HAPPY BDAE YONGDE!yay!
today is yongde's bdae!
glad that it made an impact :)
i think mine and kok's acting skills suck.
cz he could guess that we were planning sth.
-_-"
haha.
but at least he believed us!
ohwels.
the new exco results are out.
the teachers are so..
neverminds.
i shant comment.
congrats to the exco and i hope you guys will really live up to everyone's expectations and do your best!
yupps.
il announce the results here tmr..
oh and i just got back my chem test results today.
10/35.
eh i just typed it here eh.
cz i feel that i can do better than that.
isit cz i really never stardie properly, or isit cz of sth else?
the one and a half hours the day before the test.
when you thot a wave can just take everything away on the next day.
look at the repercussions.
i am really not blaming anyone.
i just want you to understand.
thats all i need, seriously.
i realise that day was just literally,
TRAGIC irony.
really.
ohwels.
i am fine with my test score ba.
cz i know i am gna chiong for my midyears.
haix.
things that im more worried abt are my two SPAs skill A.
ehs what to do..
i need some plan to keep me calm.
no plan = panic.
haix.
hms.
oh no.
he had found one of the main doorkeys.
whether he knows it or not, i am not too sure.
but if he does open this door, i believe he wld be able to discover alot.
it still depends on whether he can make use of this key to his advantage.
well, if he bothers, he wld.
and with some really good inferring skills, the blanket wld be uncovered soon.
one step closer.
to more smiles or frowns?
it depends on you.
the events keep happening in front of my eyes..
i wish i cld do selective watching.
or maybe i can.
maybe i am the one who chose not to look away?
after much thinking, i guess i am the one who is screwing up my own life.
everything is on my part.
i choose how i want to react to a certain event.
afterall, no one is responsible for how my life shld be lived, except myself.
we are all given the freedom to choose.
and of all kinds of reactions, i chose to react this way.
i really think its my fault.
neverminds.
il get back on track.
and i know that God will be waiting for me to go back to Him.
for i have gone astray.
hm.
but still, i am caught in a dilemma.
i wish i cld chuck it aside and ignore it.
mata ne..