ZETTAI KARESHI IS GNA BE ON CHANNEL U 11.30PM ON FRIDAYS! =D
anw, i was very tempted to blog last night at 1.30am but it was too late so i decided not to.
sigh, im busy, but i duno what im busy with.
meeting up with frens, doing stuff for both committees, meetings, band pracs, tuitions, just came back from overseas not long ago.. thats abt it i guess.
i dont understand why so much time have passed.
well, in any case,
our performance at ecp is confirmed.
the event is called FAM JAM Walk and Rock.
our repertoire is, Final Fantasy Xtravagenza, Pong, Tetris, Video Games Live Part 1 (Halo, Civilization IV, Kingdom Hearts), Video Games Live 2 (One Winged Angel from FFVII, Myst III Exile, Advent Rising Bounty Hunter), Hey Jude, Fantillusion, An American in Paris.
Pong and Tetris are both less than 2 mins long tho. and Final Fantasy Xtravagenza is 23 mins long T.T
we are the last item of the day, earlier in the morning there is some walk from another part of ECP which will be started by spongebob and patrick (HAHAH), and theres some guitar hero competition.
do come down and have some fun, breathe some fresh salty air at the beach.
haha.
just some scattered thoughts.
i like to read ppls' blogs, especially those who are good in their english and they start thinking and write about their thoughts or feelings.
its amazing how they put them into words, makes me jealous sometimes.
i can never write as well as they can. haha.
and i somehow feel that their statements sound pretty intelligent, esp those that are of few words but have profound meaning in them.
i feel quite inferior at times, like i can never present myself like they can.
and most of the time i just screw up with my own words.
ohwels. im just a jack of all trades.
recently, i like to listen to others present their opinions abt the things that they see.
i like to view things in another person's angle.
or maybe its cz,
recently i cant make up my mind abt certain matters.
i need to hear new points of view to help me decide on how to separate the gray areas.
anws.
i was playing bejeweled and i had this weird thought crossing my mind.
bejeweled is like our lives isnt it.
every choice we make at any point affects many other things.
sometimes we can chain a few thousands of points even tho its not in our plan to do so when we swap a particular jewel.
many times in life we make decisions selfishly, or ignorantly.
its either we cant be bothered how these decisions affect the ppl around us, or we choose not to think about the consequences.
or we just plainly dont realise how impactful our actions are on others.
i see my frens around me changing and learning everytime.
some learnt to be smarter, and come out stronger.
some turned out to be more stubborn, and come out weaker.
of cz, its their lives that they are leading.
i can only give my suggestions, and a helping hand.
moreover, i cant even be 70% sure that my point of view is the right one.
i guess i have to learn to let go.
why tell others tht they need to take certain actions when they arent gna listen?
i should just help myself first.
and i should just accept that ppl change, and theres no way i can bring the past into the present.
oh and yes i am feeling better from the time my life last crashed :P haha.
alot of thanks to the two who never left my side and are constantly encouraging me, stopping me from giving up.
i guess gloria will never be gloria without her friends.
=)
more admin stuff to complete.
i got to get back to work soon.
you know, sometimes im very worried that i am not doing a good enough job in the comm.
and i am afraid that ppl are afraid to tell me that.
darn its.
what am i doing with my life?
mata ne..
