Wednesday, December 31, 2008 5:43 PM
today is the last day of year 2008.
sighh.
this year flew past.
i wonder what i have done and how much i have changed.
looking back into the year, it was a pretty uneventful year.
like, what was i doing?
even tho ive got loads of new experiences.
things like, working for the first time, entering uni and gg sch in home clothes, giving tuition, cutting my fringe after a thousand years, playing a crazy piece like extreme makeover (and now theres more, vesuvius, of sailors and whales, amazonia O.O save me. i died in the last band prac), wearing a lab coat, attending Bible studies in sch and joined a christian cca in sch, gg for an outing without knowing a single person there, and much more.
(and later on im gg to countdown w my frens for the first time in my life)
all these took much courage for me.
cz i dont usually feel very secure when im doing things alone or doing things for the first time.
many a times its just, ah heck it and just go do.
ah i duno lar..
usually im just a lost soul in the workplace and uni, trying to figure out a place where i belong.
wel, the year's now over.
i really hope the next year wld be much better.
tho i already dread its coming.
for reasons like, il be TWENTY next year (and i really dont wna grow up), and sch's gna get tougher when i alr cant manage, and i cant stand the fact that time just flies across.
if we dont treasure this day, we wont know what will come next to rob us of everything that we have.
guess, il just leave eth to God cz i am but just a helpless human who has too much limitations.
so.. guess thats abt it for this year.
im gna draw a conclusion for this year right now and let a fresh new page start tmr.
jya minna, mata rainen ne!
sighh.
this year flew past.
i wonder what i have done and how much i have changed.
looking back into the year, it was a pretty uneventful year.
like, what was i doing?
even tho ive got loads of new experiences.
things like, working for the first time, entering uni and gg sch in home clothes, giving tuition, cutting my fringe after a thousand years, playing a crazy piece like extreme makeover (and now theres more, vesuvius, of sailors and whales, amazonia O.O save me. i died in the last band prac), wearing a lab coat, attending Bible studies in sch and joined a christian cca in sch, gg for an outing without knowing a single person there, and much more.
(and later on im gg to countdown w my frens for the first time in my life)
all these took much courage for me.
cz i dont usually feel very secure when im doing things alone or doing things for the first time.
many a times its just, ah heck it and just go do.
ah i duno lar..
usually im just a lost soul in the workplace and uni, trying to figure out a place where i belong.
wel, the year's now over.
i really hope the next year wld be much better.
tho i already dread its coming.
for reasons like, il be TWENTY next year (and i really dont wna grow up), and sch's gna get tougher when i alr cant manage, and i cant stand the fact that time just flies across.
if we dont treasure this day, we wont know what will come next to rob us of everything that we have.
guess, il just leave eth to God cz i am but just a helpless human who has too much limitations.
so.. guess thats abt it for this year.
im gna draw a conclusion for this year right now and let a fresh new page start tmr.
jya minna, mata rainen ne!
Thursday, December 25, 2008 12:36 AM
merry xmas to all!
God bless!
mata ne!
God bless!
mata ne!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 9:52 AM
results were quite saddening.
does improvement matter?
mata ne..
does improvement matter?
mata ne..
Friday, December 19, 2008 12:38 AM
SIGH.
没事。
its just this bitter feeling that i have.
its not anger.
its quite a mixed feeling actually.
its just.. this lump stuck in my throat.
i forced myself to cry it out but the tears refuse to flow.
i duno.
i just cant tear myself away totally.
just like, you glued a piece of paper to the cardboard.
after the glue dried, and you try to tear the paper off again, youre not totally successful.
some parts of the paper are still stuck to the cardboard.
BAHH I DONT KNOW.
nah no one will understand de la.
ahh xian you passed your emo-ness to me!!
scold you arh!
haha.
sigh nevermind me.
recently ive been getting tiny lingering feelings that refuse to go away.
mata ne..
