i hate feelin helpless.
band now like got alot of things to do but i cant seem to be able to help in anyway?
ehs nvms.
got dinner things to settle!
all the reflections and accounts and i am thinkin of doing a folder with our planning process inside.
hopefully it will be useful for the next batch.
then our next year dinner will be even better!
hahaha.
eh cant rmb what i blogged the prev day.
i best.
haha.
hms.
i shall do some reflection ba..
dinner had been great.
as in, the process.
really learnt alot from mr neo.
altho he really drilled me alot.
and he was real harsh at times.
his picky-ness really killed me mans.
but cz of that, i learnt that, hey, if you want to make a good impression and be polite, those are the things that you have to do.
on our part, the adhoc i meant,
completin the task was really hard.
but change a point of view,
if you were the one being served by mr neo, you will feel very at ease and welcomed.
and that this person who is servin you respects you as a person.
isnt that what most hotels and other ppl working in the service line doing?
yups.
and if they do not do up to that standard, you will feel that, hey the service here is really bad.
looking back again.
i thot of my first time organising a big event for the band.
the green's POP back in st nicks.
whoa i was sec3 then.
thinkin that, cz yihui and me are the sqd leaders, we shld go organise this event mar.
and halfway thru, yihui pangseh-ed me and organised another event.
and washed her hands off the POP.
so i ended up doing eth alone.
the stupid me din ask for any help.
thinkin that i cld do eth myself.
kept breaking dwn, alot of jnrs dont like me.
screwed up my next post as the sec3 SC before i even got the post.
haha.
end up i lacked alot of slp, the whole thing screwed up also.
supposed to make a video.
i think we did make it leh.
still with jingwen.
haha.
then i cldnt play it in the music room.
so decided not to play the video.
all my hardwork for the video all gone.
then was supposed to make the video into CD and pass to the snrs, until now still havent do.
din manage to do the sqd prez for yizhen..
yvonne had to help me.
actually i wanted to do myself also de.
mans.
cant blif how ambitious i was.
still rmb i keep breakin dwn mans.
and lilin had to come and hug me and eth.
whoa i that time really very stupid lar.
why i so stubborn arh?
no wonder i will break down lar.
serve myself right.
if i were to do it one more time, i blif i wld do it another way and wld have gotten better results.
but all those were experiences ba..
learn from them..
haix.
i think the ad hoc is feelin really accomplished too.
erps.
a random jump from sec sch life to now.
anws, yea..
i feel very happy for them.
like you see the ad hoc ppl's faces got a glow there or sth.
haha.
mans.
glad that the event is over.
it was very very rewarding.
i think the things i learnt from mr neo is gna bring me far in life.
really.
he taught me things that many ppl had to learn themselves when they go to work.
he showed me the easier route mans..
and i think this experience will really make my testi and cca record look pretty nice, as what weiming said.
hard work pays off mans..
but there are also situations where hard work doesnt pay off..
experienced many of those situations.
but when it really does, it feels good lor.
really.
i feel so proud of the ad hoc.
haha.
hms.
think i need to go le.
very tired.
helpin regi find maps..
and tmr need to go sch early to do the notice board..
do the inside notice board before tune in..
sheesh..
this is frustrating.
haha.
mans.
sudd thot of sth.
i wish the adhoc is one big teddy bear then i can hug them all at one go.
THANKS ALOT GUYS!
and the bandits also.
and the teachers.
conductors..
mr neo is cool mans.
he is a superb leader himself.
learnt alot alot from him.
thanks mr neo!
haha.
oh did i rmb to thank the ppl who helped in little little ways when we were preparing for the dinner?
ppl like weechong, shaoming..
mans cant rmb more ppl.
but to all who helped in one way or another, THANKS!
haha.
thank you all so so much!
haha.
thinkin abt the dinner is like havin a dream.
back to reality..
is cruel, is frustratin..
im tired.
taking rubbish now..

mata ne..