i dont know how to start.
i guess, its just lidat ba.
tday lesson ended at 10.45am.
very early.
so i just went home lor.
reached home, played ff6.
got stuck then i went to look for walkthroughs to help.
managed to get past that section and i went on to the next.
but i forgot to save and i was annihilated in the next section.
so i was back at square one.
ohwels.
went to nap.
thot il just slp for 1 hour.
in the end, i slpt from 2.30 all the way to 6pm.
whoa.
im really tired i guess.
then went to aunty sarah's house cz enoch keep askin us to go watch high school musical at their house.
so i brought bethia and went there.
celia came straight after sch and all three of us were just in time for the show.
its a really nice show..
like, i dont know.
i can say its a typical, but nice teenage kids kinda show.
but its all fantasy.
its the typical kind of fairytale that most teenagers dream of i guess.
maybe its even close to childish.
ohwels.
i dont care.
just watch.
and it was nice, so there.
the songs were nice also.
hms.
ohwels.
thanks to puiyeok who really went home with me tday.
she accompanied me and took train w me lar.
tho its the longer way for her.
thanks alot.
and yanghao, who msged me again to check on me.
hey, thanks for tryin to keep my flame of hope burnin..
its really very sweet of you.
and my class girls..
thanks for all of you tryin to cheer me up..
and thanks kok for offering to listen..
thanks to lirong too..
haix.
what can i do?
im dead.
what if i really need to retain?
i dont wna think abt my results.
im so dead.
and it makes me feel extremely frustrated when ppl give me that empathising look.
it gives me the feeling that you dont care at all.
"oh retain arh. mans, too bad for you i guess."
empathy.
huh. some are not even close to being empathetic.
some are just sympathy.
ohwels.
i cant blame you guys tho.
cz its all my fault for not doing well.
guess i just dont like the look that you are givin me.
argh.
forget it.
just leave me alone.
just pretend that you din know me or sth.
maybe il just disappear from the face of this earth.
then you all can just pretend that i dont exist.
whats the point of me here anws.
im of no good use.
i cant do anything right.
ah whatever.
its so lame to rant here.
like it will hlp me promote lidat.
like it will do any good to the situation.
fallen into the deepest valley of my life.
just leave me there to die.
i dont care.
i have to go for maths retest.
ARGH DAMNITS.
i shall stop rantin here before i start scoldin vulgarities.
Come What May
EWAN MCGREGOR AND NICOLE KIDMAN
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love more and more
Listen to my heart
Can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change
Winter to spring
But I love you until
The end of time
CHORUS:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems
Such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with
Such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life
Doesn't seem such a waste
But our world revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song
I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until
The end of time
Repeat chorus
Oh, come what may
Come what may
I will love you
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems
Such a perfect place
Repeat chorus
mata ne..
