life is boring.
tday lectures, class discussion, then i chop chop went to meet my mum, ate lunch, went home, slpt for 2 hours, bathed, went for jap and came home again.
haix.
sian-ded.
i am so touched by lirong.
she is such a dear to me.
thanks lirong :)
really.
lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says:
:/
lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says:
gloria
lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says:
must be hapy okay
lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says:
then no matter what happens on thurs, it can wait till then
lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says::)
lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says:
and ill always be where
lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says:
*here
lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says:
so even if its in the middle of the night, 3am, and you need someone, you can call me okay!
*nyjcBAND- ->glors<- ﾌSﾉ｢Bｸﾁﾆ says: haha *nyjcBAND- ->glors<- ﾌSﾉ｢Bｸﾁﾆ says: the same things you used to say to me *nyjcBAND- ->glors<- ﾌSﾉ｢Bｸﾁﾆ says: thanks girll *nyjcBAND- ->glors<- ﾌSﾉ｢Bｸﾁﾆ says: really. *nyjcBAND- ->glors<- ﾌSﾉ｢Bｸﾁﾆ says: loves you to bits *nyjcBAND- ->glors<- ﾌSﾉ｢Bｸﾁﾆ says::)
*nyjcBAND- ->glors<- ﾌSﾉ｢Bｸﾁﾆ says: il stay strong. *nyjcBAND- ->glors<- ﾌSﾉ｢Bｸﾁﾆ says: for you! lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says: seriously just count on it lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says: yep i love you too! lirong the beautiful letdown(im sorry) says: <3mans.
thanks alot girl..
alot alot alot.
youre the best.
never left my side since sec 1.
:)
hms.
tday lesson ended at 11.15am..
then our class got some meeting.
abt class outing.
mans.
they tmr gg marina sq the yuki yaki there to eat.
haix.
cant join them.
cz dad dont let.
say i spend alot of money le.
guess thats that.
then when we were sittin in the canteen, we saw mr lawrence.
quite far away tho.
so we decided to call him.
but mr kuek anti climax lar.
he came over and told our class guys not to sit on the table.
ehhh.
then he asked shaojie who was at the extreme end, "so your class everyone promoted anot?"
right.
thanks a million for askin that.
then shaojie was like, "errrmms.." and he gave the shifty eyes.
so i guess mr kuek got the msg.
haix.
thts one of the reason i dread sch, really.
i dont wna encounter all these stuff.
im sick of it le.
aiya whatever lar.
anws,
when he finally left, we really called mr lawrence.
then he came over, and he said, "i thot you all will say, 'mr lawrence, wo3 men2 ai4 ni3!' aiya you all arh.."
so we were like, "ok ok. we do it again. go back go back."
and he really went back to sit.
then we called again, "mr lawrence, wo3 men2 yong2 yuan3 ai4 ni3!"
haha.
then he came over and he said, "wo3 hen2 gan3 dong4."
-_-"
whoa so lame mans.
then he asked the guys, "why you all never say arh?"
then they abit reply say they give moral support lar.
wahlao.
idoits.
haha.
and ms poh was in the canteen.
we all pretended not to see her.
and i heard from the guys that she got turn back and look at us lar.
oh my.
did we make her jealous?
dont care lar.
she crap asshole.
oh yea.
on fri, shaojie passed me the OGL form.
cz i told my pw group that i wanted to be OGL mar..
thanks to my own OGLs, jacq, marilyn, jason and alvin..
i wanted to be an OGL since the beginnin of the year alr.
but now, my results so shit, can i be one anot?
later ms poh come aft me..
and keep tellin me say what, "your results so bad alr still want to be OGL? you should dedicate the time to catch up in your studies!"
right.
and i dont know what the band teachers will say.
haix.
tell me what i shld do.
hms..
heard frm huiyu tday that she is gg to poly le.
:/
she got the withdrawal form tday lar..
mans.
this is makin me really freaked out.
i dont know how she had done for promos..
but, she leavin ny for poly is really scaring me..
haix.
what shld i do..
at least she knows wht she will do..
at least she has the courage to take the other route..
haix.
ohwels.
when i was gg to meet my mum tday, i met aunty joyce at the traffic light lar.
whoa..
then she told me the usual stuff.
"need to get anything, or bathe or sth, just come over to my house to take okay? my maid recognises you."
so nice right.
but il feel so paiseh if i really go and get stuff lar.
tho ive known her like, all my life.
ever since i was born.
hehs.
talkin abt her, uncle hong choon was preaching on sun mar.
then he said a story.
this is how it goes..
there was a man who went to hell.
and he knew there was no way he cld get out of that place.
so he begged God,
"pls let me go back to my friends and family members to tell them not to live the way i used to live. so that they will not end up like me in hell."
he was beggin so hard.
but you know what God told him?
He said, "No. they wont believe you. even if you came back to life and told your close ones to change their lives, its no use. I had alr sent my Son, Jesus Christ to die and rise again from the dead. if they choose not to believe in Him, who came back to life, there is no way they will believe you."
whoa.
i dont know.
it just seemed so significant to me.
like, yea.. so true..
mans.
haix.
just sudd dont know what to say..
hms..
hadnt been slpin well recently..
keep havin dreams and always kena jerked awake.
:/
considering the situation now, i guess thats the effects of stress ba..
haix..
hate puttin on masks.
hate seeing masks.
im sick of facin the reality of life.
3 days to thurs.
3 days to judgement day..
just one day, one day to leave everything behind and replenish my energy..
mata atode..