没事。
its just this bitter feeling that i have.
its not anger.
its quite a mixed feeling actually.
its just.. this lump stuck in my throat.
i forced myself to cry it out but the tears refuse to flow.
i duno.
i just cant tear myself away totally.
just like, you glued a piece of paper to the cardboard.
after the glue dried, and you try to tear the paper off again, youre not totally successful.
some parts of the paper are still stuck to the cardboard.
BAHH I DONT KNOW.
nah no one will understand de la.
ahh xian you passed your emo-ness to me!!
scold you arh!
haha.
sigh nevermind me.
recently ive been getting tiny lingering feelings that refuse to go away.
mata ne..
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 8:09 PM
urrrrgggggghhhh i feel so sick in the stomach!
im feeling nauseous.
and this nauseating feeling wont go away if i really were to puke.
omg so sickkkkkkkkkk.
i cant believe it man.
and when i thot ive recovered, i saw that again and i got this awful feeling AGAIN.
oh my goodness.
i cant believe it.
damnits.
sigh.
okok i shld just blog photos.
just came back from msia.
went for a one day trip in malacca then went to my aunt's house to stay.
photos coming up..
on our way there..
at the zoo there..
ah they almost killed me :P
the chicks there were so darn cute.
hundreds of them!
and i spot one bleeding chick.
mum says it might be cz someone stepped on it.
omg so saddening.
oh cz that container got alot of chicks and ppl are allowed to enter it to see.
my sis looks damn cute in this photo.
elephants playing soccer!
this looks like some advert lar.
my cousin's wedding!
took a pic w my cousin. haha.
mata ne..
im feeling nauseous.
and this nauseating feeling wont go away if i really were to puke.
omg so sickkkkkkkkkk.
i cant believe it man.
and when i thot ive recovered, i saw that again and i got this awful feeling AGAIN.
oh my goodness.
i cant believe it.
damnits.
sigh.
okok i shld just blog photos.
just came back from msia.
went for a one day trip in malacca then went to my aunt's house to stay.
photos coming up..
on our way there..
at the zoo there..
ah they almost killed me :P
the chicks there were so darn cute.
hundreds of them!
and i spot one bleeding chick.
mum says it might be cz someone stepped on it.
omg so saddening.
oh cz that container got alot of chicks and ppl are allowed to enter it to see.
my sis looks damn cute in this photo.
elephants playing soccer!
this looks like some advert lar.
my cousin's wedding!
took a pic w my cousin. haha.
sabotage.
the photographer was quite entertaining.
when we got bored we talked to him.
haha.
took a pic w my parents.
took a pic w my parents.
family photo without my two sisters.
the wedding dinner at night.
woot!
damn nice this photo.
but the photographer took a better one =(
okay thats all for the moment.
ah im still feeling nauseous.
shit you mans.
i cant believe it still.
omgggg.
-pukes all my organs out-
damn you.
mata ne..
Tuesday, December 09, 2008 8:08 PM
addict:
noun
a person who cannot stop doing or using something, especially something harmful
randomness. haha.
ah.. supposed to go out ytd w campus crusade ppl and today with grace and wanching.
ytd one was cancelled due to the rain, tday's one is cz timing not right.
haha.
and ong shueli is back!
she smsed me at 3 plus to meet up for dinner.
i only saw the sms at 7 plus.
OMG IM SORRY GIRL. =(
i was giving my room a big clean up.
