before anything,
HAPPY BDAE LILIN!dott loves her panda mummy!
msged her today.
so long nv talk to her le.
damn sad.
i never see her for 2 years sia.
hms.
orh i just talked to my mum over the phone just now.
so happy.
=)
yay they are coming home tmr.
haha.
haix..
i wanted to stay at home today.
now i wish i did.
the weather magnifies the claustrophobia.
i hate it loads.
and i hate the way my brain becomes stuck.
i am such a dumb ass.
just now my dad made a random statement cz we were watching tv.
wondering if that shld be the way.
nah, i shall just stay silent for certain matters.
i am not entitled to speak or comment about anything.
ehs.
wont you just stop it?
i am gna trash you soon for exaggerating things that are not true.
it may be fun for you, but every sentence is a stab, reminding me of things i dont wish to think abt.
no, you wldnt understand.
cz you can just walk away, get over it, like the way you did last time, and the time before, and the time before the time before.
but note that i am not you.
the way my mind works is a whole lot different than yours.
so just cut it out, will you?
i shall go do my maths.
i promised ms teng i will psycho myself to love maths.
I LOVE MATHS.
mata atode..