exams over..
sudd so aimless.
but like what yd said, this is just the beginning.
wel, look at me now and you will realise that i am trying not to realise that fact.
ahah.
haix.
heart aches.
how to speak of it?
a wedge.
wider and wider.
the longer you wait, the worst it gets.
it diverges, and the distance gets bigger and bigger.
should i really try to save?
me saving sth and gaining from it would mean that the other person wld lose what i had lost.
and i know that the feeling is not a nice one.
inflicting the pain that i felt on someone else so that il be relieved of it.
does that sound like a moral thing to do?
if i stay, il suffer.
but i still have them around me.
if i leave, il feel a million times better.
but il lose the ppl that i really care abt.
why does this have to happen?
why does this dilemma have to happen to me?
i hate this.
i really do.
and i wish someone else wld solve it for me.
i feel like locking this blog up.
mata atode..