okay.
i officially proclaim that,
I AM GOING TO NUS FACULTY OF SCIENCE.
and its mainly due to the advices of my parents and friends.
but i know that the Lord had helped me make the right choices.
so il trust Him to guide me through uni.
hai.
i duno leh.
uni stuff is vexing me.
there are just too many things to do.
and too many major decisions to make.
whats worst is that im really bad at making good and quick decisions.
but uni is pushing me to make MANY quick, and assumingly good decisions.
hai sian.
its too big a step to take.
guess il have to make leaps of faith..
exhausted sia..
doing so many things at one go.
oh and my eczema is really really bad.
took a half day leave and went to see the polyclinic doctor so that if it doesnt really work out, il be able to go skin centre w a referral letter.
private patient's consultation and medication fees are damn ex can.
haha.
hai so itchy.
cannot scratch cz it will only damage the skin and it will spread more.
but i am obviously not taking note of that fact.
cz the itch is terrible.
oh and can you believe it?
the doc gave me MC for TWO days cz of eczema.
altho i told him dont need.
he say stress may be the cause, tell me rest at home.
hahaha!
maybe he gets commission for giving out MCs.
=X
hahaha jkjk.
later i get sued for saying that.
but in any case, im alrite and im gg back to work tmr.
haha.
sian so drowsy.
altho i slp like close to 7 hrs/day its still not enough.
last time in school i slp 5, 6 hours still can leh.
wah dont tell me im old alr.
haha.
sian.. so many things to think about.
im worrying yet my brain is unwilling to work.
sighs i duno lar.
later have to go some choir concert that uncle timothy invited me to attend.
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i want to stay at hommmeee..
zzz.

mata ne..

whooo, as ahsun suggested, i shall blog photos.
took loads of pics at nus when we went for the open house.
and aft that we went to celebrate wanwan's bdae at marina sq.
alrite, here goes.

if i were to become a total different person whom you cant get along with anymore,
would you sigh at the loss of a fren,
or would you slap me and bring me back?
hahs. let me send you a b word.
oh and, damn that old frizzball.
dont try and make yourself feel powerful by controlling us.
-sticks out tongue-

mata ne..

one day, two is united to become one for someone.
and the next day, one part is torn away from another person.
i will keep you in prayer, and i know the Lord will keep you safe from any harm.
just as He promised.
ohwels.
each day, my ears are hard at work.
"yar i know.. oh yes i understand."
and im the scapegoat of the day.
note: i make mistakes, but not all mistakes are made by me.
-complains, complains and continues complaining-
but on the other hand, i prefer this than what i was doing before.
hm.
lala.
when irritation and frustration is poured into you everyday, theres a need to dissipate the energy before it accumulates and results in an explosion.
*DISSIPATES ALL THE ACCUMULATED ENERGY*
so whos gna absorb the heat?

mata ne..

i love blogging photos.
il keep blogging them if someone doesnt stop me.
ah must be cz of the new cam that i got.
zzz.
wel, heres AE XIII.

liying, xueli and eunice.

ho ho! fellow welfare heads!



i tried to squeeze them into the screen.
its either my lens cnt cover a large enough space or their heads are too big.


clement's solo.
it was good =)

i cant help but take pic of my section =D


gen, carol, shirley.

janee!

unglam photo of cx. haha.

yuqing!

joann.

fellow 4th horner for AE XII!
snr snr!

lucius, gen, carol, kok.

group photo!

yd, joann, kok.

amanda, hanxuan from amk.
ypsb jnrs.
thanks alot hanxuan for suaning me like mad from the moment you spotted me in the crowd till you left. -_-

horn section '08!
joanne, jessica, jiahua, yuqing and me.
yay horn rocks!

yay clement!

liying!

liying and yongde.

another group photo consisting of nybandits 0607.
ah e person's hand shook. damn.

okay thats all.
wna kope the photos?
just left click on the photo.
you will be brought to another page with the photo in original size and just right click, then click "Save As".

mata ne..

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
i love my mum =)
haha.
oh and ytd was nyband's syf one year anniversary!
(cz this year is leap year. haha.)
and so happened, we went to SCH for ny band AE XIII.
loads of memories.
but, i know they are fading away alr.
cz i dont feel as nostalgic as i normally would be.
in any case, IM SO PROUD OF MY JUNIORS.
=)
cz i think it was a good concert.
really.
les miserables, so proud of yuqing and her horn solo.
rock and roll explosion, brought back so many of my sec sch memories.
and i thot the drummer was good.
haha.
gemeinhardt suite, super proud of clement.
absalon, wasnt as bad as i thot it would be, even tho they said it was their worst piece.
peter and the wolf brought laughter to the audience.
carmen suite was dynamic, and it reminded me of my old phone alarm.
haha.
good concert! well done jnrs! =)
will blog ytd's photos another day.
i need to go slp soon..
got work tmr.
ttsh can be interesting at times.
you get to see things that you dont see everyday.
and you get to be the person to accompany and support those who have to visit that place, i assume, unwillingly.
of cz, if not cz of job, i dont think you wld want to be there.
hmm..
hai, i duno where and how to begin.
sometimes very contradicting thots come to our minds.
and we wonder where it all came from.
one moment you have all the reasons to support the action youve taken, and the next, you regret it with all your heart.
tho always wanting to feel joy and happiness, at times, you might just wish that one day something upsetting wld happen, so that you are allowed to cry heartily, and let everything out.
maybe its because, you have absolutely no idea whats weighing you down.
finding a reason might just be the hardest thing to do nowadays.
actually, i treasure my weekends more than you know.
but..
bahh, i cant be bothered, just like everyone else.
im too tired already.
im sorry, but gloria's on strike.
despite the pangs of guilt that is bothering her.

"If you didn't put the trauma behind you, you couldn't move on. But if you did put the trauma behind you, you willingly gave up your claim to the person you were before it happened." -as quoted from "The Tenth Circle" by Jodi Picoult.

theres this new thing on blogger called a scheduled post, which you can actually decide when you want the entry to be published aft typing it.
quite cool. i shall try it one day.
wah, 你有必要完全跟我脱离关系吗？
although its not like i care that much anw.
but, no need to go through all that trouble ba.
take it easy man, not that it was any easier for me either.
oh come on, lets all grow up and deal with things the mature way.
hai.
my parents told me to relax.
maybe they're right.

mata ne..

upload photos time!

judy's hard at work =)

judy's beaver and happy!

yea june wanted to do those chain shots tgt -_-
haha. she damn farnie lar.



okay.
unglam-ness. haha.

judy insists that i shld take an artistic shot by making sure i can see myself taking this photo in the reflection of the spoon. -_-



see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil. haha lame.

whoo dinner w cx one day!

2 charity '03! omg the aircon still smells the same :P

the haunted mirror near band room. hahaha.

YES MY FAVOURITE MR GAN. =D

whoooo! panda mummy!

this is a cute one.
i caught this shot before they really fell. haha.

ong shueli!

ahah yes i met mr kwek at sn fun fair. =)

me and my two meis at yck concert.

okay today went to weechong's house to hang out.
this is the official definition of "playing halo 3".


celebrated carol's belated bdae! =)

kok is sooooooo ACT cute.
-pukes all over the place-

army talk and more army talk. zzzZZZZ.....


looks good right? from some snowy ice shop. =)
alritey thats all for today.
i gtg slp cz tmr got work.
sian.
you know, the glue is only there to hold the puzzle pieces tgt.
its definitely not part of the picture.
forgotten's the word.

mata ne~~