weep over the controversies of life.
weep over the ironies.
weep over the helplessness of human beings.
when a baby was born into this world,
what is the first thing that he does?
yell and cry.
God is trying to tell us, that this world is one that is full of suffering and pain.
haix.
how am i gna deal with everything?
when will ppl start thinking in other ppl's shoes?
indeed.
apply what we say into our own lives.
how many times have we blamed others for sth they didnt do, when we ourselves have not done it either?
when will mutual understanding and forgiveness be achieved fully?
when will compassion and kindness start to develop in each human being?
when will ppl stop hurting each other??
its a entirely different kind of helplessness this time.
yes i do see things.
but perhaps the things i saw are alot different.
i dont know.
im in a confusion now.
i think memorising the conditions and reagents for the organic chem reactions are alot simpler than all these.
i wish i knew what to do.

mata ne..