tiring day.
very.
and the haze is, :/
just simply irritating me.
went for band prac in the morn.
hms.
my horn doesnt seem to be as heavy as it used to be.
ahha.
dont ask me why.
ive got no idea.
whoa tday i cldnt play lar!
so long nv play le!
mans.
all the high notes cannot pitch.
tskk.
haha.
played instant concert and shrek dance party tday.
is prac for open house lar.
yea..
hms.
then aft band prac, we all went to eat lunch at pizza hut.
regi and me shared a pasta!
yea mans.
and garlic bread.
hms.
got really distracted by whats happenin now..
cz everything is gettin so complicated le.
then its so hard to solve cz..
i also dont know how to say..
haix.
just can say that, we all meet all sorts of different ppl in our lives i guess.
hms.
im not too sure if you know what it is.
dont really think so.
and you are not making much sense eh..
hmms.
and wahlao.
dont tell me..
mans.
i know.
i suspected last time but i threw it aside.
cz you know, like, cannot be lar..
but now, even the simplest things cant be saved.
its gone.
really.
hmms.
tday is a thotful day for me.
like, again.
yar i know.
keep thinkin abt alot of things.
then mind drift frm here to there then..
argh.
can tell that im not concentrating.
my this entry also super random lar..
like this topic, then sudd another topic, then jump another place again.
haha.
hms.
i dont know lar.
and i sudd thot..
eh i dont wna lose my frens.
i dont want to.
really.
not a single one of them.
esp those who were my close frens..
haix.
really.
sometimes, ive really so much to say, but not a single word comes out of my mouth.
keepin things to myself works really well you knows.
ahha.
cz its like, nothin will happen if you dont say ath.
okayy you might argue that life wont improve if you dont go an make your thots known.
you wont be able to achieve somethings.
but.
look at it this way.
you wont make mistakes, you wont take risks.
you are always in your comfort zone.
yea, life wont improve alrite.
but life wont be too bad!
see?
to me, i feel that the security of not makin mistakes outweighs the extra happiness that you get if you go and achieve what you want.
aiya, dont know lar.
why am i sayin this?
haha.
the random-ness has gotten into me.
eh.
haha.
talkin to samuel now!
whoa!
he super pro!
told me that he stopped studies in nafa.
then he gg army soon.
and he told me..

samuelyau. says:
i was in uk in august..and a principal of a conservatoire asked me to join the school..which only accepts 7 students only

samuelyau. says:
so..it's either i go there..or Netherlands

samuelyau. says:
see how..2 years later

whoa!!!
cool sia!
sooooo pro!
gna be conductor next time!
ahha.
then i told him, "so funn lar! can stand in front of the orchestra and scold ppl!"
=X
haha.
ohwels.
and he is coming to church tmr!
mans.
so long nv see him le!
so happy for him.
:D
haha.
haix.
ohwels.
i dont know what to do.
im super confused.
super mixed up.
with many many things.
haix.
better dont think so much.
first things first.
i need to complete the noticeboard before open house next fri.
hms.
shit.
ive got lesser time than i think.
damns.
haix.
think i better dont stay here for too long.
later i rant non stop.

mata ne..