came back to blog..
yea i know it is a little late le..
-looks at mj-
OK FINE! it is VERY LATE le.
haha.
oh forgot to scream abt sth..
I GOT OUR OG12 TEE AND CLASS TEE LE!!!!
:D
haha.
oh wels..
had this long, nostalgic msn chat with this friend of mine..
didnt know that person too well..
officially talked to this person perhaps abt 2 weeks ago?
haha.
then we were both quite upset abt the little things that happened to us recently ba..
kind of, takin turns to rant to each other ba..
this fren normally quite cheerful de worr..
like those quite hyper kind one?
something like me, but maybe not as crazy.
but just now, both of us were sort of emo-ing lar.
was tellin me, "i think im gettin depressed le. cz i keep failing."
then sent me a piece of music..
frm this show lar.
the song sounded really sad..
and my fren was tellin me, "when i feel sad, then il listen to this song and il feel even more sad."
haha.
cute ryte?
but is really quite sad lor..
i meant the situation lar..
i, sort of, see my own reflection in this fren of mine..
frm the little decriptions, i see the things that i went thru.. and am going thru..
i almost saw my character-twin.
haha.
i mean, not exactly the same lar.
but we do have some things in common..
and seeing this fren in this situation makes me feel my past feelings all over agn...
we sort of helped each other lar.. encouragin words etc..
but we both realised that what we are tellin each other is what we need to tell ourselves..
and obviously we cant do it.
we cant convince ourselves.
hehs.
how ironic.
(yea my literature terms again..)
haha.
hms.. guess everyone is going thru the same turmoil ba..
even ppl who seem to be happy and cheerful..
or maybe even damn cool or damn macho people.
theres always this sad, nostalgic and gentle side of us..
and this little part of us will only be reached and comforted by a certain person or group of people..
sad?
yea i agree..
i see me in you, and i hope to help you.at the same time, i hope to help myself too..jya ne..