went back to listen to ny today.
they had a rehearsal at rp.
it brought back so many memories.
the bus ride to rp was pretty nostalgic too.
but like what kok was saying, yess the feeling is different already.
haha.
so many of us went back today.
4 jnrs, 6 snrs. (if i got my math right)
we had some inside joke.
esp abt this part tht our teacher's teacher sung 2 years ago.
and we all could relate so well to it.
its quite farnie.
haha i guess only my batch and the 1 year jnr batch would all understand.
hahaha.
its nice to be in the presence of all the old friends again.
it makes me feel like myself.
i duno... uni is driving me crazy.
sigh.
kok is reading my mind better everytime i see him.
its damn zai but its scary at the same time. haha.
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before that we can be talking abt sth else. and then,
i can say sth like, "you know their.."
and hes like, "yar remove already right."
O.O
omg too zai alr!! :O
i feel like beating him nonstop and make him tell me how come he knows.
hahaha.
oh dear..
you knw its nice to have friends who know you well.
cz you dont have to put up a face in front of them.
despite the fact that you make so many mistakes you know they arent gna stop being your friend cz of that.
and all the embarrassing moments.
=((
i think some ppl are still laughing like shit at me cz of those moments. haha.
stop laughing at me! =(
i feel DAMN paiseh cz of that! =(
haha sigh.
im feeling very upset.
im really very very sian.
no, not cz of the embarrassing moments. haha.
and its not cz of the fact that life hasnt been treating me well.
its my mind, its not sending me the right feelings.
i over react, i under react, i react wrongly.
im troubled and affected by many things, and i cant seem to find a solution to get out of them.
its just all so scattered that i cant put a finger to where the root is.
and theres this lingering pain in my shoulder that is not gg away.
you know, i really give up.
i dont know how to go about doing this.
i know im repeating myself,
but at the very least,
being with my friends makes me feel like myself again.
haha.
haiya, i shld get back to drawing organic compounds lar.
mata ne..