i cant afford to play along with them.
i must draw back.
its too much for me to take.
and i know i have to change a long time ago.
just that i refuse to admit it to myself.
ive got to do something.
but im too busy now.
its hard to take a breather, quiet down and think.
hm i usually have high expectations of myself.
and sometimes i even push myself to do things that i might not be able to do.
ambitious.
but on the other hand,
when an ambitious person says he cant do it, it means that this time, its really out of his reach.
hais. i have so many things to settle.
things are getting out of hand.
damnits.
and at times, i really do get tired of interacting with ppl.im really sorry.
mata ne..