as each day passes, and the date of departure draws nearer,
the sense of insecurity grows larger.
i wonder if i could really leave my family for 1 month. ><
sighs.
now i realise that mission trips are not that easy after all.
its not just about going to a place and telling the ppl there about God.
there is alot of preparation to do; mentally, physically, spiritually.
sighs.
wel, at least im glad that i have met my osaka team.
they are a bunch of lovely ppl.
its great to be in the presence of those who love God.
the support that you have for each other is humongous.
and with God's strength, power and authority, we can do everything. :)
i wonder how life is gna be like over there.
i think i need alot of prayer support.
and financial support too. ><
im still lacking in 1k.
i keep telling myself that i think im stagnant for financial support alr.
now i think there is insufficient faith in me.
i have got to trust more in God.
the feeling i have now is quite terrible.
i would definitely say that this is a good experience.
before i even gone on the trip, i have learnt much.
learnt about God, learnt to trust God, learnt to pray to God, learnt to do God's work.
there are definitely more to come, i believe.
wel, as we move forward warily, we will trust that God will take away all our fears!
sighs.
im really quite upset that i hv to leave my family for 1 month.
i scared i cant take it.
and the fact that i have to keep going out recently makes me more upset.
cz i really want to spend time at home with my family before i leave.
and the fact that my mum is telling me that im always not at home is not making me feel any better.
wels,
at least i have a day at home by myself tmr.
i really have to say sorry to shichie that i cant meet him tmr le.
(meet you and kok again after i come back okayy. il give you an sms later to tell you. haha.)
SIGHS.
i feel like im fighting a super disgusting emotional battle.
RAWRR.
i need to rant.
sighs.
wel, there isnt really much to say.
osaka team is doing well in their planning.
check out our facebook page and our blog.
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gen12ii osaka teamblog
bless osaka!updates will be done there as well!
oh, and what i guessed is now proved to be true.
mata ne..