jap prelims was undescribable.
the first compre was hard.
i had to read it like 3, 4 times before i cld get a brief idea of the passage.
the second one was better ba.
i read it like once or twice then i knw what it was talkin abt.
compre wasnt easy.
the difficulty upgraded frm our pri sch eng style where you can just lift frm the passage, to our sec 4 eng style where we had to write in our own words.
and the ans were found all over the place.
its not just at one place le.
wahlao.
then there was this qn abt reflection.
whoaa..
and the compo hor.
two qns to choose frm.
(a) what are the things we can do to prevent global warming.
(b) what should singapore do to help the developing countries improve their situation (sth lidat).
in jap lar, of cz.
wahlao.
so difficult.
cz there was this word in the second qn tht i din know.
so i decided to do the first one.
i lacked alot of scientific terms ba.
like, carbon dioxide etc etc.
:/
and i found out aft the test, that i was most probably the only one who did that qn.
://
total got like, abt 12 of us lidat.
:///
then aft the first paper,
i felt super duper extremely drained lar.
whoa..
then had half an hour break.
listenin.
had this new component that we din even know about!
is like, "list the 3 reasons mentioned that sec sch kids dont slp.
(i)_____________________
(ii)_____________________
(iii)____________________"
oh wows.
fill in yourself.
NO TIME TO CATCH SOME ANS ARH!
cz there were abt 14 open ended qns for that listenin section 3.
mans.
wonderful.
haha.
ohwels.
aft the paper, the teachers were like, "tsukare sama (it had been tough on you)!"
haha.
yes indeed.
hms.
lived thru these 3 days without doing much at all.
wels.
at least its over.
tmr got teachers' day celebration.
oh yar!
i withdrew frm the junk jamz w teachers thing alr.
haha.
cz i keep havin alot of things then cannot go for the rehersal.
then mr neo told me, "ok lar.
il get a replacement for you."
then he told me to study hard.
whoaaaa.
stressed liao.
haha.
ohwels.
im glad its all over.
copied lotsa hw tday tho.
nah.
im gna catch up durin the hols.
tho im not sure if it will help..
but what can i do?
what ELSE can i do?
hms.
oh yea.
most probs not gg back st nicks tmr ba.
cz we all got a msg sayin that sch ends at 10am.
so we have to go back by 10am.
and sch ends at like, 12 plus for us isit?
whatever.
so if i were to really go back, then maybe is meet the 4justice ppl ba.
oh yea.
christina msged me just now lar.
told me got this class gatherin in st nicks 11am at the canteen.
haha.
dont know if im gg leh.
maybe joinin them late?
msged yilin but she nv reply.
shall decide tmr.
whoa, i no face go back to meet them lar.
results so shit.
then go back and realise that everyone had progressed while im in a worser situation than before.
:/
haix.
so failure.
hms.
alrites..
shld end here.
finally can slp in peace le.
overworked for the past one week.
haix.
mata ne..
i clumsily fell down tday.
on the escalator.
at j8.
underestimated the height of the step.
cz was rushin for time mar.
band gna start le.
then we 2.30 still at j8.
:/
so originally was with regi, shirley and meiying to buy mr b tan's teachers' day prez de.
but hor,
need to buy weechong and jiaheng's cakes so i went down to b1 to buy the cakes lar.
so on my way up, i fell.
then i cldnt walk lar.
leg became numb immediately.
no strength to walk.
then i cld feel the pain travelled to the surroundin area of the wound lar.
cz you know, the sharp sharp part of the escalator step rammed into my shin.
guess the cut had been pretty deep.
cz it is still bleedin now.
non-stop mans.
2pm plus all the way till now close to 12am le.
tho the cut may seem small, like one dot only.
but hor, bleed alot arh.
and the rate of bleedin had increased.
ahha.
then when i was bathin hor,
i knew it was gg to be damn painful.
but when water ran across my wound, din really feel much.
cz i think the pain of the wound itself outweighed the pain of runnin the water across the wound.
hhhaha.
okok.
i shall stop describing.
hms.
know what?
jap prelims was undescribable.
the first compre was hard.
i had to read it like 3, 4 times before i cld get a brief idea of the passage.
the second one was better ba.
i read it like once or twice then i knw what it was talkin abt.
compre wasnt easy.
the difficulty upgraded frm our pri sch eng style where you can just lift frm the passage, to our sec 4 eng style where we had to write in our own words.
and the ans were found all over the place.
its not just at one place le.
wahlao.
then there was this qn abt reflection.
whoaa..
and the compo hor.
two qns to choose frm.
(a) what are the things we can do to prevent global warming.
(b) what should singapore do to help the developing countries improve their situation (sth lidat).
in jap lar, of cz.
wahlao.
so difficult.
cz there was this word in the second qn tht i din know.
so i decided to do the first one.
i lacked alot of scientific terms ba.
like, carbon dioxide etc etc.
:/
and i found out aft the test, that i was most probably the only one who did that qn.
://
total got like, abt 12 of us lidat.
:///
then aft the first paper,
i felt super duper extremely drained lar.
whoa..
then had half an hour break.
listenin.
had this new component that we din even know about!
is like, "list the 3 reasons mentioned that sec sch kids dont slp.
(i)_____________________
(ii)_____________________
(iii)____________________"
oh wows.
fill in yourself.
NO TIME TO CATCH SOME ANS ARH!
cz there were abt 14 open ended qns for that listenin section 3.
mans.
wonderful.
haha.
ohwels.
aft the paper, the teachers were like, "tsukare sama (it had been tough on you)!"
haha.
yes indeed.
hms.
lived thru these 3 days without doing much at all.
wels.
at least its over.
tmr got teachers' day celebration.
oh yar!
i withdrew frm the junk jamz w teachers thing alr.
haha.
cz i keep havin alot of things then cannot go for the rehersal.
then mr neo told me, "ok lar.
il get a replacement for you."
then he told me to study hard.
whoaaaa.
stressed liao.
haha.
ohwels.
im glad its all over.
copied lotsa hw tday tho.
nah.
im gna catch up durin the hols.
tho im not sure if it will help..
but what can i do?
what ELSE can i do?
hms.
oh yea.
most probs not gg back st nicks tmr ba.
cz we all got a msg sayin that sch ends at 10am.
so we have to go back by 10am.
and sch ends at like, 12 plus for us isit?
whatever.
so if i were to really go back, then maybe is meet the 4justice ppl ba.
oh yea.
christina msged me just now lar.
told me got this class gatherin in st nicks 11am at the canteen.
haha.
dont know if im gg leh.
maybe joinin them late?
msged yilin but she nv reply.
shall decide tmr.
whoa, i no face go back to meet them lar.
results so shit.
then go back and realise that everyone had progressed while im in a worser situation than before.
:/
haix.
so failure.
hms.
alrites..
shld end here.
finally can slp in peace le.
overworked for the past one week.
haix.
mata ne..
Monday, August 28, 2006 9:39 PM
tday was just lidat lor.
think tday the sms system got prob arh.
we received the msg that ms yap sent to us last week again.
as in, the same msg sent to us last week was sent to us again tday, but it is not frm ms yap.
is this no. lar.
we call back also no one answer.
i received once wor.
ms yap received 10 plus times.
huiyu received 28 times.
and the winner is wanteng who received 130plus times.
whoaa.
luckily is the sms system got prob.
we were all thinkin like whos the psycho lar.
realised that when kok told me his classmates also kena.
but the msg they received was supposedly frm mr low.
the hp no. that sent them the msg was the same as ours tho.
this matter kept us rather busy for some time cz we were all damn worried abt whats happening.
huiyu even called singtel to ask.
then that person say
1. you call the police
2. we change your hp no. for you.
*sarcastic* quite helpful lar actually.
huiyu also called her fren who is a police lar.
mans.
so scaree.
ohwels.
at least thats sth to spice up our boring sch life.
eh.
tday bad day.
that poh arh.
she gave me 12.5 marks for my maths lecture test arh.
then she say she too lenient le.
so i dropped frm 12.5 to 6.5/30.
-shruggs-
am i numb to failing or am i numb to failing?
tday got maths make up lesson.
supposed to be OBT de.
then the smart poh wanted to save her face cz she told us that she can only push the test till tday.
so she was like, "eh class! are you all prepared for the test anot? not prepared then i push to aft the hols."
*sarcastic* oh wows! thats soooo damn nice of you, ms poh.
anws,
i din do my differentiation tutorial.
nah, i hardly do my tutorials.
cz i always got so many things to do?
ohwels.
then poh called me up to do this qn.
i din do mar, so i wanted to borrow huiyu or sunyu's paper.
then poh was like, "ayye you are supposed to present YOUR own ans leh!"
i said, "but i dont know how to do!"
aiya i know lar.
its is an excuse but its partially true wad.
anws, then she say, "ayye class! you all should encourage gloria to do her tutorials mar!"
i said, "but ms poh! im very busy recently leh! i got my jap papers! "
she said, "then you shld organise your time!
"but ms poh! my jap very impt leh! i got prelim paper tmr!"
"promos also impt mar!"
"my jap is TMR, ms poh."
she started half-mumbling, "see lar! who tell you to take jap arh? told you dont take jap le. you take jap then you must know how to cope."
"i am TRYING to! i got jap, i need to study that first!"
i looked away.
"gloria! do you know i am very worried for you?"
"YAR I KNOW."
then she went back to teachin.
at that point of time arh, i was super pist.
i was so upset, like i din know that i am not doing well.
then she had to come along and rub salt into my wound.
i know i am supposed to be able to cope cz i chose to take one more subj.
but its bcz I AM TRYIN AND NOT SUCCEEDIN thats why i produce such results right!
like i dont know what i am supposed to do.
and STOP TELLIN ME WHAT I SHLD HAVE OR SHLDNT HAVE DONE.
cz that is IN THE PAST.
i cant change what i alr did.
whats the point of tellin me what i shld or shldnt have done?
like it will help me to get better results lidat!
what i need now is NOT you tellin me what i shld have done in the past but what i can do NOW to help myself.
you are not doing that.
she is making me feel worst.
damns.
for the next half an hour i sat there starin at her teach, but was tryin to hold back my tears.
i really feel so screwed up.
i hadnt been passin.
really.
aft midyears, i only passed my econs paper one.
the rest i all failed.
even my gp.
by half a mark.
and i screwed up all my papers lar.
mine is not the borderline fail de.
mine is really the "fail" kind de.
what can i do?
what IS THERE FOR ME TO DO?
i feel so screwed up.
i dont think there is a way to bring me out of this.
i am gna retain.
die.
but i cant seem to accept the fact that that is gna happen to me.
being me, i wont allow these stuff to happen to myself de.
but it is inevitable.
isit?
i dont know.
i really dont know what to do.
jap paper tmr.
i really feel like ponnin sch.
what to do?
i haven been in a more screwed situation.
find some way to end all these..
damns.
mata..
think tday the sms system got prob arh.
we received the msg that ms yap sent to us last week again.
as in, the same msg sent to us last week was sent to us again tday, but it is not frm ms yap.
is this no. lar.
we call back also no one answer.
i received once wor.
ms yap received 10 plus times.
huiyu received 28 times.
and the winner is wanteng who received 130plus times.
whoaa.
luckily is the sms system got prob.
we were all thinkin like whos the psycho lar.
realised that when kok told me his classmates also kena.
but the msg they received was supposedly frm mr low.
the hp no. that sent them the msg was the same as ours tho.
this matter kept us rather busy for some time cz we were all damn worried abt whats happening.
huiyu even called singtel to ask.
then that person say
1. you call the police
2. we change your hp no. for you.
