and the blog music is back.
ehs.. i let the comp do its disk check.
and it took half an hour.
:/
hms.
whew.
i need a breather.
tho i had alr slotted in 2 hours of comp games, 1 hour of TV and 2 hours for eating etc into my mugging time for today.
haix..
mugger mode.
i was just watching tv and i saw 2 situations.
mans.
it made me think again.
giving without having any expectations.
to find pure pleasure in giving.
i dont think its not possible at all.
hms..
ohwels.
im brain dead le..
i feel damn screwed up.
really.
i think im gna screw all my subjs.
so vexed and worried and tired and frustrated with myself.
I AM PLAIN STUPID. literally.
and whats worst is that,
some things cant be done anymore.
things have changed.
and it had taken some things away from me.
haix.
ohwels.
yay my dad's back from church camp le.
no more home alone.
mum and sisters are coming back on sat.
whee~
and tho you guys may not know,
coming to my house to mug had made me feel much better.
at least the house was not empty most of the time.
i think the fun-nest part was when we tried to make dinner.
tho it kinda sucked, my cooking and eth.
:/
but it was fun.
haha.
hmms..
okay its time for me to go mug.
i shall get back to my reaction kinetics.
no.
nothing i do or say will help in any way.
mata ne..