tday open house.
hms..
think we really did very well for open house.
seriously, compared to ypsb concert,
its a million times better.
really, im serious.
and im sooooo proud of ourselves.
not by the fact that we played good or bad,
but by the fact that we had improved.
thats really the greatest thing ever.
really.
and we had like 56 ppl signing up for band.
okay, not like it means anything.
but at least got ppl interested lar.
whoa.
prac my convincin skills.
ahaha.
i think aft this, i can write a very good argumentative essay le.
haha.
okok.
ignore me.
hms.
tday yizhen, xinru and weiying came to ny.
yay!
made them sign up at the band booth.
ahha.
but hor, weiying and xinru like dont wna join band lidat.
whoa.
did ms sia traumatise them or sth.
ahaha.
ohwels.
mr neo gave another talk tday.
hms.
this time really did it mans.
it beat some ppl down, it pist some ppl off, it made some ppl feel even more heck care.
i dont know lar.
i basically feel that we really improved and we did our best and there is nothing to really be upset abt.
i mean, i dont really think too much abt it.
just maybe, yea i know we cannot be complacent and decides to stay at this stage after havin improved.
then i see everyone so shagged i also feel so.. :/
some ppl move on rather quickly i guess.
some relatively quickly.
some need more time.
some not at all.
some became more pist instead.
hms.
wels.
i really dont know what to do.
the mood was really..
i can feel it.
really.
totally.
and it upsets me.
like, i see a prob but i cant do anything abt it again.
haix.
hms.
heres to a few ppl..
dont know if you guys will read this, but ohwels.
REGI:
heyy me dear regi..
i know you are very very tired and confused now.
hope you feel better alrite?
you know it, il be here all the time.
need ranting can just come to me.
dont think so much for now.
one step at a time.
take it easy and it will be all fine.
trust me.
and il always be here to help anytime yea?
love you loads girl..
=)
KOK:
ayye you arh..
i jolly well know you are not okay lar.
relax kay.
you also dont think so much can..
chill and you will be able to calm yourself down.
once you are cool, then you will be able to think clearly.
really.
i mean it.
and keep this in mind.
i am so gna drill this into your head.
nothin is gna last.
you said so yourself.
nothin.
and that includes both bad and good things.
yeps.
and need a listenin ear?
i have two alrite.
got spare some more.
so you tkc too..
LEON:
heyy section mate..
i see you so stressed i also very scared.
like, i can feel the tension lar.
relax dude. i really need you to relax.
take things slow kay.
slp well tnite yea?
have a very good rest and you will feel loads better tmr.
yupps.
stay strong alrite..
you are the man dude!
and i know you can do it!
chill!
and dont forget to have fun!
really!
ANNIE:
annie!
dont think so much kay!
whats impt is that you have improved and there is nothing to worry abt.
really.
you din fail yourself so no worries kay!
i know you have quite gotten over it le.
thats good!
now i need you to take care of your body and get well soon!
JIAHENG:
dude!
dont be so pist can..
i dont know.
you havent said much but i know you are not alrite yea..
relax lar.
chill and think things thru.
some times, maybe only stress will keep things gg yea.
be more optimistic!
=D
...
haix.
guess thats abt all i have to say tday.
mans.
what can i do?
tell me,
what can i do?
will things turn out to be better or worst?
this is a crucial point.
how everyone reacts will really determine whats gna happen in the future..
everyone is almost beaten.
but no way.
we are not gna be beaten.
especially not us.
everyone else can be beaten but we all must stand strong!
stay positive and together, ppl!
this is one huge hurdle..

mata ne..