so long nv update le..
no time lars..
hms.
tday's a long day for me.
feel dead ryte now.
sch ended at 4.15, did some stupid phys prac.
then rushed over to stnicks to return funfair 'fiesta' tix.
went to visit my jnrs and the band.
haha.
my section like no life now lidat.
see me le then happy like mad..
haha.
jael and me must have been their sunshine during band for the past year.
ahhha. mie so ego.
anws, saw ms sia..
said hi to her..
but that is abt all.
she didnt come and talk to me,
which is not surprisin cz she is so biased agnst me.
ahha.
who cares lar.
im out of snsb le.
btw, i passed JLPT 3!
like, finally! hahs.
haiz...
i am losing a very good friend of mine..
when i talk to her, i realised that she is no longer interested in wht im saying le..
more like, she wants me to listen to everything tt she has got to say.
so when we talk, it is like so, one-way.
she talk, i listen.
hms. i really dont knw wht to do lars..
guess i dont have much control over this..
i wont be able to make the situation better.
haix. stuff this matter up the shelf and dont care abt it.
maybe it will get better as time passes.
i seem to be doing all the wrg things all the tym.
my life is in such a confusin mess ryte now..
studies + friends + parents + own thots and felins.
a big, huge mess.
the quote frm viola in twelfth night really applies now..
"O time, thou must untangle this, not I.It is too hard a knot for me to untie."haha. my, do i miss elit..
anws, when i try to look for answers, more qns pop into my face.
ehes. how?
i wish i was a super-mind reader.
not only can i read my 'twin', meng jiat's mind (ahha. mj, are you thinkin wht im thinkin? :D)
i want to read other ppl's minds too.
then i can really find answers..
but sometimes, when i learn abt the truth,
i wish i didnt know it at all.
ehs. how contradicting.
hms. tmr got band..
hope it turns out well...
jya.. mata..