hahahhaha. i havent been blogging for so long that i almost forgot whether my blog username was my email or just the ID alone. ><
sighs.
the last time i blogged was before i went to osaka. hahha.
its okay! my osaka memories are recorded in THAT book. yayss.
i think it had really been a very life changing experience. i loved it when i was there, and i really missed the times and the people there.
i am still keeping in contact with tomokazu ^^
hope that i can get hiroki to reply too... :/
but still, thank God for the wonderful experience.
i could really feel His presence in my life back then..
and i wish i can feel Him like how i felt Him in japan again..
hmms...
life had been too exciting when i was in osaka, and too boring after im back.
i couldnt get back into the rhythm of singapore life for a while.. but of cz now im back on track la.
which also means that osaka memories are drifting further and further away..
this also means that SCHOOL IS STARTING!
you know when i got my results i was devastated.
cz i purposely ignore my SSA mod to do my chem mods.
and i did so much better for my ssa than my chem.
sadness..
i was just telling munjuinn about that a moment ago..
thank God that he was helping me.. but i feel like i 对不起 him or something.
sighs.
i dare not hope for good results for chem anymore..
i am still gna do my best.. but i am not gna hope anymore.
recently, to pass time i replayed chrono trigger (:
its like my childhood fav rpg :D
i rmb when i first started off when i was much younger, i didnt know i could change their weapons.
and my poor crono was using the wooden sword from the beginning all the way until the factory ruins in 2300 AD. hahahah.
yea i never got past the factory ruins when i was younger.
i was always lost in there and i got stuck on the conveyor belt. ohmans. hahaha.
ive been slowly improving on that game over the past 10 years.
now i know how to change weapons and everything le la.
BUT, my newest discovery was how to use the magic, power and speed tabs!
hahahhahaha.
i feel damn loser la.
i now then know. and im 21 le.
well done. hahha.
sighs..
life had been too confusing for me.
i dont want to disobey God. i really dont want to.
2 Cor 6:14
this is my reminder, and the only branch that im holding on and keeping me from slipping down the cliff.
God, please give me the solution.
my timetable next sem seems to be quite alrite..
im just sian about tuition..
cz i have to teach janis english on tuesdays.
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WEEK ><
and i really have lesser and lesser confidence in teaching kianhoe.
i really CMI. really.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SADNESS + FRUSTRATION + CONFUSION = major emo-ness.
i wonder who can solve all my problems for me..?
sighs.
mata ne..