*sarcastic* quite helpful lar actually.
huiyu also called her fren who is a police lar.
mans.
so scaree.
ohwels.
at least thats sth to spice up our boring sch life.
eh.
tday bad day.
that poh arh.
she gave me 12.5 marks for my maths lecture test arh.
then she say she too lenient le.
so i dropped frm 12.5 to 6.5/30.
-shruggs-
am i numb to failing or am i numb to failing?
tday got maths make up lesson.
supposed to be OBT de.
then the smart poh wanted to save her face cz she told us that she can only push the test till tday.
so she was like, "eh class! are you all prepared for the test anot? not prepared then i push to aft the hols."
*sarcastic* oh wows! thats soooo damn nice of you, ms poh.
anws,
i din do my differentiation tutorial.
nah, i hardly do my tutorials.
cz i always got so many things to do?
ohwels.
then poh called me up to do this qn.
i din do mar, so i wanted to borrow huiyu or sunyu's paper.
then poh was like, "ayye you are supposed to present YOUR own ans leh!"
i said, "but i dont know how to do!"
aiya i know lar.
its is an excuse but its partially true wad.
anws, then she say, "ayye class! you all should encourage gloria to do her tutorials mar!"
i said, "but ms poh! im very busy recently leh! i got my jap papers! "
she said, "then you shld organise your time!
"but ms poh! my jap very impt leh! i got prelim paper tmr!"
"promos also impt mar!"
"my jap is TMR, ms poh."
she started half-mumbling, "see lar! who tell you to take jap arh? told you dont take jap le. you take jap then you must know how to cope."
"i am TRYING to! i got jap, i need to study that first!"
i looked away.
"gloria! do you know i am very worried for you?"
"YAR I KNOW."
then she went back to teachin.
at that point of time arh, i was super pist.
i was so upset, like i din know that i am not doing well.
then she had to come along and rub salt into my wound.
i know i am supposed to be able to cope cz i chose to take one more subj.
but its bcz I AM TRYIN AND NOT SUCCEEDIN thats why i produce such results right!
like i dont know what i am supposed to do.
and STOP TELLIN ME WHAT I SHLD HAVE OR SHLDNT HAVE DONE.
cz that is IN THE PAST.
i cant change what i alr did.
whats the point of tellin me what i shld or shldnt have done?
like it will help me to get better results lidat!
what i need now is NOT you tellin me what i shld have done in the past but what i can do NOW to help myself.
you are not doing that.
she is making me feel worst.
damns.
for the next half an hour i sat there starin at her teach, but was tryin to hold back my tears.
i really feel so screwed up.
i hadnt been passin.
really.
aft midyears, i only passed my econs paper one.
the rest i all failed.
even my gp.
by half a mark.
and i screwed up all my papers lar.
mine is not the borderline fail de.
mine is really the "fail" kind de.
what can i do?
what IS THERE FOR ME TO DO?
i feel so screwed up.
i dont think there is a way to bring me out of this.
i am gna retain.
die.
but i cant seem to accept the fact that that is gna happen to me.
being me, i wont allow these stuff to happen to myself de.
but it is inevitable.
isit?
i dont know.
i really dont know what to do.
jap paper tmr.
i really feel like ponnin sch.
what to do?
i haven been in a more screwed situation.
find some way to end all these..
damns.
mata..
Sunday, August 27, 2006 5:01 PM
i did my EOM since 26hours ago.
and i searched for my article for 13 hours.
damns.
maths tutorial and jap revision to go..
no one guessing what is the midi of my blog?
haha.
nv go church tday.
:/
mata ne..
and i searched for my article for 13 hours.
damns.
maths tutorial and jap revision to go..
no one guessing what is the midi of my blog?
haha.
nv go church tday.
:/
mata ne..
Saturday, August 26, 2006 4:20 PM
haha!
changed my blog midi.
nice right nice right!
anyone can guess what song is this?
hahaha.
il give you A PAT ON YOUR BACK if you guessed this correctly.
eh, kok guess le not counted.
haha.
i shall put the lyrics to this song on the right -->
the scrolling part there.
so that you all can go sing along.
ahhaa.
my part for WR down, EOM, maths and jap to go..
mata ne..
changed my blog midi.
nice right nice right!
anyone can guess what song is this?
hahaha.
il give you A PAT ON YOUR BACK if you guessed this correctly.
eh, kok guess le not counted.
haha.
i shall put the lyrics to this song on the right -->
the scrolling part there.
so that you all can go sing along.
ahhaa.
my part for WR down, EOM, maths and jap to go..
mata ne..
mans..
tiring week.
next week will be even worst.
damnits.
next mon - WR, EOM, maths vectors 8C OBT, chem remedial, jap listenin prac.
next tue - chem quiz, jap AO prelims
next wed - GP presentation
whoooaa.
how am i gna survive!?
damns.
talkin abt jap.
i got 49/90.
ok lar.
still got pass right?
haha.
but take a look at this.
yining, tricia - 86/90
marcus - 90/90.
STUPID MARCUS YOU! I AM SO GNA SLAM MY BOOKS IN YOUR FACE I TELL YOU ARH!
IDIOT GET SO HIGH FOR WHAT?!
hahahah.
wahlao.
mans.
he is damn power lar!
but this is too exaggerated liao lar!
his examiner was tan sensei some more.
wahlaos.
haha.
our h1 and h2 classes somehow gathered aft lesson mar.
then deborah told us abt his oral.
all of us there, abt 14 ppl arh.
ALL OF US ALMST DIED AT THE SAME TIME.
anws, went with deb and her classmates to buy prez for their senseis.
ono sensei and suzuki sensei right?
haha.
yupps.
with 3 other guys lar.
went walkin around.
but hor, 3 guys 2 girls hor.
we only got 10 bucks on us in total.
haha.
cz marcus and me no money at all.
haha.
okok.
hms.
went home.
took train then deb and me dropped off at yck.
took bus 70 and the two of us were happily watchin crime watch on tv mobile.
some how there was this bad smell.
like got some engine carbon monoxide smell or sth.
then i wanted to tell deb.
so i turned and said, "how come so smelly?"
the moment i finished my sentence,
SMOKE STARTED COMIN OUT FROM NEXT TO DEBORAH UNDER OUR SEATS!!!!!!!!!
hahahha!
oh my goodness!!!
scareeee!!!
hahha.
everyone started gettin off the bus lar!
so farnie lar.
in the end deb and me took 163 home.
haha.
mans!
interestin in a way lar.
haha.
oh yes.
i shall rant abt wed and thurs.
wed had band prac right.
junhao and me came up with this unintentional joke!
haha.
ok, heres how it goes.
we tried out some german score.
then when the score came, junhao said, "the germans dont like the horns."
he meant that the score was damn shit for the horns part lar.
then i thot he was tryin to tell me sth.
so i said, "why?"
then junhao nv reply me.
so i added, "cz we are french?"
sudd, junhao started laughin like hell lar.
haha.
i thot what lar.
then i realised that he din plan for that to happen.
hahah.
so it became a joke and junhao told mr b tan abt the joke.
mr b tan was like super -_-"
haha.
then mr b tan said, "why not the english? why the french?"
i also dont know why, then i said, "cz the english got the english horn, then the french got the french horn, then germans dont have mar. no german horns."
haha!
i know i know.
so no link to the prev qn.
but it was so super random that i even felt that the "joke" was super cold.
haha.
then a gust of cold wind blew across the band room.
-freezes-
haha.
so lame lar.
diao diao diao.
okok.
jap oral was on thurs lar.
went there and saw that baoxian they all there alr.
so sat with them.
until like, 2.15pm le then we went up to classroom.
cz our thing was at 2.30 mar.
then arranged the chairs a little, sat down.
first up, baoxian.
whoa. that was quick.
next, me.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then i realised on that day itself that im supposed to really memorise everything.
damnits.
abit too late to do anything at that point of time so i just tried my best ba.
when it was my turn, i sat down in front of the two sensei.
ono sensei and the other one lar.
then the other sensei asked me if i rmb.
then i said, "chotto (a little)".
sensei, "chotto!?"
me, "ah. hanbun desu (half)."
so sensei was like, hmms.
and i started.
the beginnin was okay cz i more familiar with the beginnin so can rmb more.
but the end hor.
i keep lookin at the paper lar.
then ono sensei tried to hint to me not to look so much at the paper.
!
haha.
so sensei started off with the qns abt my speech.
first one was, "what do you think is the most important good point?"
so i talked then the teachers expanded the topic with their qns.
when i got stuck real bad once, then ono sensei just, "ehh" and she asked me another qn le.
ahaha.
mans.
then it was the general qns lar.
"shorai, nani ga benkyoushitai desu ka. (what do you want to study in the future?)"
then at that point of time, i cldnt think of any other subj except the one that just popped up in my head, so "kagaku desu. (science)"
like what the hell lar.
so ironic cz i failed my phys like shit.
haha.
then sensei asked me what i wna become when i decided to study this subj.
same thing, i cant rmb what scientist is called then i just said, "sensei ni naritai desu.(i want to become a teacher)"
haha.
sensei was like "hontou (really?!) ?!"
then her tone was like, in disbelief cz il bet everyone said that lar.
fmr sec one all the way to sec four.
"what you wna become?"
"orh, teacher."
it becomes a super cliched ans lar.
stupid and brainless ans.
hahaha.
then i j1 le still use this.
mans.
dead.
no wonder i just passed my content part of the oral and failed for the variety of grammer and vocab part.
haha.
so sensei went on to expand on the topic and asked me who was my fav teacher and whether being a teacher was easy or hard.
haha.
ohwels.
when i came out, it was just lidat lor.
haha.
aiya.
at least i passed lar.