PAISEHH.
i feel very very bad. :/
but i still wna meet you guys on the 16th.
hope it works out.
hmm..
im cleaning up at a very slow rate.
cz theres just too much to clear.
i cant believe how much junk i had accumulated over the years.
anyone wants to see my sec 4 prelim papers? =X
hahahaha.
hmm..
i was thinking of a few words, and i was trying to pinpoint the exact line that separates these two words to make them two different words altogether.
for example,
happy and joy, sad and sorrow, like and love, wish and hope, believe and trust, calm and peace.
if you were to check the thesaurus, they'll probably have each other in the list of synonyms given anyway.
but i think,
they are actually miles apart in terms of their definitions.
to me, at least.
words like happy, sad, like, wish, believe, calm, are words that describe transcient feelings.
feelings that you suddenly experience due to a matter or person; feelings tht might just disappear the very next moment when sth else happens.
words that cant withstand the test of time.
just like how we cant be happy forever, like the way we are not sad forever.
just like how you dont understand how you used to have a crush on a particular person.
just like how you choose not to believe in someone cz he/she has disappointed you.
just like how you lose your cool quickly when someone has stepped on your ego.
but when i look at words like joy, sorrow, love, hope, trust, peace, i suddenly get the feeling that these emotions come from deep in our hearts.
and they will always remain in your heart till the end of times.
like the death of a loved one does not just bring sadness, it brings sorrow.
and it dampens you so much more than just the plain sadness that you get when you accidentally drop your favourite ice cream on the floor.
and till decades later, when you think about it, the sorrow still remains, altho you may not easily feel extremely sad about it anymore.
the peace you have in your heart will keep you calm despite the fact tht the fiercest tempest and the raging storms are screaming right into your face.
and if you love someone, this love will never change, no matter how many good/bad things had happened.
these things are hard to get, and it takes lots of time to develop.
but when you finally obtain it, its hard to lose.
you can be happy, but you dont feel joy in your heart.
but despite feeling sad, if you have the joy in your heart, its not difficult to remain optimistic and to quickly get over that sadness.
after all these analysing, (which i think probably no one has the patience to read through the many words anyway)
my point is, i realised that there ARE things that cannot be eroded by time.
things that are found deep in your heart.
things that cant be lost unless you decide to give it up one day.
sigh..
why are human minds and emotions so complicated anyways.
ah, i shld get back to packing.
thinking makes my brain crack.
worry makes my heart sad.
mata ne..
noun
a person who cannot stop doing or using something, especially something harmful
randomness. haha.
ah.. supposed to go out ytd w campus crusade ppl and today with grace and wanching.
ytd one was cancelled due to the rain, tday's one is cz timing not right.
haha.
and ong shueli is back!
she smsed me at 3 plus to meet up for dinner.
i only saw the sms at 7 plus.
OMG IM SORRY GIRL. =(
i was giving my room a big clean up.
PAISEHH.
i feel very very bad. :/
but i still wna meet you guys on the 16th.
hope it works out.
hmm..
im cleaning up at a very slow rate.
cz theres just too much to clear.
i cant believe how much junk i had accumulated over the years.
anyone wants to see my sec 4 prelim papers? =X
hahahaha.
hmm..
i was thinking of a few words, and i was trying to pinpoint the exact line that separates these two words to make them two different words altogether.
for example,
happy and joy, sad and sorrow, like and love, wish and hope, believe and trust, calm and peace.
if you were to check the thesaurus, they'll probably have each other in the list of synonyms given anyway.
but i think,
they are actually miles apart in terms of their definitions.
to me, at least.
words like happy, sad, like, wish, believe, calm, are words that describe transcient feelings.
feelings that you suddenly experience due to a matter or person; feelings tht might just disappear the very next moment when sth else happens.
words that cant withstand the test of time.
just like how we cant be happy forever, like the way we are not sad forever.
just like how you dont understand how you used to have a crush on a particular person.
just like how you choose not to believe in someone cz he/she has disappointed you.
just like how you lose your cool quickly when someone has stepped on your ego.
but when i look at words like joy, sorrow, love, hope, trust, peace, i suddenly get the feeling that these emotions come from deep in our hearts.
and they will always remain in your heart till the end of times.
like the death of a loved one does not just bring sadness, it brings sorrow.
and it dampens you so much more than just the plain sadness that you get when you accidentally drop your favourite ice cream on the floor.
