today is the last day of year 2008.
sighh.
this year flew past.
i wonder what i have done and how much i have changed.
looking back into the year, it was a pretty uneventful year.
like, what was i doing?
even tho ive got loads of new experiences.
things like, working for the first time, entering uni and gg sch in home clothes, giving tuition, cutting my fringe after a thousand years, playing a crazy piece like extreme makeover (and now theres more, vesuvius, of sailors and whales, amazonia O.O save me. i died in the last band prac), wearing a lab coat, attending Bible studies in sch and joined a christian cca in sch, gg for an outing without knowing a single person there, and much more.
(and later on im gg to countdown w my frens for the first time in my life)
all these took much courage for me.
cz i dont usually feel very secure when im doing things alone or doing things for the first time.
many a times its just, ah heck it and just go do.
ah i duno lar..
usually im just a lost soul in the workplace and uni, trying to figure out a place where i belong.
wel, the year's now over.
i really hope the next year wld be much better.
tho i already dread its coming.
for reasons like, il be TWENTY next year (and i really dont wna grow up), and sch's gna get tougher when i alr cant manage, and i cant stand the fact that time just flies across.
if we dont treasure this day, we wont know what will come next to rob us of everything that we have.
guess, il just leave eth to God cz i am but just a helpless human who has too much limitations.
so.. guess thats abt it for this year.
im gna draw a conclusion for this year right now and let a fresh new page start tmr.
jya minna, mata rainen ne!