=X
just prelims right!
so not much worries!
haha.
il do better for As!
hms
think might be takin JLPT 2 this year.
mans.
can i make it anot?
i lidat quite screwed leh.
still want to take JLPT 2.
haha.
i cant believe myself.
haha.
okok.
time to go off and start typin my survey analysis.
later kena again.
haix.
i really hate PW.
ohh yea.
shi! damn scandalous hor!
haha.
wahlao.
idiot lar you.
haha.
okok.
mata ne..
tiring week.
next week will be even worst.
damnits.
next mon - WR, EOM, maths vectors 8C OBT, chem remedial, jap listenin prac.
next tue - chem quiz, jap AO prelims
next wed - GP presentation
whoooaa.
how am i gna survive!?
damns.
talkin abt jap.
i got 49/90.
ok lar.
still got pass right?
haha.
but take a look at this.
yining, tricia - 86/90
marcus - 90/90.
STUPID MARCUS YOU! I AM SO GNA SLAM MY BOOKS IN YOUR FACE I TELL YOU ARH!
IDIOT GET SO HIGH FOR WHAT?!
hahahah.
wahlao.
mans.
he is damn power lar!
but this is too exaggerated liao lar!
his examiner was tan sensei some more.
wahlaos.
haha.
our h1 and h2 classes somehow gathered aft lesson mar.
then deborah told us abt his oral.
all of us there, abt 14 ppl arh.
ALL OF US ALMST DIED AT THE SAME TIME.
anws, went with deb and her classmates to buy prez for their senseis.
ono sensei and suzuki sensei right?
haha.
yupps.
with 3 other guys lar.
went walkin around.
but hor, 3 guys 2 girls hor.
we only got 10 bucks on us in total.
haha.
cz marcus and me no money at all.
haha.
okok.
hms.
went home.
took train then deb and me dropped off at yck.
took bus 70 and the two of us were happily watchin crime watch on tv mobile.
some how there was this bad smell.
like got some engine carbon monoxide smell or sth.
then i wanted to tell deb.
so i turned and said, "how come so smelly?"
the moment i finished my sentence,
SMOKE STARTED COMIN OUT FROM NEXT TO DEBORAH UNDER OUR SEATS!!!!!!!!!
hahahha!
oh my goodness!!!
scareeee!!!
hahha.
everyone started gettin off the bus lar!
so farnie lar.
in the end deb and me took 163 home.
haha.
mans!
interestin in a way lar.
haha.
oh yes.
i shall rant abt wed and thurs.
wed had band prac right.
junhao and me came up with this unintentional joke!
haha.
ok, heres how it goes.
we tried out some german score.
then when the score came, junhao said, "the germans dont like the horns."
he meant that the score was damn shit for the horns part lar.
then i thot he was tryin to tell me sth.
so i said, "why?"
then junhao nv reply me.
so i added, "cz we are french?"
sudd, junhao started laughin like hell lar.
haha.
i thot what lar.
then i realised that he din plan for that to happen.
hahah.
so it became a joke and junhao told mr b tan abt the joke.
mr b tan was like super -_-"
haha.
then mr b tan said, "why not the english? why the french?"
i also dont know why, then i said, "cz the english got the english horn, then the french got the french horn, then germans dont have mar. no german horns."
haha!
i know i know.
so no link to the prev qn.
but it was so super random that i even felt that the "joke" was super cold.
haha.
then a gust of cold wind blew across the band room.
-freezes-
haha.
so lame lar.
diao diao diao.
okok.
jap oral was on thurs lar.
went there and saw that baoxian they all there alr.
so sat with them.
until like, 2.15pm le then we went up to classroom.
cz our thing was at 2.30 mar.
then arranged the chairs a little, sat down.
first up, baoxian.
whoa. that was quick.
next, me.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then i realised on that day itself that im supposed to really memorise everything.
damnits.
abit too late to do anything at that point of time so i just tried my best ba.
when it was my turn, i sat down in front of the two sensei.
ono sensei and the other one lar.
then the other sensei asked me if i rmb.
then i said, "chotto (a little)".
sensei, "chotto!?"
me, "ah. hanbun desu (half)."
so sensei was like, hmms.
and i started.
the beginnin was okay cz i more familiar with the beginnin so can rmb more.
but the end hor.
i keep lookin at the paper lar.
then ono sensei tried to hint to me not to look so much at the paper.
!
haha.
so sensei started off with the qns abt my speech.
first one was, "what do you think is the most important good point?"
so i talked then the teachers expanded the topic with their qns.
when i got stuck real bad once, then ono sensei just, "ehh" and she asked me another qn le.
ahaha.
mans.
then it was the general qns lar.
"shorai, nani ga benkyoushitai desu ka. (what do you want to study in the future?)"
then at that point of time, i cldnt think of any other subj except the one that just popped up in my head, so "kagaku desu. (science)"
like what the hell lar.
so ironic cz i failed my phys like shit.
haha.
then sensei asked me what i wna become when i decided to study this subj.
same thing, i cant rmb what scientist is called then i just said, "sensei ni naritai desu.(i want to become a teacher)"
haha.
sensei was like "hontou (really?!) ?!"
then her tone was like, in disbelief cz il bet everyone said that lar.
fmr sec one all the way to sec four.
"what you wna become?"
"orh, teacher."
it becomes a super cliched ans lar.
stupid and brainless ans.
hahaha.
then i j1 le still use this.
mans.
dead.
no wonder i just passed my content part of the oral and failed for the variety of grammer and vocab part.
haha.
so sensei went on to expand on the topic and asked me who was my fav teacher and whether being a teacher was easy or hard.
haha.
ohwels.
when i came out, it was just lidat lor.
haha.
aiya.
at least i passed lar.
=X
just prelims right!
so not much worries!
haha.
il do better for As!
hms
think might be takin JLPT 2 this year.
mans.
can i make it anot?
i lidat quite screwed leh.
still want to take JLPT 2.
haha.
i cant believe myself.
haha.
okok.
time to go off and start typin my survey analysis.
later kena again.
haix.
i really hate PW.
ohh yea.
shi! damn scandalous hor!
haha.
wahlao.
idiot lar you.
haha.
okok.
mata ne..
Thursday, August 24, 2006 10:39 PM
no time to blogg!!
im deadddd.
so many things to do.
il come back another day.
will blog abt this unintentional joke that junhao and me made!
haha.
so farnie!
okok.
and my jap oral was..
://
stuttered like crap lar.
il talk abt everything another day!
another day!
ahhaha.
okok.
at the beginning
with you
mata ne..
im deadddd.
so many things to do.
il come back another day.
will blog abt this unintentional joke that junhao and me made!
haha.
so farnie!
okok.
and my jap oral was..
://
stuttered like crap lar.
il talk abt everything another day!
another day!
ahhaha.
okok.
at the beginning
with you
mata ne..
Monday, August 21, 2006 11:09 PM
went for night study tday.
was studyin w shi, yongde, chest, yuxi.
thot chuan xin wld join us de.
but hor, she studied with her classmates instead.
ohwels.
we ate instant noodles leh.
haha.
cz we all broke le.
kope frm the band room the national day ones.
haha.
anws, yea.
tday we all quite hardworkin ba.
really got study wor.
eh!
had to help the teachers do their teachers' day item?!
i dont want!
i wna study for jap lar!
no time le!
shit mans.
find some one to throw the job to.
but if i do that hor, mr neo will come after me sia..
haix.
made an amazing discovery tday.
MRS IVAY LIM PLAYS THE TROMBONE!!
hahah.
and her playing not bad somemore.
:D
wna catch her for our next year's syf.
haha.
dont know can anot.
haha.
anws, stayed tday till 9.15pm lidat.
when i was coming home, this guy and this lady got off at the same LRT station as me wor.
then there was this two routes for walkin to my house mar.
one is the shortcut way where you cut across the grass de.
the other is the normal walk on concrete path that one lar.
longer than the other one.
i mean like, duh.
haha.
okok.
anws, i walked on the concrete path and the guy and lady walked the shortcut way.
they seem like they dont know each other de wor.
then sudd the lady started runnin while she was halfway across the field.
i was like, huh?
the guy started runnin after her.
HUH?!?!
the lady ran for quite a distance some more.
the guy gave up aft a while, then the lady stopped runnin also.
then she ran across the road and the guy also.
she walked abit, then the guy stopped.
she ran after a while then the guy also.
but the guy gave up in the end and he stopped.
i heard the lady's court shoes all the way until she turned round the corner then the sound of her court shoes faded off.
the guy was following behind.
HUH?!?!?
then i was walkin the longer route all the way then i was starin at the two of them running and stoppin then runnin again.
i was like, what the hell?
haha.
a few possibilites.
the two of them were playin with each other.
which is pretty impossible, cz the lady din turn back and look at him AT ALL.
maybe the guy was her stalker.
eh, sounds familiar.
anws, but it doesnt really seem that way cz the lady was behind him and she started runnin first.
or maybe, it is because the lady had to rush home and she ran.
then the guy bo liao then started runnin with her.
huh?
this sounds ridiculous.
or maybe the guy said sth scaree to her then she got afraid then she ran.
ohwels.
i dont know.
but if anything happens to that lady, i am so gna feel guilty for the rest of my life.
cz i was the only eye witness.
if anything happens, (choy!)
i wld have saved her if i did sth just now.
but, haix.
i dont know.
ohwels.
a question popped into my head afterwards.
if you think you are being stalked, which kind of situation wld you prefer?
1. the stalker is in front of you where you can keep track of his or her every move?
2. the stalker is behind you but you can reach your destination, to safety, first?
haha.
something to think abt.
cant stay here for too long.
gtg do my stuff.
lotsa work to do..
study hard dudes..
mata ne..
was studyin w shi, yongde, chest, yuxi.
thot chuan xin wld join us de.
but hor, she studied with her classmates instead.
ohwels.
we ate instant noodles leh.
haha.
cz we all broke le.
kope frm the band room the national day ones.
haha.
anws, yea.
tday we all quite hardworkin ba.
really got study wor.
eh!
had to help the teachers do their teachers' day item?!
i dont want!
i wna study for jap lar!
no time le!
shit mans.
find some one to throw the job to.
but if i do that hor, mr neo will come after me sia..
haix.
made an amazing discovery tday.
MRS IVAY LIM PLAYS THE TROMBONE!!
hahah.
and her playing not bad somemore.