and till decades later, when you think about it, the sorrow still remains, altho you may not easily feel extremely sad about it anymore.
the peace you have in your heart will keep you calm despite the fact tht the fiercest tempest and the raging storms are screaming right into your face.
and if you love someone, this love will never change, no matter how many good/bad things had happened.
these things are hard to get, and it takes lots of time to develop.
but when you finally obtain it, its hard to lose.
you can be happy, but you dont feel joy in your heart.
but despite feeling sad, if you have the joy in your heart, its not difficult to remain optimistic and to quickly get over that sadness.
after all these analysing, (which i think probably no one has the patience to read through the many words anyway)
my point is, i realised that there ARE things that cannot be eroded by time.
things that are found deep in your heart.
things that cant be lost unless you decide to give it up one day.
sigh..
why are human minds and emotions so complicated anyways.
ah, i shld get back to packing.
thinking makes my brain crack.
worry makes my heart sad.
mata ne..
Monday, December 08, 2008 12:57 AM
went out with the study group ppl today!
mata ne..
omg so long nv see everyone.
its nice to be meeting up with all of them!
you see the way everyone just talks to each other with no sense of awkwardness or anything.
i think its great to have such a huge group of ppl and yet everyone is comfortable with everyone else.
or at least i think so ba.
oh and im glad to see so many ppl turning up today.
i can consider it a full attendance.
i can consider it a full attendance.
we hardly have so many ppl meeting up at one go mans.
usually its just 5, 6 ppl de.
usually its just 5, 6 ppl de.
today got TWELVE ppl.
mind you, TWELVE =D
its as good as last time when we study tgt lar.
mingkwang looks damn cute here.
i think its cz weechong went to tilt his head.
AHAHHA.
okay i can see your "wth" face.
mk, you better thank wc cz he made you cuter in this pic!
haha.
we went to watch the change of guards parade today cz so happen kok was performing so we just went to see lo.
we went to watch the change of guards parade today cz so happen kok was performing so we just went to see lo.
end up din get to see him anw.
but we managed to spot engseng.
hahaha.
i saw one guy screw up =X
hahaha.
headed on dwn to hong kong cafe and tcc to eat and chill.
and i met benny!!
hahaha.
he came to watch the change of parade also lar.
so coincidental.
whee..
tday was a fun day.
i see everyone talking over dinner table i feel very 欣慰.
its like reunion dinner or sth lidat, cz it had been a long time since we last met up.
ahh haha.
i too sentimental le.
sigh ohwels.
im feeling upset i just duno why.
but im glad i found out that im not the one thinking too much!
hai..
=((((
bah i shld go slp.
mata ne..
Saturday, December 06, 2008 11:22 PM
HAPPY BDAE TIM!!
funn-est horn snrr! =)
alritey.. new skin.
after a million years.
thot i shld change to something lighter, cz im quite tired of emo blogskins.
see alr then feel sad le.
haha.
<-- the cookies there look delicious right.
i feel like eating them too!! (haha dont think i dont know what youre thinking :P)
din really change much, but spent quite some time adjusting and everything.
shifting the whole pic and box so that it would be more centralised and eth.
still got some more touching up to do. like the main page for example.
shall wait till i get my inspiration so that i can put something intelligent there :D
wel, thats that.
have been busy busy for the past week after exams.
tuesday went out with lirong and yilin, wed with judy and june, thur w chuanxin and had tuition, fri w campus crusade year ones, today with 0624 classmates (yes rongjie! i'll miss you too! loves you loads okie! -hugs- and pls dont "jump down", seriously. you know what i mean (:).
tmr with the study group ppl, next mon with campus crusade DG mates, nxt tues w wanching and grace, next wed with two sisters for movie cz its my 2nd sis' bdae, nxt thur is empty for the moment, next fri sat sun mon i'll be in msia, next next tue most likely might have a big meet up with shueli and yvonne all at one go!
my schedule is so packed that im gg out everyday!
i hope my parents dont complain =(
ahh ive got so many ppl to catch up with but it seems that there isnt enough holidays/weekends for me to catch up with them!
theres still mj, liying, shi and kok, an additional OG12 og outing, nus horn section outing, and i havent been to a soonae og outing for quite some time already!
im not too sure if i had missed out on other catch up sessions i have promised =(
cx and me have an idea up our sleeves tht we have to complete in a certain amount of time.
thinking of gg back ny band camp and tune in too?
omggg.
