had tune in tday..
wahlao.
malu-ed like crap.
i think arh, half the sec 4s that came must be rolling their eyes at me le lar.
mans.
i felt like dying lar.
mr tan HAD to intro me first and intro me lidat some more.
irritating lar!
then i had to fake enthu for the rest of the day.
wahlao.
so crap.
soooo irritating!
then mr neo had to add on to it and say, "ayye gloria, why nv do your job?"
WAHLAO.
and then i have to stupidly sit there and keep cheering.
alone some more.
do they have to do that to me?!
the sec4s must be like thinking, "wahlao why that girl so irritating de?"
thanks arh thanks.
so malu-ating.
make me malu myself in front of so many ppl.
damns.
want to die.
i really wished mr tan din do that lar.
he had to intro me first.
and say until lidat.
thanks arh.
wah really.
isnt it common sense to be introducing the heads first or sth?
then the teachers had to keep mentioning my name.
il bet my name is the first name that all the sec4s rmb.
im irritated.
argh damns.
anws, when mr neo met my mum, he had to say those stuff lar.
wahlao.
how fake can it get mans.
come on lar, i know the way you work lar.
what you said was not true and i know it lar.
you are saying it to be polite right.
aft working so long with you, you think i dont know how you go abt doing things?
whoa shit mans.
irritating.
then i was super tired.
maybe its cz of the runnin in the aftnn.
tune in we had 33 ppl ba..
got 4 more horns.
had amazing race and our section and the saxophones won the competition.
cool mans.
they gave us chocs.
had the briefing for the thai trip.
glad that im not inside the comm.
im tired of planning and thinkin le.
anws, tday had brass sectionals.
WHY CANT I STILL PLAY THE STUPID HIGH A?!
argh so pist at myself.
maybe i shld just quit band mans.
that stupid A refuses to come out.
i just cant get the technique lar.
im such a horn idiot lar.
and also an music idiot.
sheesh.
then tday dont know what happened to leon.
he stayed outside and started chionging all his high notes and loudness.
and all the fast fingering stuff.
ohwels.
hms.
band dinner preps is coming to an end..
eth is ending soon..
my task is almost complete.
yay im glad.
oh and yongde sounds really really good.
he sounds so good that i dont mind buying his CD with all his playing if he comes up with one.
eh okay. im not sure abt that.
but my point is, he plays well.
and mr tan also praised him tday.
but its all hard work lor.
he goes down almost everyday to prac wor.
haix.
makes me feel lousy.
cz im not improvin.
aiya whatever lar.
dont feel like bloggin le.
im pist and tired.
-screams into your face-
TDAY IS A LOUSY DAY!
=(

mata ne..