results are out 3 days ago.
okay lar, im fine w what i got.
kinda expected it.
hmm, its pretty much an average result ba.
not fantastic, but not lousy either.
just average.
yet, i have to thank God for guiding me.
i know that i wld do alot worst if it hadnt been for the grace of God and His guidance.
indeed, He gives whats best for me.
haha.
oh one thing,
the problem w getting average results is that, you get weird reactions from ppl.
so person A can be sitting next to person B
person A: "hey i heard abt your results! congrats! -shakes my hand-"
me: "uhh.. -frowns- thanks. haha."
person B: "oh you got your results?"
-i turn around-
me: "yupps. -tells my results-"
person B: "oh. hmm.. i thot all along you do quite well in sch?"
me: "-widens eyes- ehh hehs. uhh.. well.."
contrasting reactions.
and now i myself cant decide whether i did well or not.
haha ohwels.
i also duno how to feel abt it.
anws, jc life is now finally over.
getting our results is like the last last part of our jc life.
mans..
i think i really enjoyed it cz of the ppl around me.
if it hadnt been OG12, who started everything off, with my favourite OGLs jacq, jason, alvin, marilyn, and my fellow OG mates esp mj, grace, yeesam and rice, who walked the jc life w me.
class was fun, along w rong and sun that made things less boring in class.
we self-entertained more than half of the time eh. haha.
band wld have sucked if i didnt have kok, shuying, yongde, weechong, yuxi, shichie, chester crapping their way through after-band gatherings and outings and even the thailand trip.
seniors like mingmin, hendra, yoga, junhao, joann who orientated me into this jc.
cute jnrs like yuqing, jiahua, liying, clement, clarence, asnira, wanling, eunice gave me more chances to pinch ppl's faces, hug ppl and pat their heads (or the other way round? haha).
mugging for As was so torturous until chuanxin, kok, yongde, weechong, yuxi, mingkwang, derek, mingwei, carol, samuel, zhixiong, junxian all came to study tgt.
then after gg home, some of us wld have a date on maple to do pqs. haha.
of cz, there are a few more random ppl from gp class, or the friends of my friends, whom il meet along the way to lessons that made sch feel alot more like home.
and if it hadnt been for ms teng, mrs judy tan, ms yap, mr lawrence, mr khoo, ms belinda loh, ms jeeva, ms poh, mr neo, mr foo, mrs michele tan, i wldnt have learnt so much and got my results to where they are now. (we cant deny that we have indeed learnt sth from them, no matter how bad they are!) at the same time, learnt valuable skills and got loads of encouragement from them!
haix.
i know that there wont be a chance when all of us wld be gathered tgt once again in the same place for such a long time anymore.
so i put everyone here, hoping that one day when i do read back, il rmb all the memories that i have w everyone. =)
its hard to recall everyone in half an hour, esp when there are so many of you.
but i promise il add your name in when i realised that i didnt.
or you can refresh my memory by giving me a tag on my tagboard.
haha.
nah this is not some cliched entry.
its for myself, the me after many years, to rmb the fondest times i had w my frens in ny.
as much as i can, i wish for everyone to stay the way they are, cz i really appreciate them for who they are now.
i love the way everyone is so fun and outgoing.
but i know, time changes ppl.
time changes you, and time changes me.
events happen, making impacts on ppl, turning ppl away from or drawing them towards certain actions, behaviours, values and mindsets.
so il take a photo now, of everyone, with this entry, preserving this particular part of our life for as long as possible, before anyone of us changes.
and after this picture is taken, everyone moves on, and the same scene will never be captured again.
ive learnt to treasure everyone around me, cz you wont know when you wld lose them.
alrite.
time to move on.
ppl of my year, lucks to all of you in your uni applications.
hahha no worries, half the ppl i know dont know what to apply for, so youre not the only one.
i guess all of us will finally find sth? =D
mans, its quite sad, w everyone moving into different professions now.
like no more common ground to hold us tgt. =(
the girls, try as much as possible to enjoy work now ba.
but i believe we all know how each other feels.
we all hate working now, so we all have sth in common other than being females.
hahaha.
my favourite army guys have to stay healthy, happy and strong okay!
yea look forward to your POP, then can go on and countdown to your ORD.
haha.
rmb, very impt, MUST STAY VERY HEALTHY.
health is wealth dudes!
dont waste it away!
okay so before i end, i officially proclaim that
I LOVE ALL MY FRENS.
and this is not a cliched statement, i really mean it.

mata ne..