ALL PACKED TIGHTLY!
but i love meeting up with old frens..
catch up with their lives and to see how everyone has been doing after all these years.
afterall, its a blessing for us to be able to spend a certain section of our lives tgt, no?
hmm.. im tired today.
cz of my attempts tolose weight
HAHA.
i went running a couple of days ago, today i went swimming again.
wah siao, damn tired.
watched cape no.7 with ny classmates! (its a pretty nice show. w taiwanese hokkien and jap and chinese all mixed tgt. ahhaa.)
randomly met yuxi cz kianhui was with us and he went to meet his pri sch mates after that.
im surprised that gunther recognises me, or so i think.
cz he made brief acknowledgement that we are all from ny. haha.
today met ALOT of ny ppl along the way lar.
like lester lim 0622, samuel 0626 (whom i met at sengkang the other day also), cunzheng and angie 0621 :O (haha), some random guys that look familiar whom shaojie and lianfei said hi to.
exciting day!
haha.
i wonder how everyone is doing.
hm..
oh just randomly,
sometimes, when i read a blog entry or a tag or a comment on facebook, il imagine that person saying it to me.
thot its quite interesting to recall their voice and the way they will say a certain thing.
ahha.
sigh..
昔の事はちょっと思っていますね。
懐かしいです。。
本当に、その時間に戻れないでしょうか？
time sucks.
it just steals all the special moments away, causes wear and tear in human relationships, and prolongs the hated parts of your life.
think my mind is getting kinda stuck at this point of time.
shall just keep it as that.
sun is gg hongkong tmr!
pls have a safe trip girl! =)
boo...
right smack into the face eh.
sigh.
mata ne..
funn-est horn snrr! =)
alritey.. new skin.
after a million years.
thot i shld change to something lighter, cz im quite tired of emo blogskins.
see alr then feel sad le.
haha.
<-- the cookies there look delicious right.
i feel like eating them too!! (haha dont think i dont know what youre thinking :P)
din really change much, but spent quite some time adjusting and everything.
shifting the whole pic and box so that it would be more centralised and eth.
still got some more touching up to do. like the main page for example.
shall wait till i get my inspiration so that i can put something intelligent there :D
wel, thats that.
have been busy busy for the past week after exams.
tuesday went out with lirong and yilin, wed with judy and june, thur w chuanxin and had tuition, fri w campus crusade year ones, today with 0624 classmates (yes rongjie! i'll miss you too! loves you loads okie! -hugs- and pls dont "jump down", seriously. you know what i mean (:).
tmr with the study group ppl, next mon with campus crusade DG mates, nxt tues w wanching and grace, next wed with two sisters for movie cz its my 2nd sis' bdae, nxt thur is empty for the moment, next fri sat sun mon i'll be in msia, next next tue most likely might have a big meet up with shueli and yvonne all at one go!
my schedule is so packed that im gg out everyday!
i hope my parents dont complain =(
ahh ive got so many ppl to catch up with but it seems that there isnt enough holidays/weekends for me to catch up with them!
theres still mj, liying, shi and kok, an additional OG12 og outing, nus horn section outing, and i havent been to a soonae og outing for quite some time already!
im not too sure if i had missed out on other catch up sessions i have promised =(
cx and me have an idea up our sleeves tht we have to complete in a certain amount of time.
thinking of gg back ny band camp and tune in too?
omggg.
