sudd i feel like blogging, but i dont know what to say.
i think too long nv blog, forgot the feeling of blogging a long emo entry.
haha.
havent been slowing down and being in deep thots.
probably the time that i think the most would be my journey home cz theres nothing else to do anws.
generally was just rushing thru my studies, all the mugging, practising, writing..
then aft prelims were over, "dedicated" some time to feel upset about it, and then i submerged myself in extreme mapling.
and falling sick. =(
haha.
eh i suck at mapling.
keep dying.
but i didnt die in today's pq sessions!
haha.
oh yea.
PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
hmm..
havent received all my results yet.
shall blog abt it another time aft i get everything back.
ehs lots of things had been happening..
but keeping myself extremely busy had given me lots of excuses to ignore the things around me.
of cz, not thinking much abt the consequences of my reactions towards the ppl and things around me either cz i really cant be bothered.
maybe i had gotten myself into trouble, but still, i cant be bothered.
ohwels.
tmr should start mugging le.
get those cogs moving, and my machine back into running mode.
but, i dont know how to start.
suddenly i stare at all my notes and tys and i dont know how to begin.
mans.
33 days left to As.
still rmb the other time counting down to Os.
time flies.
grad's coming.
after As everyone would be dispersed into different directions.
maybe this time would be the last time il see some ppl in my whole entire life.
who knows.
sometimes, its not cz we dont wna keep in touch with the ppl that we used to know.
but somethings are just, inevitable.
hey, we've all had good and bad times with the ppl around us.
but these will all remain as memories, and would never come back.
treasure the ppl around you.
treasure the times that you have.
treasure every moment.
haix.
il miss EVERYONE.
i dont know.
brain suddenly feels stagnant.
theres just so much to say, but i cant seem to put them into words.
hai im stupid.
really.
not just intelligence wise, but also the way i behave.
everything tht i do just simply amplifies and magnifies my stupidity to the world.
there are lots of things that ppl can hate me for.
im really grateful that they didnt impose full judgement on me.
:/
hai i am so freaking disgusting.
nvms..
i think if i let this go on, il be talking in circles.
theres just so many things under the sun to talk abt.
lets just continue being the helpless, imperfect human.
mata ne..
