haix.
dont feel like bloggin.
cz ytd, eh considerin the time now, the day before,
i lost an entry yet again.
:/
so sian-ded le.
dont feel like bloggin.
hms.
got many things to update abt.
but just not the right mood ba.
guess i hafta wait till morn and see how i feel agn then decide when to put everything down.
two days to update abt.
considering the time agn, the day before, and ytd.
uh huh.
haix.
i just feel damn sian now lar.
like, damn tired.
shi saw my face tday and thot i was upset or sth.
but told him, no lar. think im just damn tired.
then he started askin me what time i slpt and eth.
eh.
its not abt slpin enough anot lar.
ok lar, there is a certain extent to it.
but, its more like, everything.
eh.
not makin sense.
as in, its like everything that accumulated lar.
so like, quite tired and exhausted.
haix.
emo-in eh?
ppl emo alot at night one lar.
hms.
i realise i have such a tight schedule and so many things to think abt that i neglect some of my frens.
oh no.
pls forgive me kay.
not once or twice, but many times some more.
like tday's outin w regi, kok and shi seems totally wrong.
i hardly talked to regi leh.
this is abnormal.
i hope nothin bad happens.
im sorry regi.
really sorry.
i also dont know what happened.
oh mans.
and i feel really bad now.
paisehs darling.
-huggs-
haix.
guess i shld end here.
theres nothin much for me to say anyways.
rice said that i was off tday.
am i?
maybe.
how much do i mean to you all in your lives?
am i just someone who is passin thru?
did i leave footprints on the sand, when the waves can come in anytime and wash them away?
or did i leave them on the fresh concrete, so when it dries, it stays there forever?
mata ne..