ALL PACKED TIGHTLY!
but i love meeting up with old frens..
catch up with their lives and to see how everyone has been doing after all these years.
afterall, its a blessing for us to be able to spend a certain section of our lives tgt, no?
hmm.. im tired today.
cz of my attempts to
HAHA.
i went running a couple of days ago, today i went swimming again.
wah siao, damn tired.
watched cape no.7 with ny classmates! (its a pretty nice show. w taiwanese hokkien and jap and chinese all mixed tgt. ahhaa.)
randomly met yuxi cz kianhui was with us and he went to meet his pri sch mates after that.
im surprised that gunther recognises me, or so i think.
cz he made brief acknowledgement that we are all from ny. haha.
today met ALOT of ny ppl along the way lar.
like lester lim 0622, samuel 0626 (whom i met at sengkang the other day also), cunzheng and angie 0621 :O (haha), some random guys that look familiar whom shaojie and lianfei said hi to.
exciting day!
haha.
i wonder how everyone is doing.
hm..
oh just randomly,
sometimes, when i read a blog entry or a tag or a comment on facebook, il imagine that person saying it to me.
thot its quite interesting to recall their voice and the way they will say a certain thing.
ahha.
sigh..
昔の事はちょっと思っていますね。
懐かしいです。。
本当に、その時間に戻れないでしょうか？
time sucks.
it just steals all the special moments away, causes wear and tear in human relationships, and prolongs the hated parts of your life.
think my mind is getting kinda stuck at this point of time.
shall just keep it as that.
sun is gg hongkong tmr!
pls have a safe trip girl! =)
boo...
right smack into the face eh.
sigh.
mata ne..
Monday, December 01, 2008 5:57 PM
MATHS WAS KILLER NUMBER TWO.
freak mans.
sigh.
so difficult how to do sia!
two killer papers are demoralising can.
aft the ppl, see grace, benny, huimin, the chem og mates, everyone all feel like dying.
except for a special few la (hor, ahsun).
ah i dont wna think about it.
wel, its now all over.
finally exams are over.
finally i can get my sleep!
i havent been slping well for the past two and a half weeks.
i am restricting myself by slping only 6 hours everyday(im someone who cant slp too little, fyi), and at night its either i get nightmares (to those whom i told my nightmare to, pls stop laughing at me. haha), or my eczema gets soo bad that i wake up in the middle of the night scratching.
:/
I AM EXHAUSTED.
bahh, time to do what i want!
ive got loads of catching up to do with everyone.
this week, ive got dates with lirong and yilin, june and judy, soon ae og mates (hopefully i can join them), 0624 classmates, chuanxin, my campus crusade DG mates!
and more to come.
OG12, jc study ppl, liying, grace and wanching, loads and loads!
all the random ppl that i see and say, MUST MEET UP AFTER EXAMS OKAY!
hahaha.
i hope my parents dont keep nagging at me for going out.
ive been locking up myself for the past 2 weeks.
i hope they'll go easy on me.
OH and i wna maple!!!!
THIRD JOBBBB.
wahhhhahah.
loads of dramas to watch!
havent even finish the hana kimi and tonari no totoro that zhenghong gave me.
and apparently, he wanted to pass me more.
so more to watch!
in addition to my last two inuyasha movies.
and the seiki no mikata that kok keeps promoting.
and i wna do some event jobs to earn moneyy.
plus time to start tuitions again.
thinking of crashing ny's tune in.
maybe this time im gna pull my sis along.
cz shes sec4 this year anyway.
bring her to go see see.
i wna clean up my room too!
get rid of this sem's stuff.
and i wna go on a diet!!! hahahaha. =X
whoa whoaaaaa...
ive got so many things i wna do!
the to-do list is overwhelming.
yay, and this break is gna be until 12 jan.
wheeeee!!! =)
christmas is this month too..
and soon enough, 2009 is here!
