ahh tday went for sectionals.
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we all prac until sian diao.
ohwels.
i was practising aft wards, then i saw the sky was like, super dark.
so i decided to run home before the rain comes.
whoa. guess what?
when i reached home it rained.
THANK GOD SIA.
haha.
cz i nv bring umbrella.
tday did homework leh.
i made myself finish the summary before coming online.
haha.
i dont have discipline de.
need these kind of stuff to force myself to do things.
haix.
think im in a very sorry state.
haha.
okay anws,
eh i think i was very evil to xueqi tday!
IM SORRY XUEQI!
i REALLY REALLY REALLY din mean it.
but dont know if you will be reading this in the first place.
anws, IM SO SORRY!!!!
ahhhh!
damns.
pangs of guilt is disturbin me now.
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sorry sorry!!!
=(
hms.
mj's off to genting with her ccs frens.
mans.
so envious!
cz my parents wont let de.
haha.
anws, eh im missin her alr!
=(
din manage to reply her last night!
sorry my dear!
must enjoy yourself kay!
hms.
oh and i think rice is on his scout trip leh.
cz i nv see him online.
are you on the scout trip thing, rice?
haha.
okay thats a dumb qn to ask.
shall give him a msg later.
haix.
im so disturbed by so many things lar.
mans..
the human nature is a horrid one.
and i really hate it.
im not excluding myself when im talkin abt this.
haix.
i think everyone shld have experienced this ba.
like, aft you do sth, you really hate yourself for doing it?
or for those ppl who really reflect alot, dont you hate yourself for even havin the intention of doing sth?
and sometimes, if you really check yourself, maybe you had even considered your motive for doing sth.
we are a bunch of ugly beings.
okay, i shant generalise.
i think i am so disgustin that i cant stand myself.
haha.
okay that sounds really :/
but sometimes, i am really disappointed with the things that are happening around me.
wels, mostly cz of myself ba.
haha.
haix ohwels.
i hate life, dont you?
haha.
dont see me jumping around most of the time means i dont quiet down and watch okay.
think thats quite enough for a day.
shall go listen to the recordings of sinfonia and fantillusion.
maybe i tmr go self prac.
haix.
life is irritating.
mata ne..