[15 DAYS TO A LEVELS]


I HATE TODAY.
what did i do?
what did i do?!
oh freak.
ah neverminds.
i will not be a burden to others.
hms.
can i narrate a story?
haha.
there was once this doctor who was walking along the path.
wel, being a young, enthusiastic doctor, he brings his first aid kit everywhere, in case he sees anyone injured.
along the way, he sees ppl with bruises, occasionally, one or two with fractured bones.
he helped, bandaging, applying medicine, rubbing sores so that the ppl would feel better.
after all, this is just simple first aid, shldnt be a problem to him.
and, he is a doctor, he likes helping ppl, and making them well again.
there was once he fell down, and he asked for help.
yes, he got help.
but subsequently, he fell down again and again.
and of cz, he kept asking for help.
soon, ppl turned to him and rebuked him, "you are a doctor, why cant you help yourself? and why do you keep falling? what a clumsy idiot."
"fine," he thought. "i will help myself. i will no longer ask ppl for help cz i will be independent."
so he went on walking, psychoing himself and of cz, going back to helping the ppl he saw on the way.
but as the standard of living of the ppl got higher, ppl became more pampered.
ppl started coming to him cz of minor scratches.
thats all right with him, cz its just supplying plasters and putting them on for the ppl.
that shldnt be too hard for him.
but he found more and more ppl approaching him, for plasters for their scratches, or mosquito bites, or even their chipped off nails.
some were even more ridiculous to ask him for bandages cz they got a splinter under their skin.
and he found ppl coming back to him, blaming him for not putting the plasters the way they wanted it, or not giving them their favourite winnie the pooh pink plaster.
wel, he was the doctor, he cant complain cz he was supposed to help.
but sadly, no one realised that the doctor's right knee was bleeding profusely.
he was flooded with people who cared, not abt him, but about themselves.
he wanted so badly for the ppl to give him a breather, so that he can stop and bandage his own wound before moving on.
hmm..
well i guess this doctor is damn stupid cz he shldnt be a doctor in the first place if he refuses to constantly help the ppl around him.
come on, doctors are supposed to help others, not help themselves.
its damn dumb if you were to tell others, i want to be a doctor cz i want to help myself.
right?
aint that so?
thats why doctors never told their patients that they needed help.
ohwels.
gna go back and study!
die only two weeks left.
i am so dead.
I LOVE CHEM AND MATHS AND ECONS AND GP AND ESPECIALLY PHYSICS.


mata ne..