hms.
rice told me sth two days ago..
pls dont think that way kayy.
my results have got nothin to do with you..
really.
its not your fault but my own.
i brought this upon myself.
i really hope you will just drop it and forget it.
really.
dont ever think that way.
haix.
dont know if you will still be readin this..
ohwels.
hmms.
OP rehersal tday.
the technical dry run was alrite.
no probs no nothing.
yupps.
when we went back to class to present, mans, i dont know what happened.
cz tday we were the first grp to present.
then everyone is still paying attention to us.
cz the prev time, we were the last grp in class to present, then everyone was not payin attention at all.
they tried to distract us some more lar.
but tday totally different wor.
then when i was talkin, i sudd cldnt talk.
cz stanley was in front of me and he looked soooo fierce!
sooo fierce im tellin you.
super duper scaree.
then i see him, i cldnt talk lar.
wahlao.
aftwards i told him that, and you know what he replied?
he said, "sorry arh, i was payin attention and listening to you all mar.."
i was like..
:/
haha.
ohwels.
went for band prac aftwards.
played grandfather's clock again for brando tan, this other piece which was, accordin to junhao, sounds super german.
the second piece was like, 8 pages and has 400 over bars!!!!!!
whoa siao.
hms.
tho both the rental fee is 600 bucks plus, i think the latter is harder lehh.
hms.
and then we played festive overture, which was a chore to play after the prev two pieces.
i pitched until my lips were really numb le.
:/
like as if we din have enough, we went on to play ms saigon.
wahlao.
by the end of the four pieces, my lips drop off alr lar.
mans.
so painful.
now the lips still feel very raw lar.
like the outer layer of skin got scrapped off lidat.
hehs.
ouch.
oh yea oh yea.
shuying came back for band!
yea..
still rmb how two of us met last time lar.
like i msged rice and told him that his fren just came for band.
then he msged her and told her that his fren, me, was in band too.
and he keep msging the two of us lar.
super lame.
until i finally met her in the toilet and i decided to say hi to her.
and we went home tgt.
whoa.
ahha.
what a cute way to make frens.
hms.
heard wenkai mite be coming for band.
ahah.
but looks like mr yeo is not very keen on recruitin him.
hms.
ohwels.
wenkai also considering if he shld join anot.
aiya depends on him i guess.
haix..
history repeated itself.
i feel like im always in the way mans.
time to move off again..
haix.
but does it have to always be the ppl around me?
damns.
first it was my two good frens.
and now its my traveling home frens.
mans.
haix.
get out of the way again i guess..
sianded.
hms.
go on ba..
be busy with your life again.
il be here.
come back anytime you want.
i dont want to be your burden.
haix..
ppl nowadays have an obsession with disposable stuff dont you think?
disposable plates, disposable cutlery, in econs got disposable income..
and disposable friends.
simple, clean and convenient.
haix.
nah im not pist.
just dont like the way things turn out i guess.
1 day to judgement day.
1 day to determine the life i will lead..

mata ne..