my reaction is not very fast today.
my mind not working too quickly.
ms teng says im a deflated balloon.
=)
haha.
alrite i need slp badly.
:/
i just caught this phrase off summerland ytd.
suspicion is a self fulfilling prophesy.
i think its quite true, well, to a certain extent.
like, lets say, i suspect that you hate me.
when you dont.
but since i thot that you hate me, il start acting weird, cz i am afraid that i might offend you.
and il definitely keep a distance.
and since i act weird, you will think that i had changed, and you will really start disliking me, thinking, "whats up with gloria recently? shes getting more and more irritating."
and we fall into a vicious cycle, and we cant get out of it, cz neither of us knows whats going on in each other's minds.
then the whole thing becomes a misunderstanding, and we will lose the ppl and things around us in a very stupid way.
misunderstandings.
they have the ability to kill friendships that were meant to last.
beware, seriously.
hmms.
deborah randomly called me today to ask me if i wna share a teachers' day card for seetow sensei and endo sensei.
haha.
i miss deborah alot.
i miss the long journey home with her from moelc.
i miss mugging on the bus with her in the morning when we go sch.
i miss waiting for her.
i miss speaking jap with her.
i miss listening to all her jap popstars stuff.
i miss her lame jokes.
i miss her cuteness.
i miss her innocence.
i miss watching her act in all the chinese drama productions back in sec sch.
ahhhhh..
shit.
i suddenly miss her so much!
we wanted to go out tgt and eat after Os had ended.
but that day never came.
now have to wait till after As.
=(
deborah i miss you so much!
デボラさんはいなくて、私は寂しいです!
-huggs-
haha.
okok.
haiya i dont know what to do with myself.
if this colour clashes with every other colour, then there must be sth wrong with this colour, and there is a need to take out that colour from the picture.
i am going for phys crash course :/
mata ne..