tday very very tired.
got body combat for PE..
then still hafta stand for damn long durin perc ensemble.
whoa.
my legs are gna break liao.
tired, damn tired.
now tryin to do my PI.
wahlao.
still cant find a topic to pin down..
sheesh.
hms.. think im really worryin alot recently.
maybe is cz of the stress that is buildin up within me?
think that the ppl around me is irritated with my actions...
my class, band peeps..
:/
maybe im paranoid.
MAYBE...
BUT.
maybe im not.
ah sheehs.
dont wanna think abt it.
makes me more stressed up.
oh, and am i soundin like the ppl around me?
i hope im not.
it started off with rice tellin me "dont ming jue leh" cz i said he was a stoner.
then i had mj tellin me that i sound like rice cz i was tellin her, "dont bio me leh. chem lar.. chem."
and grace agreed.
:/
then rice furthur emphasized that i sound like mj.
and said that im ming rice cz i copy their talkin styles.
-rolls eyes-
and then he told me ytd that i sound like leon when i said, "yea mans".
said i easily influenced by the ppl around me.
WAHLAO.
im irritated lor.
NOT at the ppl who said that i sound like others..
BUT irritated at THE FACT that i sound like the ppl around me.
im really irritated.
dont ask me why.
i dont know why.
just pist off at that fact.
haix.
maybe its cz im really feelin the stress le..
my mood gettin more and more foul..
forgive me ppl..
but thanks lar, mj, rice and grace...
thanks for alertin me to that fact.
like they say, only good friends tell you your mistake.
the rest dont give a damn abt you..
oh wels.
haix.
im tired of tryin to change myself.
im tired of seein all my mistakes and bein unable to correct them.
tsk.
got so much damn stuff to do.
so little time.
i just want one hour to keep my mind off eth.
to relax.
just one hour.
il be there when the world stops turning,il be there when the storm is through,in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you.mata..