:D
wna catch her for our next year's syf.
haha.
dont know can anot.
haha.
anws, stayed tday till 9.15pm lidat.
when i was coming home, this guy and this lady got off at the same LRT station as me wor.
then there was this two routes for walkin to my house mar.
one is the shortcut way where you cut across the grass de.
the other is the normal walk on concrete path that one lar.
longer than the other one.
i mean like, duh.
haha.
okok.
anws, i walked on the concrete path and the guy and lady walked the shortcut way.
they seem like they dont know each other de wor.
then sudd the lady started runnin while she was halfway across the field.
i was like, huh?
the guy started runnin after her.
HUH?!?!
the lady ran for quite a distance some more.
the guy gave up aft a while, then the lady stopped runnin also.
then she ran across the road and the guy also.
she walked abit, then the guy stopped.
she ran after a while then the guy also.
but the guy gave up in the end and he stopped.
i heard the lady's court shoes all the way until she turned round the corner then the sound of her court shoes faded off.
the guy was following behind.
HUH?!?!?
then i was walkin the longer route all the way then i was starin at the two of them running and stoppin then runnin again.
i was like, what the hell?
haha.
a few possibilites.
the two of them were playin with each other.
which is pretty impossible, cz the lady din turn back and look at him AT ALL.
maybe the guy was her stalker.
eh, sounds familiar.
anws, but it doesnt really seem that way cz the lady was behind him and she started runnin first.
or maybe, it is because the lady had to rush home and she ran.
then the guy bo liao then started runnin with her.
huh?
this sounds ridiculous.
or maybe the guy said sth scaree to her then she got afraid then she ran.
ohwels.
i dont know.
but if anything happens to that lady, i am so gna feel guilty for the rest of my life.
cz i was the only eye witness.
if anything happens, (choy!)
i wld have saved her if i did sth just now.
but, haix.
i dont know.
ohwels.
a question popped into my head afterwards.
if you think you are being stalked, which kind of situation wld you prefer?
1. the stalker is in front of you where you can keep track of his or her every move?
2. the stalker is behind you but you can reach your destination, to safety, first?
haha.
something to think abt.
cant stay here for too long.
gtg do my stuff.
lotsa work to do..
study hard dudes..
mata ne..
Sunday, August 20, 2006 10:50 PM
rahh!
so many things to do, so little time.
i cant do my maths how!?!
i really want to give up le!
but i cant!
i need to pass two h2s!
my phys is very hopeless case le.
and my maths is even worst!
but i dont understand phys and i understand some parts of maths!
so how!?
die lar..
i need to pass one of them to get promoted!
damns.
somebody save me!
im sooo sooo dead.
jap oral this thurs!
damns.
im dead.
i cant speak jap for nuts!
i die le.
i so long nv prac my jap.
a few million words forgot le.
then i nv learn much new words also!
vocab super limited.
:'(
but recently aunt got talk to me in jap.
okayy lar.
i still understand.
but nv really try to speak in long sentences cz i scared she will scold me or sth.
then some more she was speakin to me in jap when i went joggin w her.
pls lar.
i tired until like shit alr.
brain not workin le still speak to me in jap.
haha.
ahh!
nvms.
this is prelims only.
i WILL jiayou and get good results for jap.
ehh.
can i?
shit.
il try ba..
kok tell me to think in jap.
whoaa..
haha.
hai!
watashi wa ganbarimasu..
nihongo de kangaemasu..
taihen ne!
totemo muzukashii..
demo, watashi wa kangaete mitte ne!
haha.
damns lar.
got SPA agn this week.
chem.
screwed up the last skill CD chem spa.
cant screw this up any more.
die.
immense stress.
die die die.
and and,
i got econs test this tue.
rahh!
i hope i can make it.
really.
i cant fail anymore.
cz im so on the brink of giving up.
haix.
ohwels.
how am i gna make it..?
seriously.
haix.
ayye you arh..
keep askin you whether you are okay anot.
then you keep tellin me you are fine.
cz of that stupid book, i dont dare to ask you and probe you to make you rant.
i mean, you cant keep going on like this!
i really hope you are not bottling up!
its unhealthy!
hope theres really some way where you can throw everything out.
you tell me you are fine, but obviously you are not.
ive talked to you for soo damn long and not a single "haha" frm you.
and i jolly well know that you always type a "haha" now and then.
come on lar.
you are one jolly bean like me.
i know how ppl like me will react when they are sad lar.
haix.
i really hope you will become happier soon..
we are always here for you anytime you need us yea?
and you know who are the "we" i am referrin to.
ohwels.
tday in church i had this verse.
quite nice leh.
:D
Mark 11:24 "Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."
whoosh.
cool right!
i used to have a memory verse frm somewhere.
cant rmb where.
and it goes sth like this, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all ways acknowledge Him, and He will keep your path straight."
think somewhere in Romans isit?
ohwels.
i need to renew my faith in God mans, seriously.
He will work a miracle and hlp me to pass my promos!
haha.
yes He will.
:D
ehh.
so positive arh me..
haha.
cz im quite high and happy tday.
altho stressed at the same time.
haha.
hms.
alrites lar.
thats all for tday.
thank you and have a nice day.
eh!
haha.
that sounds so familiar.
heard it somewhere..
orh.
morning assembly.
HAHAHA.
SUPER DIAOS.
haha.
okok.
lirong!!
meetin up with you some where near your bdae kay!
i put here to remind myself.
altho its quite impossible that il forget your bdae.
haha.
yes you and your pek chek as the theme of the year.
haha.
MISS YOU DEAR!
il see you soon..
:D
haha.
heard abt jiayi..
mans.
i really hope its not true..
hope shes doing fine really.
jiayi! if you are readin this, which i think you wont be, but anws,
you need to come back kay!
:(
ehhh ehh.
okok.
i need to go le..
haix.
minasan, ganbatte ne.
ureshikunatte kudasai!
toku ni, anata desu!
hai hai.
jya, owarimasu..
far longer than forever,
il hold you in my heart.
its almost like you're here with me,
altho we're far apart..
mata atode..
so many things to do, so little time.
i cant do my maths how!?!
i really want to give up le!
but i cant!
i need to pass two h2s!
my phys is very hopeless case le.
and my maths is even worst!
but i dont understand phys and i understand some parts of maths!
so how!?
die lar..
i need to pass one of them to get promoted!
damns.
somebody save me!
im sooo sooo dead.
jap oral this thurs!
damns.
im dead.
i cant speak jap for nuts!
i die le.
i so long nv prac my jap.
a few million words forgot le.
then i nv learn much new words also!
vocab super limited.
:'(
but recently aunt got talk to me in jap.
okayy lar.
i still understand.
but nv really try to speak in long sentences cz i scared she will scold me or sth.
then some more she was speakin to me in jap when i went joggin w her.
pls lar.
i tired until like shit alr.
brain not workin le still speak to me in jap.
haha.
ahh!
nvms.
this is prelims only.
i WILL jiayou and get good results for jap.
ehh.
can i?
shit.
il try ba..
kok tell me to think in jap.
whoaa..
haha.
hai!
watashi wa ganbarimasu..
nihongo de kangaemasu..
taihen ne!
totemo muzukashii..
demo, watashi wa kangaete mitte ne!
haha.
damns lar.
got SPA agn this week.
chem.
screwed up the last skill CD chem spa.
cant screw this up any more.
die.
immense stress.
die die die.
and and,
i got econs test this tue.
rahh!
i hope i can make it.
really.
i cant fail anymore.
cz im so on the brink of giving up.
haix.
ohwels.
how am i gna make it..?
seriously.
haix.
ayye you arh..
keep askin you whether you are okay anot.
then you keep tellin me you are fine.
cz of that stupid book, i dont dare to ask you and probe you to make you rant.
i mean, you cant keep going on like this!
i really hope you are not bottling up!
its unhealthy!
hope theres really some way where you can throw everything out.
you tell me you are fine, but obviously you are not.
ive talked to you for soo damn long and not a single "haha" frm you.
and i jolly well know that you always type a "haha" now and then.
come on lar.
you are one jolly bean like me.
i know how ppl like me will react when they are sad lar.
haix.
i really hope you will become happier soon..
we are always here for you anytime you need us yea?
and you know who are the "we" i am referrin to.
ohwels.
tday in church i had this verse.
quite nice leh.
:D
Mark 11:24 "Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."
whoosh.
cool right!
i used to have a memory verse frm somewhere.
cant rmb where.
and it goes sth like this, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all ways acknowledge Him, and He will keep your path straight."
think somewhere in Romans isit?
ohwels.
i need to renew my faith in God mans, seriously.
He will work a miracle and hlp me to pass my promos!
haha.
yes He will.
:D
ehh.
so positive arh me..
haha.
cz im quite high and happy tday.
altho stressed at the same time.
haha.
hms.
alrites lar.
thats all for tday.
thank you and have a nice day.
eh!
haha.
that sounds so familiar.
heard it somewhere..
orh.
morning assembly.
HAHAHA.
SUPER DIAOS.
haha.
okok.
lirong!!
meetin up with you some where near your bdae kay!
i put here to remind myself.
altho its quite impossible that il forget your bdae.
haha.
yes you and your pek chek as the theme of the year.
haha.
MISS YOU DEAR!
il see you soon..
:D
haha.
heard abt jiayi..
mans.
i really hope its not true..
hope shes doing fine really.
jiayi! if you are readin this, which i think you wont be, but anws,
you need to come back kay!
:(
ehhh ehh.
okok.
i need to go le..
haix.
minasan, ganbatte ne.
ureshikunatte kudasai!
toku ni, anata desu!
hai hai.
jya, owarimasu..
far longer than forever,
il hold you in my heart.
its almost like you're here with me,
altho we're far apart..
mata atode..
Saturday, August 19, 2006 12:02 AM
ahhh!
the weekend is finally here!
btw, today is KOK'S BDAE!
eh i meant, 18th aug.
i know i know.
its 12am alr.
ohwels.
HAPPY BDAE KOK!
:D:D:D:D
eh like wish you happy bdae for a million times alr.
anws,
is vicky's bdae too!
HAPPY BDAE VICKY!
hahha.
tday like alot of ppl bdae lidat.
keep seeing ppl hold bdae cakes and hearing ppl sing bdae songs.
tink includin kok and vicky, tday i met at least 5 such cases?
haha.
cool~~
KOK YOU MUST LIKE OUR PREZ KAY!
I WANT TO SEE YOU WEAR THEM!
altho i know it is purple.
haha.
but change your colour scheme once in a while!
hhaha.
okok.
ehhh im very upset w myself.
i screwed up so many tests and exams.
screw up as in really flunk.
i dont know how to save myself.
i dont even know if there is a possibility that i can be saved in the first place.