2008 is wayyyy too fast man.
we've finished As for a year le.
the guys are in army for a year le.
the first sem is over le!
omggggg.
sigh, treasure every single moment i have now and make the best out of it!
maximise my time =)
ah zhenghong's gg japan tmr, and sunyu's gg hongkong this sunday.
羨ましい! =(
my turn to head to malacca w relatives on 12 dec!
lets hope xueqi gets to plan her overseas outing for this weekend.
and i know chuanxin also gg msia with her section on the 19th.
band's starting on 29th, or so i heard.
cant wait! i miss my horn.
then again, mr tan is gone.. =(
OHWELS.
yay time to go and HAVE FUN =D
-GRINS FROM EAR TO EAR-
oh, on a side note, IM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO MY 20TH BDAE!
tho its like, 4 months away but..
i dont want to be TWENTY years old!! =((
mata ne..
freak mans.
sigh.
so difficult how to do sia!
two killer papers are demoralising can.
aft the ppl, see grace, benny, huimin, the chem og mates, everyone all feel like dying.
except for a special few la (hor, ahsun).
ah i dont wna think about it.
wel, its now all over.
finally exams are over.
finally i can get my sleep!
i havent been slping well for the past two and a half weeks.
i am restricting myself by slping only 6 hours everyday(im someone who cant slp too little, fyi), and at night its either i get nightmares (to those whom i told my nightmare to, pls stop laughing at me. haha), or my eczema gets soo bad that i wake up in the middle of the night scratching.
:/
I AM EXHAUSTED.
bahh, time to do what i want!
ive got loads of catching up to do with everyone.
this week, ive got dates with lirong and yilin, june and judy, soon ae og mates (hopefully i can join them), 0624 classmates, chuanxin, my campus crusade DG mates!
and more to come.
OG12, jc study ppl, liying, grace and wanching, loads and loads!
all the random ppl that i see and say, MUST MEET UP AFTER EXAMS OKAY!
hahaha.
i hope my parents dont keep nagging at me for going out.
ive been locking up myself for the past 2 weeks.
i hope they'll go easy on me.
OH and i wna maple!!!!
THIRD JOBBBB.
wahhhhahah.
loads of dramas to watch!
havent even finish the hana kimi and tonari no totoro that zhenghong gave me.
and apparently, he wanted to pass me more.
so more to watch!
in addition to my last two inuyasha movies.
and the seiki no mikata that kok keeps promoting.
and i wna do some event jobs to earn moneyy.
plus time to start tuitions again.
thinking of crashing ny's tune in.
maybe this time im gna pull my sis along.
cz shes sec4 this year anyway.
bring her to go see see.
i wna clean up my room too!
get rid of this sem's stuff.
and i wna go on a diet!!! hahahaha. =X
whoa whoaaaaa...
ive got so many things i wna do!
the to-do list is overwhelming.
yay, and this break is gna be until 12 jan.
wheeeee!!! =)
christmas is this month too..
and soon enough, 2009 is here!
2008 is wayyyy too fast man.
we've finished As for a year le.
the guys are in army for a year le.
the first sem is over le!
omggggg.
sigh, treasure every single moment i have now and make the best out of it!
maximise my time =)
ah zhenghong's gg japan tmr, and sunyu's gg hongkong this sunday.
羨ましい! =(
my turn to head to malacca w relatives on 12 dec!
lets hope xueqi gets to plan her overseas outing for this weekend.
and i know chuanxin also gg msia with her section on the 19th.
band's starting on 29th, or so i heard.
cant wait! i miss my horn.
then again, mr tan is gone.. =(
OHWELS.
yay time to go and HAVE FUN =D
-GRINS FROM EAR TO EAR-
oh, on a side note, IM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO MY 20TH BDAE!
tho its like, 4 months away but..
i dont want to be TWENTY years old!! =((
mata ne..