my laptop has a serious error and i cant start the laptop.
so now using the other comp.
ytd when i used it, it was still fine eh.
haix.
just tell me, how many more obstacles are gna come my way?
cant things be good for me, just for once?
haix.
ehs, thanks to those who had been tagging my board..
all the encouragement and eth.
thanks for being so concerned and caring.
=)
il be fine after a while.
maybe its just the wrong time of the year or sth.
haix.
ohwels.
many things, i just wish it would be the way i want it to be.
but life just likes to play with me.
life likes to keep me in suspense, make me constantly hope and hold on to certain things, then take them away from me.
dashing all my hopes and dreams like no body's business.
taking all that i had been working for away from me.
perhaps its just not me.
perhaps some things are meant for other people.
every action is like a knife, stabbing right into me.
and things get worst for me, day by day.
yet, every morning i anticipate, i look forward, i hope once again.
look forward to the good things that might just happen on that day.
anticipation pulls me out of bed every morning.
anticipation keeps me walking.
anticipation keeps me going on.
but what is the point of putting all these down?
it wont help solve my probs.
mr foo asked me tday if i was okay recently.
hms.
tday got lunch time concert and chem test.
lunch time concert was.. so not high.
our band is not an enthu band by nature ba.
need to motivate the enthu-ness then ppl will start to zi-high.
ohwels.
chem test.. eh maybe i shld have just swallowed the notes.
mr foo seems very concerned abt my results, esp my chem.
keep asking me how i study and what is impt in particular chapters.
then ask how was the test.
haix.
im screwed.
always screwed.
im really very very drained.
tmr still got econs test.
and i wldnt want to know what had been lined up for me for my maths remedial.
so many things.
i cant complete tutorials, i cant finish muggin.
i dont slp enough.
i dont drink enough water cz il tend to forget to drink.
haix.
this blog is getting more and more self centered cz all i blog here is abt myself and only myself.
confusion. looks around.time is flying without a sound.how can i say, how can i tell?how can i speak without my hope to sell?jya ne~