i am gna flunk my promos.
i am gna get retained how?
i dont think that if i work hard now, it will help in anyway.
cz i am screwed up.
really.
its too late le.
i do so much also no use.
its not gna make up for what i din do for the past dont know how many months.
all i can do now is regret, regret and
REGRET.
damnits.
haix.
what can i do?
i dont know what to do.
prayin everyday, hoping God will hlp me.
He did, He sure did.
but,
i have a feelin that God wants me to learn a lesson.
die.
haix.
studied with alot of ppl arh.
tday got mj and rice and band ppl.
haha.
mans.
nothin much to talk abt.
just study study study lor.
i think i am super slack.
die.
orh also got talk to mj..
loads.
haha.
we crapped so much.
ohwels.
i am dead.
i am so dead.
i am so so dead.
okay.
oh i wanted to apply for JLPT 2 this year de.
but guess what?
i just heard frm liwen on mon that we missed the submission dateline.
damns.
so wasted!
so this year not takin lor.
good or bad?
i mean right, if i take next year, i might just forget everything that i learnt.
but then again, i dont think my jap is up to the standard this year.
dont think il be able to pass level 2.
ohwels.
in any case,
i am not takin jlpt 2 this year cz i missed the deadline and theres nothin i can do.
so there.
and i dont think il be able to promote.
i am dead.
shit.
damns.
everything is screwed lar.
i am just studyin blindly.
argh!
how!?
i am dead.
i am dead.
i am dead.
shit lar.
shit shit shit.
argh.
promos!
PROMOS!!!!!
i am gg mad le.
haix.
i shall put the lyrics to the song that paul twohill sang last week.

I Wanna Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
It would be so nice,
Growin' old with you

I'll miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you.

AWW MANS!
hahah.
alrite alrite.
haix.
PROMOS.
damns.
alrite.
i think i shld go slp le.
i promised myself that il go slp early tnite.
:D
i finished my differentiation tutorials knows.
and my chem tutorials!
yay!
i first time finish so many tutorials.
hadnt been completin tutorials for a long long time.
but will it help?
i am dead.
many ppl are sayin that promos is gna be damn hard.
die.
lidat how to pass?
i need to pass everyone of my subj knows.
i am dead.
die.
shit.
damns.
oh.
JONATHAN and hady is in idols finals.
=D=D=D=D=D
soooo happy for jonathan!
but haix.
jasmine tye is out.
damns.
she can sing well.
and finals is like, two guys AGAIN.
BORING.
ahha.
ok lar.
with jonathan there, its gna be damn cool.
haha.
finally got someone to support in the finals.
haha.
mans.
what happened to olinda?
sad.
go jonathan go!
:D
ahhaha.
okok.
slpin time.
tmr got jap and lessons and maybe church.
HAIX.
PROMOOOSSSSS~~!!!!
die.
*bangs*
-shoots myself in the head and falls down on the ground-

mata ne..