oh so douglas, selena and weeting shared my prez too!
thanks guys!
il add you all to the list too!
and thanks to chris for letting me know!
oh btw, all 12 of them shared a damn cute notebook, a bookmark, and this HUGE YELLOW SMILEY FACE soft toy that is so huggable.
=)
kok told me to open up and laugh at it cz it looks like me.
-_-"
haha.
oh yea had orientation today.
i think the orientation comm did a very good job.
really.
very well done.
yupps.
so happy for you all.
yea mans.
...
the event of trauma is over.
or isit?
i just saw baoxian's msn nick just now.
it was a one word nick.
and this one word reminded me of everything.
fong.
oh freak.
i just realised sth late last night.
that it was not over for me yet.
it still haunts me like a ghost.
everything just came back to me.
the story unfolded right before my very eyes.
the daylight takes it all away.
pushes it to the back of my head.
yet, when darkness comes,
it creeps back into my mind.
and magnifies itself.
fighting it.
every part of me is fighting it.
and i am getting weary.
eh i sound like some unseen prose for literature.
nevermind.
i will put this aside.
hm.
i suddenly feel that things are falling apart again.
the sky that was painted was so beautiful.
but it seems like things are changing.
the paint from the painted sky is falling off.
the flakes of paint slowly drifts with the wind..
am i losing sth beautiful?
shld i stop and admire its last moments of beauty,
or shld i do sth abt it to retain the wonder before my eyes?
or perhaps, the flakes that im seeing is not paint.
are they snowflakes instead?
are these the snowflakes that makes the sky look even prettier than before?
are they the ones that will create an even more gorgeous picture that will take my breath away?
or maybe all these are just part of my imagination?
maybe theres no pretty painted sky.
i might just be shrouded by my dream.
maybe what is waiting for me out there is a dark stormy sky.
and once i wake up from this dream,
i will be standing in the rain.
getting wet and getting cold.
3 scenarios, 3 different endings, lots of questions.
which one will be the ending of this chapter?
which ending will be the one that will make an impact on me before i move on to the next part of my story?
tell me.
i wish to know.
pls dont put me through everything again.
cz history seems to be repeating itself.
and i am really afraid that things will turn out to be the same as before.
sports carnival at bedok reservoir tmr.
dragon boating..
mata ne..