ARGH.
damns.
il come back to that later.
let me blog abt the prev stuff first!
hms.
shall put the list here for easy reference.
ahhaha.
1. put up photos with ypsb jnrs.
alamak.
im at my laptop and the pics are in the comp.
damns.
another day another day..
2. blog abt the recent events that happened in the past 10days.
i. compasspoint!
oh yea oh yea.
that day was a saturday right?
the film fest day.
think it was 5aug.
the innovation ppl wanted to borrow the drumset mar.
then kok and yongde went back to sch.
in the morn they went swimmin arh.
aft tt, they came over to compasspoint to meet me for lunch.
whoosh.
when we reached there, there was this baby competition thingy lar.
my goodness.
the queue was so super damn long.
but got alot alot of cute lil babies to look at!
ahha.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE.
then we went to eat yoshi.
whoaa took so long to decide what to eat lar.
tell you arh, kok and yongde is a bad combi.
they killed me with their lame jokes tag team.
I ALMST DIED ON THE SPOT CZ THE JOKES WERE TOO LAME LAR.
diaos.
then we went to check out the bbq pit thing also.
$16 per pit wor.
ok lar.
but we had no atm card so nv book.
ohwels.
act shi coming de.
then we wanted to kope his atm card.
in the end he never come.
haha.
ii. national day celebration
this one was on 8 aug..
sch national day celebration was crap lar.
we had to do sth like an amazin race then at the same time, do flag day also.
wahlao.
what the hell.
my class, as usual, lost the whole entire thing.
and that poh so kiasu lar.
aiyo, its only a game wad.
she was like, "orh the other classes get all correct, then we must also get all correct."
eh. what the hell.
like little kid lidat.
sian lar.
the whole thing was damn tiring lar.
iii. fireworks no.1
mm.
-nodds-
went to watch the fireworks fest aft the sch celebration.
on 8 aug.
alot of ppl came along.
all the ypsb jnrs, other band mates and annie's frens.
but more ppl lar.
quite fun.
haha.
so many ppl was mafan in a way that,
it was difficult to gather everyone.
cz everyone keep running off.
but end up we still managed to sit in front of esplanade there.
haha.
finally waited to 9pm.
wait there like for 1 1/2 hours lar.
then the fireworks started!
tried to video cam it.
BUT MY STUPID PHONE RAN OUT OF BATT.
damns.
haha.
so only got abit of the fireworks.
this year's fireworks very nice wor!
nicer than last year's one.
:D
went home rather late.
im like, dumbfounded and flabbergasted.
iv. fireworks no.2
this time went on national day itself.
went with mum, two sis, aunty sarah and her three sons, and aunty sarah's neighbours.
was at the people's association there.
not very fun lar.
i prefer gg out with ppl of my age.
the ppl who went hor, age gap all so big one lar.
the one with the nearest age is my sis wor.
so diaos right!
so kinda boring.
and so crowded some more.
zzzzZZzz
oh and some of the fireworks look rather familiar lar.
cz almst the same as the day before de.
this time i made sure my phone had batt.
then i video cam-ed the fireworks.
guess what?
MY PHONE NOT ENOUGH MEMORY SPACE.
damns.
SO IRRITATIN LAR!
so for both fireworks display, i only caught a part of it only.
ehhh so sad.
haha.
then aunty sarah's neighbour had this daughter.
P3 i think.
keep stickin to me lar!
then keep comparing my phone with her phone.
tell me what, her phone is 100plus bucks de..
whatever lar.
then compare functions and everything.
eh she is an extremely materialistic kid.
ohwels.
v. planning of band outing
whoa went thru much pains tryin to plan this outing.
almst died.
so many things to settle within such a short period of time lar.
email ppl, then a few million ppl nv reply.
wah lao.
lidat i headache le.
haha.
but ohwels.
planned so much le.
thanks kok for hlpin me!
and also annie and yongde and all the ppl who hlped in little little ways.
=D
thanks guys.
now left with collecting money.
THANKS ANNIE!
you wrapped up the end for me.
me spent alot of money on this wor.
must quickly give annie the sum so that i can claim the money back soon.
=X
ahah. i broke le mar.
vi. band outing itself
oh yea.
this day, 10 aug, kok, weechong, yongde and me met in band room at 9am to pick up all the charcoal and everything.
then took bus to annie's house and deposited everything there.
went to ecp le then we went to ride bike..
yongde nv join us cz he dont know how to..
:(
kok and annie were on the doubles bike lar.
dont know whats the term for that kind of bike.
anws,
they were riding happily then sudd, dont know why kok slanted to the right then the next moment, two of them were on the ground.
ahha.
so cute lar.
damn its.
wasted lar.
nv take photo.
haha.
came back then we waited for regi they all to blade..
the bike renting station at our pit there was too ex lar.
then we walked all the way to macs there to rent.
we as in, regi, kok, shi, chest, yongde and xueqi.
xueqi is we met on the way to the renting shop then we dragged her along.
whahha.
kena sabo-ed.
anws,
whoa, walk for close to 40 mins lar.
finally rented le.
eh.
i dont know how to describe my first time blading.
except that, i keep fallin lar.
i mean like duh.
then i fell on my butt 4 times.
real hard.
then the other times were either not as hard or i fell forwards.
so painful lar.
tell you arh, tday is alr one week and one day away frm the outin le and my butt still hurts frm fallin.
got blue black and was swollen lar.
ouch.
anws, thanks to you guys for teachin me arh..
:D
haha.
tho i know i quite failure.
anws,
went back for bbq.
we tried starting fire since 6.30pm.
cldnt get it done wor.
then mr brando tan came at 8pm and he started the fire in 15mins time.
ohmans.
-faints-
haha.
finally everyone can eat le.
ohwels.
see everyone quite happy lidat, i also felt alot more better.
cz before that was quite discouraged..
but i wld say that this outin was quite a failure leh..
almst everything was screwed.
the mass games were scrapped off cz we met with some probs along the way.
and i think i really dui4 bu4 qi3 annie lidat.
SORRY ANNIE!!!
VERY VERY SORRY.
dont know how to make up to you..
i know just buying that drink is not enough worr.
haix.
ohwels.
everyone went home like, quite late.
like 10 plus lidat lar.
then the nxt day got sch some more.
whoosh.
haha.
but ohwels.
one day of fun passed just lidat.
vii. piss-ifying friday
11 aug correct?
damn pist on this day.
was so pist until i threw my file down on the ground and all my worksheets dropped out.
i did that when i was walkin towards bishan interchange frm moelc.
no one was on the path wor.
luckily.
if not damn malu.
eh maybe i really need anger management.
i shant talk too much abt unhappy stuff lar.
it just makes me more depressed.
vii. make IC plus PW!
hms.
12 aug?
its a saturday lar.
woke up early in the morn to go make my IC.
was damm fast you know.
im rather impressed by the efficiency of the immigration buildin.
hahah.
rushed home.
rested a while then went over to peiyu's house to do proj.
the WR lorr.
damns.
we werent very productive lar..
cz think shao jie and me are quite busy.
then we get drained very easily.
but most of the time we are the ones doin the WR itself..
cz the rest doing other stuff like collating and everything mar.
i know tday, poh is like super unhappy with our grp.
and other grps also lar.
but we are in the worst condition.
ohwels.
im gna come up with the re-edited one by the end of this weekend then il let the PW mates check.
haix.
SAAAAD.
vii. regi's concert!
yes!
i went to regi and adam's concert on the 13th.
the potong pasir CC band de..
anws, we met in tpy cz shi dont know how to get there.
eh, as in, kok, shi and me met at tpy.
then we took bus 142 over to potong pasir CC.
kok kena scolding le lar.
he cldnt join us in the end.
so he just walked home cz he live like, damn nearby.
we met zhenghui they all then we sat with them.
concert was okayy lar.
adam had the mononoke solo.
haha.
jiayou adam!
think the woodwinds were like, out of tune lar.
so the woodwinds sound not very pleasin to the ear.
but generally it was fine.
haha.
then aftwards we went macs to sit and talk for a while then i went home le lar.
need to study wor.
WHOOSH.
finish le.
long right?
i took 2 hours to finish this.
cz now the time is like, 2.21am?
ahha.
power right?
haha.
hms.
so sian.
im screwed.
i cant find anyone else who is more screwed than me.
how?!
eh engseng taught me maths on thurs lar..
understood alot more.
he is like those superb tutor kind.
BUT, i still screwed up my maths lecture test.
damns.
and rice scolded me for two nights..
quite sad..
i know what he said was right.
but, i dont know how to go abt improvin my condition.
if i knew, i wld have done it, seriously.
the prob is that i dont, thats why the probs still persist right?
haix.
ohwels.
and mj and me are super twin lar.
i flunked my chem test, she also.
she screwed her chem spa skill b, i also.
she lost her gc, i lost my wallet.
and alot more stuff lar.
sometimes it really gets damn freaky cz you can nv imagine how alike are we.
in terms of the things happenin to us, the things that we encounter and the way we react etc etc.
haha.
this is perhaps, rather amazing?
haha.
okok.
its really late.
i shld go slp then tmr wake up and chiong.
must study le.
cant wait anymore.
i still dont know how to hlp myself..
2.29am.
mata ne..
the weekend is finally here!
btw, today is KOK'S BDAE!
eh i meant, 18th aug.
i know i know.
its 12am alr.
ohwels.
HAPPY BDAE KOK!
:D:D:D:D
eh like wish you happy bdae for a million times alr.
anws,
is vicky's bdae too!
HAPPY BDAE VICKY!
hahha.
tday like alot of ppl bdae lidat.
keep seeing ppl hold bdae cakes and hearing ppl sing bdae songs.
tink includin kok and vicky, tday i met at least 5 such cases?
haha.
cool~~
KOK YOU MUST LIKE OUR PREZ KAY!
I WANT TO SEE YOU WEAR THEM!
altho i know it is purple.
haha.
but change your colour scheme once in a while!
hhaha.
okok.
ehhh im very upset w myself.
i screwed up so many tests and exams.
screw up as in really flunk.
i dont know how to save myself.
i dont even know if there is a possibility that i can be saved in the first place.
ARGH.
damns.
il come back to that later.
let me blog abt the prev stuff first!
hms.
shall put the list here for easy reference.
ahhaha.
1. put up photos with ypsb jnrs.
alamak.
im at my laptop and the pics are in the comp.
damns.
another day another day..
