ouch.
i got a paper cut.
damns.
its both itchy and painful.
argh.
got it when i was tryin to unroll the paper for the notice board.
ehh tday PW until i wna die le.
so sian.
mans.
but at least we got it more organised.
eh i hope.
i HOPE it WINS POH'S FAVOUR.
argh.
then i like, keep doing stuff lar.
okok. i shant say anymore.
later it gets out of hand then its not gna be too good.
tday had this dialogue session with mr kuek.
hms.
the first part was pretty dumb cz there goes poh boon and benjamin cheah holding their own debating session.
so everyone was laughin.
cz it was pretty comical.
alrite alrite.
i shant be evil.
the second part was damn farnie lar.
cz mr kuek asked for suggestions.
then alot of ppl go up to give alot of suggestions.
haha.
the super farnie one was the toilet one.
haha.
cz the first level guy toilets not so well constructed lar.
haha.
then got alot of ppl go up and talked abt it.
wahlao.
it was super super farnie.
laughed until i wna die.
ahaha.
okok.
then had band prac later on.
whoa i play until my lips really hurt alot by the end of the prac.
tday that junhao nv come lar!
tell me he sick cannot play le.
then leave me alone.
cz leon was conducting mar.
wahlao.
so for open house songs, only got one horn.
yea.
1 2nd horn for shrek dance and 1 1st horn for instant.
well done.
so sad lar.
then no one to talk to.
haha.
ok lar.
not really lar.
cz got chester and carol wong next to me.
but you know, no one to complain abt your part to.
haha.
really pushed myself to play for very long knows.
then later mr brando tan wanted us to play disney's fantillusion.
damn.
then i signalled leon, tellin him that, ayye come play with me leh.
leon asked mr tan whether he can come back and play.
mr tan was like, "no! you are conducting what!"
so leon was like, "eh but..", then he point point in my direction.
ahha.
then mr tan was like, "ok lar ok lar. go back."
yay! so leon saves the day!
haha.
but he tday the upper lip was peeling real bad.
then got abit of sun3 pi2.
so he cant really pitch all the high notes also.
but he is still good!
haha.
mans.
i think i depend on him and junhao alot.
if dont have them playin with me arh, i really will die arh.
now to think abt it, i think my jnrs back in snsb are really not very good.
aiya cz last time i thot we were not bad mar.
then jael and me really were the pillars of the section.
haha.
its so different here lar.
but learn alot frm my two section mates!
:D
anws, snsb horn sect!
better prac harder!
haha.
oh aft prac i got a skeleton of the dinner with annie.
hms.
hope din leave out anything.
aiya tday very sian.
dont feel like doing the board.
damns.
and regi asked me what pics i takin frm those that are gna be printed out.
so i was like, "eh everything lar."
cz i asked for those pics?
eh. anws,
yea.
then regi told me, "arh. can dont do the board anot? cz we need pics for the booth. then can lighten your load also."
hm.
eh okayy.
so now i dont need to do the inside board.
maybe just put up the background lar.
anws, was super pist tday.
wahlao.
you better stop giving me all the nonsense arh.
all the rubbish reasons and what have you.
im warnin you.
if you do it again,
IF YOU EVER DARE TO DO IT AGAIN,
i am so gna tell you off.
RIGHT INTO YOUR FACE.
dont think im not capable of such stuff eh.
you see my smileyface most of the time eh.
try me.
you want to break my limit right?
il show you wheres my limit.
you dont go overboard, im tellin you.
are you plain stupid? or are you HANDICAPPED in some ways? or are you just INCOMPETENT?
then i dont see why you are given that responsibility.
i dont think you deserve it, im tellin you.
you try me.
you try me somemore i am so gna show you.
i am so gna show the other side of me that my frens had not seen for so long.
go on.
i dare you to try me.
you better watch it.
ESPECIALLY WHEN I START GLARIN AT YOU.
you better watch it.
dont you ever dare to cross the line, im tellin you.
go on.
you want to test the water right?
il show you whats a whirlpool.
you better not do it again.
im warning you.
argh.
i cant believe it.
i shant bother myself with such stuff.
its not worth it.
hms.
anws,
seriously, i dont know what to think.
like, i really dont know whats up with you lar.
competitions.
i hate them.
esp those that drains my mind.
esp those that challenges your capability.
eh isnt that all competitions?
competitions test your capability right.
ohwels.
i just dont like a certain kind of competition i guess.
aiya.
hms
oh yea.
mr neo walked into the band room and gave a talk tday.
then he said, "most of you didnt do very well."
://
"in fact, some of your results are really disgusting."
i think i rmb him using that "disgusting" word.
oh shit mans.
i dont wna screw up again.
argh.
die le..
im in deep shit.
i dont even know if i will pass any subj lar..
shit lar.
i mean, other than my jap which i alr passed.
but thats not the point.
anws, yea.
im worried sia.
but what is there to worry abt when its all over?
eh.
leave things in God's hands.
He will give me what is good for me.
hms.
i really feel like emo-ing now leh.
but so drowsy le.
think i gna slp now.
very tired wor.
haix.
so many things to think abt.
aiya.
i am gna Zzz soon le.
tmr still need to do the board.
haix.
hms.
yea im glad that its solved.
is it?
at least i hope.
thats one big load off my shoulders.
haix.
still got dont know how many more loads to go.
alrites.
me gg off le.
was it worth the cries?
was it a waste of tears?
was it a waste of time?mata atode..
