had chem prac tday which totally drained me.
mr low kay siang took over my class prac cz mrs tan wasnt here.
then he very irritating cz he keep saying, "you must try your very best to do this practical. must push yourself."
then he will walk around the lab then ask you, "which test are you doing? what gas are you testing for? you sure is this gas anot?"
zzzz.
so stressful lar.
but he makes you think.
hms.
i failed my first test of the year.
chem test.
and i see more to come.
haix.
wahlao.
i failed so badly for chem lar.
idiot crap.
if my chem is lousy, WHAT IS MY MATHS AND PHYS?
argh damns.
im SUPER PIST WITH MYSELF.
i may as well just continue failing everything else.
then just fail and screw up my As lar.
just, forget it ba.
why mug so hard sia.
when everything doesnt pay off at all.
haix.
but i know i dont dare to give up.
ehs.
tmr im gna die.
chem tutorial, maths tutorial, maths remedial, GP tutorial, phys SPA.
good luck to me.
i feel like dying now so that i dont have to go thru tmr.
idiot.
did i blog this song before also?
Chasing Cars
Snow Patrol
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?tell me again if it is worth it.
if everything just turns against me right now at this very moment.
mata ne..