2. blog abt the recent events that happened in the past 10days.
i. compasspoint!
oh yea oh yea.
that day was a saturday right?
the film fest day.
think it was 5aug.
the innovation ppl wanted to borrow the drumset mar.
then kok and yongde went back to sch.
in the morn they went swimmin arh.
aft tt, they came over to compasspoint to meet me for lunch.
whoosh.
when we reached there, there was this baby competition thingy lar.
my goodness.
the queue was so super damn long.
but got alot alot of cute lil babies to look at!
ahha.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE.
then we went to eat yoshi.
whoaa took so long to decide what to eat lar.
tell you arh, kok and yongde is a bad combi.
they killed me with their lame jokes tag team.
I ALMST DIED ON THE SPOT CZ THE JOKES WERE TOO LAME LAR.
diaos.
then we went to check out the bbq pit thing also.
$16 per pit wor.
ok lar.
but we had no atm card so nv book.
ohwels.
act shi coming de.
then we wanted to kope his atm card.
in the end he never come.
haha.
ii. national day celebration
this one was on 8 aug..
sch national day celebration was crap lar.
we had to do sth like an amazin race then at the same time, do flag day also.
wahlao.
what the hell.
my class, as usual, lost the whole entire thing.
and that poh so kiasu lar.
aiyo, its only a game wad.
she was like, "orh the other classes get all correct, then we must also get all correct."
eh. what the hell.
like little kid lidat.
sian lar.
the whole thing was damn tiring lar.
iii. fireworks no.1
mm.
-nodds-
went to watch the fireworks fest aft the sch celebration.
on 8 aug.
alot of ppl came along.
all the ypsb jnrs, other band mates and annie's frens.
but more ppl lar.
quite fun.
haha.
so many ppl was mafan in a way that,
it was difficult to gather everyone.
cz everyone keep running off.
but end up we still managed to sit in front of esplanade there.
haha.
finally waited to 9pm.
wait there like for 1 1/2 hours lar.
then the fireworks started!
tried to video cam it.
BUT MY STUPID PHONE RAN OUT OF BATT.
damns.
haha.
so only got abit of the fireworks.
this year's fireworks very nice wor!
nicer than last year's one.
:D
went home rather late.
im like, dumbfounded and flabbergasted.
iv. fireworks no.2
this time went on national day itself.
went with mum, two sis, aunty sarah and her three sons, and aunty sarah's neighbours.
was at the people's association there.
not very fun lar.
i prefer gg out with ppl of my age.
the ppl who went hor, age gap all so big one lar.
the one with the nearest age is my sis wor.
so diaos right!
so kinda boring.
and so crowded some more.
zzzzZZzz
oh and some of the fireworks look rather familiar lar.
cz almst the same as the day before de.
this time i made sure my phone had batt.
then i video cam-ed the fireworks.
guess what?
MY PHONE NOT ENOUGH MEMORY SPACE.
damns.
SO IRRITATIN LAR!
so for both fireworks display, i only caught a part of it only.
ehhh so sad.
haha.
then aunty sarah's neighbour had this daughter.
P3 i think.
keep stickin to me lar!
then keep comparing my phone with her phone.
tell me what, her phone is 100plus bucks de..
whatever lar.
then compare functions and everything.
eh she is an extremely materialistic kid.
ohwels.
v. planning of band outing
whoa went thru much pains tryin to plan this outing.
almst died.
so many things to settle within such a short period of time lar.
email ppl, then a few million ppl nv reply.
wah lao.
lidat i headache le.
haha.
but ohwels.
planned so much le.
thanks kok for hlpin me!
and also annie and yongde and all the ppl who hlped in little little ways.
=D
thanks guys.
now left with collecting money.
THANKS ANNIE!
you wrapped up the end for me.
me spent alot of money on this wor.
must quickly give annie the sum so that i can claim the money back soon.
=X
ahah. i broke le mar.
vi. band outing itself
oh yea.
this day, 10 aug, kok, weechong, yongde and me met in band room at 9am to pick up all the charcoal and everything.
then took bus to annie's house and deposited everything there.
went to ecp le then we went to ride bike..
yongde nv join us cz he dont know how to..
:(
kok and annie were on the doubles bike lar.
dont know whats the term for that kind of bike.
anws,
they were riding happily then sudd, dont know why kok slanted to the right then the next moment, two of them were on the ground.
ahha.
so cute lar.
damn its.
wasted lar.
nv take photo.
haha.
came back then we waited for regi they all to blade..
the bike renting station at our pit there was too ex lar.
then we walked all the way to macs there to rent.
we as in, regi, kok, shi, chest, yongde and xueqi.
xueqi is we met on the way to the renting shop then we dragged her along.
whahha.
kena sabo-ed.
anws,
whoa, walk for close to 40 mins lar.
finally rented le.
eh.
i dont know how to describe my first time blading.
except that, i keep fallin lar.
i mean like duh.
then i fell on my butt 4 times.
real hard.
then the other times were either not as hard or i fell forwards.
so painful lar.
tell you arh, tday is alr one week and one day away frm the outin le and my butt still hurts frm fallin.
got blue black and was swollen lar.
ouch.
anws, thanks to you guys for teachin me arh..
:D
haha.
tho i know i quite failure.
anws,
went back for bbq.
we tried starting fire since 6.30pm.
cldnt get it done wor.
then mr brando tan came at 8pm and he started the fire in 15mins time.
ohmans.
-faints-
haha.
finally everyone can eat le.
ohwels.
see everyone quite happy lidat, i also felt alot more better.
cz before that was quite discouraged..
but i wld say that this outin was quite a failure leh..
almst everything was screwed.
the mass games were scrapped off cz we met with some probs along the way.
and i think i really dui4 bu4 qi3 annie lidat.
SORRY ANNIE!!!
VERY VERY SORRY.
dont know how to make up to you..
i know just buying that drink is not enough worr.
haix.
ohwels.
everyone went home like, quite late.
like 10 plus lidat lar.
then the nxt day got sch some more.
whoosh.
haha.
but ohwels.
one day of fun passed just lidat.
vii. piss-ifying friday
11 aug correct?
damn pist on this day.
was so pist until i threw my file down on the ground and all my worksheets dropped out.
i did that when i was walkin towards bishan interchange frm moelc.
no one was on the path wor.
luckily.
if not damn malu.
eh maybe i really need anger management.
i shant talk too much abt unhappy stuff lar.
it just makes me more depressed.
vii. make IC plus PW!
hms.
12 aug?
its a saturday lar.
woke up early in the morn to go make my IC.
was damm fast you know.
im rather impressed by the efficiency of the immigration buildin.
hahah.
rushed home.
rested a while then went over to peiyu's house to do proj.
the WR lorr.
damns.
we werent very productive lar..
cz think shao jie and me are quite busy.
then we get drained very easily.
but most of the time we are the ones doin the WR itself..
cz the rest doing other stuff like collating and everything mar.
i know tday, poh is like super unhappy with our grp.
and other grps also lar.
but we are in the worst condition.
ohwels.
im gna come up with the re-edited one by the end of this weekend then il let the PW mates check.
haix.
SAAAAD.
vii. regi's concert!
yes!
i went to regi and adam's concert on the 13th.
the potong pasir CC band de..
anws, we met in tpy cz shi dont know how to get there.
eh, as in, kok, shi and me met at tpy.
then we took bus 142 over to potong pasir CC.
kok kena scolding le lar.
he cldnt join us in the end.
so he just walked home cz he live like, damn nearby.
we met zhenghui they all then we sat with them.
concert was okayy lar.
adam had the mononoke solo.
haha.
jiayou adam!
think the woodwinds were like, out of tune lar.
so the woodwinds sound not very pleasin to the ear.
but generally it was fine.
haha.
then aftwards we went macs to sit and talk for a while then i went home le lar.
need to study wor.
WHOOSH.
finish le.
long right?
i took 2 hours to finish this.
cz now the time is like, 2.21am?
ahha.
power right?
haha.
hms.
so sian.
im screwed.
i cant find anyone else who is more screwed than me.
how?!
eh engseng taught me maths on thurs lar..
understood alot more.
he is like those superb tutor kind.
BUT, i still screwed up my maths lecture test.
damns.
and rice scolded me for two nights..
quite sad..
i know what he said was right.
but, i dont know how to go abt improvin my condition.
if i knew, i wld have done it, seriously.
the prob is that i dont, thats why the probs still persist right?
haix.
ohwels.
and mj and me are super twin lar.
i flunked my chem test, she also.
she screwed her chem spa skill b, i also.
she lost her gc, i lost my wallet.
and alot more stuff lar.
sometimes it really gets damn freaky cz you can nv imagine how alike are we.
in terms of the things happenin to us, the things that we encounter and the way we react etc etc.
haha.
this is perhaps, rather amazing?
haha.
okok.
its really late.
i shld go slp then tmr wake up and chiong.
must study le.
cant wait anymore.
i still dont know how to hlp myself..
2.29am.
mata ne..
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 12:00 AM
i know i know.
i broke my record of not bloggin for 5 days.
cz i nv blog for like 8days this time?
and some more, the prev post not really counted as a blog.
more like a rant, so tday is the 14th right?
eh dont look at the time.
then minus 4, it wld be 10 days.
whoaa..
mans.
ive nv done this before.
aiya, im damn busy mar.
still am.
actually came here today to put this up.
aug 24 (thurs) oral test 2:30
aug 29 (tues) readin compre 2pm~4.45pm listening 5pm~5.45pm
Candidates should report to the MOE Language Centre15 minutes before the start of each paper.
copied this frm the moelc website lar.
damns.
i din realise that it was this close?!
its like, NEXT WEEK?!
crap.
im in deep shit.
so deep that i dont know how to get myself out.
mans.
il be speakin in jap frm now onwards to get myself warmed up again.
残念でした。。私の日本語が悪くなります。。
どうするのう？
私は何も話されなくて、何も書かなくて、何もわからないとき、どうするのう？
eh? gibberish?
is jap lar.
just that the comp cant read it.
hehs.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
shit shit shit.
anws, im supposed to put up alot of stuff here.
hms.
let me remind myself here.
GLORIA KOH!
you have to do the followin things on this blog:
1. put up photos with ypsb jnrs.
2. blog abt the recent events that happened in the past 10days.
i. compasspoint!
ii. fireworks no.1
iii. national day celebration
iv. fireworks no.2
v. planning of band outing
vi. band outing itself
vii. piss-ifying friday
vii. make IC plus PW!
vii. regi's concert!
whoa.
these two are enough to occupy me for hours.
but i dont have hours to spare now.
damns.
shit.
thats the prob of not bloggin often.
i keep forgettin the events that happened.
hms.
i may leave out some stuff arh..
too many things to say le.
eh.
haha.
say until so ego.
like ppl wants to know what happened in your life lidat.
ohwels.
recently abit downcast.
all the negative feelings all got to me..
