new blogskin.
i really like it leh.
duh, i mean like, why wld i have chosen it to be my new blogskin anws.
haha.
i like the way the picture is so big that it takes up the whole entire screen.
but i kinda think its abit too big.
ohwels.
oh and its so emo lar.
haha.
but this skin horr..
need to double break to get a single spacing between the lines.
:/
oh and i took so long to think of the poem shown when the page is loaded.
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ehs.
i feel so blank now that i dont know what to do.
this blank-ness that im feeling lasted for a few days i guess.
its not the usual kind that will go away after a while.
and this blank-ness stays at the back of your head.
like, it prevents access to a certain part of your mind.
i think to put it simply, its just,
i dont know what to think.
that part of my mind just doesnt function anymore.
ohwels.
listen to many many songs to drown everything.
listen to all the songs even if they dont speak for me.
it blocks my mind and keeps me from thinking.
keeps me from thinking of what to think.
ah whatever.
i sound confusing, i am confused.
hms.
i hate it when ppl put up a whole load of shows just to appease me.
i hope no one is doing that.
cz thats so fake, so scheming.
the intentions might be good, but the action itself is still wrong.
ohwels.
just putting a point across.
not pointing fingers at anyone.
oh gosh.
i hate myself so much.
i am feeling claustrophobic.
its an internal claustrophobia.
suffocated inside.
arghs whatever.
no my entries are not here for ppl to know my situation and pity me, or do anything abt what ive said.
im a rant-er.
i am just ranting.
dont read it if you dont like it.
dont read it if you feel obliged in any way.
just click the [back] button and you are out of here.
haix.
damnits.
when supply is large, theres more room for choice, preference and comparisons.
and you will tend to consider the opportunity cost alot more than you usually do.
-double break-


mata ne..