SOO SIANNNNNNN.
argh.
damns.
i think im droppin alot of hair recently lar.
when i was washing my hair, i get this huge lock of hair off my head.
then when i condition my hair, another huge lock of hair off.
when i wash off the condition, another huge lock.
when i comb my hair, alot of hair comes off again.
i go moisturise it, then another bunch of hair is on my hand.
then i recomb my hair, another huge lock of hair comes out again.
wahlao.
everyday i go thru these steps, alot alot of hair drops off.
wahlao.
tskk.
argh.
haix.
im really damn freakin sick of my life.
i am sooooooo damn damn damn sick of my life.
i had led a shittifying life mans.
really.
tday nothing to do then keep thinkin.
wahlao.
keep keep thinkin for soooo long.
cz nothing to do then il sit there and think.
i was thinkin for like, almost the whole day sia.
think and think and think.
wahlao.
the more i think, the more pist i get.
then i got super frustrated with myself.
mans.
i really cant believe how screwed up my life is.
its freakingly screwed up.
i really want to mend my life.
but cant.
its all IN THE PAST.
damnits.
wheres the reset button?
i really want to reset my life sia..
I AM SO SICK OF MY LIFE.
so many things that ive done and regretted.
and am regrettin now.
still regretting.
everytime i think back, il feel sooo damn embarrassed of myself.
like, what was i thinkin back then?
damnits.
i lead such a screwed up life.
screwed up, screwed up, SCREWED UP!
shit.
damns.
so pist, so pist with myself.
haix.
Welcome To My Life
Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
songs that speak for me.
haix.
thanks to tracy and zhenghui who prayed for me.
thanks girls..
really.
appreciate it.
and xinrong, who is ever so concerned abt all of us.
thanks alot..
and hope my class ppl are havin loads of fun..
sorry i cldnt join you all tday.
haix.
i am soooooooooo sick of my life.
so sick.
so so damn super sick of my life.
haix.
think recently i keep wallowin in self-pity.
damns.
orsino.
haix.
2 days left.
2 days to determine how my life will be.
should i be OGL?
i really dont know.
i hate myself for thinkin so much.
mata ne..