:(
sorry ppl if im abit blunt at times..
and harsh and snappy.
din mean it, really.
i just have prob tryin to get over everything.
sort of stuck here?
ohwels.
im draggin lotsa deadlines.
im dead.
need to hand up alot of money also.
but im broke, cz too many ppl owe me money le.
sad..
lotsa tests coming up this week.
giving up soon.
it just takes one serious matter, and my flame will go off.
really.
haix.
ohwels.
thanks rice for being so nice and everything yea..
hlps in keepin me alive some how or another.
haha.
im like gna die soon lidat.
like got some terminal disease and gna die in 3 months.
haha.
my terminal disease is my lousy results.
HAIX.
like so long nv blog le..
i miss the feeling.
me like to be random and pull random lines out of songs.
:)
gloria! ganbatte ne!
i felt your touch in my dreams
あなたが待っています。。
あなたのためにずっと泣いている。。
mata ne minasan!
i broke my record of not bloggin for 5 days.
cz i nv blog for like 8days this time?
and some more, the prev post not really counted as a blog.
more like a rant, so tday is the 14th right?
eh dont look at the time.
then minus 4, it wld be 10 days.
whoaa..
mans.
ive nv done this before.
aiya, im damn busy mar.
still am.
actually came here today to put this up.
aug 24 (thurs) oral test 2:30
aug 29 (tues) readin compre 2pm~4.45pm listening 5pm~5.45pm
Candidates should report to the MOE Language Centre15 minutes before the start of each paper.
copied this frm the moelc website lar.
damns.
i din realise that it was this close?!
its like, NEXT WEEK?!
crap.
im in deep shit.
so deep that i dont know how to get myself out.
mans.
il be speakin in jap frm now onwards to get myself warmed up again.
残念でした。。私の日本語が悪くなります。。
どうするのう？
私は何も話されなくて、何も書かなくて、何もわからないとき、どうするのう？
eh? gibberish?
is jap lar.
just that the comp cant read it.
hehs.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
shit shit shit.
anws, im supposed to put up alot of stuff here.
hms.
let me remind myself here.
GLORIA KOH!
you have to do the followin things on this blog:
1. put up photos with ypsb jnrs.
2. blog abt the recent events that happened in the past 10days.
i. compasspoint!
ii. fireworks no.1
iii. national day celebration
iv. fireworks no.2
v. planning of band outing
vi. band outing itself
vii. piss-ifying friday
vii. make IC plus PW!
vii. regi's concert!
whoa.
these two are enough to occupy me for hours.
but i dont have hours to spare now.
damns.
shit.
thats the prob of not bloggin often.
i keep forgettin the events that happened.
hms.
i may leave out some stuff arh..
too many things to say le.
eh.
haha.
say until so ego.
like ppl wants to know what happened in your life lidat.
ohwels.
recently abit downcast.
all the negative feelings all got to me..
:(
sorry ppl if im abit blunt at times..
and harsh and snappy.
din mean it, really.
i just have prob tryin to get over everything.
sort of stuck here?
ohwels.
im draggin lotsa deadlines.
im dead.
need to hand up alot of money also.
but im broke, cz too many ppl owe me money le.
sad..
lotsa tests coming up this week.
giving up soon.
it just takes one serious matter, and my flame will go off.
really.
haix.
ohwels.
thanks rice for being so nice and everything yea..
hlps in keepin me alive some how or another.
haha.
im like gna die soon lidat.
like got some terminal disease and gna die in 3 months.
haha.
my terminal disease is my lousy results.
HAIX.
like so long nv blog le..
i miss the feeling.
me like to be random and pull random lines out of songs.
:)
gloria! ganbatte ne!
i felt your touch in my dreams
あなたが待っています。。
あなたのためにずっと泣いている。。
mata ne minasan!
Saturday, August 12, 2006 12:13 AM
i wanna tear myself up.
i wish for me to disappear from the face of this earth.
everything is so overwhelming.
cry till my eyes are dry.
desensitize.
i dont know what to do.
wna go away and leave everything behind.
cant.
i cant.
foul mood gets more foul by the day.
im droppin back to those days..
i feel like dying.
damns.
mata..
i wish for me to disappear from the face of this earth.
everything is so overwhelming.
cry till my eyes are dry.
desensitize.
i dont know what to do.
wna go away and leave everything behind.
cant.
i cant.
foul mood gets more foul by the day.
im droppin back to those days..
i feel like dying.
damns.
mata..
Friday, August 04, 2006 11:19 PM
whoaaa!
very long nv blog le.
aiya, me busy mar.
on thurs had my maths obt.
then fri, tday, had gp, econs tests, and SPA.
damns.
aiya.
dont know what to feel.
dont know if i did well.
who cares.
ohwels.
now waitin for ny bandits to reply my email.
gave them up to 11.59pm tday to reply.
then il collate the results.
anws,currently, those who chose 12th aug for the outing had more substantial reasons to have outing on that day.
but i think got more ppl choose 10th aug.
ahh ppl better reply soon!
if not il die arh.
everyone is askin me for the confirmed date of the outing.
haix.
-shakes head-
im torn between two sides.
haha.
oh saw mj's forum theatre thing on thurs.
haha.
she was emcee wor!
went there to support her.
but left when the play is repeated for the audience to participate.
went to do some band stuff.
anws, was listenin to mj when i was pinnin up notices on the band board lar.
haha.
aft hearin her for this forum theatre thing, think she is really cut out for this area of performing arts lar.
she can act, then think her emcee-ing skills not bad.
she din have script knows!
not like kok and me that time, eyes like glued to the script de.
jiayou mj!
im gna see you go far in life!
go tee 1 go!
haha.
oh yea.
went w shi to cut his hair aft lessons also.
din think he meant it on wed when he said to go w him cut hair lar.
cz i was half jokin when i said so.
haha.
in the end, he really meant it arh, and then was callin me when my OBT just ended.
anws,
yuxi came along also, cz he wanted to cut his hair too.
act wanted to go yishun de..
then in the end i complained until shi gave in.
say what, i need to go home early and everything.
haha.
really kay!
moreover, 53 came earlier than 853 mar.
so went to bishan instead.
eh we pangseh xiao fei!
sorry girl..
:/
went to bishan then the guys were walkin around looking for the hairdresser that they wanted.
then when we finally found it, it was damn crowded lar.
so shi gave up and said that he was gna cut at any other barber that comes across le.
yuxi din want to cut at anywhere else so in the end he came for nothing.
nv cut also.
anws, we walked past this malay barber.
so shi went in to cut lor.
whoa the malay barber cut his hair until damn short lar.
too short for me to play with le.
hahaa.
then he got so upset over his hair lar.
but tday go sch, ppl were sayin its okay wad.
hopefully he feels better aft hearing that.
haha.
tday got the Q and A session with the ex-nyjcian MPs.
eh that benjamin hor.
wahlao.
so rude.
think any negative words can be used to describe him lar.
arrogant, rude, notorious, ridiculous.
whatever.
then cz of that, i was late for jap.
the thing only ended at 6.30 lar.
rice was waitin in the canteen.
so went to find him and we went bishan tgt.
by the time i got to moelc, it was 6.45pm.
haha.
go there and read my speech 3 times to endo sensei and it was time to leave.
whoa diao!
haha.
waste of time.
got deborah to pei me to j8 and i bought a new hp pouch, a file and a hole punch!
yay!
so happy.
saw some nice stuff and feel like buyin also.
but cant lar.
cant spend so much in one day.
save my money for a rainy day.
saw pupeng at popular again!
haha.
when i saw her, i was like, "whoa, why keep seein you here recently?"
she was like, "yar lor."
haha.
then talked abit more and she left le.
did i mention?
saw pupeng at bishan mrt station on mon when i was on my way home frm jap.
really keep seein her lar.
haha.
lalala.
happier tday cz i got 3 tests over and done with.
eh need to study more le.
poh called my mum and told her all the redundant stuff la.
idiot.
whats the point?
ohwels.
me gna study hard and show you what i can do.
haha.
ohwels.
this motivation is def the transcient kind de.
dont care.
im gna study.
haha.
good for me?
dont know..
11.44pm now..
15 more mins to the collation of outing email results.
hope i get all the replies.
which i dont think i will.
haix.
hope you knew what im thinkin.
which i dont think you do.
nah, you are just livin w your own life.
dont care lar.
why shld i?
hms.
ayye has anyone tried this?
tell you arh, one day when you are on the bus or train right,
dont start stonin yet.
haha.
look around at the ppl around you.
look into their faces.
they may look happy, stressed, or even blank.
but this person, would have gone thru some low point in their life.
this face was once scared, afraid, angry.
this person had definitely gone thru some traumatisin matter or incident in their lives.
but this very person is unique.
has his/her own talent.
good and bad points.
and this very person,
is made by God.
as special as anyone of us.
:D
haha.
fun right?
this is what i do when i get too bored on the train.
when practically nothing entertains me at all.
quite meaningful.
try it!
ahha.
haix.
am i fallin back into it again?
this is so irritating.
i really cant turn to you
when it all falls apart.
cz you are it.
mata atode..
very long nv blog le.
aiya, me busy mar.
on thurs had my maths obt.
then fri, tday, had gp, econs tests, and SPA.
damns.
aiya.
dont know what to feel.
dont know if i did well.
who cares.
ohwels.
now waitin for ny bandits to reply my email.
gave them up to 11.59pm tday to reply.
then il collate the results.
anws,currently, those who chose 12th aug for the outing had more substantial reasons to have outing on that day.
but i think got more ppl choose 10th aug.
ahh ppl better reply soon!
if not il die arh.
everyone is askin me for the confirmed date of the outing.
haix.
-shakes head-
im torn between two sides.
haha.
oh saw mj's forum theatre thing on thurs.
haha.
she was emcee wor!
went there to support her.
but left when the play is repeated for the audience to participate.
went to do some band stuff.
anws, was listenin to mj when i was pinnin up notices on the band board lar.
haha.
aft hearin her for this forum theatre thing, think she is really cut out for this area of performing arts lar.
she can act, then think her emcee-ing skills not bad.
she din have script knows!
not like kok and me that time, eyes like glued to the script de.
jiayou mj!
im gna see you go far in life!
go tee 1 go!
haha.
oh yea.
went w shi to cut his hair aft lessons also.
din think he meant it on wed when he said to go w him cut hair lar.
cz i was half jokin when i said so.
haha.
in the end, he really meant it arh, and then was callin me when my OBT just ended.
anws,
yuxi came along also, cz he wanted to cut his hair too.
act wanted to go yishun de..
then in the end i complained until shi gave in.
say what, i need to go home early and everything.
haha.
really kay!
moreover, 53 came earlier than 853 mar.
so went to bishan instead.
eh we pangseh xiao fei!
sorry girl..
:/
went to bishan then the guys were walkin around looking for the hairdresser that they wanted.
then when we finally found it, it was damn crowded lar.
so shi gave up and said that he was gna cut at any other barber that comes across le.
yuxi din want to cut at anywhere else so in the end he came for nothing.
nv cut also.
anws, we walked past this malay barber.
so shi went in to cut lor.
whoa the malay barber cut his hair until damn short lar.
too short for me to play with le.
hahaa.
then he got so upset over his hair lar.
but tday go sch, ppl were sayin its okay wad.
hopefully he feels better aft hearing that.
haha.
tday got the Q and A session with the ex-nyjcian MPs.
eh that benjamin hor.
wahlao.
so rude.
think any negative words can be used to describe him lar.
arrogant, rude, notorious, ridiculous.
whatever.
then cz of that, i was late for jap.
the thing only ended at 6.30 lar.
rice was waitin in the canteen.
so went to find him and we went bishan tgt.
by the time i got to moelc, it was 6.45pm.
haha.
go there and read my speech 3 times to endo sensei and it was time to leave.
whoa diao!
haha.
waste of time.
got deborah to pei me to j8 and i bought a new hp pouch, a file and a hole punch!
yay!
so happy.
saw some nice stuff and feel like buyin also.
but cant lar.
cant spend so much in one day.
save my money for a rainy day.
saw pupeng at popular again!
haha.
when i saw her, i was like, "whoa, why keep seein you here recently?"
she was like, "yar lor."
haha.
then talked abit more and she left le.
did i mention?
saw pupeng at bishan mrt station on mon when i was on my way home frm jap.
really keep seein her lar.
haha.
lalala.
happier tday cz i got 3 tests over and done with.
eh need to study more le.
poh called my mum and told her all the redundant stuff la.
idiot.
whats the point?
ohwels.
me gna study hard and show you what i can do.
haha.
ohwels.
this motivation is def the transcient kind de.
dont care.
im gna study.
haha.
good for me?
dont know..
11.44pm now..
15 more mins to the collation of outing email results.
hope i get all the replies.
which i dont think i will.
haix.
hope you knew what im thinkin.
which i dont think you do.
nah, you are just livin w your own life.
dont care lar.
why shld i?
hms.
ayye has anyone tried this?
tell you arh, one day when you are on the bus or train right,
dont start stonin yet.
haha.
look around at the ppl around you.
look into their faces.
they may look happy, stressed, or even blank.
but this person, would have gone thru some low point in their life.
this face was once scared, afraid, angry.
this person had definitely gone thru some traumatisin matter or incident in their lives.
but this very person is unique.
has his/her own talent.
good and bad points.
and this very person,
is made by God.
as special as anyone of us.
:D
haha.
fun right?
this is what i do when i get too bored on the train.
when practically nothing entertains me at all.
quite meaningful.
try it!
ahha.
haix.
am i fallin back into it again?
this is so irritating.
i really cant turn to you
when it all falls apart.
cz you are it.
mata atode..
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 4:50 PM
am still tired tday..
throat very itchy also.
keep coughing lar.
but my blocked nose is much better.
anws, tday durin phys lect,
was damn bored.
eh i mean, all phys lects are boring.
haha.
know how i got myself entertained?
chest was sittin six rows diagonally below me tday durin the lect.
then he was fallin aslp!
hhahaha.
then i keep watchin him frm behind lar.
and i realised that, he slpin-during-lect skills not bad.
he has to find that special position to slp in, then he wont keep noddin off.
if not, you will see his head keep bobbin up and down.
hahahaha.
whatever.
its nice when you have many frens in the LT.
then can observe them frm behind and entertain myself.
cz my class always sit behind de.
so can see almst everyone.
hahaha.
so fun.
oh yea.
got this interestin pic that shi sent me.
throat very itchy also.
keep coughing lar.
but my blocked nose is much better.
anws, tday durin phys lect,
was damn bored.
eh i mean, all phys lects are boring.
haha.
know how i got myself entertained?
chest was sittin six rows diagonally below me tday durin the lect.
then he was fallin aslp!
hhahaha.
then i keep watchin him frm behind lar.
and i realised that, he slpin-during-lect skills not bad.
he has to find that special position to slp in, then he wont keep noddin off.
if not, you will see his head keep bobbin up and down.
hahahaha.
whatever.
its nice when you have many frens in the LT.
then can observe them frm behind and entertain myself.
cz my class always sit behind de.
so can see almst everyone.
hahaha.
so fun.
oh yea.
got this interestin pic that shi sent me.
see arh, supposed to be shi and me takin the photo de.
then that kok act cheeky and you see him behind our heads right?
and so happened regi and chest were behind.
so the 5 of us are in the pic now.
we took a grp photo unintentionally.
or maybe shi took it intentionally?
haha.
nah.
but its damn qiao that its the five of us lar.
hahaha.
anws, promised to talk abt the concert.
yea met regi at abt 8.30am and we went to sch w her dad fetchin.
so nice eh.
the moment i stepped into the band room, kok called.
he said he was at amk mrt le!
shit.
ahah.
then told him that regi and me will be late.
so we were doin the prez halfway then chest called me.
realised that with him at amk mrt station was only him, shi and kok.
erms.
haha.
chest was tellin me what, take dont know what bus and dont know where to take or sth.
dint really understand him.
but the bottom line is that he dont know how to get there.
hahah.
in the end, the three guys came back to sch so that regi's dad can fetch all of us there.
DIAOS.
hahaha.
oh met genevieve when she came to sch.
so asked her along also.
realised that there was some miscommunication btwn chest and lucius.
then chest thot that the prata shop that lucius was talkin abt, was another one that he went before, when it actually is not.
haha.
confusin?
anws, went there w regi's dad.
then we bought so much lar.
two big big pratas, think is called murtabak or sth lidat.
cant spell it.
and we each got one more prata lar.
i bought the mushroom de.
each of us had one teh tarik also.
cldnt finish lar!
whoa so bloated!
but okay lar.
quite nice.
got shi and kok to finish up the food.
haha.
then we went back to the sch.
late for comm meetin le lar.
so regi, kok and me ran to the canteen.
eh realised that over there only got leon, lucius and yongde.
haha.
aft a while everyone came and we went thru the action plan again.
finish le, then we started to put everything into action.
ok lar.
i thot that, we may not had followed some stuff on the action plan, but our impromptu skills were not bad.
i mean, got improvement lar.
and we werent behind time.
thats the most impt thing.
if behind time then sure die le.
but we were not, so i thot it was quite fine.
was the usherer before concert.
then had this act-we-dont-know-each-other conversation with yap weiming.
i was like, "good evening sir. may i show you to your seat?"
then weiming played along.
anws, i saw kok usherin two ppl into the hall.
was MS SIA AND MR ONG!!!
ahhh!!!
act i knew that they were comin le..
cz during the rehersal mr b.tan told li en le.
whoa i almst died.
my reaction damn big, i know.
but im damn scared of ms sia lar.
i know she doesnt like me.
OBVIOUSLY.
damn scared of her.
okok.
back to the concert.
then i was like, "good evening ms sia, good evening mr ong."
ms sia was like, "ayye?", then she went to sit down.
-silence-
erms..
thanks arh.
at least ask me something mar.
aiya, who cares lar.
did usherin duty w weijie, shirley, yang hao.
weijie is the super duper slacker lar.
he hide at the no-crowd places.
haha.
whatever!
left aft the 2nd song.
played the first movement, "chaconne" frm first suite.
screwed up lar.
dont say alr.
aft that was interval.
then had the ypsb part.
eh screwed up also.
had my solo parts.
ok lar.
i din really screw up.
except the 2nd movement of moorside suite, "nocturne" that part, i din play the Eb cz i ran out of breath.
otherwise, shld be quite okay lar.
i din hear the saxophone when i came in lor.
think he nv count or sth.
anws, yea..
i knw my tone was shit and everything, but those need pracs.
on that day itself, whatever i cld do abt those solo parts to make them sound better, i did alr.
in other words, i did what i cld.
so oh wels.
its over.
first time play solo, first time play first horn parts.
no more of these first times le.
glad that i tried.
haha.
hms..
aft the concert, saw ms sia talk to li en.
avoided her.
ahah.
din wna talk to her lar.
dont know what to say to her also.
anws, saw everyone was upset.
and the teachers were upset too.
esp mr neo.
hms.
ohwels.
the concert's over, so lets all get over it yea?
we will do better in the nxt one.
had this reflection thingy w the whole band when we reached sch.
everyone was throwin their ideas on how to improve the band.
really hope everything works out for us.
oh yea. when we reached sch, pierce sec was havin a band concert in LT4 in our sch also.
hms.
we had comm meetin aft the reflection thing.
then we had another reflection thing w the comm, this time is abt the action plan and everything.
finally ended at 11 plus arh.
took a cab home cz was dead tired.
and yea, was upset w myself mar..
hms.
ohwels.
this is the not-so-memorable concert.
traumatising one i wld say.
tgt w the emcee thing for the perc concert, i wld say it had all been a nightmare.
two concerts in one week, "prepared" in less than a month.
-shivers-
glad its all over.
can finally rest properly le.
i really lack alot alot of slp.
so came home early tday to start studyin and everything.
had this consultation w mr khoo.
he explained the concepts behind those qns.
ok lar.
i understood him.
but the impt thing is that, he nv explain how to go abt tacklin that qn.
-faints-
anws, im gna miss my YPSB jnrs!
using the laptop now and my pics are all in the comp.
so cant upload photos le.
another entry ba!
oh yea.
saw pupeng at bishan mrt when i was coming home frm jap.
called her.
then she was like, "ayye? hi!"
haha.
miss my section YPSB jnrs the most lar!
got zhenghui, adam, linda, liling, hanxuan, amanda!!
miss you ppl loads!
gna rmb you lil kids!
all the gin nas ("kids" in hokkien. as how leon wld refer to them as. haha.)
gna plan section outing!
yea mans.
ahaha.
see you kids soon!
gna end here.
rest for a while then il go and choing my hw le.
im behind time.
ehh.
you made me compliment myself,
when its all too hard to take.
jya ne~~